A lot of people are really lonely, of course.

當然，很多人真的很孤獨。

And websites, like only fans, offer a different kind of intimacy than just watching any sort of porn on a tube site.

而網站，就像只有粉絲一樣，提供了一種不同於在管網站上看任何一種色情片的親密關係。

Well, it's also kind of hot.

嗯，這也是一種熱。

Not gonna lie like doing this.

不會像做這個一樣撒謊。

Like I'm very I like people looking at me.

就像我很我喜歡別人看我一樣。

I wasn't like in a crazy financial need or something.

我不喜歡在一個瘋狂的財務需求或東西。

But of course there was a pandemic out there and I didn't really have, like, I couldn't go partying anymore.

但當然有一個大流行在那裡 我真的沒有一樣，我不能去聚會了。

So I had a lot of time and I was like, Okay, let's spend the Sunday somewhere doing trying to make money I started my only friends in the pandemic for money.

所以，我有很多時間，我當時想，好吧，讓我們花週日的地方做試圖賺錢我開始我唯一的朋友在大流行的錢。

Mostly if it wasn't for the pandemic, I think I would have tried to find more photography jobs, for example, because that's also something ideo Um, but there's not really a lot of jobs like that in creative fields right now.

主要是如果不是因為流行病，我想我會嘗試找更多的攝影工作，比如，因為這也是ideo Um，但現在創意領域這樣的工作真的不多。

Eso Onley fans of something that I can do even when we're in lock down eso it just made sense to me.

Eso Onley粉絲的東西，我可以做，即使當我們在鎖定eso它只是讓我的意義。

E do consider myself is like a exhibitionists a little bit because I really enjoy it.

E確實認為自己是像一個展覽家一點點，因為我真的很喜歡它。

Um that people are looking at me or just my body.

嗯，人們都在看我或只是我的身體。

I mean, it's just my body.

我的意思是，這只是我的身體。

I'm just making use of it.

我只是在利用它。

It's like a tool that I'm using.

這就像我使用的工具一樣。

I just had the idea.

我只是有這個想法。

Okay, let's make this account now and I made it because you see so many others doing it.

好了，我們現在就做這個賬號，我做這個賬號是因為你看到很多人在做。

E started right when the epidemic started.

E在疫情開始時就開始了。

So I literally just started because I wanted to do something different than sitting behind a desk and doing customer service and wasting my life away for me at like a new office job.

所以，我從字面上就開始了，因為我想做一些不同的事情，而不是坐在辦公桌後面，做客戶服務，並浪費我的生活，為我在像一個新的辦公室工作。

And it was just kind of more like a kinky thing for me in the beginning, whereas then it turned into like, a more business state of mind later on.

一開始對我來說，這只是一種更多的像一個淫蕩的事情，而後來它變成了像，一個更多的商業狀態的心態。

There is definitely a clear correlation between the timing of the pandemic and the site increases that we saw WAY were on a growth path anyway, but it was definitely accelerated because of the pandemic, really, when the lock down started and when people started losing their jobs.

疫情發生的時間和我們看到的網站增長之間肯定有明顯的關聯，無論如何都是在增長的道路上，但因為疫情的發生，它肯定是加速的，真的，當鎖定開始，當人們開始失去工作的時候。

Unfortunately, there are a lot of newcomers to the industry.

不幸的是，有很多新人進入這個行業。

I think it's amazing that these people that a lot of them are in precarious situations on maybe have lost their jobs, or or or uncertain of how their incomes will come, that they have the opportunity toe actually have Try this out on Bond, possibly even make a living out of something.

我覺得很神奇的是，這些人很多都是在不穩定的情況下 也許已經失去了他們的工作，或或或或不確定他們的收入將如何來， 他們有機會實際上有邦德嘗試這個，甚至可能是謀生的東西。

But they would maybe didn't consider before.

但他們會也許以前沒有考慮過。

I mean, there's girls who make hundreds of thousands of dollars each month.

我是說，有的女孩每個月都能賺幾十萬。

I don't on bears.

我不對熊。

Also, girls who make like $50 a month like it's an incredibly diverse range.

另外，月薪50元這樣的女孩，好像是一個非常多樣化的範圍。

I don't want to say how much I earn, but I do definitely earn uh Mawr than I used to do with my 9 to 5 job.

我不想說我賺了多少錢，但我賺的錢肯定比我以前朝九晚五的工作要多呃毛。

But it's not so much about the money per se.

但這不是錢本身的問題。

It's more about like being able to structure your day in your life in the way you want Thio, because I like being my own boss.

更多的是喜歡能夠按照自己想要的方式來安排自己一天的生活Thio，因為我喜歡做自己的老闆。

E definitely feel empowered because I could make whatever sort of content I want.

E肯定覺得自己有能力，因為我可以做任何類型的內容。

I could make whatever I feel like doing whatever interest me.

我可以做任何我想做的事，做任何我感興趣的事。

I'm not having toe like listen to some producer telling me what I have to dio.

我沒有腳趾喜歡聽一些製作人 告訴我，我有什麼dio。

I get Thio, make that decision for myself, for the foreign industry has had a shift towards what they call couldn't quote amateur porn since already five years, really, people shooting themselves has become more and more trendy, and there's a bigger demand for it as well.

我明白了Thio，自己做這個決定，因為國外的行業已經有了一個轉變，他們所謂的不能引用業餘色情片，因為已經五年了，真的，人們自拍已經成為越來越多的趨勢，也有了更大的需求。

But definitely the pandemic has made this grow way bigger.

但絕對是疫情讓這個發展壯大了許多。

Hello, my name is a.

你好，我叫阿。

There's a personal connection between the customer and the provider, which is something that's never seen before.

客戶和供應商之間的個人聯繫，這是以前從未見過的。

Usually pouring.

通常倒。

It's like something out of reach, something that you see like these, like muscle gods or like big, beautiful like boots.

就像一些遙不可及的東西，你看到的東西就像這些，像肌肉男神，或者像靴子一樣大而美。

Women, you know that you cannot relate to in any way, whereas only fans.

女人，你知道，你無法與之有任何聯繫，而只有粉絲。

It's like for everyone, you know, and you can find whatever you want.

這就像每個人，你知道，你可以找到任何你想要的。

At the same time, you can also write to the person that you are watching you know, you can kind of have a bit of a relationship with, um, it's a kind of way of killing the middle man, Um, which is interesting because it has created basically more diversity in the industry.

同時，你也可以寫信給你正在看的人，你知道，你可以有一種有點關係，嗯，這是一種殺死中間人的方式，嗯，這是有趣的，因為它已經創造了基本上更多樣化的行業。

There are more body sexuality, sexual practices on preferences being represented on.

有更多的身體性行為、性行為上的喜好被代表在。

I think that's that's great E.

我認為這是... ...這是偉大的E。

Occasionally I'll get, like nasty comments or Dems on Instagram, and I just, like, immediately blocked the person.

偶爾我會得到，像討厭的評論或民主黨在Instagram上，我只是，喜歡，立即阻止了人。

Um, but it doesn't really happen that often, especially here in Berlin like people are so open minded.

嗯，但這並不真的經常發生，尤其是在柏林這裡，就像人們的思想很開放一樣。

I think it is definitely difficult for people who live in more conservative conservative areas or smaller towns.

我想，對於生活在比較保守的地區或小城鎮的人來說，肯定是很困難的。

People could definitely be judgmental about it.

人們絕對可以對它進行評判。

For me, it is really a job just like any other job, just like me going to the office.

對我來說，這其實是一份和其他工作一樣的工作，就像我去辦公室一樣。

But just also like a kind of prosecution, because I'm selling my body for, like, eight hours to a company and I get money for it, and if I wouldn't get the money for it, I wouldn't do it.

但也只是像一種起訴，因為我賣我的身體一樣，八個小時的公司，我得到的錢，如果我不會得到的錢，我不會這樣做。

Obviously, eso this job or sex work is just the same kind off job, like I'm missing this shame kind off filter inside of me.

很明顯，eso這個工作或者性工作只是同樣的一種關工作，就像我內心缺少了這種羞恥感的一種關過濾。

This is also why, if I'd a lot with my mother and stuff, because because of that, But I don't have that.

這也是為什麼，如果我經常和我媽在一起，因為我沒有這個能力。

I don't feel, um, shame.

我不覺得，嗯，羞愧。

My family is aware of what I'm doing.

我的家人都知道我在做什麼。

Uh, basically, everyone I know is aware of of what I do.

呃，基本上，我認識的每個人都知道我的工作。

I don't keep it to myself at all because I'm not really interested in spending time with people if you like, really have a problem with it.

我一點也不隱瞞，因為如果你喜歡，真的有問題的話，我真的沒興趣和別人相處。

When I first told my mom, I think she was like, a little bit like nervous.

當我第一次告訴我媽的時候，我想她就像，有點像緊張。

She was like, Oh, God, this is a lot.

她當時想，哦，上帝，這是一個很多。

But she could see that I was like happy Andi.

但她看得出，我就像快樂的安迪。

I was doing what I wanted Thio and I'm safe.

我在做我想做的事情，Thio，我很安全。

So she was like, All right, you know, as long as my daughter is happy like then I'm happy for her.

所以她很喜歡，好吧，你知道，只要我的女兒是幸福的喜歡，那麼我為她感到高興。

I'm already trans so I already like experience.

我已經是變性人了，所以我已經喜歡上了經驗。

A lot of stick, man.

好多棍子，夥計。

A lot of like getting my life at the same time.

很像同時得到我的生活。

Like I'm also confident what I'm doing and I'm comfortable what they're doing.

就像我也很自信我在做什麼，我也很舒服他們在做什麼。

And I love my life And I love the way that my life turned out to be like I'm 24.

我愛我的生活，我愛我的生活變成了我24歲的樣子。

I'm financially independent.

我在經濟上是獨立的。

I have my own business.

我有自己的生意。

I think my taxes I'm able to do the things I want to dio and, um whether it's from porn or doing a 9 to 5 job or whatever, it doesn't matter as long as you're happy.

我想我的稅我能夠做的事情我想dio和，嗯無論是從色情或做一個9到5的工作或任何，它不重要，只要你快樂。

E don't wanna die one day and have to regret the things that I didn't do.

我不想有一天死了，還要為我沒做過的事後悔。

And this is what I was always think like I don't wanna not do something because I'm gonna be worried that I'm not gonna get a job in the future or something like that, like I want to do it.

這是我一直認為像我不想不做的事情，因為我會擔心，我不會得到一個工作在未來或類似的東西，像我想這樣做。

And if someone in the future and employer or someone says, Oh, no, yeah, no problem with this person.

如果將來有人和僱主或者有人說，哦，不，是的，這個人沒有問題。

They have been like adult content, greater whatever.

他們一直像成人內容，更大的什麼。

Um, then that's the way it ISS.

嗯，那麼這就是它ISS的方式。

I'm happy about the stuff and the experience that I've gained from what I've been doing and not from what I've not been doing.

我為這些東西而高興，也為自己所獲得的經驗而高興，而不是為自己所沒有的東西而高興。

Wow.

哇哦

Yeah, I think the narrative that states that people who start only fans are victims.

是啊，我覺得這種說法，說明只開粉絲的人是受害者。

It's really frustrating to me because people are not victimized by, like selling nude selling news can actually something really empowering.

這對我來說真的很沮喪，因為人們並不是受害者，就像賣裸體賣新聞一樣，其實可以一些真正的權力。

I think sometimes people in these situations situations are victimized by their governments when they're not receiving government support because of the pandemic, and they don't have any income.

我想，有時候這種情況下的人因為疫情而得不到政府的支持，他們沒有任何收入，就會成為政府的受害者。

And the government is not helping them pay their rent, so they have to find a way to do it.

而政府又不幫他們交房租，所以他們只能想辦法。

All right, this narrative about people in the adult industry always being for errors off course or, you know, all of victimized things comes from a very religious um, perspective on sex work.

好吧，這種敘事 關於成人行業的人 總是為錯誤偏離航道 或者，你知道，所有的受害者的事情 來自一個非常宗教嗯，角度對性工作。

All of us grew up with a lot of shame when it comes to sexuality, because if we have sexuality education in school, it's all about, uh, not getting pregnant on sicknesses and infections.

我們所有的人在成長過程中都有很多羞恥感，當涉及到性的時候，因為如果我們在學校裡有性教育，那就是關於，呃，不要在疾病和感染上懷孕。

The approach of sexuality that it's positive that is focused on pleasure.

性生活的方法，它是積極的，是注重快樂的。

Uh, that is inclusive on accounts from different ways off.

呃，這是包含在不同方式的賬戶上的。

Living out on experiencing and enjoying sexuality is still lacking in society.

在體驗和享受性生活上生活出來，社會上還是缺乏。

How e.

如何e。

Think that the fact that a lot more people are sharing their sex states and talking openly about sexuality has its empowering not only for the people doing it, but but for all of us in society.

認為，越來越多的人分享自己的性狀態，公開談論性問題，不僅對做這件事的人有它的力量，而且對我們全社會都有好處。

I hope that the more people normalized creating explicit content, the more people talk openly about sex and on stop being scared off the representation off sex E yeah.

我希望更多的人正常化創造明確的內容，更多的人公開談論性和上停止被嚇跑的表示關閉性E是的。