My name is Cookie Kids on today I'm gonna show you how to get ready.

我叫曲奇小子，今天我要告訴你如何準備。

So to start, I'm gonna cover my face with primer and then I'm gonna go all over it with my TV white foundation.

所以首先，我要用底妝遮住臉部，然後用我的電視白粉底液塗滿整個臉部。

I tried Thio protect my skin as measures I can we spy mur But still it's not really enough.

我試著保護我的皮膚作為措施，我可以我們的間諜Mur，但它仍然不是真的足夠。

I grew up in Frantz in a very small town in the country close to the border with Switzerland.

我在弗蘭茨長大，在靠近瑞士邊境的一個很小的小鎮上。

When I was a really young kids, I would like keep my distance with the other kids because I was not really that much interested to play with them.

當我還是一個非常小的孩子時，我喜歡和其他孩子保持距離，因為我真的沒有那麼多興趣和他們一起玩。

So I will stay by myself and draw a lot drawing like monsters in which is it was kind of scary for the other kids.

所以我會自己待著，畫很多畫像怪物在哪是它是一種可怕的其他孩子。

But I kind of love that I would just, like, paints a distorted bodies, altered humans and then doing it myself.

但我有點喜歡，我只是，喜歡，畫一個扭曲的身體，改變的人類，然後做自己。

I think when I was a teenager, I was really influenced by God.

我想，當我十幾歲的時候，我真的受到了上帝的影響。

Scripture.

經。

I used to like how black hair do like black clips.

我以前喜歡黑色的頭髮做喜歡黑色的夾子。

Very white face.

很白的臉。

Like I remember once I was at school and a teenager told me Oh, you look like Marilyn Manson and I was like, Who's that?

就像我記得有一次我在學校，一個少年告訴我，哦，你看起來像瑪麗蓮-曼森，我當時想，那是誰？

And he was like, I just a weirdo killing chicken on stage.

他說，我只是一個怪人，在舞臺上殺雞。

And I was like, I need to check.

我當時想，我需要檢查。

I loved it.

我喜歡它

Yeah, I was just fascinated by the makeup and how it would perform on stage, the visual off, his music videos and everything.

是啊，我只是著迷於化妝 和它將如何執行在舞臺上， 視覺關閉，他的音樂視頻和一切。

I would just be like fascinated because I've never seen something like this before.

我只是會像著迷，因為我從來沒有見過這樣的東西。

It was like, Oh, my God, that's fabulous.

它就像，哦，我的上帝，這是美妙的。

And before to be called Marilyn Manson, the name off his band was Marilyn Manson and the spooky kids.

而在被稱為瑪麗蓮-曼森之前，他的樂隊的名字是瑪麗蓮-曼森和幽靈的孩子。

So it was just like, Okay, I'm just picky kids.

所以，它只是喜歡，好吧，我只是挑剔的孩子。

I've just decided to take this name.

我剛剛決定取這個名字。

Well, I was just feeling good with myself when I will dress like this.

好吧，我只是覺得自己什麼時候會穿成這個樣子。

I wouldn't really care about people telling me if it's good enough when you are isolated and you're, like, bored with what there is around you, you just gonna create your own world to escape.

我不會真的關心別人告訴我，如果它是足夠好 當你被孤立，你一樣，無聊的有什麼 在你周圍，你只是要去創造自己的世界來逃避。

I guess I recently moved in this room on I've just painted on the walls to make it look more like my space, my own world.

我想我最近搬進了這個房間，我只是在牆上畫了畫，讓它看起來更像我的空間，我自己的世界。

So I'm just gonna go around my eyes with eye shadow.

所以我就在眼睛周圍塗上眼影。

I love to use a red eye shadow because I look like I'm very tired and I've got red lines while growing up a za queer kids in the small town I was dreaming Thio moved to a big city.

我喜歡用紅色的眼影，因為我看起來很累，我已經有了紅線，而在小城長大的za基佬孩子，我夢想著Thio搬到大城市。

So I just decided Thio move to London because I felt like here could be free to just do whatever I want to dio London has a great story with the banks, the blood kids, everything the new Romantics.

所以我決定搬到倫敦來，因為我覺得在這裡可以自由地做我想做的任何事情dio倫敦有一個偉大的故事與銀行，血腥的孩子，一切的新浪漫主義。

I always felt really attracted by the city, I guess.

我總覺得自己真的被這個城市吸引了吧。

Well, now I'm going thio Add plush and my cheeks I'm gonna go with pink and orange in kind of mix it.

好了，現在我打算添加毛絨和我的臉頰，我要去與粉紅色和橙色的那種混合它。

I moved here in London just with the bag and I had to learn English and find a job.

我搬到倫敦來，只是帶著包，我必須學習英語，找工作。

And will I just started to really, like, go out a lot, meet a lot of people.

而將我剛開始真的，喜歡，走出去很多，滿足了很多人。

To be honest, there is, like a lot of different parties.

說實話，有，像很多不同的方。

There is more like ghost stories take nobody's because obviously, at the beginning, I didn't talk English properly, so we just like dance a lot.

有更多的像鬼故事拿沒有人的，因為很明顯，一開始，我沒有好好說英語，所以我們只是喜歡跳舞很多。

And then I started to make friends like, more recently to be nice.

然後我就開始交朋友了，比如，最近要好。

I'm just going to add a bit off highlighter on my cheeks.

我只是要在臉頰上加一點高光粉。

One of the first look at created for Halloween.

其中一個先看為萬聖節創作的。

I was walking in content and I've seen this girl who was wearing one of these huge inflatable suit on.

我走在內容和我已經看到了這個女孩 誰穿著這些巨大的充氣服之一。

I was like, Oh, this is amazing.

我當時想，哦，這是驚人的。

And it were this, but I need to put fabric on top so it looks like it looks more like a a government or costume.

它是這樣的，但我需要把面料在上面，所以它看起來像它看起來更像一個政府或服裝。

So I just decided to buy one on eBay and a few days after I was doing fabric shopping and I've found this fabric, and I thought it was really beautiful to have just decided to use it.

所以我就決定在eBay上買一個，過了幾天我在買布料的時候發現了這個布料，我覺得它真的很漂亮，就決定用它了。

So that's how I created my look, where I'm just like stuffing like a top with, like, huge sleeves with balloons on my chest as well.

所以，這就是我如何創建我的造型，我只是像塞像上衣一樣，像，巨大的袖子與氣球在我的胸部以及。

I love Thio.

我喜歡Thio.

My lips get in this shape because I think it looks a bit futuristic and you make my lips looking very different.

我的嘴脣弄成這個形狀，因為我覺得它看起來有點未來主義，你讓我的嘴脣看起來很不一樣。

I don't think that what I do is really fashion, but I'm definitely inspired by some fashion designer.

我不認為我所做的事情是真正的時尚，但我肯定會受到一些時裝設計師的啟發。

I usually watch runways off designers like Rei Kawakubo, who creates things governments with huge shapes and play a lot with the human proportions.

我通常會看川久保玲這樣的設計師的T臺，她設計的東西政府有巨大的形狀，並與人體比例玩了很多。

I'm also really inspired by the powering.

我也是真的受到了動力的啟發。

I think he really pushed this art off, dressing up to a point where he would just go out and he will feel physically uncomfortable in the costume he was wearing.

我覺得他這個藝術真的是推陳出新，打扮到一個地步，他只要出門，穿上這個服裝就會覺得身體不舒服。

And because, like worrying, what I do is like a performance itself.

因為，就像擔心一樣，我所做的事情就像一個表演本身。

I'm gonna, like, start work more on performance in the future, living in London when I, like, go out in the party.

我打算，開始工作更多的表現在未來，住在倫敦的時候，我，喜歡，走出去的黨。

It's like going to an exhibition because everyone is dressing like extreme.

就像去看展覽一樣，因為大家都穿得很極端。

And they are like they are like the shelters in the art pieces.

而他們就像他們就像藝術作品中的避難所。

Well, now I'm going thio draw spots all over my face for this.

好吧，現在我打算在我的臉上畫滿斑點，為了這個。

I'm going to use eyeshadow and eyeliner like I've seen Michael Alec doing spots in the nineties on his face, and I really love the way it looks.

我要用眼影和眼線筆，就像我在九十年代看到邁克爾-亞歷克在臉上做斑點一樣，我真的很喜歡這種方式。

So I just decided to do it, but in a different way, looking more like a skin disease or like chicken bog.

所以我就決定這麼做了，不過換了一種方式，看起來更像皮膚病，或者說像雞肋。

So I'm just using white liner in a very small brush.

所以我只是用很小的刷子畫了白色的眼線。

Thio kind of draw the spots and type of No, I'm going to just, like, do my hair.

Thio那種畫點和類型 不，我要去只是，喜歡，做我的頭髮。

I'm just going to get my hair wet and I'm gonna use walks.

我只是要把頭髮弄溼，我要用散步。

Thio make it straight.

亥使其直。

Well, I used to do horns with my hair.

我曾經用我的頭髮做角。

I used to back on my hair something like this Horns like a demon like this.

我曾經在我的頭髮上背上這樣的東西角像一個惡魔這樣。

That's what I used to do at the beginning of that.

這就是我在開始的時候曾經做過的事情。

I just got bored.

我只是覺得無聊。

I just feel like in life with whatever you do, you're always happy when you make something new when you do something that is new to you.

我只是覺得生活中無論做什麼事情，當你做一些新的事情的時候，你總是很開心的。

But then if you keep on doing it, you're just gonna get bored.

但如果你一直做下去，你就會感到厭倦。

So you need to do something else.

所以你需要做一些別的事情。

I started to create what I create by like going out and turning.

我開始創造我所創造的東西，就像出去轉。

Look, to go to a club and off course, like when you start to do it is very fun and exciting.

你看，去一個俱樂部，當然，像你開始做的時候，是非常有趣和令人興奮的。

The I don't want to keep on doing that forever.

我不想永遠這樣下去。

And because I want to bring into, like, a new practice not just like turning a look to go out, but more like create performances.

因為我想帶入，喜歡，一個新的實踐，不只是像轉一個外觀出去，但更多的是創造表演。

I think my next idea is really like to work on the interaction between different bodies, take few people in the room and give them, like a new body and a new experience of themselves and just like see how they interact between each other like newborn babies kind off.

我想我的下一個想法是真的喜歡工作在不同的身體之間的互動，採取幾個人在房間裡，並給他們，像一個新的身體和自己的新經驗，只是喜歡看他們如何相互之間的互動，就像新生兒那種關閉。

Well, so I'm pretty happy with this makeup.

好吧，所以我對這個化妝品很滿意。

So now I'm going thio put on my lenses.

所以現在我打算戴上我的鏡片。

So basically, this is like a small lensed I'm wearing on top off a bigger one.

所以基本上，這就像是我在大的鏡片上戴了一個小鏡片。

So it's just, like, creates a new lens Kind off.

所以，它只是一樣，創建一個新的透鏡種關。

Uh huh.

嗯哼。

E usually move the lens a bit of my eye to make my I used to it.

E通常移動一下我的眼睛的鏡頭，讓我的我習慣。

Usually people react in a good way.

通常人們的反應都是好的。

They don't really understand.

他們並不真正理解。

What?

什麼？

What is it?

什麼事？

They're like, Oh, my God, What is it?

他們就像，哦，我的上帝，這是什麼？

This is amazing is like once I remember like it was just sitting in a bus.

這是驚人的是像一旦我記得像它只是坐在公車上。

I had, like, this really big outfit stuff with buildings.

我有一樣，這個真正的大裝備的東西與建築物。

And the woman was very surprised and she asked me, uh, is it the dress the way you dress every day?

而那個女人非常驚訝，她問我，呃，是你每天的穿衣風格嗎？

And I was like, Yeah, that's a that's a casual outfit on she trust me, So that was kind of funny.

我當時想，是啊，這是一個 這是一個休閒的裝備上，她相信我， 所以這是一種有趣的。

While servicing is done, the hair is done, the spots are done.

一邊服務，一邊發，一邊做斑。

So now the last part is just you put on the lashes.

所以現在最後一部分就是你貼上睫毛。

E don't think that I want thio do body modification because I think I prefer to keep my body as it's a fresh campus, I can use whatever I want.

E不認為我想thio做身體改造，因為我認為我更喜歡保持我的身體，因為它是一個新鮮的校園，我可以使用任何我想要的。

When I was a teenager, I used Thio feel a bit bad about my body to see my body changing and becoming the body of men.

少年時，我用Thio覺得自己的身體有點不好，看到自己的身體變化，變成了男人的身體。

Like at the time, it was kind of scared about it.

就像當時，它對它有點害怕。

So that's what I started.

所以這就是我的初衷。

Thio do paintings and pay paying distorted bodies.

Thio做畫，支付支付扭曲的身體。

It's more like I'm creating a character where I can project what I have inside myself.

我更像是在創造一個角色，在這裡我可以投射出我自己內心的東西。

You just like, project your fears and you just create a caricature or you make it extreme.

你只是喜歡，投射你的恐懼，你只是創造一個漫畫，或者你讓它變得極端。

Just re like express what you have inside yourself and you can't deal with.

只是重新喜歡錶達自己內心的東西，你無法處理。

He always helps you to make you feel better about about it, I guess.

他總是幫助你，讓你感覺更好，我想。

Well, I'm happy with my makeup.

好吧，我對我的妝容很滿意。

So now I'm gonna look for something to wear.

所以我現在要去找些衣服穿了。

Well, I'm gonna take a couple of my friend for wolves because, like, I feel like you need some fresh air after the lock down.

好吧，我要帶幾個我的朋友去找狼，因為，就像，我覺得你需要一些新鮮的空氣 在鎖定後。

If you are very young queer, living in a country like far from a big city on, did you want to express yourself?

如果你是很年輕的同性戀者，生活在一個國家，如遠離大城市上，你想表達自己嗎？

Well, so just go forward.

好吧，那就往前走吧。

And don't be scared of what people are going to think about you.

也不要害怕別人對你的看法。

Because the most important thing is what you think about yourself.

因為最重要的是你對自己的看法。