There will always be a little mascara.

總會有一點睫毛膏。

Hi, this is Barbie Ferreira on.

嗨，這是芭比-費雷拉在。

We're gonna get riel while I get unready.

我們要去拿瑞爾，而我還沒準備好。

So I have a very artistic look right now.

所以我現在的造型很有藝術感。

This is, uh this is something that I do when I'm bored.

這是，呃... ...這是我無聊時做的事情。

I like to play with colors, see what's going on.

我喜歡玩顏色，看看是怎麼回事。

There's a lot of products that I used to take off my makeup because makeup like this does not come off easily.

有很多產品我都是用過的，因為這樣的妝容不容易脫妝。

So I pretty much only wash my face at night.

所以我幾乎只在晚上洗臉。

Don't do in the morning.

不要在早上做。

If I have makeup on, I will go through all of my products.

如果我有化妝，我會把我所有的產品都看一遍。

Just make sure it's all out and my skin is ready to go to sleep.

只要保證全部出來，我的皮膚就可以睡覺了。

I am going to put my hair back.

我打算把我的頭髮放回去。

I wanna make sure that ears are looking cute for team.

我想確保隊伍的耳朵看起來很可愛。

Vote for me, wearing colors and having a graphic lines or playing with different textures and glitters and all that stuff is kind of what I like about makeup.

投我一票，穿上顏色，有圖形線，或者玩不同的質感和閃光劑，所有這些東西是我喜歡的化妝的一種。

But the one thing that makes my skin look better is making sure that all my makeup is out of my pores.

但有一件事能讓我的皮膚看起來更好，那就是確保我所有的化妝品都從毛孔裡出來。

I'm gonna use a bomb, like, kind of like an oil based bomb to take off eyeshadow because some products, especially mascara, will just not come off if you don't try really hard.

我要用一個炸彈，就像，有點像油性炸彈來卸眼影，因為有些產品，特別是睫毛膏，如果你不努力的話，就會脫不下來。

So this is something that I've learned E all the time is just a good little oil based cleanser.

所以，這是我一直以來學到的東西E就是一個很好的小油性潔面乳。

When I was modeling, I thought that the one thing I had to put on my face at all times was coconut oil and nothing else.

當年做模特的時候，我覺得臉上隨時都要塗抹的就是椰子油，其他的什麼都不用。

I would only use oil on my skin.

我只會在皮膚上用油。

I wouldn't even wash it.

我甚至不會洗它。

So I had terrible, terrible texture.

所以我的質地很差，很差。

And I just thought it was just because of traveling and everything just cause I wasn't taking care of my skin and washing it properly.

而我只是認為這只是因為旅行和一切只是因為我沒有好好照顧我的皮膚和清洗它。

So I avoid oil.

所以我避開油。

I don't like using oil as a moisturizer or as a serum.

我不喜歡用油來做保溼，也不喜歡用精華液。

I do use oil based bomb to take off eyeshadow because the only when I have to take off of shadow because it works so well.

我是用油性炸彈來卸眼影的，因為只有在我必須卸掉影子的時候，因為它的效果很好。

As you can see, a Z you could see here on, I just make sure thio really cleanse it off.

如你所見，一個Z你可以看到這裡上，我只是確保Thio真的清理它。

Make sure it's off and you know do my best toe prevent any kind of breaking out over here?

確保它的關閉，你知道做我最好的腳趾防止任何類型的爆發在這裡？

Well, I'm using bio Dharma.

嗯，我用的是生物達摩。

First Thio put on like a micro fiber towel.

首先Thio把像微纖維毛巾。

I love these.

我喜歡這些。

I love these.

我喜歡這些。

I actually got these the idea onset of un pregnant because they would just have these towels and also euphoria.

實際上，我得到了這些想法的發病未懷孕，因為他們會只是有這些毛巾，也興奮。

They had, like, these little micro fiber towels, and it was the best to put in the microwave.

他們有一樣，這些小微纖維毛巾， 這是最好的，把在微波爐。

Make it warm.

讓它溫暖。

It's good.

很好啊

I am trying my best not to ever sleep with make up on I've actually have this rule No contact lenses and no make up on I should sleep with make up on all the time I took on the plane with makeup on.

我是儘量不曾帶著化妝品睡覺的，其實我有這個規定，不戴隱形眼鏡，不化妝，我應該是帶著化妝品睡覺的，我帶著化妝品上飛機的時候都是這樣的。

It's truly to take it off.

是真正的要脫掉。

I would have like my contact lenses when I sleep by accident.

我本來想在睡覺的時候，不小心把隱形眼鏡給弄壞了。

I'm so tired no more.

我好累，沒有了。

It was messing up my skin really bad.

它把我的皮膚搞得很糟糕。

So I was kind of a mess, and I just learned to not do that to be a bit more responsible, you know?

所以，我是那種一個爛攤子， 我只是學會了不這樣做 要更負責任一點，你知道嗎？

I mean, and we are.

我的意思是，我們是。

We're growing up almost 24.

我們快24歲了

Growing up, I'm wearing like, a really amazing look.

長大後，我的穿著就像，一個非常神奇的造型。

I just feel myself a little bit more that day.

我只是覺得那天的自己多了一點。

I like feeling like different people every day.

我喜歡每天感受不同的人。

Maybe that's not good, but I like to do it.

也許這樣不好，但我喜歡這樣做。

I like to feel like I'm gonna costume.

我喜歡感覺自己要變裝了。

Sometimes I have been really fortunate to have a lot of say in the look and, like people have trusted me to kind of create my own characters.

有時候，我真的很幸運，在造型上有很多話語權，就像人們信任我，讓我有種創造自己的角色。

Look, which I like to work outward in.

你看，我喜歡在其中向外工作。

Like if I look different, I'm wearing certain clothes.

比如說如果我長得不一樣，我就會穿某些衣服。

If I have a different hair, um, style, which happened with both before and un pregnant, I just move a little bit differently.

如果我的髮型，嗯，風格不一樣，之前和未懷孕時都發生過，我只是動作有點不一樣。

And then I could start getting into character a lot.

然後我就可以開始經常進入角色了。

I'm like, very much like I like to wear the costume looked like the character, and then it, like, just comes naturally.

我很喜歡，很喜歡我喜歡穿的服裝看起來像這個角色，然後它一樣，只是自然而然。

I had really long hair and I chopped it off for euphoria and it may be wore glasses and all that stuff.

我的頭髮真的很長，我為了興奮，把頭髮砍掉了，可能是戴了眼鏡之類的東西。

And I felt like that was, you know, I felt like cat for, like, 98 months that we were shooting on.

我覺得那是，你知道，我覺得像貓一樣，98個月，我們在拍攝。

I felt like that changed the way that I moved here.

我覺得這改變了我搬來這裡的方式。

We owe eucalyptus spray.

我們欠桉樹噴霧。

I spray every time I take a shower, a bath when I'm doing my skin care.

我每次洗澡，做護膚的時候都會噴。

I like like my little Moroccan mint tea candle.

我喜歡喜歡我的小摩洛哥薄荷茶燭。

I don't know.

我不知道。

I've been just really good to like sensory stuff, like soft things, things that smell good.

我只是真的好喜歡感覺的東西，比如柔軟的東西，聞起來很香的東西。

I mean, what else am I gonna do?

我是說，我還能做什麼？

You know, Z kind of a grim year.

你知道，Z年是個嚴峻的年份。

Gotta keep it up somehow.

一定要堅持下去

This is my favorite cleanser in the world.

這是我最喜歡的洗面乳。

This is Les.

我是萊斯。

You.

你啊

I don't I don't even know if I'm saying it right.

我不... ...我甚至不知道我說的是否正確。

I've been using it for, like three years, and this is my final cleanser.

我已經用了三年了，這是我最後的潔面乳。

Um, the reason I cleanse three times is because I've noticed that if I only use a cleanser on my face, it doesn't take off all the makeup.

嗯，我之所以要清潔三次，是因為我發現如果我只用洗面乳洗臉，就不能把所有的妝容卸掉。

If I only use bio Derma and then cleanse it doesn't quite take off all my mascara.

如果我只用bio Derma，然後再清潔，就不能完全把我的睫毛膏全部卸掉。

So this combination of everything is the only thing that could get my skin super clean.

所以這一切的組合是唯一能讓我的皮膚超級乾淨的東西。

I do not do phony things.

我不做假的事情。

I actually don't use any other guns or other than this because I don't trust I don't trust it just because my skin is sensitive.

其實除了這個，我不用其他的槍或者其他的，因為我不相信我不相信，只是因為我的皮膚很敏感。

So like something that works for someone else Guaranteed is not gonna work for me.

所以，就像對別人有用的東西，保證對我沒用。

I don't know why My skin just gets dermatitis like around here.

我不知道為什麼我的皮膚就像這裡一樣得了皮炎。

I'm gonna wash it off.

我要去洗掉它。

Got pap?

有紙嗎？

I don't rub a path.

我不擦路。

I kind of just take a look at my mascara because we all know that mascara does not like to come off, no matter how much you try.

我算是隻看了一眼我的睫毛膏，因為大家都知道睫毛膏是不喜歡脫落的，不管你怎麼努力。

So I just like to kind of too little Pat is to see does any residual mascara, which, of course, there is.

所以，我只是喜歡那種太小的帕特是看到任何殘留的睫毛膏，其中，當然，有。

There will always be a little mascara like there will never not be a little mascara there.

總會有一點睫毛膏，就像那裡永遠不會沒有一點睫毛膏一樣。

That's my toner, By the way.

對了，這是我的碳粉。

I'm putting just a couple of drops.

我只放了幾滴。

This could be a little.

這可能是一個小。

This is a sensitive one.

這是個敏感的問題。

Get the sensitive one because the other one's a little hard for me.

買敏感型的，因為其他的對我來說有點難。

Every time I deviate from it, I end up going back to it because it's just like, you know, it's science.

每次我偏離它，我最終還是會回到它，因為它就像，你知道，這是科學。

It's like a very scientific formula.

這就像一個很科學的公式。

There's no fragrances.

沒有香精。

It's just like it's the one thing that works on my skin.

就像它是唯一對我的皮膚有效的東西。

I never really worried about my skin until I started traveling and modeling.

我從來沒有真正擔心過我的皮膚，直到我開始旅行和做模特。

I've never had, like, a skin problems growing up, But as soon as I became an adult, like as soon as I turned 18 pretty much my skin started freaking out and also people were photographing me.

我從來沒有一樣，一個皮膚問題長大， 但只要我成為一個成年人，像只要我轉身18幾乎我的皮膚 開始嚇壞了，也有人拍攝我。

So it just felt like everyone has something to say about my skin.

所以就覺得每個人對我的皮膚都有話要說。

They were like giving me tips and stuff like I never thought about my skin this much, And I started traveling, wearing makeup and kind of abusing my skin in a lot of ways.

他們就像給我的提示和東西一樣，我從來沒有想過我的皮膚這麼多，我開始旅行，化妝和那種濫用我的皮膚在很多方面。

And I started getting really, um, I get like, these bumps underneath the skin and the texture and it hurts and I get like these, like, just like the underneath layer of my skin is the problem which you know in a lot of ways.

我開始得到真正的，嗯，我得到像，這些疙瘩的皮膚和質地下，它傷害，我得到像這些，像，只是像我的皮膚的底層是問題，你知道在很多方面。

That's good because you can't see it, but it is more painful and it's harder to get rid of.

這是好事，因為你看不到它，但它是比較痛苦的，而且很難消除。

And I we used to think it's really fun to just always get new skincare, and I realized my skin was getting worse and worse, so I stuck to my favorite.

而我我們曾經認為這真的很有趣，只是總是得到新的護膚品，我意識到我的皮膚越來越差，所以我堅持我的最愛。

I like to amass twice a week.

我喜歡每週積累兩次。

I like to use this mask when my skin needs moisture on.

我喜歡在皮膚需要保溼的時候用這個面膜。

Then I have other mass, for when my skin is looking a little bit like crunchy and it needs a little help.

然後我還有其他的品質，用於我的皮膚看起來有點像脆皮，需要一點幫助的時候。

I think beauty like plays a huge role in my mental health.

我認為美像對我的心理健康起著巨大的作用。

I feel like at night I have to, like, create like, a cottage core fantasy every night to, like, stay, stay like happy and like good and good spirits.

我覺得晚上我必須，喜歡，每天晚上都要製造喜歡，山寨核心的幻想，才能，喜歡，留住，留住喜歡快樂，喜歡好的好的精神。

So, like I like, you know, like a candle.

所以，就像我喜歡，你知道，就像一支蠟燭。

Bake a bread or something, make a little like cinnamon bread or whatever.

烤個麵包什麼的，做一點像肉桂麵包什麼的。

And then I make I do a mask I like Take my time.

然後我做了一個我喜歡的面具，慢慢來。

I would like my silky pajama zai like my favorite candles.

我想讓我的絲質睡衣齋像我最喜歡的蠟燭一樣。

I, you know, do mood lighting.

我，你知道，做情緒照明。

I take maybe more than one bath a day.

我每天洗澡可能不止一次。

Um, definitely more than one back today I watched like a really good movies such as Shrek and Shrek two, which I've been doing this week, Um, cinematic masterpiece, all these things by myself, with my cats, you know, because I just feel like I've noticed that I'm so stressed.

嗯，絕對不止一回今天我看了像一個非常好的電影，如史萊克和史萊克二，我一直在做這個星期，嗯，電影傑作，所有這些事情由我自己，與我的貓，你知道，因為我只是覺得我已經注意到，我是如此的壓力。

A za lot of us are, and the little things are what really keeps me going embarrassing.

我們很多人都是這樣，而這些小事才是真正讓我尷尬的原因。

But I feel like every time I'm breaking down, I listened to my chemical romance.

但我覺得每次在我崩潰的時候，我都會聽從我的化學戀情。

I just think that there's something about I go back to be like 11.

我只是覺得，有一些關於我回去是11歲的樣子。

It's been 10 minutes, we're gonna take it off.

已經10分鐘了，我們要把它摘下來。

Well, when I was a kid, my idea of beauty was very much what people put out there because I was a kid and I was like, Okay, the magazines tell me this is what is beautiful.

當我還是個孩子的時候，我對美的理解是人們把它放在那裡，因為我還是個孩子，我就想，好吧，雜誌告訴我這才是美。

So I had a very narrow view at a very young age which obviously sent me into a spiral at a very young age, as many people dio for me, beauty is being, um, eccentric and being out of the box and pushing boundaries and being unique and like doing everything that kind of everyone tells you not to do so when people are kind of like the normal version of beauty.

所以我在很小的時候就有一個非常狹隘的觀點，這顯然讓我在很年輕的時候就陷入了一個漩渦，就像很多人對我的dio一樣，美是，嗯，古怪的，是出格的，突破界限的，是獨特的，就像做一切那種每個人都告訴你不要這樣做的時候，人們都有點像正常版本的美。

I used to aspire to that, but that actually is like the exact opposite of what I want.

我曾經也很嚮往，但那其實就像我想要的完全相反。

Now, this is my derma flash.

現在，這就是我的德瑪閃光燈。

Um, she's cool on.

嗯，她的酷上。

This is my little J roller, and we're gonna cleanse her because that's one thing that I'm scared of is putting things on my face.

這是我的小J滾筒，我們要給她洗臉，因為這是我最害怕的一件事，就是把東西放在我的臉上。

Like even my towel has to be like brand new, because I have three cats, three little dirty cats.

就像連我的毛巾都要像新的一樣，因為我有三隻貓，三隻小髒貓。

So I'm just scared that their dander is everywhere.

所以我只是害怕他們的皮屑到處都是。

So this is alcohol I think, like 70% or something on.

所以，這是酒精，我想，像70％或東西上。

I'm gonna spray on both sides and then take a clean towel and just clean all the crevices and whatnot.

我要在兩邊都噴上，然後拿一條幹淨的毛巾，把所有的縫隙什麼的都清理乾淨。

You know, I make sure it's all clean.

你知道，我確保它的所有清潔。

I can't say her name.

我不能說她的名字。

Germ O pura Font Thinking it's like a thick moisturizer.

胚芽O嘌呤字體認為它像一個厚厚的保溼劑。

I love it so much.

我太喜歡它了。

I just put a little bit on my face.

我只是在臉上塗了一點。

I'm gonna put a little bit extra.

我要多放一點。

I'm gonna zap it in theirs to setting.

我要在他們的身上打上一針，讓他們的設置。

Yes, it's just like zap it into your skin on this'll penetrates your pores.

是的，它就像扎進你的皮膚上這將滲透你的毛孔。

In a way, I don't know what the little zap e thing does, but it makes my skin look good.

從某種程度上來說，我不知道小扎e的作用，但它讓我的皮膚看起來很好。

So I like thio Sometimes when I have, like, really dry skin, I'll just put it like where I get really dry, which is around my nose and like my chin and, you know, everywhere just toe Get that project of what I'm saying.

所以，我喜歡潮 有時候，當我有一樣，真的很乾燥的皮膚，我就把它像我得到真正的乾燥，這是在我的鼻子和像我的下巴，你知道，無處不在，只是腳趾得到的項目我在說什麼。

I love tools.

我喜歡工具。

I like a zip God I love is it actually didn't bring it cause it's not charge.

我喜歡拉鍊神我愛的是它居然沒帶，因為它不收費。

I like anything with electromagnetic stuff.

我喜歡任何有電磁的東西。

I don't know why that works for me.

我不知道為什麼對我有用。

Ondas for makeup.

奧達斯的化妝。

I've just been using, um the like Lien from Becca A lot on my eyes.

我只是一直在使用，嗯，像連從貝卡A很多在我的眼睛。

It's just I am.

只是我是。

That's what I like.

這就是我喜歡的。

I love the there's like a glitter side, and there's like a color side, and the colors are kind of these, like muted blues and greens and like olives.

我喜歡有像一個閃光的一面， 有像一個顏色的一面， 和顏色是那種這些， 像柔和的藍色和綠色和像橄欖。

Just it's stunning e like Jade rolling just cause it's fun.

只是它的驚豔e如玉滾只是因為它的樂趣。

I don't know if if I'm doing it right, if it's anything like, I just think it's fun and makes me feel like it's cold on my skin.

我不知道自己做的對不對，有沒有什麼喜歡的，我只是覺得很好玩，讓我覺得皮膚上很冷。

And I like that because I get really warm E don't know if it does anything but it definitely.

我喜歡這樣，因為我得到真正的溫暖E不知道它是否有什麼作用，但它肯定。

I like massaging my my cheekbones, you know, in hopes that it will do something.

我喜歡按摩我的顴骨，你知道的，希望它能起到作用。

11 year old Barbie.

11歲的芭比娃娃。

When I tell her I would probably just hm, I would assure myself that I'm not weird or like different and that yes, I will forever be e mo.

當我告訴她我可能只是嗯，我會向自己保證，我不奇怪，也不喜歡與眾不同，是的，我將永遠是e莫。

Um, a little bit.

嗯，有一點。

Time just goes by, things work out.

時光荏苒，物是人非。

You have different stresses.

你們有不同的壓力。

They're different stresses than what you have.

他們的壓力和你的不同。

I think for me, every 11 year old, I think everything is just like monumental disastrous.

我想對我來說，每一個11歲的孩子，我覺得一切都像不朽的災難。

So I think I didn't think I could be someone who people liked.

所以我覺得我沒有想到自己能成為大家喜歡的人。

And that's a live your cool kid.

這就是一個活生生的你的酷孩子。

Actually, you're not like a weirdo.

其實，你不像個怪人。

And, like kids, kids in school never liked me because they were, you know, they were kind of like, you know, they were like, What the hell is going on with with that?

而且，像孩子們，孩子們在學校從來沒有喜歡過我，因為他們是，你知道，他們是那種喜歡，你知道，他們喜歡，這到底是怎麼回事與？

You know, But e think once I got out of school and realized that the world is so vast, it was so amazing because there are people who are just like me and who are even weirder.

你知道，但我覺得一旦我走出學校，意識到世界是如此廣闊，它是如此驚人，因為有誰是像我這樣的人，誰是更奇怪的。

And they are amazing, phenomenal, talented people.

而他們都是了不起的、現象級的、有才華的人。

I think for me, my skin is a direct reflection of how much effort I'm putting into myself.

我想對我來說，我的皮膚直接反映了我對自己的努力程度。

It's a bigger representation of like myself.

這是一個更大的代表，像我自己。

And, like, if I'm, you know, flossing all the time.

而且，就像，如果我，你知道， 牙線所有的時間。

If I'm doing all this like they're all kind of go hand in hand and they're kind of just like these self care night routines that I think really get me through these these times.

如果我做的這一切，像他們都是一種齊頭並進，他們是那種只是像這些自我護理夜間例行公事，我認為真的讓我通過這些這些時間。

Thank you for watching.

謝謝你的觀看。

This was my nighttime routine.

這是我晚上的例行公事。

And I'm gonna go cuddle with my three very cute cats.

我要去和我的三隻可愛的貓咪擁抱。