Let me show you.

讓我給你看看。

So there's two dots at the top of the eye and they're there to help me.

所以在眼球頂端有兩個點，它們是用來幫助我的。

So I know which part of the eyes the top.

所以我知道眼睛的哪個部位是頂。

That way I don't put my eye in sideways.

這樣我就不會把眼睛橫著放進去。

So what holds in a prosthetic eyes, actually, just your eyelids.

那麼假眼裡裝的是什麼，其實只是你的眼皮。

So in order to put your eye in, the only thing you pretty much have to do is just dig under your eyelid.

所以要想把眼睛放進去，唯一要做的差不多就是挖眼皮下。

So I always start with the top eyelid.

所以我總是從上眼皮開始。

It just kind of pulled up and kind of pushed my eye up under it.

它只是一種拉昇，有點把我的眼睛推到了它的下面。

And then I pull my bottom, I let down and my I kind of just sits right in there.

然後，我拉我的屁股， 我讓下來，我的那種只是坐在那裡。

And that's how you put in a prosthetic eye.

這就是你裝假眼的方法。

Can you show us how you clean your I?

你能告訴我們你是如何清潔你的I的嗎？

Yes.

是的，我知道

So the first step is to take the I out.

所以第一步就是把 "我 "拿出來。

The second step is to plug the sink so I do not lose my eyeball.

第二步是堵住水槽，這樣我就不會失去眼球。

That would not be good.

那就不好了。

The third step is to fill the sink with warm water.

第三步是在水槽中注入溫水。

The next step is to put my eye in the water and let it rinse off.

下一步是把我的眼睛放在水裡，讓它沖洗乾淨。

I then grabbed my I put a squirt of soap on it and wash it off.

我就拿起我的我把肥皂噴上，洗掉。

I now rich the soap off with warm water because if I got soap in my eyes socket, that would sting.

我現在用溫水把肥皂洗掉，因為如果我的眼眶裡有肥皂，那會很刺眼。

And the last step before putting it back in is too dry it off.

而在放回去之前的最後一步就是太乾了。

And just like that, we have a clean eyeball storytime on how you lost your eye.

就這樣，我們有了一個乾淨的眼球故事時間，你的眼睛是怎麼失去的。

Please, I've answered this before.

拜託，我已經回答過了。

However, I've had a lot of new followers asked me how I've lost it.

不過，有很多新的追隨者問我怎麼丟了。

So let's get right into it.

那我們就直接進入正題吧。

When I was two years old, my mom had taken a picture of our family right after my sister was born, and in that picture she noticed that I had a gold film around my eye.

在我兩歲的時候，媽媽在我妹妹出生後就給我們家拍了一張照片，在那張照片上，她發現我的眼睛周圍有一層金膜。

She was kind of curious and concerned about that.

她對這個問題有點好奇和擔心。

So she showed it to the doctor when my sisters two week checkup came around and he was also kind of curious and concerned, so they sent me to a different hospital to do tests and X rays to see if I had anything.

所以在我姐姐兩週檢查的時候，她就給醫生看了，醫生也挺好奇和擔心的，就把我送到別的醫院去做檢查和X光，看看我有沒有什麼病。

When the test results came back, they found out that I had a rare type of cancer and the retina of my eye called retinoblastoma.

檢查結果出來後，他們發現我得了一種罕見的癌症，眼睛的視網膜叫視網膜母細胞瘤。

So the doctors gave my parents two options.

所以醫生給了我父母兩個選擇。

One to remove my eye and take out all the cancer with it, or to go through chemotherapy, which would allow me to keep my eye.

一個是把我的眼睛切除，把所有的癌細胞一起取出來，一個是通過化療，讓我保留眼睛。

However, there will be a chance of the cancer spreading and possibly may dying.

但有可能會出現癌細胞擴散的情況，也有可能會死亡。

So without a doubt, my parents chose to remove my eye so that their child wouldn't die.

所以毫無疑問，我的父母為了孩子不死，選擇摘除我的眼睛。

I'm so thankful for my parents and making that decision as I've accepted this as who I am.

我很感謝我的父母，也很感謝他們做出這個決定，因為我已經接受了這個我是誰。

Do you have any customized fake eyes?

你有定製的假眼嗎？

Let me show you all the eyes that I have.

讓我給你看看我所有的眼睛。

I have three clear eyes, which were used after my eye surgery to heal my eye socket before getting my prosthetic eyes.

我有三隻透明的眼睛，是在我做完眼部手術，眼眶癒合後才做的假眼。

And these are my four prosthetic eyes.

而這是我的四隻假眼。

They're all hand painted and custom fitted to my eye socket.

它們都是手繪的，而且是根據我的眼窩定製的。

As you can see, the eye on the right is smaller than the rest is.

如你所見，右邊的眼睛比其他的眼睛要小。

That was my first I when I was two years old, and then they gradually get bigger, as I have grown throughout the years.

那是我兩歲時的第一個我，後來隨著我這些年的成長，它們逐漸變大。

Can you wear an eye patch?

可以戴眼罩嗎？

I don't have one, but let's go to Walmart and see if they have any.

我沒有，但我們去沃爾瑪看看他們有沒有。

Let's go find an eye patch.

我們去找一個眼罩吧。

And do you know where the eye patches are?

你知道眼貼在哪裡嗎？

You have to find it out.

你必須找到它。

Yeah, I'm missing my eye.

是啊，我的眼睛不見了。

It's okay.

沒事的

I was a So the girl wouldn't show me where the eye patches were because looking at this Gross her out.

我是一個 所以，女孩不會告訴我在哪裡 眼斑是 因為看著這個 噁心她出去。

Apparently.

顯然是這樣

So I had to find the eye patches by myself, but I found him.

所以我只好自己找眼罩，但我找到了他。

So let's put this bad boy on.

所以，讓我們把這個壞男孩。

Yeah, okay.

是啊，好吧。

On.

在。

Just like that, we have ourselves an eye patch.

就這樣，我們自己有了一個眼罩。

Does it hurt to touch the skin behind your eye?

摸到眼睛後面的皮膚會痛嗎？

How could anyone do that?

怎麼會有人這麼做？

Well, I'm about to show you first.

好吧，我先給你看看。

Take out your eye on and second touch the skin behind your eye.

掏出眼睛上，二摸眼後的皮膚。

Don't do it.

不要這樣做。

Yeah, that does her.

是的，她就是這樣。

It's like a really bad burning sensation.

這就像一個非常糟糕的燃燒的感覺。