One, what I waas and what I was going to be and losing.

一，我是什麼人，我將要成為什麼人，失去什麼人。

It feels like it's been stripped away from you, and you're trying so hard to get back to where you were.

這感覺就像被剝奪了你的一切，你很努力地想回到原來的地方。

It's been a down day here at the University of Texas and for this Texas Longhorns team.

今天是德州大學和德州長角隊的倒黴日子。

Last night, the team found out that sophomore shooting guard Andrew Jones, who's been diagnosed with leukemia, I got the notices like early in the morning.

昨晚，球隊發現二年級的投籃後衛安德魯-瓊斯，被確診為白血病，我像一大早就收到了通知。

I was in shock.

我當時就震驚了。

I remember I tried to practice the day before and I just couldn't do it, and I was waiting for my results to get back, and I felt like I was gonna pass out.

我記得前一天我試著練了一下，就是做不到，等成績出來，我感覺自己要暈過去了。

I didn't know what to do.

我不知道該怎麼辦。

My parents weren't here, and we're trying to decide which hospital to go to.

我父母不在這裡，我們正在決定去哪家醫院。

I didn't believe what I was being told, and I cried.

我不相信別人說的話，我哭了。

I just broke down.

我只是崩潰了。

Texas guard Andrew Jones went to M.

德州後衛安德魯-瓊斯去了M。

D.

D.

Anderson in Houston, but cancer treatment would have to wait.

休斯敦的安德森，但癌症治療需要等待。

When Andrew came here, he was in very bad shape.

當安德魯來到這裡時，他的情況非常糟糕。

He had fluid on his heart, he had severe lung infection and he was diagnosed with acute leukemia, which we know if it's not treated appropriately on the oil, it can be associated with the highlight of that.

他的心臟上有積液，他有嚴重的肺部感染，他被診斷為急性白血病，我們知道如果在油上沒有得到適當的治療，就會與這個亮點有關。

E had a pneumonia called Legionnaire.

E得了一種叫軍團病的肺炎。

I couldn't breathe from the right side of my lungs.

我的右肺無法呼吸。

It was filled with fluid, so I was operating on one loan for a long time.

充滿了液體，所以我在很長一段時間內都是靠一借一還的方式在操作。

I couldn't stand up on my own.

我自己都站不起來。

I couldn't do anything for myself.

我不能為自己做任何事情。

I was really, like hopeless.

我真的，像無望。

They went on for two months when I was at Indiana's, and they drained two liters of fluid from my lungs just for me to be able to breathe on my own again.

我在印第安納的時候，他們持續了兩個月，他們從我的肺部抽出了兩升液體，只為了讓我能夠再次自主呼吸。

That was the first time I could take a deep breath without tubes in my mouth.

那是我第一次可以不用嘴裡插管子深呼吸。

Cool news of Andrew's diagnosis went public and support poured in from across the nation Way got worries with you.

安德魯診斷的酷訊公開了，全國各地的支持傾巢而出，方式了你的擔心。

You know that people will be praying for you every day.

你知道人們每天都會為你祈禱。

Things battle.

事情戰。

We're with you.

我們和你在一起。

The whole Texas family is with you.

德州全家人都和你在一起。

I know you're a fighter.

我知道你是一個戰士。

You're an unbelievable young man.

你是個令人難以置信的年輕人。

We're gonna beat this together, Andrew.

我們要一起戰勝它，安德魯。

We're all fighting with you each and every day.

我們每天都在和你一起戰鬥。

I mean, this is who we are together as a unit.

我的意思是，這就是我們作為一個組織、部門在一起的人。

The first time I've seen the story, e cried.

看完這個故事，小e哭了。

I couldn't watch it.

我看不下去了。

I couldn't watch that.

我看不下去了。

I told my mom to turn it off because it was just I seen what I was doing.

我讓我媽把它關掉，因為只是我看到了我在做什麼。

Duncan shooting, having fun, smiling on.

鄧肯投籃，玩得很開心，笑著上。

Then I'll look down like I'm in the hospital, but I can't even stand up by myself.

然後我就會像在醫院一樣低頭看，但我自己都站不起來。

What was the hardest part?

最難的是什麼？

I had Thio squat had to get up out of my seat by myself.

我有Thio蹲不得不自己從座位上站起來。

I had to put my shoes on and had to do like normal things by myself, and I could not do it.

我必須穿上鞋子，必須像平常的事情一樣自己做，我做不到。

I couldn't put my feet up and put my socks on.

我無法把腳抬起來，穿上襪子。

I could put my own shirt on.

我可以把我自己的襯衫。

I couldn't get up and down in my seat without just flopping on the ground.

我無法在座位上上下其手，只能趴在地上。

And I couldn't walk from my hospital room to 10 ft without being exhausted.

而我從病房裡走到10英尺處，也不能不累。

The person who motivated Andrew through those hard days was his father, David Jones.

在那些艱難的日子裡，激勵安德魯的人是他的父親大衛-瓊斯。

In 2007, David was paralyzed from the waist down in a car accident, used his own experience to push his son to get better.

2007年，大衛在一次車禍中腰部以下癱瘓，他用自己的經歷推動兒子的病情好轉。

He didn't want me Thio get certain ways like he was because he wishes he could do things on his own.

他不希望我Thio像他那樣得到某些方式，因為他希望自己能獨立做事。

Certain thing I get lazy out of my mind.

某些事情我懶得去想。

Can you do this for me?

你能為我做這個嗎？

Candy This, like, boy, Do it on your own.

糖果，就像，孩子，你自己做吧。

You could do it.

你可以做到這一點。

E had a little complication that set me back to ICU for a few weeks.

E有一個小的併發症，讓我回到ICU幾個星期。

And I wasn't really doing what I was supposed to be doing.

而我並沒有真正做我應該做的事情。

Like they wanted me out of the bed.

就像他們要我下床一樣。

Sitting up for most of the day is not laying down.

坐了大半天也沒躺下。

And all I wanted to do was lay down and he was like, Man, this is right now his life or death.

我只想躺下，而他卻說，夥計，現在是他的生死關頭。

Either You wanna sit up in the chair and do what you're told and be active or things won't get better.

要不你就坐到椅子上，聽話，活躍起來，要不事情就不會好轉。

And that kind of hit me his blood drawn before I go to see my doctor.

而那種打我他的血抽出之前，我去看我的醫生。

It's a check to make sure everything is way e.

這是一個檢查，以確保一切是方式e。

I was looking at your account today.

我今天看了你的賬戶

You will 28.

你將28。

Essentially, you finish the cycle.

基本上，你完成了循環。

How are you feeling, E?

你感覺怎麼樣，E？

Feel good.

感覺不錯。

I'm being strong way muscles from my side.

我正在強壯的方式肌肉從我身邊。

I don't see the objection.

我看不出有什麼異議。

Why can't you play?

你為什麼不能玩？

I don't think you're ready for like very professional competitions.

我覺得你還沒有準備好參加非常專業的比賽。

But if you wanna play with your team in these two weeks E didn't know if I was gonna make it.

但如果你想在這兩週和你的團隊一起玩的話... ...E不知道我是否能做到。

And he was always telling me I will kill you.

而他總是告訴我，我會殺了你。

It will be playing basketball next year.

明年就要打籃球了。

I will kill you.

我要殺了你

And he was telling me that I was like, Man, I don't know, man.

他告訴我，我當時想，夥計，我不知道，夥計。

I can't move my legs.

我的腿動不了了。

I can't get up.

我起不來了

I can't do nothing on my own to go through what He went to be able to be a nice you for several days and weeks to come to the floor and barely can walk because off all the muscles he lost to be an auction all the time.

我不能什麼都不做自己去經歷什麼他去能夠是一個很好的你幾天和幾個星期來地板和勉強可以走路，因為關閉所有的肌肉，他失去了所有的時間是一個拍賣。

Not eating.

不吃。

I think A lot off patient, including myself.

我覺得很多人都沒有耐心，包括我自己。

We will not have resisted this episode.

我們不會抗拒這個情節。

And Andrew, he was a hero.

而安德魯，他是個英雄。

His money information Every day Andrew continued chemotherapy treatments through August and made sure he could work on his game at the same time.

他的理財資訊 每天安德魯繼續化療到8月份，並確保他能同時進行比賽。

They got me a little fanny pack, so I was able to be active and play basketball.

他們給我買了一個小腰包，所以我可以活動，打籃球。

That's what kept me going.

這就是我堅持下去的原因。

Without that, I don't know what I have been thinking about.

沒有這些，我不知道自己一直在想什麼。

I probably have been a bad state of mind, but has it always been a stress relief for me?

可能我的心態一直不好，但對我來說，一直都是緩解壓力嗎？

Basketball has been one thing that brought my parents and my family together, and I didn't wanna lose it.

籃球是讓我的父母和我的家人團結在一起的一件事，我不想失去它。

You made them put the pic line in your left arm.

你讓他們在你的左臂上畫了一條線。

Why?

為什麼？

Because in my right arm is my shooting on.

因為在我的右臂是我的射擊上。

And I can protect the ball better with my left hand.

而且我的左手可以更好地保護球。

So I was like, When I shoot the ball, I'm able toe actually get a fluent shot in without it hurting and pulling.

所以我當時就想，當我拍球的時候，我能夠不痛不癢地流暢地投籃。

So is this all out?

那麼這一切都出來了嗎？

Yeah.

是啊。

The pickling is completely out now.

醃製現在已經完全出來了。

So is it?

所以是嗎？

Uh, just a bandage, Thio.

呃，只是一個繃帶，Thio.

Just for today.

就在今天。

I take it off tomorrow.

我明天就脫了

So that's it?

就這樣了？

Yes, sir.

是的，先生。

How does it feel?

感覺如何？

Feel good?

感覺好嗎？

Like I could move on when I usedto do stuff like they used to.

就像我以前像他們一樣做事情的時候，我可以繼續前進。

Cool.

爽啊

So, like, I feel like I have no restrictions now.

所以，就像，我覺得我現在沒有限制。

I'm good.

我很好

I could finally like body.

我終於可以喜歡上身體了。

Somebody be physical.

誰來做做樣子。

It is difficult at Tom because they asked me Do how do you feel?

這是困難的湯姆，因為他們問我做你感覺如何？

How do you feel today?

你今天感覺怎麼樣？

How's your body holding up like man, That wouldn't ask me this when I was healthy.

你的身體怎麼樣，像男人一樣，當我健康的時候，不會問我這個。

So it seems like they care more, but they don't understand.

所以看起來他們比較在意，但他們不懂。

I know my body.

我知道我的身體。

If I'm not feeling well, I will let you know.

如果我身體不舒服，我會告訴你的。

Some days my body will be drained.

有些時候，我的身體會被榨乾。

Sometimes I won't feel like doing anything.

有時候，我什麼都不想做。

But I kind of tricked myself in tow, going anyway, working out anyway because the days I don't feel like doing anything is the days I should really be in there the most.

但我算是把自己騙到手了，反正去了，反正鍛鍊了，因為我覺得什麼都不想做的日子，才是我真正最應該去做的日子。

306 days after his leukemia diagnosis, Andrew was back on the court with his team to open 2018 season chances.

在被確診為白血病後的306天，安德魯和他的球隊一起重返球場，開啟2018賽季的機會。

E don't know if I was gonna play or not.

我不知道我到底要不要玩。

When I got in the game, I heard the crowd.

當我進入遊戲時，我聽到了民眾的聲音。

I like, Okay, I got to try to put on the show.

我喜歡，好吧，我得試著把這個節目。

I'm have to score.

我必須得分。

How can I put the ball in the room on this short amount of time?

在這短暫的時間裡，我怎麼能把球放在房間裡呢？

Andrew Jones is gonna go to the free throw line.

安德魯-瓊斯要上罰球線了。

Here's Andrew.

安德魯來了

It's good.

很好啊

Big War comes up with fans on.

大戰一上來就有粉絲上。

He gets a standing O is he checks out now.

他得到了一個站立的O，他現在檢查出來。

Andrew played in one more game before returning to M.

安德魯在回到M公司之前，還參加了一場比賽。

D Anderson for another round of chemotherapy in December.

D安德森在12月進行新一輪的化療。

He'll seek a medical redshirt for this season but hasn't slowed down when it comes to helping his team find success way.

他將在本賽季尋求醫療退役，但在幫助球隊找到成功方式時，他並沒有放慢腳步。

We're doing a game of Kansas Bond.

我們在玩堪薩斯邦德遊戲。

I think you were three days out of chemo, and there you are, on the scout team trying to help your team get better to play against Kansas, right?

我想你是在化療結束後的三天，然後你就在球探隊裡，試圖幫助你的球隊更好地對陣堪薩斯，對嗎？

Why were you pressing to get back and contributed to this team?

你為什麼迫不及待地要回來，為這個團隊做貢獻？

I just feel like I had a lot to offer.

我只是覺得我有很多東西可以提供。

I feel like me being back on the court will motivate the guys toe.

我覺得我回到球場上會激勵大家的腳趾。

Wanna play harder?

想玩得更狠嗎？

Because I'm attacking.

因為我在攻擊。

They can't give them no excuse.

他們不能給他們任何藉口。

My biggest problem is that I am impatient.

我最大的問題就是沒有耐心。

Like I want everything bad right now, but unfortunately, it's not like that.

就像我現在什麼都想要，但不幸的是，不是這樣的。

I still live blood.

我還是活血。

Draw by blood, draw.

抽血，抽。

You never know when it's gonna come back.

你永遠不知道它什麼時候會回來。

You never know if your body is fully healthy now, so you can relax.

你永遠不知道你現在的身體是否完全健康，所以你可以放鬆。

E don't know how long I got.

我不知道我還能堅持多久。

Like, I don't know how long I'm gonna be here to wanna wait to my 22nd birthday.

就像，我不知道我還要在這裡等多久，才能等到我的22歲生日。

23rd birthday because you never know.

23歲生日，因為你永遠不知道。