Hi, my name's X and I wanted to kill myself.

嗨，我叫X，我想自殺。

What you're looking at now is the hidden identity off X, who only last month seriously contemplated suicide seven nights in a row.

你現在看到的是隱藏身份的關X，他上個月才認真考慮連續七晚自殺。

He rolled a die.

他擲了一個骰子。

And if it landed on the number six, he was going to end his life because for the past few years X had no appetite for life.

而如果落在數字6上，他就要結束自己的生命，因為在過去的幾年裡，X對生活毫無胃口。

And in his eyes suicide was the ultimate escape.

而在他眼裡，自殺是最終的逃避。

If you knew the real identity of X, you would be surprised.

如果你知道前男友的真實身份，你一定會很驚訝。

He has a good family, enough money, a good job and close friends.

他家境好，錢夠多，工作好，朋友多。

Fortunately, the Di did not land on six and X is still alive.

所幸的是，狄仁傑沒有落在6上，X還活著。

But but he is not the only one.

但但他不是唯一的一個。

There are many more people like him who rolled the die in private.

像他這樣私下裡擲骰子的人還有很多。

Make sure to talk to them before they get number six.

在他們拿到六號之前，一定要和他們談談。