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  • - I accidentally became a meme

    - 我不小心成了一個備忘錄

  • And this is that story.

    這就是那個故事。

  • My name is Laina Morris,

    我的名字是萊娜莫里斯。

  • but you may know me as overly attached girlfriend.

    但你可能會知道我作為過度重視的女朋友。

  • This all started in 2012.

    這一切始於2012年。

  • I was 20 years old in school to become a teacher.

    我20歲在學校當老師。

  • I had actually just taken a break

    其實我剛剛休息了一下

  • and I was working part-time at a place

    我在一個地方打工

  • called Pack and Mail.

    叫做Pack and Mail。

  • Just living with my college roommates,

    只是和我的大學室友住在一起。

  • going to work, life is pretty normal.

    上班,生活很正常。

  • In the back of my mind,

    在我的腦海裡。

  • like if I could have done anything,

    就像如果我可以做任何事情。

  • I would have moved to L.A. and done acting

    我會搬到洛杉磯去做演員。

  • or writing or something like that.

    或寫作或類似的東西。

  • But I wasn't confident enough

    但我還不夠自信

  • in that happening for me to really take that leap.

    在發生的情況下,我真正採取這種飛躍。

  • So I was in my apartment

    所以我在我的公寓裡

  • looking online at just like,

    在網上看就像。

  • you know, the daily Justin Bieber news as you do.

    你知道,每天賈斯汀比伯的新聞,因為你做的。

  • And I came across a contest that Justin Bieber was having.

    我發現賈斯汀-比伯有一個比賽。

  • He had a hit song at the time called "Boyfriend"

    他當時有一首主打歌叫 "男朋友"

  • and he was releasing a new fragrance called Girlfriend.

    併發布了一款名為 "女友 "的新香水。

  • So he asked fans to make a parody song

    所以他請歌迷們做一首模仿歌。

  • from the girlfriend's perspective.

    從女友的角度來看。

  • So I got really excited

    所以我很興奮

  • and started writing lyrics right away.

    並馬上開始寫歌詞。

  • I wasn't Justin Bieber fan.

    我不是賈斯汀-比伯的粉絲。

  • I mean keep in mind, I was 20 years old

    我的意思是記住,我是20歲的時候

  • and Justin Bieber was like a teenager.

    而賈斯汀-比伯就像一個少年。

  • I wasn't really like obsessed with him.

    我並不是真的喜歡迷戀他。

  • I think it was kind of fun,

    我覺得挺好玩的。

  • like silly music that I enjoyed,

    喜歡傻傻的音樂,我很喜歡。

  • but it wasn't like a real obsession

    但它不像一個真正的痴迷

  • like of people may think it was.

    像的人可能認為是。

  • When it came up to the lyrics of the song,

    當到了這首歌的歌詞。

  • I knew that I wanted it to be funny.

    我知道,我希望它是有趣的。

  • His original lyrics, I think are, I'll never let you go.

    他的原創歌詞,我想是,我永遠不會讓你走。

  • And so I just kind of took that and made it to the extreme

    所以我就把它做到了極致。

  • and that kind of took off from there.

    而那種從那裡起飛。

  • If I was your girlfriend, I'd drive you up the wall

    如果我是你的女朋友, 我會開車送你上牆?

  • Question who you're with

    問題你是誰與

  • Yeah, I'd always call and call

    是啊,我總是打電話和調用

  • I wasn't actually speaking from experience.

    其實我不是憑經驗說的。

  • The creepy face was definitely like a last minute decision.

    這張詭異的臉絕對像是最後一刻的決定。

  • So I was on like my fourth take of this song

    所以,我是在像我的第四次採取這首歌

  • and I realized that there's this really long

    我意識到,有這個真的很長的

  • instrumental period of time at the beginning of the song

    句號

  • where I was just sitting there and not doing anything.

    在那裡,我只是坐在那裡,什麼都不做。

  • So I just sort of decided to stare straight into my webcam

    所以我決定對著我的攝像頭直勾勾地看

  • and make the creepiest face I could make.

    並做出我所能做出的最詭異的表情。

  • I had no idea how profoundly this would affect my life.

    我不知道這對我的生活會產生多麼深刻的影響。

  • I posted the video to YouTube for the contest

    我把視頻上傳到YouTube上參加比賽

  • the night of June 6th

    六月六日晚

  • and then I think like right after that,

    然後我想就在那之後。

  • I shared it to my Facebook page.

    我把它分享到我的Facebook頁面。

  • It was before I went to bed that night

    那天晚上我睡覺前

  • that I knew people that I didn't know in real life

    我認識的人,我不知道在現實生活中。

  • were watching it.

    在看它。

  • I remember my roommates and I were staying up

    我記得我和我的室友們都沒睡好

  • watching the numbers come in

    拭目以待

  • and there was like 52 comments at one point.

    並有像52評論在一個點。

  • And I knew that I didn't know 52 people

    我知道,我不認識52個人。

  • that would take the time to watch

    會花時間看的

  • and especially comment on the video.

    並特別對視頻進行評論。

  • And then I went to bed and then I woke up

    然後我就去睡覺,然後我就醒了。

  • and it was a lot bigger than it was the night before.

    而且比前一天晚上要大很多。

  • My first memory of that day

    我對那天的第一印象是

  • is walking out into my living room

    正走到我的客廳

  • and my roommate turning their computers toward me

    和我的室友把他們的電腦對著我

  • and saying, "You're a meme."

    並說,"你是一個meme。"

  • And that's when I realized my face was everywhere.

    這時我才發現我的臉無處不在。

  • All day, I was just getting like texts from my friends

    整天,我只是收到朋友們的簡訊。

  • and seeing comments online and I couldn't get online

    看到網上的評論,我卻上不了網。

  • without seeing my own creepy face

    不看自己的臉

  • staring back at me.

    盯著我。

  • Well, like my friends and I had thought

    嗯,就像我和我的朋友們所想的那樣

  • it was mostly just funny.

    它主要是隻是有趣。

  • Like I feel like I'm really lucky that I was in on the joke.

    我覺得我真的很幸運,我是在開玩笑。

  • I know that's not the case for a lot of other people

    我知道很多人不是這樣的。

  • that kind of wake up and realize their face

    恍然大悟的樣子

  • is all over the internet and they've become a meme,

    是所有的互聯網,他們已經成為一個備忘錄。

  • but there was no negativity at first.

    但一開始並沒有負面情緒。

  • It was just like all really, really cool, positive,

    它只是喜歡所有真的, 真的很酷,積極的。

  • like what's happening?

    像發生了什麼?

  • This is crazy.

    這真是瘋了。

  • At the time, "Call Me Maybe" by Carly Rae Jepsen

    當時,Carly Rae Jepsen的《Call Me Maybe》。

  • was really popular.

    是真的很受歡迎。

  • And so people were asking

    所以人們都在問

  • for that very specific parody for me to do.

    為那個非常具體的模仿我做。

  • And I wasn't sure like if I should keep it going

    我不知道是否應該繼續下去。

  • or just like, let it be what it was.

    或只是喜歡,讓它成為什麼。

  • I didn't want to milk it for too long.

    我不想把它擠得太久。

  • I decided to go ahead and do it

    我決定繼續做下去

  • and the second video blew up

    而第二段視頻就爆炸了

  • and then the number one and number two top spots on YouTube

    然後在YouTube上排名第一和第二的位置。

  • were both my videos.

    都是我的視頻。

  • That is kind of when I realized like,

    那是一種當我意識到喜歡。

  • okay, maybe I should kind of ride this wave

    好吧,也許我應該種騎這個浪潮

  • and go along with this, make it into something.

    並順著這一點,把它做成東西。

  • I was on YouTube.

    我在YouTube上。

  • Then I did a bunch of different like sketches,

    然後我做了一堆不同的喜歡的草圖。

  • interview type things and blogs.

    採訪類的東西和博客。

  • I got to be on the red carpet at the American Music Awards.

    我上了美國音樂獎的紅地毯。

  • I also got to go to Singapore

    我還去了新加坡

  • where I had a staring contest

    在那裡我有一個凝視比賽

  • on stage with Jessica Alba,

    與傑西卡-阿爾芭同臺。

  • which is like simultaneously one of the coolest

    這就像同時一個最酷的

  • and weirdest things that's ever happened to me.

    和最奇怪的事情,曾經發生在我身上。

  • I lost during the rehearsal, but I won the real thing.

    排練時我輸了,但我贏了真正的東西。

  • And Jeremy Piven was playing a drum,

    而Jeremy Piven在打鼓。

  • an important side note there.

    一個重要的側面說明那裡。

  • I got asked by Delta to be in an airline safety video.

    我被達美航空邀請參加一個航空安全視頻。

  • I was on set with all of these like meme

    我在片場和這些東西在一起,就像備忘錄一樣。

  • and internet people.

    和互聯網人。

  • I think all of us were kind of thinking like, why?

    我想我們大家都在想,為什麼?

  • Like why us, why this concept?

    比如為什麼是我們,為什麼是這個概念?

  • And after the video was posted,

    而在視頻發佈後。

  • I think for the entire internet

    我想對於整個互聯網

  • kind of wonder the exact same thing,

    我也是這麼想的

  • but it didn't take away from the fact that it was so fun.

    但這並不影響它是如此有趣的事實。

  • But it was a cool experience to meet other people

    但能認識其他的人也是一種很酷的體驗。

  • that had kind of gone through similar things.

    曾經歷過類似的事情。

  • Anyone who's like become a viral meme,

    誰都喜歡成為病毒性的記憶。

  • we all have a very similar story

    人同此心,心同此理

  • while also being like vastly, vastly different.

    同時也像極了,大相徑庭。

  • All of these like really cool opportunities were happening

    所有這些像真的很酷的機會發生

  • and I was on YouTube and things were going really well,

    我在YouTube上,事情進展得很順利。

  • but it did get to the point

    但確實到了

  • after maybe about a year of doing this,

    也許在做了一年之後。

  • where I started to feel just like a ton of pressure

    在那裡,我開始覺得就像一個噸的壓力。

  • to figure out what the end goal was.

    以弄清最終目標是什麼。

  • Did I want to pursue acting or stand up?

    我是想追求演技還是想站起來?

  • Did I want to write, did I need to move to Los Angeles?

    我想寫,我需要搬到洛杉磯去嗎?

  • I felt like really overwhelmed and stressed

    我覺得自己真的是不堪重負,壓力很大。

  • if I didn't have a video idea,

    如果我沒有一個視頻的想法。

  • then I would just be like beating myself up about it

    那我就只能自責了

  • every day, all day

    天天

  • and it was still really fun,

    而且還是非常有趣的。

  • which I think is part

    我想這

  • of why it was so difficult and confusing.

    的為什麼如此困難和困惑。

  • I know now looking back that I sort of landed myself

    我現在回想起來,我知道我有點落井下石了。

  • in this depression around like 2014,

    在這個蕭條的2014年前後。

  • especially is when it got really bad,

    尤其是當它變得非常糟糕。

  • but I didn't know it at the time.

    但我當時並不知道。

  • You know, like I kind of thought,

    你知道,就像我想的那樣

  • well, I have all these great opportunities

    好吧,我有所有這些偉大的機會

  • and I have this great life and I'm making money

    我有這個偉大的生活和我的賺錢

  • and like, I am not depressed.

    和喜歡,我不鬱悶。

  • It's just, I'm stuck or I'm lazy or I'm not,

    只是,我被卡住了,或者說我很懶,或者說我沒有。

  • I can't find the motivation.

    我找不到動力。

  • I was in therapy for about nine months

    我接受了九個月的治療

  • before I made the decision to try medication.

    在我做出嘗試藥物治療的決定之前。

  • I had a tough time with it.

    我有一段艱難的時間。

  • I remember when I first picked up my prescription,

    我記得我第一次拿起處方的時候。

  • I cried in the parking lot of the pharmacy

    我在藥店的停車場哭了起來

  • 'cause I just didn't want to need it.

    因為我只是不想需要它。

  • I didn't want to have to like rely on this pill

    我不希望有喜歡依靠這個藥丸。

  • going into my body to feel better.

    進入我的身體,感覺更好。

  • But at the end of the day,

    但到了最後。

  • like I knew that anything was better

    就像我知道什麼是更好的

  • than how I was feeling then.

    比我當時的感覺。

  • And it worked for me.

    而且它對我很有效。

  • And so it's important for me

    所以這對我來說很重要

  • to kind of get that message out there

    樣的資訊,以獲得該消息在那裡

  • that it does work for some and it doesn't work for others

    有的人有效,有的人無效

  • and I think if that's something

    我想如果這是什麼

  • that you need to do for yourself,

    你需要為自己做的。

  • that it's really, really important that you remember

    這真的,真的很重要,你要記住。

  • that all you're doing is taking care of you.

    你所做的一切都是為了照顧你。

  • I kind of knew that if I ever walked away,

    我算是知道了,如果我曾經離開過。

  • if I ever officially decided like,

    如果我曾經正式決定像。

  • okay, I'm done with YouTube.

    好吧,我做與YouTube。

  • I didn't want to leave without a goodbye video.

    我不想沒有告別視頻就離開。

  • My story is a little bit unique, right?

    我的故事有點獨特吧?

  • Like not everyone becomes a meme,

    就像不是每個人都會成為meme一樣。

  • but my mental health part of that story

    但我的心理健康部分的故事

  • is not unique at all.

    根本就不是唯一的。

  • And in fact, since posting my video,

    而事實上,自從發佈我的視頻後。

  • what I've learned is it's actually incredibly common

    我所知道的是,這其實是非常普遍的事情。

  • for people to feel the way that I felt.

    讓人們感受到我的感受。

  • I'm still online, I'm still on Instagram and Twitter

    我還在網上,我還在Instagram和Twitter上。

  • and I still kind of look at the numbers

    我還是有點看數字

  • and care a little bit, but it's just not,

    並關心一下,但就是不。

  • it doesn't take over my life,

    它不接管我的生活。

  • I guess the way that it used to.

    我想,它曾經的方式。

  • Looking back at everything that happened,

    回顧發生的一切。

  • I'm super, super grateful.

    我超級超級感激。

  • My life in literally every possible way

    我的生活在字面上每一個可能的方式

  • changed completely overnight.

    一夜之間完全改變了。

  • And there were so many highs and there were so many lows

    有這麼多的高點,也有這麼多的低點。

  • and I look back at that time with a lot of fondness.

    而我回想當時的情景,也是感慨萬千。

  • I'm very happy that it happened

    我很高興它發生了

  • and I think overly attached girlfriend

    和我認為過於重視的女朋友

  • is like the best thing that's ever happened to me.

    就像最好的事情 這是曾經發生在我身上。

  • (upbeat music)

    (歡快的音樂)

- I accidentally became a meme

- 我不小心成了一個備忘錄

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