Frustrationlevelisgettingprettywelloffthescaletosee a fishthatfarbehindyourlook, andthenitdoesn't takeit.
It's justyoucan't doanythingaboutit.
Allyoucoulddoistryagainandagain.
Howmanytimesthedaysarerunningtogether?
Moremusketsfollowmylose.
Butdestroycomessodesperatefornevercomes.
It's almost a bitlikebeingin a boxingmatchwhereyoutryandsortofpatchyourselfupattheendofeveryround.
Buttheproblemwiththisparticularmatchthat I'm engagedin, I justhavenoideahowmanyroundsitmightgoinJust a fewmoreweeks, thislakewillfreezeon.
It'llbegameover.
I'm atmywitsend.
Perhapsit's timetoinvokethespirits.
Youknow, sometimeswhenanglersarestrugglingtofindanykindoflogicalreasonwhythingsmightimproveway, fallbackonsuperstitioninwhichguys I washereisabsolutelyrightoncue.
I takethisas a sign, butofwhatsomethingtellsme I shouldgobacktospirit.
Wrong.
It's notunknownmuskyspot, but I'vegotsomethingelseonmymind.
I feel I'velostbeliefinmyselfasanangler, and I needtogetitbackbecauseitissuch a sacredplace.
I don't carewhatitis, somethingaliveontheendofmylinetogetthatbelief.
Buteven a smalllaketroutwoulddothetrick.
I'm keepingthebaitwithin a coupleoffeetofthebottom, so I'm justgivingit a littlebitoflifebyjustraisingit a coupleoffootorsooffthebottomwhen I getsickdownagain.
I'vecalledonthespiritofEagleLake, andwithinminutes I get a bite.