If it isn't in your present, and for many people, it's in their present, and that that and that and that that can be unbearable, that enough to turn you against life itself, to corrupt, to corrupt you, to drive you to nihilism, to drive you to suicide and worse, to drive you to thoughts of love, vengefulness of infinite scope, to not only be turned against yourself and your fellow men, but to be turned against being itself because of its intrinsically brutal in some sense nature.