Becausefameandcelebrityandfollowersandinfluenceandallthatstuffcangotoyourheadvery, veryquicklyifyoudon't havetherightpeoplearoundyouor a littlebitofselfawarenessaroundyouaswell.
Andthat's whyyouseesomanypeoplerightsoquicklyanddropoffsofastbecauseitstartsgoingtotheirheadandtheydon't They'renotinitfortherightreasonsanymoretomake a bunchofsillydecisionsbecausethey'renot.
I thinkthat's why a bunchoffuswhohavedoneitforyearsandyearsandyearsnowonhavestill, like, kepttrue.
Oh, God, I pickmydeskkepttruetowhoweareandkepttruetowhatweweredoingit.
I stilldothisbecause I absolutelylovedthecraftofit.
I loveentertaining.
I lovemakingstuff.
I loveinteractingwithallofyou.
I love.
I justloveit.
It's such a funjobtodo, andwithoutit I don't knowwhere I'd beinlife.
I hadsuch a shootingtimeoflifebefore I starteddoinganyofthisandjustgoingbackandrememberingallofthateverydayisreallydamnimportantbecausethat's that's howyoudon't That's howyouavoidbecomingthis, whichisjustsogrossandweird.
Um, butdrawingfrommyownexperiencegoingthroughthistypeofstuffandwhenitstartstoriseupineverything, I thinkthereasontheykeptgoingandthisstuffdidn't gettomebecause I justtriedtomakecontenttothebestofmyabilitiesandjusttryingtokeepgoinginsteadoffeedingintoallofthatlikeMediaMachine.
I thinkthat's whymeand a bunchofmyfriendsarestilldoingitandstillenjoydoingitisbecausewehaven't fedintothatsideofit.
It's finetotapintoitforlike, thebiggeropportunities, likethebiggerprojects I wanttodo, thebiggerbranddealsthat I wanttodoontotryandlike, pushedtheenvelopefurther.
But I thinkifthat's allyoubecome, thenyourentirecareerjustfallsapartbecauseyoujustyou'reyou'rebuilding a careeroutofcardsinsteadofstonepillars.
Um, anyway, nottoogetoldpreachyaboutit.
ButsomeofthisstuffjustsparksInterestingconversationforsomebodylikemewhodoesthisstuffastheirjobandthenhearing a game.
TalkaboutitbyfuckingRexy.
Let's seewhatRex.
He's uptomyIrishbrotherwhois a pieceofshit, butwe'lljustseetheirexescheckingin.
Youthinkwecouldgetintothejabberthing?
Yo.
Yeah, Yeah, I cangetyouintothatnetworkingdinner.
Thoseguysowemeas a plus.
I'llevenexplainallthecomplicatedmarketingtermsyoubecause I'm a swellguy.
Makeitobviousyou'reonmyday.
Don't cockblockme.
Allright?
Cool.
Rex, you'reatYouarejustthesmelliestpieceofshit.
Gross, Major, I rolled, MrCasanova, I reallydoubtgirlsairfallingatyourfeetwhenyoulookolderthanmydadon.
Trustme, thatweirdcareyouhaveisnothelping.
Yes, Maya.
Fuckintakeoffhispantsandspankhim.
Uh, don't heprobablylikethat?
Now's not a goodtime, allright?
I'm tryingtogetthesedouchestoexplainwhy I showeduptoanalmostemptyhall.
I mean, itcouldstillbeauthentic, but I don't know, basedonwhatwe'vebeenchattingwithher, thisjustseemslike a employees, especiallysinceshesaid I'm sotriggeredfromMayaand I needsomealonetimeandthenimmediatelytalkedaboutsellingticketsforhershow.
Shewastheclosestthing I haveto a sisterasshewillbemissed.
Restinpeace.
Maya.
Soyouknowthisbullshitnowbecauseshesaidsheonlypostedbecausesheneeded a post.
Umandthisiswhyit's sohardtodistinguishonlinebecausetherearepeoplewhogenuinelypoststuffthatwhogenuinelyfeelthiswayaboutthingswhoarejustbeingsincere, a niceandopenandhonest.
ButallofthepeoplethenwhorealizethatOh, that's a goodwaytogetclicksandlikesandhavepeoplelikeme.
Thentheyjuststartfeedingintoitbecausetheyknowthatthat's a wayofgaming, thesystemandthenitmakesallthesincerepeoplelookinsincereonIsthisreallyweirdcycle?
I mean, that's theweirdthingaboutextremeloyaltythatifyouhavetobelieve, ifyoubelievealloftheextremestuffthatpeoplearesayingyouonthepositiveaspect, thatdoesn't meanyoucan't havetobelievealltheextremenegativitypeoplearesayingontheotherend, there's a there's a healthymiddletostaybetween.