Myheartisracingfreakingoutbecausetodaywe'redoingsomethingthat I havebeenthinkingaboutforlike, 20 years, and I can't believeit's actuallybecomingsoyouguysknow I lovetosurprisemymomsometimestoomuch.
Who's thatmoreShould I sayhi, GrandmaTheresa?
I'm gonnacrybecause I knowyou'renotJesus, but I loveJesussomuchso I knowyou'renotgothim.
Hello, screaming, MissJesus.
Buttheoneperson I havealwayswantedtosurpriseherwithisheridol.
Now, I know a lotofyouguysknowKathyGriffinbecauseofthatcontroversywithTrumpMaskandthatwholesituationwaascrazyandintense.
Andas a KathyGriffinfan, I didn't evenknowwhattodoorsayaboutit.
I knowherbecauseshehasbeensomebody I'velookeduptoalmostwayinduction a littlegame.
Ifyouonlyknew, right.
Let's endthisepisodewithoneaswell.
You'd lovetocollaboratewithKathyGriffin.
Youguysalreadyknow I'vesaidit a 1,000,000 times, butmychildhoodwasrough.
Andwhenitwasjustmeandmymomandshewasworkingallthetime, I had a roughchildhood, and I dealtwith a lotofdepressionanddefinitelyhadtousecomedytokindofmakemyselflaugh, makemyfamilylaugh.
I know I see a lotofcommentsfrompeoplesaying, Oh, Shane, yourvideoshavechangedmylife, areaffectedmeorgivenmehappinessbecauseyoutaughtmelikelaughterwasthebestthing, sothathashelpedmethrough.
I'm sorry I'm getting, butlet's helpme.
They'relikemiddleschoolinhighschool.
That's whatsheis.
Andit's sofunnybecauseifyouactuallylike, thinkaboutit, there's somanythingsthat I doandthat I sayandthewaythat I talkthatissosimilartoherandit's because I grewupwatchingher.
I can't imaginehowthatfeelstolose a limbandthenfeellikeyoucanstillfeelthepainofthatlimbwithouthavingthebenefitofusingthatlimbfrommyjobistomake a left.
Soyouknow, I wouldneverletthemseemecry.
I just I hopetheshowisgoodand I justhopeitmakeshimlaugh.
That's all I cando, andthat's exactlywhat I wanttodowithmychannel.
Andthat's what I feellike I'vebeentryingtodo.
And I knowshegets a lotofshit, especiallyrightnowwiththewholetrumpthing, and I'm notpoliticalatalllike I don't give a fuckaboutanyofpolitics, eventhough I should.
But I doknowwhatit's liketofeellikesomanypeoplehateyou.
I'vebeenthroughsomanycontroversiesandthingswhere I wakeup, and I feellikethewholeworldisagainstme.
Anotherday, Anothernewreportof a YouTuberwhoyoublissfullydidn't knowexistedpriortowatchingthisvideo.
Thistimeit's ShaneDawsonwhoandit's hard.
Butit's alsowhy I relatetoher, becausewhenshegoesthroughthingslikethat.
AndwearegoingtogotoKathyGriffin's houseandsurprisemymomwith a daywhen I say I havebeenthinkingaboutthisforever.
I amnotexaggerating.
I remembersittingwithmymomafterweallgotfiredfromourjobs.
Well, I gotfiredfrommyjobbecause I made a videoatwork.
Sotheycameintomyworktoday, firedme.
Thentheywenttomymom's workandtheyfiredher.
Thentheywenttomybrother's workandtheyfiredhim.
Sowaywerecrying.
Andweturnedon a KathyGriffinspecialtomakeushappyagain.
And I turnedtomymom, and I saidonedaywayaregoingtoseeKathyGriffininpersonandtellher, thankyou, andwe'rejustgonnatalkshitandlaughwithherandit's fuckinghappening.
And I believeit.
Andit's socrazy.
I knowit, doesn't I?
Soherewego.
I havenoideahowwe'regoingtogetmymomtoherhousewithoutherknowingthere's a lottofigureout.
Butlet's doittogether.
Who's that?
Whoisthat?
I Okay, allmyclothesweredirty, so I justgotnewonesalso.
Look, thisis a mosquito.
It's a mosquito's for 800 timesmagnificationinthecoolcares.
And I'm gonnafuckingkillerandlessthan 100 40 characters.
Youknowwhat?
I'lljusttakeitwithyou.
It's justitiswhatitis, but I'vedefinitelycometotermswithit.
Justlike I fuckedup a lotandmade a lotofjokes.
I wouldn't makemeOh, Oh, youknow, I'vebeendoingstandupforsolong, andyou'vebeendoingYouTubeforsolong.
Uh, trustme, gobackandlookatmyoldspecials.
Like I said, Shit, thatwouldgetmefiredlike I have a bodyofwork.
And I thinkonethingthatreallyisdangerousaboutyourworldinmyroomwhereanythingisweshouldn't besoquickto, like, trytoerasesomeone's entirebodyofwork, youknow?
No, it's tiredandthenjustconstantly, kindofjustlikeeveryyear, I getshitonin a bigwayand I'm justlike, fuck!
Like, haven't I donegoodstufflike I wasveryopen.
You'rehelpingmetodaylike I hopewhat I'm givingyouinreturnislikeand I hopetomakeyourmomhappy.
And I'm hopingandmakingherlaughsomuchispossiblebecause I don't wanttotakeher.
But I'm justsaying, like, makeno, I makenobonesaboutit.
Youyouarehelpingmetoday.
You'regonnadothoseswipeofthingsthataretoomodernformetoknowhowtheyworkButhonestlylikethat, I really, reallyappreciatethat.
Letmegoonrecord.
Like I justlisteningtothestorylike I can't helpit.
I hopeyoudon't hatethisadvice.
I wantyoutoleanandmore.
I wantyoutogoharder.
Themorerealyouareiswhyyouhavethosefollowers.
Andtheydidn't leaveyou.
Thelastthing I wouldliketoseeisforyoutoholdbackbecausethat's whyweloveyou.
Andthat's yourIt's yourbreadandbutter.
Butit's alsoyoureallyare.
Andpeoplecanstuffthatoutofmyway.
Youhavenoidea, really?
Here, thankyou.
Becauseit's Yeah, it's beenhardlately.
I hitlike, thisweirdmomentvery, veryrecentlywhereyouknow, I changedwhat I wasdoingonYouTube.