A lotofpeoplethinkshe's a messliketheydon't trusther.
Theythinkshe's lying a lot, butforsomereasonthisspecificthingeverybodywaslike I'm onteamTana.
Personally, I hopeitdoeswellbecausethesuccessofothersandpeoplebeingmoreindependentinthiscommunityleadstomoresuccessforothersbeingindependentinthiscommunity.
SothenTanaKhanbecamereality.
Shewasplanning a conventionthesameweekendasVidcon.
And I thinkthat's whenitreallyhitreallyclosetohome.
Thisisn't tanniconanymore.
Thisislikeallofus, Khanandallofthesekids.
We'refuckedover, and I'm partofthat.
Youknow, myfacewasonthefuckingwebsite.
I toldpeopleComeseemeandtheygotnothing.
Really, reallygotTheygotfucked.
I'm gonnasaythisrightnow.
Themainreasonwhy I boughtTanaconticketsandlike, begtogoonlikemymomgotthisweek.
MybirthdaywasbecauseofShane, because I'vebeenwatchinghimfor 10 years.
Likesince I was, like, literally 12.
Andit's beenlikeeatingatme.
I havebeennotsleeping.
I evenwasupatfiveAMdoingInstagramlive.
Justtalkingaboutitbecause I neededtotalkaboutandeverybodyaround.
Hewassickofhearingaboutit, and I'm sickofjustpeoplebeinglike, I'llmakeitbetter, like I willyouAnd I thinkthemainreason I wanttoreallyfigurethisshitoutisbecause I'm mad.
SoSo I guessthelastthing I wanttoleaveyouguyswithis a question.
I think a bigpartofitwasgonnabeliketheconstantback I said.
ButtheguyMichaeltheguywhowastheCEOCEOofwhatevergoodtimesis I don't evenknowifthat's a realthing.
I don't Isit a company?
Butinallthefootagethatpeoplehaveincommon, likeallthecrazychaos, therights, whateveryoujustseethisguywith, like, bleedsblondhairlike a Guccinecklacescarffame, he's just a Segwayingaround.
Butthethingis, I cantellyourightnow I canverifyeverythingthatyousaidinyourvideo.
Therewasnosecurity, nothingintermsof a badcheckWhenwewhentheycanceledtheevent, wethoughtshootingwasgoingonbecausetheyknewthat I didn't kickback.
We'redoingourbest, though, tomakesurethateverysinglepersonbeingletinsidewasgoingthrough a doubletriplesecuritypass.
Itfeltlikewewerein a conspiracy.
Howyourtime?
I knew I viewtherewerenot 15,000 additionalpeoplethere.
Therewasnot a chance.
Wewereinthebuilding.
Wecirclearound, wesaw a grouplikethegroupdoescomein.
Thosewerepeoplethatwerewaitinginline.
Thosewerealltherestofthe 5000 people.
I nevergotit.
Wehadall 5000 peopleinsideofTanaCorntoday.
Theywerenot 15,000 people.
15,000 people.
PleaseimagineliketheSuperBowl, youknow, like I don't evenknowwhattosay.
Like, wasthere a thingwhereyouguysgenuinelythoughtitwaslikewaywenttothefronttogetwaterbecause I was, like, about, like, feet?
I thoughttherewas a shooting.
No, there's overcapacity.
Crazy's partisChristinaGrimmiethingwaslike a mean, greatpeople, likegetthistrulywaseven 5000 people.
Theycan't believesomething.
I agree.
ReallyTalktopeoplewalkingwithduffelbagsback.
Bigbackpacks, newscheckingTheywereand I mentionedAndrewWayoriginallypurchasedtwo V i p tickets.
I wannasay, like a recordtobathforTamikawasannounced.
Thoseticketsweneverconfirmationwewerechargedit.
I stillhavelikethereceipts.
I knowtheladyshesaid, Oh, I'm sorry.
Whatwasthenameofreserveunder?
Anditwascompletelylostregistration, anditwasjust a nightmare.
I justlike I toldthegirls, like, whowasrunningthis?
I said, I knowit's notlikethatThatwasjustonthesubwaygoingaroundlikeSowhoisinchargeofthis?
Andshe's like, Honestly, I don't reallyknow.
I'm justlikehere, workingthispartyouhaveinside I wanttofuckwasn't tartnessbecauseitwasn't TanaCanAkanewouldnotbeTanaconifitwasn't foreachandeveryfuckingoneofyoutheorizethattheguyonthesubway, I findithardtobelievethatbecause I meanthisguy's a yearolderthanme, and I'm notsayingonhighandmighty, but I can't orderconvention.
Tanishimselflikeit.
Shecanturnherself, andthefunnythingisto I don't haveitsavedanymore.
Butassoonas I triedtogobackandfindthosetickets, I hadthetabsaved.
I wouldsay, Wereweasfansandthecreatorswereoursafetyandwellbeingconsideredfirst, wasthatthenumberonepriority?
Becauseifitwasyourliners, Soas I wastalkingtothegirlswhocameover, um, I got a phonecallfromTanaand I wenttotheotherroomandshewasjustfreakingout.
Andrewcameoverwhen I wastalkingandwestartedrecordingphonecall.
Yeah, I mean, waywe'retryingtoholdout.
Shedon't knowwe'refilming.
And, uh, here's I feellikeitdoesn't mattermyyoudoingpeoplebecause I can't keepdoingthistopeoplelikejusteverything.
I getit.
I understandyou'regoingtothefullestextent.
I think, youknow, aftertalkingtothesekids, it's liketheyjustwanttohearustalkabouttheywanttohearyoutalkaboutit.
Evenifyoudon't knoweverythingtheyjustwantlikemore I drink.
I'vebeenreallyafraidforthepast.
YouneedaboutstayinganythingnegativeaboutMichaelallthetimebecauseit's like, nomatterhowyoudidmelike, it's myfault, They I agreed I shouldhavelistenedtopeople.
Youworkwithhim.
I shouldhavedoneyourresearch.
But, youknow, I justdon't know.
I don't knowwhattosay, butyoutalkaboutthefactthat I wouldliketohave a venueandpossiblysizesmild.
Michaelliterallygotpeoplefrom.
And I'm like, Marriottdelightedmeabouttheguysayingthosethings I do.
I justtakefulllane.
I I thinkwesayeverything.
I wanttointerviewMichaeltoknowrightafter I leftallofusherewithouttransportation, backto L.
A.
Andlikeallthepeople, I wanttogowithPalin.
Fromthetime I soldoutforGabby.
She's soupset, I don't evenknowwhattosay.
Whereareyourightnow?
Well, I thinkwehavetodothistonight.
I thinkwehavetogetthisoutassoonaspossible.
I'm, like, terrified.
Like I feellike I justdon't havetheanswersthateveryonewants.
Myholycansaywhat, Michael, holdme.
Andthen I wentanddidmybest.
So, likeresearch, like I havemeetings.
Hehadpeopletellmeeverything.
Youknowwhat I mean?
Like, I believedhimgetspoppedup, fuckedup.
Myfuckingfanshavetogothroughanythinglikethis.
So, so, sofuckedup.
Michaels, I like I don't knowwhattodotomakeitright.
Butobviously, likewithanyofyourhelp, I trustyou.
Youthinkthatthisshouldbemyresponse?
Likeyourvideo?
Okay, I agree.
That's what I'm afraid I was.
I thinkwithotherthingsinthepast, I govery, like, impulsiveandjustsayeverythingAnd, like, I don't wantpeople.
Soyoudon't knowwhatyou'resaying.
You'relying.
Whatever I want, like, justbeabletotalklike, youknow, I thinkpeopletrustyoutrustmeenough.
Andtheyknowthat I'm notlikethisbullshit.
And I'm notgonnabullshitsofixitwiththepeoplethatboughttickets.
I'm justterrified, lettingpeoplewholovemethemostdown I did.