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  • all right.

  • I just want to give you guys quick update.

  • Uh, it's been a while on, and I need to tell you guys what's going on.

  • Uh, because it's been a little bit crazy.

  • As you can see from my last video school.

  • Takes up a lot of my days.

  • Uh, my days a little, made a lot of my days, Takes up a lot of time.

  • A little bit of honesty times.

  • Ever since about two months ago, some things have just been going wrong in my life that out of my control, I just have to Well, not wrong.

  • It's just certain things in my life have changed the course of it and kind of shaped it a little bit.

  • And I'm just getting used to it.

  • Things just kept happening.

  • Things just keep happening where I keep trying to just push forward, Uh, and I keep trying to keep up with my life changing, and, uh, I haven't been able to keep up with so many things.

  • I have been able to see as many friends as often.

  • I haven't been able to keep up with work or, uh, but I do some work, but it's just It's just kind of a train wreck.

  • Lately, I've just going school Holiday side the way As of today, it's Monday.

  • I'm now officially on school holidays.

  • Now, I have two and 1/2 weeks, really.

  • Just sort things out and enjoy myself and get back to my roots of Emma because, um, honestly, I had a really tough time.

  • Uh, my mental health wasn't doing so well, so I ended up actually seeing a therapist and just talking things out with them and having a good time, which has really helped, even though really mean for one session.

  • It's already, uh, pretty helpful.

  • So I just want to let you guys know I'm okay.

  • Just being going through some stuff on dhe.

  • I am seeing someone about it, and now you're just being kind of more of a stress for me than a joy.

  • Lately, I've really felt worried about that.

  • I need a key, pop because people keep coming to 70 people that come in my channel.

  • Hello.

  • And it it scares me because I'm like, Oh, they're coming from this kind of video in this kind of video, and it's gonna be Japan related.

  • It's gonna be this and or it's gonna be a problem related.

  • I don't know what to do.

  • And I felt uncreative, and I haven't really had the need to.

  • I haven't had the one till the joy to produce content, which is, you know why I do you two.

  • It's It's a place where I can release myself of the course of bad things happening.

  • I feel that I've kind of lost the spark of of Emma.

  • I still that it comes out sometimes, but overall, it's just being like, Oh, the past two days have been great.

  • I feel great today.

  • It's been really nice, but yeah, lately it's been a bit of a Strug.

  • So for the holidays, I really want to focus on making content that I want to make, uh, and try not to think about what the public wants.

  • I don't know.

  • I don't have the public what my view is, want what the incident wants, Whatever, cause I'll never be able to please him.

  • If I'm just them, you, it's difficult.

  • We have a weird relationship.

  • Yeah, if I always aim to please viewers, then I'll never make content.

  • That makes me happy, So I just want to make stuff that I enjoy, really.

  • Soon I will upload a video that is something maybe even the same time as I am like this, but really saying L a played a video.

  • That is something that I really want to make, and it's bit wit.

  • And every time I've said, Oh, I'm a bit worried I just need to upload stuff that I enjoy every it's always been really supportive.

  • I think in a lot of it's in my head on a lot of it is just I can see differences in numbers, you know, analytics will get you in everything.

  • So I just I just need to say a big old f it and just make something.

  • I just need to create quick updates.

  • I got new plant.

  • It's a money tree.

  • You're supposed to get three of them, put them side by side and then plant them and make it really nice.

  • But I just go one little bay because he was 100 years crying.

  • She's really good.

  • Yeah, she's good.

  • Just living that life, which is very sweet.

  • Okay, Thank you.

  • But also tonight, I've known to see cigarettes.

  • Uh, the I didn't hear that.

  • They're really great band.

  • Anyway.

  • I'm gonna go see them by myself.

  • Uh, Tokyo International Forum or something?

  • I'm so excited.

  • I wanted to see them since 2010.

  • I think it is.

  • All right, well, that's quick update.

  • I hope you guys well, much love to you.

  • And Oh, and if you want to keep up, I'm mostly active on Twitter.

  • To be honest, I'm really active on Twitter.

  • If you guys wanna interact or check out what I parts to cause, it's just little updates because I think on YouTube, it's like, Is she still alive?

  • I'm still I just post on Twitter, mostly.

  • Thanks.

  • What you guys?

  • I'll see you next video, John.

all right.


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    林宜悉 發佈於 2021 年 01 月 14 日