I justinseriouscyberstalkinglastnightofmyoldself, I foundsomestuffthat I donotrememberrising.
I fellawaybackto 2008 whichisprobablytheprimeofofmylife.
I'm notheretosaythat I wasstupid.
I respecteverythingthat I did, andthat's helpedmebecomewho I amtoday.
But I didfindmyoldfanfictionwebsites.
I wasreallyintomychemicalromanceandspendingitwiththisguyanytrashytwodozeneightisthatyouwouldknowaboutforRodandriding, whichisthegaylovestoriesbetweenGerardandFrankyoufromMichaelAgreementsandRyanRoseandBrendanYurifrom I feelnauseous.
Andyes, sir, I managedtofindmyoldfanfictionsites.
I won't giveyouthecorrectspellingthat I useoranything.
Sodon't gethackedmyaccountifyoufindthis.
But, uh, mynameis X X Deathplague X X, whichis, um, painfultoread.
Itistomakefunofmilesup, butit's alsotobelikeit's okaythat I wenttothat.
It's okayforotherpeoplearegoingthroughthat.
Andaftergoingthrough a lotofthesefanfictionsandseeingpoststhat I'vewrittenandreadingthatstuff, itisimportanttonotethat I wasactually, um, a bitsadatthattimeand I wasgoingthroughsomestuff.
Soit's goodtoknowthat.
Likeifyouseesomeonewhodresses a bitdifferentlyrighttoCubby, fanfictionisgoingthroughthestagethatyoufindmightbeembarrassingtolookat.