So, yeah, I'm gonnagoanddo a guidedkindofyogaclasslike a virtualclass, I guessdowninthebasement, tojustkindof, likeloottojustkindofstretchoutmymuscleson, makemyselffeel a littlebitmorebecause, honestly, onthatlastflight, I waslike, I justwanttogetoutnow.
I justwanttogethome.
Then I'm gonnamakemyselfsomesaladforlunch.
I knowthisisgonnashock a lotofpeople, butcarriesfinallyconvertedmetothedarkside.
I lovegoatcheesesalad, but I don't lovelikestronggoat's cheesesalad.
So I goforthemildstuffsoitdoesn't tastelike a farmanimal.
So I'm gonnamakemyself a goat's cheesesaladforlunchaswell.
I didn't actuallygettosaygoodnighttoyoulastnightorevenshowyoumynewnailsbecauseoh, I wasexhausted.
Itgotto, like, nine o'clockwhen I wasdrivingtogetmynailsdone.
And I waslike, Oh, myGod, howam I gonnamakeitthroughthis?
I wasjustsotiredthat I gothome, mademyself a bagelandwentstraighttobed.
But I gotmynailsdonewithAlex.
So I go.
What's thiscolorcalled?
It's a newone.
It's calledlike, uncoveredon.
It's a shellaccolorand I alsogotitonmytoes.
Yes, so I gotmytoesdone.
Nooneneeds a closeupshotofmytoesinthemorning, butyougetoneanyway, I amdressedininmygymgear.
Thisis a newstepfromJimSharp.
Lovethecolorofit.
I don't lovethefitasmuchasmyblackstuff, likethereallyhighwaysbecausethesearen't ashighwaisted, sotheblackonescomeuptoabouthere.
Theseonesonlycomeuptojustaboveyourbellybutton, and I actuallyjustpreferthefitoftheotherone.
However, theyarestillveryniceandsupportiveagain.
I alwaysstrugglewiththesetopslikethere's a ways, thisbitoffabricofthebox.
Sotheyneverreallyfitmetightbecause I thinkthatthesecouldbesoflatteringiftheyweretight.
Butunfortunatelyonme, they'rejustnotknowif I feellike I looklike a kindoflikecyborgorsomethinglike, Well, I'm goingtodo a yogaclassdownstairsbecause I wasgonnagoanddospinning.
ButCarrie's goingfor a runwithhersister, so I thought I'd justdo a yogaclass, thengetupandgetdressedonDhe.
Then I'm gonnagoanddosomeshoppingforbitswithHouseonDDE.
Justrunsomeerrands.
I needtotakemyMaxMarajumpsuittobetakenupbecause I wanttowearthisonSaturdayformybirthday.
Andthen I alsoneedtotakemyJosephhousestobetakenoutbecausetheyare a littlebittootightonme.
Whotummyisrumbling.
But I wasupatsix o'clocktoday, so I feelreallyfresh.
But I'm lookingforwardtoanothermorningyogaclass.
Whatdidyoujustsay?
I likebeerbottles.
I looked a bitlike a sortoflikecyborgfromsomething, but I preferpickandmix E Justshow.
We's brokenotsogoddamneasyasyouthink, tryingmybesttoholdhim, but I feelmyselfgivingyouknow, thatshootingkeepituplikethis, wehurteachother's feelingsonandonwaypiecesStartagain.
Andthen I'm goingtostartcleaningtherestofthehouseonDhehooveringinherebecause I wanttogeteverythingreadysothatthen I couldjust, like, getmyselfreadylateron.
So, yeah, that's thegame.
Thegameplan.
Andthenwe'regonnahave a chatandcatchup.
I promise.
Not.
Fine.
I metyou.
Theonewhocanmakeitgoaway.
Okay.
Feeling a lotbetternow?
I'vejusthad a shower.
I fakedhand.
I'vewashedmyhairondhe.
I'm feeling a lotmorehumannow.
Thehouseisprettymuchclean.
I haven't finishedthingsoffinhere, though.
I'm goingtosortofgetmyselfto a presentablestatesothat I don't feeldisgusting.
Andthen I'm gonnatidyupinhereonorganizedinherebecause I thinkmycousinisgonnabegettingreadyandCarrie's gonnabegettinghere.
GettingreadyhereisWell, I haven't spokentoyouyet, solet's godownstairs.
Andthe 1st 3 days I wasathome, I startedgettingthisreallyweirdlikefeelinganditwaskindoflikejustoh, like I waslike, as I reallyfeellikedownandtheweatherwasreallylikeaffectingmeandherthinking.
I knowthat I'm someonethat's reallysortoflikeintotheseasons, and I lovelikethedifferenttypesofweather, and I loveitwhenitrains.
Sometimes I loveitwhenit's thesunshinesometimes, butthisisreallyaffectingme.
And I wassolow, and I thoughttomyself I waslike, I mustbelike, comingonmyperiodorsomethinglikethat.
Butyouthinkthat I didn't tellyouguysthat I cameoffmypill a coupleofmonthsagoonDDE?
I didn't likethewaythatitwasaffectingmymoodson.
I justwantedThio.
Justputthattobed.
And I thinkthatthisisprobablylikemymyfirstpropertimeofthemonthsince I cameoffit.
So I thinkthatthePMteaorPMS, orwhereveritisthatyoucallit, wasparticularlyintensethistime.
I evenfeellikemypositiveattitudehasimproved, andthat's likeevidentinmyvideos.
Obviouslywemoved, sothathad a hugeimpactand I stoppedtakingitaroundthattime, likejustbeforethem.
Kindoflikewasveryintensethistime.
Andobviously I thinkthat's because I hadn't had a periodfor a fewmonthsonDhe.
Itliterallygotto a fewmomentswhere I couldn't see a futurethat's likewhat I couldputitdowntowiththerain.
And I waslike, I don't knowhow I'm gonnamakeitlikethesenextthreedaysuntilthesuncomesout, whichisjustthemostbizarrementalityforsomeonelikeme, and I'm veryhappythat I wasabletoacknowledgethatthat's not a normalthoughtprocessforme, and I wasabletolinkittothattimeofthemonthonDhe.
I wasabletounderstandit a littlebitmore.
I had a particularlybaddaywhenitwasmydad's birthdayandwewentoutfordinnerwiththem, and I just I justwasn't a greatdayformetobeperfectlyhonestonDhe.
Obviously, I justhavebeentryingtocomebackonthatand I wastryingtoflog, and I waslike, No, thishastostop.
AndevenwhenitcametopushingmyvideolivelastWednesday, I hadnowanttodothat.
Andusually I'm soexcitedtoget a videoup, so I knewthattherewassomethinggoingon.
It's notdowntotheweather.
I mean, yeah, itwasannoying.
I reallywantedittobespringtime.
Andtheweatherwasjusthorrific.
Dayisactuallythefirstdaythat I feltbacktomeagain.
So I mustbelike, justsortofcomingofftheintensityofit.
So I'm gonnastartdoingmyfoundationongetmyselfsorted.
I'm notgonnadoit.
Getreadywithme.
But I willtellyouwhat I'm wearingonmyface.
Sometimesitcouldbe a bitdistracting.
And I'm a littlebitlike, No, I'm apprehensiveoranything, but, like, just I'm like, becauseit's mybaddayandeveryone's comingovertoourhouseandbitnervous.
Lynxhasalreadystolenoneofthepartystores.
Heisobsessedwithstraws, so I justkindofhadtogivehimonelesson.
I didn't wantto.
I didn't wanttonotlethimhaveone.
This'd years.
I'veactuallyonlyjuststartedputtingmakeupon I.
Theyhaveyouback a present.
Oh, myGod.
Sure.
Okay, I'm halfwaythroughmymakeup.
Soexcusethestateofme.
Youalsoslightlywonkybecausethebalanceyouon a Gucciboxbutcarriesthatherebecauseshe's beencounting.
And I gotintomytaxianditwasboilingouttheheatingon.
Sorry.
Please, couldyouturntheheatingup?
Youknow I can't.
It's broken.
Soitwasthatswelteringinthebackofthecaraway.
Andit's 25 a journey.
ThatvoiceyoucanheariscarriedbyYoucan't seeher.
Yeah, youhavetomakepresident.
I havealreadyhadmymainpresent, whichisgotmeabout a otherones, but I'm goingtosee T j Moses v i p Sowe'regonnabechillingwiththelion s verysoon, which I'm veryinmate.