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  • (SINGING) When I'm beating up on myself,

  • but I'm an expert at giving love to somebody else--

  • I-- me, myself and I don't see eye to eye.

  • Me, myself and I. Oh, why do I compare myself to everyone,

  • and I always got my finger on the self-destruct?

  • I wonder when I love me is enough.

  • Yeah, yeah, yeah.

  • I wonder when I love me is enough.

  • [APPLAUSE]

  • [LAUGHS]

  • I Love Me.

  • What a great message.

  • Thank you.

  • That's a great message.

  • Thank you.

  • So this comes out Friday, right?

  • Friday, yes.

  • Very exciting.

  • This song is fun and light-hearted,

  • and it's got a positive, upbeat message.

  • There are songs on the album that

  • are ugly, honest and heavy, and will make you cry,

  • and will take you there.

  • But I'm so excited.

  • Because I'm sure there was a moment--

  • jumping ahead and then I'll jump back--

  • that you didn't know if you would sing again.

  • I think you would probably--

  • Mm-hmm.

  • So you were you were sober for six years, which

  • is a very difficult thing to do, to stay sober for six years.

  • And you would think you have it.

  • You got it made in six years, and you're completely good.

  • And you're not going to relapse.

  • But anyone who has ever tried to be sober for anything

  • knows relapse is part of it.

  • Mm-hmm.

  • It takes a certain amount of time sometimes to click in.

  • So what was it that day when you're six years sober,

  • what happens that you just decide to throw it all away?

  • Well I mean, I think it all started--

  • you know, I have to preface it with the fact

  • that I got sober at 19.

  • So I got sober at an age I wasn't even legally

  • allowed to drink.

  • And I got the help that I needed at the time,

  • and I took on the approach of a one-size-fits-all solution,

  • which is sobriety, just sobriety.

  • And so my whole team took that approach.

  • And we did it, and we and we ran with it,

  • and it worked for a long time.

  • But I realized that over time as the things

  • with the eating disorder were getting bad, I mean,

  • over the years it progressively got worse and worse with people

  • checking what my orders at Starbucks where

  • on my bank statements.

  • Just little things like that, it led me

  • to being really, really unhappy.

  • And my bulimia got really bad.

  • And I asked for help, and I didn't receive the help

  • that I needed.

  • And so I was stuck in this unhappy position.

  • And here I am sober and I'm thinking to myself,

  • I'm six years sober but I'm miserable.

  • I'm even more miserable than I was when I was drinking.

  • Why am I sober?

  • And I sent a message out and I reached out

  • to the people that were on my team.

  • And they responded with like, you're being very selfish.

  • This would ruin things for not just you but for us, as well.

  • And when I heard that-- my core issues are

  • abandonment from my birth father as a child.

  • He was an addict, alcoholic, we had to leave him.

  • And I have vivid memories of him leaving.

  • So when they left, they totally played on that fear

  • and I felt completely abandoned.

  • So I drank.

  • And that night I went to a party and I--

  • there was other stuff there.

  • And it was only three months before I ended up

  • in the hospital with an OD.

  • And ultimately, I made the decisions that

  • got me to where I am today.

  • You know, it was my actions that put me in the position

  • that I'm in.

  • And I think it's important that I sit here on this stage

  • and tell you at home or you in the audience or you

  • right here that if you do go through this, you

  • yourself can get through it.

  • You can get to the other side.

  • And it may be bumpy, but you are a 10 out of 10.

  • Don't forget it.

  • And as long as you take the responsibility,

  • you can move past it and learn to love yourself

  • the way that you deserve to be loved.

  • [APPLAUSE]

  • And thank you, Ellen, for giving me the platform.

  • You giving me this platform means so much.

  • And I wouldn't have wanted to do it

  • with anyone else on the planet other than you.

  • Thank you.

  • I love you.

  • I love you.

  • And it was perfect, what you said.

  • Thank you.

  • Thank you.

  • We'll be back.

(SINGING) When I'm beating up on myself,

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