In the meantime, we should allow ourselves, with this strange, slightly ugly word in hand, to feel sorry for our desperate impulses and strive, where we can, at 4:35 a.m. perhaps, to turn over and get a little more rest.
同時,我們試圖調節奇怪的過度警覺時, 應為我們的絕望衝動感到遺憾,並在能力所及的情況下,也許是清晨 4:35 驚醒時,翻個身,多休息一會兒。