I'm very happy; I'm single, and I'm living life!

我非常開心；目前單身，很享受一個人生活！

*laughs*

*哈哈哈*

*deep breathing*

*深呼吸*

*deep breath* Oh! *laughter*

喔！哈哈哈

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My name is Kenny.

我叫肯尼。

I work at a warehouse, drive a forklift.

我在倉儲工作， 負責駕駛推高機。

My name is Jessica，

我的名字是潔西卡，

and I am a dance instructor.

我是一位舞蹈老師。

My name is Joseph Mitchell,

我叫約瑟夫 米契爾，

and I am an administrative assistant.

我是一位行政助理。

I'm...

我...

just going on casual dates,

會跟別人約會，

meeting people.

見見面。

Looking to see what's out there,

看看有什麼事會發生，

and not taking life too seriously.

不會把生活過得太嚴肅。

I think the general idea when people meet each other,

我覺得大部分的人互相見面時，

they are too in a rush to be in a relationship.

會急著建立關係結果反而失敗了。

The last time I was really happy about something was, uh, here recently.

最後一次讓我感到快樂的事情是，嗯，也就是最近

I met a person..

我遇見了一個人..

Ah!

啊！

*lip flapping*

*嘟嚕嘟嚕*

I saw his passion,

我看到了他的熱情，

and like, you could feel his spirit,

你可以感受到他的靈魂，

you could feel my spirit,

你也可以感受到我的，

and we're like-- our spirits were just, like,

我們像是--我們的靈魂，像是，

doin' this dance with one another.

在一起跳一支舞。

Uh, yeah!

啊，呀！

I like to say that I have,

我想說我有，

but if it was "true love,"

但如果那是「真愛」，

it probably would have lasted.

那現在還會持續才對。

Yes.

有。

First date I went on with Tiffany,

我和蒂芬妮第一次約會的時候，

it might have been Starbucks, the first place we met.

我們第一次見面的地方，也許是在星巴克。

It might have been at...

也許是在...

Uhhh--

啊--

a restaurant.

一間餐廳。

When we got to the bar,

當我們進到酒吧之後，

he ordered us two beers.

他點了兩杯啤酒。

I could hear his,

我能聽見他的，

like his, heart beating

他的， 心跳聲

And, like, we started syncin',

還有，我們開始，

uh,

啊,

with our, like our, our breaths.

我們的, 我們的, 我們的呼吸都變得一樣。

They became like one.

完全結合在一起了。

*Exhale*

*嘖*

First thing, she had some real big lips.

首先，她有豐厚的嘴唇。

Her concern with my,

她關心我，

with my life,

我的生活，

making sure I was in a safe environment.

確認我是在一個很安全的環境之下。

To make me seem

這讓我覺得

like I was more important

我很重要

than what I really was.

超越我所認為的。

After we get the beers,

在我們喝酒之後，

we walked over to, uh,

我們走向，

the pool tables, but all of them was filled.

撞球桌,，但人滿了。

It's like,

這就像，

I'm in the-- I'm in the movie.

我是在--我在電影場景裡面。

Is this it? *laughs*

是吧？呵呵

And, like,

然後，

should I be having all these thoughts?

我可以這麼想嗎？

It's like, it's like I just met him!

我才剛認識他！

Like, why am I having all these thoughts?

我為甚麼要這樣想？

It's fucking nuts.

這真是太瘋狂了。

Our relationship

我們

is mostly a physical.

算是肉體關係。

Ass-slappin',

打屁股，

just biting...

也有只用咬的...

It could've been like

這可以說是有點像，

a little, miniature porno,

微色情書刊的內容，

or somethin' like that.

或是其他像那樣的東西。

It was, uh, good performances.

那是，很好的過程。

It was one of those ones.

是記憶當中最好的。

She inspires me in a way to, to be better,

在某種程度上她激勵我，要變得更好，

and that's the part that I really enjoy about her.

而這也是我真的很愛她的原因之一。

Is that carrots?

這是胡蘿蔔汁嗎？

I...

我...

Felt as though, that I was livin'

感覺好像，我是生活在

like in.. Uh,

像是在...啊，

a roy-- uh, like,

一個皇--啊，

a royal palace.

皇宮一樣的地方。

And then we'd just cuddle,

然後我們就擁抱了，

um,

啊，

all night,

一整晚，

Tonguing me down. *laughs*

舌吻我，哈哈

If I just meet one person,

如果我才剛認識某個人，

and just go, Okay, sure,

然後跟著對方走，「好，當然，

I'm going to commit to this."

我要承諾這段關係。」

It's like "Do I want to commit to that?

但「我想要承諾這段關係嗎？

Is that what I need?"

這就是我想要的嗎？」

If you meet someone that

如果你遇見某個人

you are head over heels with,

讓你為他神昏顛倒，

then that may be

那這也許是

your potential someone,

你的真愛，

you could live with for the rest of your life.

你可以跟著他共度餘生。

Yes.

有。

When I was...

當我還是...

a teenager.

青少年的時候。

This feeling that I'm gettin' right now

我覺得我現在

I don't want to say that it's love,

不想說那叫做愛，

but I'm almost sure it is.

但我也很確認那是。

A couple times,

很多時候，

I...

我...

Was in love or assumed I was in love.

陷入戀愛當中或是假設我在戀愛的時候。

I was truly in love with her.

我是真的愛著她。

Especially the times when...

尤其是在...

I was locked up,

我在監獄的時候，

and I really felt like no one cared about me.

我真的覺得沒有任何人在乎我。

She'll find a way to come visit me...

她會想辦法來接見我...

She moved on; I moved on.

後來她走她的；我也走我的。

I know she's probably not thinking about me.

我知道她可能不會想起我。

I probably have a little piece

但我可能還有那麼一點空間

I probably have a little space in her heart,

我還有保留一點點的空間在她的心中。

just a little bit though.

雖然只是那麼一點。

We met on...

我們在...

One of these crazy dating websites.

一個瘋狂的約會網站上認識。

Grindr, it's been, um, like a,

Grindr(男同志交友App)，這是，

a time-kill.

用來殺時間的。

I mean,

我的意思是，

every night, you know,

每晚，你知道，

is a good Grindr night.

是用 Grindr 的好時機。

I mean, it's billions of people,

有上億的人，

and, you know,

你知道的，

everyone is looking for a connection.

每個人都在尋找一個伴。

I've been on a couple of dates

我有過幾次的約會

within the couple weeks

就在某幾週之內

I'm try to remember...

試著去記得...

Like, "Okay, this guy,

像是，「嗯，是他，」

not the other guy."

不是另一位。」

*laughs*

哈哈哈*

Uh...

啊...

Let's see...

想一想之後...

Uh...

啊...

*sighs*

唉

I think, honestly,

我想，老實說，

Tinder is

Tinder (聊天軟體) 是

[???] is something

%#&*是

It's just a casual thing,

這只是一個偶爾會用的東西，

and it's like,

所以，

"What is that really filling me with?"

「是甚麼讓我沉迷在其中？」

Some people say,

有些人會說，

"I'm actually, you know,

「我其實，

looking to meet my future wife!"

想在這找到我未來的老婆！」

And you're like,

然後你就，

"Okay! Pull the reins back.."

「喔好！我要把剛剛那句話收回。」

I have that wall that's built up,

我心裡築了一道牆，

and I never let that wall down,

我從來沒有讓牆倒過，

but I think on very rare occasions,

但我想在非常特殊的時機，

I'm able to let that wall down,

我會放下心防，

to be able to...

然後能夠...

You know, meet someone.

認識某個人。

*Sigh*

唉*

It will have to be...

這當然是...

Both: The love.

愛

That's the best thing.

這是最棒的事。

I'm a writer for love,

我是為愛而生的作家，

in a way,

在某方面來說，

like if I really love you or want you,

像是如果我真的愛你或想要你，

I'm capable of doing,

我可以做得到，

you know...

你知道...

Whatever I have to, to show you.

任何我必須做的事，表現給你看。

But then it could be a bad thing, too,

但這也可能不是一件好事，

'cause you love someone so much,

因為你太愛某個人，

that you're willing to do anything

到你願意做任何事的地步

-- and everything --

-- 所有事 --

to show that person you love 'em.

可以表現出你對他們的愛，

Sometimes it can,

有時候這會，

it can backfire.

帶來反效果。

Best thing is that you get cuddles!

最棒的事就是可以擁抱在一起！

*laughs*

哈哈哈*

I think love...

我覺得愛...

*sigh*

*唉*

can be beautiful;

可以很美；

I think love can be sour.

我覺得愛可以是酸酸的。

*sigh*

唉*

Gosh.

天啊。

*laughs*

*哈哈哈*

I literally haven't stopped crying this whole time!

我的眼淚真的到現在都沒有停止過！

I'm like "What is wrong with me?"

這到底，「我怎麼了？」

I'm like, I should stop crying right now!" *laughs*

真的，我現在不該再繼續哭了！哈哈哈

It's the unknown.

不曉得。

Like, not really knowing how

真的不是很了解

he feels,

他的感覺，

not knowing if this is really the best...

也不曉得這是對的...

time,

時間，

or... uh...person.

或是...啊...人。

I'm willing to, you know,

我很願意，

to take a chance on life,

在這一生冒這個險，

and if he is,

如果他是，

then...

那麼...

look we can make it work.

等著看我們行得通的。

*laughs* You know what I'm sayin'?

呵！你知道我在說甚麼嗎？

Shiiit.

胡扯。

Okay!

好！

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