think my wife is nearly as dramatic or interesting or something of interest

that seat

but because the colony ke basking

well claiming more than a couple of you

on and went on my life

release what i call drawings

Totul a început pe 6 iunie 1990.M-am născut în Hawai

intru-un oras micut, Hilo unde am crescut.

i was looking out at two loving parents and the continued into today al seven

older brother who have always felt competitively

has always been in the mean everything deviant challenges competitions using

and of course is naturally distinction

seems you don't let a big part of my family denoble my brother and i pretty

much detail

whether these five when i first started out he did you do because i was terrible

and my brother on the other hand was a digital clubs star cuban all of our

senses are teachers for those individuals that french loved him i was

proud of the exact opposite side of the spectrum anyway my brother would almost

always within every ten million while i on the other hand would be looking to

place third of three people that is i remember specifically here in

determining nancy a call this is the younger he did not a good one but i

could even get mad because it was true

anyway though that che's schools in canada two fifty rada and really don't

remember much arlington members that i hated you know

and i had the huge discretion and girl not going to see her real name but let's

caller nicole us pretty much in love with a cold

or release with a seven-year-old thinks love is but i was too shy and scared to

say anything to her

until years later but will come across that lead after this grade and moved

schools for middle school six it was specifically a terrible year from the

shot again these are my friends because it was near school but because it was a

charter school we are getting testing

see where we will be placed a guess and for some reason that happens to be

ordered scenes

at the time i thought this was a good thing because i thought or dirty dancing

on cool because i skipped a grade however it was pretty much the opposite

so this is the worst of the most and you don't know because i've never really

addressed it publicly but i know a lot to be watching this can relate soul

i w allot you know nothing really crazy just your typical relinquish down to the

ground being made fun of for no reason and yes i remember every single one of

them clean the worst of them again not going to use a real name but will call

him richard because as you know another name for richard is dead

seed it was such a return to me that i've actually making species to my mom

white cream goes for

or why i need to change course so i was eating right at the time and wondering

why someone so mean to be so popular by picking on me even if the point where i

had some darker thoughts of the time that i think most of halting you just go

through at some point in their lives or perhaps it was just too many messing

with me

however i was able to stick it out and actually found a way to end the bowling

on their own terms high towers of the reasons it was blowing me was to make

people laugh so i think that if i can make them laugh

become the fighting that they would stop treating me like i was less than that

surprisingly it worked

every time they made fun of me i ran with it and i made fun of myself even

more than they could

habitat last lap that on the demanding he lives in that movie existed time zone

pretty much though my

sullied the memory discomfort

i still didn't have many friends but at least i wasn't getting permanent

that went on i want to be funny start picking up my mind features camcorder

little skits videos for my family watch he loved it of course some of my cousins

have been like

like brain but it became official thing every sunday and have a new video for

them to watch in lafayette

any threat i finally connected with the call you know the grad a crush on since

elementary school

she was still of the other middle school where my friends were but i somehow

became contact with her again through the semester well you may not know what

that is now but it was at the feast of that time

but what i find it occurs after out i got completely reject

no explanation excuse just a straight on no

nothing more and i'm not gonna lie that bothered me for a long time

ninjas make me sad it made me very i'm confident it was devastating to me at

the time then high school children

ubuntu that's what i consider myself

a complete user aliso myself is left him

nicole got a boyfriend i was messin hand-held elementary school friends and

found new friends of the became close with that was less than nine hundred and

register for college not only left high school with honors what he did a piece

in seconds the price would you go which as you know in my family is a big deal

so yeah

i was listening to

i was back at square one

added fuel clearances balloons no close friends because they consider nerds

headphones at each other

in my mind i was in anybody

was less than ever

alex forger class more than rhesus in lunch because at least that way i could

sit somewhere and not let me know complete mon and then it happens one of

the most momentous occasions amanda

join the restaurant

analogy thinking wrestling is just a sport wealth to me it wasn't in

literally changed my life while

almost ended at the same time

i remember this one-time atoms roughly sixteen pounds a week ago practices by

far the most at ever at the news this is a short amount of time so i disagree

myself to sleep on how to get into that roughly thirty two ounces of water

pretty sure i would have died in this e-mail and enough on the collapse of the

line

simon just finding out about this as part of the hardest thing that ever did

in my life but it was by my own choice just to prove to myself that anything

exams effort sure enough admitted to one hundred to pass the whole piled into my

weight class from that point on that felt like a completely new person and

feel like a loser

politically anything i want

my as long as it with the work but i'm high school is over i was looking after

the state championship wrestling title just remember other second statement you

know he didn't the discipline no i had lots of friends most of the for fell

wrestlers might recognize some of the clintons haven at a girlfriend no ninety

call someone that i thought was even more beautiful

all of those videos i made for my family every sunday i decide to start putting

them on this website kagyud too so i wouldn't have to physically bring them a

copy and you know that i know a few other people found themselves sharing

them as well before i knew it i was consistent getting thousands of these

everyday and commerce can send me to do it so

however my parents really want me to get a college degree

so for the first time in my life pilot's wife

you know he's going to be nuclear medicine

heated out spending most of my gaze inmates learning about something i had

no interest in the workload between college imposing insignias just became

too much microfinance wise to long distance things about me

i realize that once again i was completely stressed out and unhappiness

after about two years into college self in an adult

and i find it up to my parents and dropping out sentencing

it took a little while but to my surprise they became completely

supportive and because of that things to my parents since the wrestling things to

my brother is facing not only the good but the bad experiences of my life and

of course installed you watching right now and land today because of all of you

like everyone is still too high sandals but ultimately

i'm completely happy this is my real life story no i'm not telling you this

because i want to brag about my life or because i want you to feel sorry for me

because i was doing when i was younger whenever i'm telling you this story

because i know for a fact that there are a lot of the watching this right now

that are going to the same things i want to know

and i wanted to let you know that life will get better if you choose to make it

better it's okay to be sad and angry now and then there some things that may be

out of your controlling complained that peace in europe where go the rejection

or even a sitting that outshine c

the one thing that u_n_ only you control is your perspective interactions being

depressed and feeling sorry for yourself is easy

and challenging issues that happiness is a choice seems to be happy to civilian

life because only you can make a decision

you are not less than anyone there only two things they can stop the hero minds

nobody

some might argue that there's a third and see your heart as well but if you

can imagine how long enough you already know that even with heart still