Oh my gosh you came! Yay!

喔 天啊 你來了！耶！

Of course I did!

當然囉！

Hi!

嗨！

Oh my gosh! Wendy!

喔 天啊！ Wendy！

How have you been?

你過的好嗎？

Hey

嘿

Sup?

你好

So, Wendy just got here.

所以，Wendy剛到

Cool...

酷

You gonna be okay?

你還好嗎？

I mean, yeah, it's been awhile

我是說，已經一陣子了

and we still talk so...

而我們依舊會聊天

Yeah but it's kinda like-

是，但這就好像-

-you know? -I know

-你懂嗎？ -我懂

Hi!

嗨！

-Hey Wendy! -Hi

-嘿 Wendy！ -嗨

Good to see you! You too!

很高興見到你！ 你也是！

(ahem)

嗯哼

I'm gonna pee.

我要去廁所

Okay, heh.

好啊，嘿

You want a beer?

你要來瓶啤酒嗎？

Uh, later. I'm gonna go say "hi" to everyone.

恩，等會吧。 我還要跟大家打聲招呼呢

Okay, well I got an opener whenever you need one.

好吧，如果你需要開罐器，我有喔

Great.

太好了

Don't you see

你沒看到

You let the person who said

你讓那個曾說

they couldn't live without you, realize they can.

他們沒有你不能活的人，了解他們仍活得很好

(door closes)

(關門)

Hey.

嘿

Oh hey.

喔 嘿

What are you doing out here?

你在這做什麼?

Just getting some air.

只是來透個氣

Writing.

寫作

Always a line or two.

總寫個一兩行

Um, I'm gonna get going. But it was good to see you for a little

嗯，我要離開了。 但是很高興能短暫相見

Yeah! Um I was pretty surprised when I heard you were coming.

嗯，當我聽說你來時，我覺得很驚訝

-You know Pauline with these big get-togethers. -Yeah.

-你懂得Pauline辦了如此大型的聚會 -是的

-Well alright see ya. -Okay.

-好吧！再見 -好

Bye.

再見

Hey Wendy.

嘿 Wendy

Yeah?

嗯？

Um...

嗯...

How are you?

你好嗎？

I'm good.

我很好啊

Really though, like, how are you?

真的？不過，你真的好嗎？

What are you actually trying to ask me?

你到底想要問我什麼？

It's just been a while since we've gotten to talk like we did tonight and

我們好像很久沒有像今天這樣聊聊了

I dunno, think we should hang out more

我不知道耶，我想我們應該多相處

yeah I'm around.

嗯，我就在附近

Cool you want to grab dinner sometime next week?

好，你想下禮拜一起共進晚餐嗎？

Wh-What are you doing, Evan?

Evan，你在做什麼?

Just asking to hang out.

只是想找你出去

No you're not. You know that I'm seeing someone and you're basically asking me out on a date.

不，你不是。 你明知我已經有對象了，而你根本就想跟我約會

I just- I just wanted to catch up.

我只是- 我只是想要敘敘舊

We can catch up right here.

我們可以在這聊啊

Why are you doing this, Evan? It's been over a year you know?

Evan，你為什麼要這樣做？ 你明知已經超過一年了

-Oh I definitely know. -So why now?

喔我完全明白 - 那你現在為什麼？

You don't think I've wanted to reach out everyday? How many times I've wanted to

你覺得我不想每天都連絡？ 好幾次我都想要

text you at night?

在夜晚傳訊息給你

Wow. So I was your almost drunk text?

哇。 所以我是你酒後亂語?

Thank you for that!

謝謝你喔！

(sigh) No, you know what...

（嘆）不，你知道為何...

um just just forget it this is this is coming out all wrong.

嗯...就...就忘記這個...這全都錯了

I'm sorry just never mind.

我很抱歉，別放在心上

So we've been thinking about each other lately so what?

我們最近想起了彼此，那又如何？

We?

我們？

Yes, "We". Do you think that you're the only one going through this shit?

對，我們。你認為你是唯一經歷這一切糟糕的事的人嗎？

No I just... of course not I just... It seemed like you've been doing fine.

不，我只是... 當然不是...我只是...覺得你過得很好

You too.

你也是

Well I haven't been.

我並沒有

Me neither.

我也沒有

So let's hang out.

那我們出去

Who am I to you, Evan?

Evan，我對你而言是什麼呢？

You're someone I can't seem to get past.

你是我似乎無法忘懷的人

Do you want to get past me?

你想要忘記我們的曾經？

I know I should. I know we've tried, multiple times, and I've let you down.

我知道我應該。我明白好多次我們嘗試了，而我都令你失望

I know I should just let you live your life and I'm fucking everything up

我知道我應該讓你過你的生活而我搞砸了一切

because i'm being weak and talking to you like this, so yes I'm trying.

因為我軟弱而且還像這樣和你說話，是，我盡力了

Then try harder.

那就更努力點

-I am I just can't help thinking that we're not done. -No!

-我就是無法停止想像我們還在一起 -不

Stop! God!

停止！天啊！

I just imagine that there's a story where this plays out-

我只是想像仍有未演完的故事

A "story"?!

一個「故事」？

This is a fucking story? This is real life and I am a person.

這是個故事？ 這是真實人生而且我存在其中

I'm not just some script hovering around to give you some drama

我並不是為了給你戲劇靈感而讓你隨意操控的角色

You're not writing this. Do you get that?

你沒有在寫這些。你明白嗎？

Okay. Okay. You're right.

好。好。你是對的

You know

你明白

for a while I felt the same way. I think we all do.

有一段時間我有同樣的感覺 。我想我們都一樣

We all want a story.

我們都想要一個故事

We want that perfect resolution to our heartaches and curiosity.

我們都想要關於我們心痛、好奇的完美解答

But this isn't a story.

但是這不是一個故事

So you need to stop thinking about us like you can predict or control

你必須停止想像你能預測或控制我們之間

where we're going.

會到哪裡

So you're not curious about us anymore?

那你對我們之間不再好奇了嗎?

No.

不

Fuck. I mean, yes, but I'm not going to keep sabotaging my reality for the sake

天啊！我是說，是的，但我不再破壞現實，只為了這個

of fiction.

虛幻的原因

That's what you do. That's what you did the whole time we were together.

這是你所做的。我們以前在一起時，你一直都如此

Because in your head

因為在你腦中

real life is never as good as a story.

真實人生永遠不會和故事一樣好

You don't actually want me, Evan.

Evan，你不是真的想要我

You want the possibility of me. You always want me as a destination.

你想要的是我的可能性。你想要我只是一個目的

But, I don't think you actually want to get there.

但是，我不認為你真的想要得到

I'm not certain that's true anymore.

我再也無法確定那是否真實

But you're not certain it's not to true either.

但是你也不確定那是否不真實

And... that's no foundation to build a relationship on.

而且...我們沒有建立任何關係的基礎

You gotta be honest with yourself.

你要對自己誠實

With me.

和我

You know, it took me a while to accept it and it fucking sucked. But I get it now.

你明白，這讓我花了一些時間去接受它而且這真的很糟。但我懂了

And I'm in a good place and you need to get there too.

我現在很好而且你也需要如此

I mean, you say you want this story

我是指，你說你想要這個故事

but you've been stuck on this one page this whole time

但你一直被卡在某一頁上

No story can happen if you're not willing to turn the page

如果你不願意翻頁，沒有任何故事會發生

You're holding on to this one moment or possibility and before you know it the

你一直守著某一時刻或是可能性，在你知道

rest of the world is going to finish reading the book and start reading new

這餘下世界將結束進而展開新的之前

ones and you're going to be stuck here reading the same page over and over.

你會一直一直卡在同一頁

You can't be so scared, Evan.

Evan，你不能太害怕

I mean, it's you and me.

我是指，這是你和我之間

It's you and me. You don't think that I don't know what that means?

你和我。你不認為我不懂你在說什麼

It won't be the same thing as time goes on though.

當時間流逝後，這不會再是同一件事了

And it shouldn't. It should evolve and even fade a little.

而且不應該。它該昇華而且甚至消失一點

But there are certain things that will never disappear.

但是有些事永遠不會消失

Those things are untouchable.

那些觸不可及的事

You, Evan, are untouchable.

你，Evan，就是觸不可及

The people were, at that time in our lives

那些人，在那個時間點出現在我們的生活中

It's untouchable.

這是觸不可及的

I'll see you around.

以後見

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