Name: 【TED】埃馬紐埃爾-賈爾．戰爭兒童的音樂（Emmanuel Jal：The music of a war child）。 (【TED】Emmanuel Jal: The music of a war child (Emmanuel Jal: The music of a war child))
Uploaded: 2021-01-14T05:55:06.000Z
Duration: 18 min 4 s

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I just want to say my name is Emmanuel Jal.

譯者: Adrienne Lin 審譯者: Chih-Yuan Jen (任致遠)

I've been telling a story that has been so painful for me.

It's been a tough journey for me, traveling the world,

長期以來，我向大眾述說那些痛苦的往事

對我來說，這是個辛苦的過程，我拜訪各國演說

我替自己取了個綽號，叫做戰地兒童

because of an old lady in my village now,

and what she wants to change in this society.

who want to create a change and has no way to project his voice

我這麼做，也是為了一個年輕人

Or there is no Internet, like Facebook, MySpace,

也沒有網路，沒有Facebook、Myspace

Also one thing that kept me pushing this story,

this painful stories out, the dreams I have,

另一個無形鞭策我這麼努力地說故事

sometimes, is like the voices of the dead,

四處分享這痛苦歷程的動力，就是我的夢想

would tell me, "Don't give up. Keep on going."

Because sometime I feel like stopping and not doing it,

告訴我，「別放棄，堅持下去」

because I didn't know what I was putting myself into.

Well I was born in the most difficult time,

我不曉得這麼做會把自己推向什麼境地

我出生時，正好是生活最艱困的時刻

The world that meant a lot to me, I saw it

I saw my aunt in rape when I was only five.

were detached and I still have issues with him.

到現在，即使我和我的父親已不在一起

And that made me call myself a war child.

就像是被暴戾之氣扶養帶大一樣

was an image that I saw that stuck in my head.

那些在我腦中、揮之不去的畫面

The training wasn't easy, but that was the driving force,

because I wanted to revenge for my family.

裡面的訓練很辛苦，但那是我支撐下去的動力

What was actually killing us wasn't the Muslims,

It was somebody sitting somewhere manipulating the system,

and using religion to get what they want to get out of us,

而是某些藏在暗處、操縱我們的人

他們利用我們的信仰，獲得他想要的

So realizing the truth gave me a position to choose:

理解到這個事實，讓我有能力選擇

music with the Muslims. I dance with them.

而我選擇原諒。現在我和回教徒

I even had a movie out called "War Child,"

我甚至還拍了一部由回教徒贊助的電影

So I'm just going to go into a different step now,

所以現在，我要用一個不同的作法

when I was tempted to eat my friend because we had no food

因為沒有食物，我必須吃下同伴的屍體果腹

And only 16 people survived that journey.

Voices in my brain, of friends that was slain.

他們就像Lual這樣，再也無法承受飢餓

In the burning jungle, and the desert plain.

下一個應該就輪到我，但耶穌聽見了我的哭喊

我明白這很粗蠻，但我們需要食物

有時候，你必須有失，才能有得

One year later, live with an AK-47 by my side.

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【TED】埃馬紐埃爾-賈爾．戰爭兒童的音樂（Emmanuel Jal：The music of a war child）。 (【TED】Emmanuel Jal: The music of a war child (Emmanuel Jal: The music of a war child))

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