Name: 我愛上了不可能擁有的男孩！💔 (I Fell In Love With a Boy That I Can Never Have)
Uploaded: 2026-01-23T11:28:31.000Z
Duration: 13 min 46 s

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My name is Nozomi, from Japan, and I never thought anyone noticed me.

我是來自日本的 Nozomi，我從來沒想過會有人注意到我。

直到我遇見了那個睡著的男孩。

Let's start at the beginning, like and subscribe.

我們就從頭開始吧，記得按讚訂閱喔。

Growing up, the only person who ever noticed me was my big sister, Akari.

從小到大，唯一注意到我的只有我姊姊 Akari。

My mom traveled for work so much that I even called Akari Mom.

我媽因為工作常常出差，我甚至都叫 Akari 媽媽。

When I was too little to understand what was going on.

那時候我還太小，不懂發生了什麼事。

My sister would take me to school, where I would sit in silence and never say a word to anyone until she picked me up again.

我姊姊會帶我去學校，我在那裡總是靜靜地坐著，一句話也不跟任何人說，直到她來接我。

And then I. I wouldn't shut up the whole way home.

然後我，我一路上回家都在講話。

she liked playing games with me, like making me look like one of her dolls.

她喜歡跟我玩遊戲，像是讓我變成她的洋娃娃一樣。

She would also give me a makeover using our mom's makeup.

她也會用我媽的化妝品幫我打扮。

Or dress me up as a monster and have me chase her around the house.

或是把我打扮成怪物，然後讓我追著她跑遍整個家。

When we got older, our mom moved to another country for work.

長大一點後，我媽為了工作搬到別的國家。

She asked if we wanted to come, but we decided to stay.

她問我們要不要一起去，但我們決定留下來。

Akari had graduated from university and had a real job now, so we didn't have much time to hang out.

Akari 已經大學畢業，現在有正職工作了，所以我們沒什麼時間出去玩。

But every Friday, I would wait for her at the train station near my school for when she got out of work.

不過，每個星期五，我都會在我學校附近的車站等她下班。

然後我們就可以一起玩整個週末。

And even though we grew up, nothing really changed.

雖然我們都長大了，但其實沒什麼改變。

Except now we didn't play dress up anymore.

Now we dressed up for real to go out to dinner or the arcade or whatever we wanted.

現在我們會盛裝打扮，一起出去吃晚餐、去遊樂場，或是做任何我們想做的事。

The only problem was I was still too shy to talk to anyone, especially boys.

唯一的困擾是我還是太害羞，不敢跟任何人說話，尤其是男生。

One time when we were at the arcade, I saw a boy staring at us.

有一次我們在遊樂場，我看到一個男生盯著我們。

My cheeks got so red, my hands all clammy.

我臉紅得跟什麼一樣，手心也濕濕的。

I suddenly froze up and couldn't even play the games anymore.

我突然就僵住了，連遊戲都玩不下去了。

But you know, it would make me really happy if you tried at least once for me.

不過你知道嗎，如果妳為了我至少試一次，我會超開心的。

也許妳可以為了我跟男生說說話。

She gave me a dirty look, but she was only kidding.

她狠狠地瞪了我一眼，但她只是在開玩笑。

I just had no idea how I would ever talk to a boy.

我只是不知道我到底要怎麼跟男生說話。

Then one Friday, the train that was supposed to arrive didn't come.

然後某個星期五，應該要來的火車卻沒來。

然後我突然有種很不好的預感。

After 30 minutes, the train finally came, but Akari wasn't on it.

過了三十分鐘，火車終於來了，但 Akari 不在上面。

I called and called, but she didn't answer.

我打了好多通電話，但她都沒接。

Then finally I got a call, but it was from a random number.

然後終於接到一通電話，但號碼是未知的。

我感覺我全身的空氣都瞬間抽走了。

In the hospital, I found her lying there with her head bandaged.

在醫院裡，我看到她躺在那裡，頭被包紮著。

They didn't know how, but she fell onto the tracks and hit her head.

她們不知道怎麼回事，但她就這樣掉到軌道上，頭也撞到了。

The doctor said it was impossible to know when she would wake up from that day on.

醫生說，從那天起，就無法知道她什麼時候會醒來了。

I usually read to her, but one day I forgot my book.

我平常會唸書給她聽，但有一天我忘了帶書。

And when I left, I ran into the nurse in the hallway.

然後我離開的時候，在走廊上遇到了護士。

If you have time, maybe you can talk to him too.

如果你有時間，或許你也可以跟他說 說話。

I think he was part of the accident she was involved with.

我想他跟她出車禍的事件有關。

He didn't have any ID when he was brought in.

他送來的時候身上沒有任何證件。

I imagined my sister being here all alone, with no one to talk to her all day.

我想到我妹妹獨自一人在這裡，一整天都沒人跟她說話。

不知不覺間，我就走進了他的病房。

He looked a couple of years older than me.

I sat down beside his bed and without even realizing it, I was just talking to him.

我坐在他床邊，不知不覺就開始跟他哈拉了。

Thirty minutes later, I was finally out of things to talk about.

三十分鐘後，我差不多沒什麼好聊的了。

You know, you're the only boy I've ever talked to.

說真的，你是我唯一一個哈拉的男生。

I started bringing two books to the hospital every day after that.

從那天起，我每天都會帶兩本書去醫院。

One for my sister and one for the boy with no name.

一本給我妹妹，一本給那個沒有名字的男孩。

Something strange happened after I was reading to him for a few days.

幾天後，在我唸書給他聽的時候，發生了一件奇怪的事。

Every night when I went home, I would think about him and even dream that we met and talked and fell in love.

每天晚上回家，我都會想到他，甚至夢見我們相遇、哈拉、相愛。

I realized it was ridiculous to fall in love with someone I didn't even know.

我意識到愛上一個連名字都不知道的人，實在太荒謬了。

And the next day, when I read to him, I tried to push the thoughts away.

隔天，當我唸書給他聽時，我試著把這些想法推開。

But for some reason, I just couldn't help but think maybe it was love at first sight.

但不知道為什麼，我就是忍不住想，也許這就是一見鍾情。

That night, I decided to leave the book I had been reading to him in the hospital closet so I wouldn't forget it.

那天晚上，我決定把那本在醫院裡讀給他聽的書，留在醫院的衣櫃裡，這樣才不會忘記。

But when I opened it, I saw there was a leather sketchbook inside.

但當我打開書時，我發現裡面有一本皮質的素描本。

I opened it and saw that it was drawings of people at the train station.

我打開它，看到裡面畫的都是火車站裡的人。

我翻啊翻，終於找到了我妹妹。

I realized then that the nurse was right.

They must have been in the same accident.

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