Sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud.

有時，我腦子裡的這些想法會說得很大聲。

Every little thing that I think about just builds on top of the pain and doubt.

我所想的每一件小事，都會在痛苦和懷疑的基礎上更上一層樓。

Even though I wanna just let it out.

儘管我想一吐為快

I try to act like I don't mind it.

我儘量裝作無所謂的樣子。

Try to keep my mouth so quiet.

儘量讓我的嘴巴保持安靜。

But sitting there in my silence just seems to amplify it.

但我坐在那裡沉默不語，似乎只是在放大它。

When I thought that keeping this inside would make it better.

當我以為把這個放在屋裡會讓它變得更好時。

I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever.

我從沒想過，我最終會永遠毀了它。

But every time I think I got everything put back together.

但每次我都認為我已經把所有東西都組裝好了。

I end up making more regrets.

我最終會留下更多遺憾。

Making more regrets.

製造更多遺憾。

Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart.

我眼睜睜地看著這一切分崩離析。

Knowing I could have changed it all from the start.

知道我本可以從一開始就改變這一切。

Fighting myself, I always lose.

跟自己較勁，我總是輸。

Fighting myself, I always lose.

跟自己較勁，我總是輸。

I didn't want you to think I'm worn out so easily.

我不想讓你覺得我這麼容易就疲憊不堪。

I wish I'd held it in so you never knew it built up inside of me.

我希望我一直憋著，這樣你就永遠不會知道它在我體內積聚。

Now I don't know how an overflow spilled out unwillingly.

現在，我不知道溢出的水是如何不情願地溢出來的。

But now everything that I learned to hate came out for you to see.

但現在，我學會了憎恨的一切都暴露出來，讓你們看到了。

I don't want you to promise you can change everything and make it better.

我不想讓你保證你能改變一切，讓一切變得更好。

Cause you can bet I'm gonna end up ruining it forever.

因為你可以打賭，我最終會永遠毀了它。

And every time you think you got everything put back together.

每當你以為一切都恢復原狀時。

I end up making more regrets.

我最終會留下更多遺憾。

Making more regrets.

製造更多遺憾。

Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart.

我眼睜睜地看著這一切分崩離析。

Knowing I could have changed it all from the start.

知道我本可以從一開始就改變這一切。

Fighting myself, I always lose.

跟自己較勁，我總是輸。

Fighting myself, I always lose.

跟自己較勁，我總是輸。

Falling from grace, I watch it all come apart.

我眼睜睜地看著這一切分崩離析。

Knowing I could have changed it all from the start.

知道我本可以從一開始就改變這一切。

Fighting myself, I always lose.

跟自己較勁，我總是輸。

Fighting myself, I always lose.

跟自己較勁，我總是輸。

I just wanted you to let everyone go.

我只是想讓你放大家走

I just wanted you to let everyone go.

我只是想讓你放大家走

I can't run with this weight on my back.

揹著這麼重的東西，我跑不動了。

I can't see cause I'm focused on the past.

我看不見，因為我專注於過去。

I can't breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside me.

我無法呼吸，我需要掙脫內心不斷湧動的憤怒。

I can't run with this weight on my back.

揹著這麼重的東西，我跑不動了。

I can't see cause I'm focused on the past.

我看不見，因為我專注於過去。

I can't breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside me.

我無法呼吸，我需要掙脫內心不斷湧動的憤怒。

Running for grace, I want it all committing.

為恩典而奔跑，我希望這一切都能兌現。

Knowing I could have changed it all from the start.

知道我本可以從一開始就改變這一切。

I can't breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside me.

我無法呼吸，我需要掙脫內心不斷湧動的憤怒。

Running for grace, I want it all committing.

為恩典而奔跑，我希望這一切都能兌現。

Knowing I could have changed it all from the start.

知道我本可以從一開始就改變這一切。

I can't breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside of me.

我喘不過氣來，我需要從內心持續不斷的憤怒中掙脫出來。

I can't breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside of me.

我喘不過氣來，我需要從內心持續不斷的憤怒中掙脫出來。