No one's going to be able to find them.

沒人能找到他們。

I know a guy.

我認識一個人。

Hi, I'm Sabrina Carpenter and today I'm doing the breakdown with Cosmopolitan.

大家好，我是 Sabrina Carpenter，今天我要和 Cosmopolitan 一起做分析。

I think sometimes it is great to see how far you've come and grown and other times it's a little too humbling for me to see how much my hair used to be teased when I was 13.

我認為，有時看到自己的進步和成長是一件很棒的事情，而有時看到自己 13 歲時的頭髮曾被戲弄過，則會讓我感到有些過於謙卑。

That's where it gets weird for me.

這就是我覺得奇怪的地方。

But for the most part, I think more recent stuff, I don't always mind watching that.

但在大多數情況下，我覺得最近的作品，我並不介意看。

But yeah, I'd also rather watch someone else's movie.

不過，我也寧願看別人的電影。

I'm very critical of my own work.

我對自己的作品非常挑剔。

When I was younger, I was a bit of a perfectionist, so.

年輕的時候，我是個完美主義者。

I'm scared.

我很害怕

Boom de clap de clap, boom boom clap, boom de clap de clap, boom boom clap, boom de clap de clap, boom boom clap, boom de clap de clap, try it with me, here we go, boom boom clap.

Yep, I remember that.

是的，我記得。

That was unfortunately my cover of the Hodown Throwdown, which felt really necessary to put into the world.

不幸的是，那是我翻唱的《Hodown Throwdown》，我覺得真的有必要把它放到這個世界上。

I think I was nine when I shot that, nine or ten.

我想我是九歲時拍的，九歲還是十歲。

I had entered a singing contest online, hosted by the one and only Miley Cyrus on her fan site.

我參加了麥莉-賽勒斯（Miley Cyrus）在其粉絲網站上舉辦的網上歌唱比賽。

And I had to submit and upload videos of me singing Miley songs.

我必須提交併上傳我演唱麥莉歌曲的視頻。

So that was one of them.

這就是其中之一。

You do realize after this I'm going to do a hard wipe of all these videos on the internet.

你要知道，在這之後，我要把網上所有的視頻都重新清理一遍。

No one's going to be able to find them.

沒人能找到他們。

I know a guy.

我認識一個人。

The whole experience was interesting.

整個經歷非常有趣。

I think that was kind of like the first time I really maybe got out of my shell and started to like perform to the camera.

我覺得那是我第一次真正走出自己的內心世界，開始對著鏡頭表演。

I did always know I wanted to perform.

我一直都知道自己想表演。

I was two years old when the thought entered my head, and it has not left since.

在我兩歲的時候，這個想法就進入了我的腦海，從那以後就再也沒有離開過。

Literally did not win the contest.

從字面上看，他沒有贏得比賽。

I got to the final three.

我進入了最後三強。

Which to be fair, there was 10,000 entries.

公平地說，參賽者有 10,000 人。

So if you look at the ratio, I got to meet Miley.

所以，如果從比例上看，我有機會見到麥莉。

I got to go to her show.

我去看了她的演出

Very cool.

太酷了

She does not remember or care.

她不記得也不在乎。

Maybe she cares.

也許她在乎

I don't know.

我不知道。

I just would never bring it up.

我只是從來沒有提起過。

But, you know.

但是

Unless someone tags her in this, which is usually likely, so.

除非有人給她貼上標籤，而這通常是很有可能的，所以......

This is so sad for me.

這讓我非常難過。

I have three stripes, not four.

我有三條條紋，不是四條。

Here she's her photos.

這是她的照片。

So your mom shops at Payless.

你媽媽在 Payless 購物。

And works at Friendly's.

並在 Friendly's 工作。

My mom has like four jobs.

我媽媽有四份工作

That's not something to brag about.

這可不是什麼值得炫耀的事。

I guest starred on an episode of Orange is the New Black when I was very young.

在我很小的時候，我曾客串過一集《新黑橘子》。

Twelve.

12.

I was so mean.

我太壞了

It's so hard to watch because I was just such a little meanie.

這讓我很難接受，因為我就是這麼一個小壞蛋。

But it was very fun.

但這非常有趣。

Everyone was very nice to me, ironically.

諷刺的是，每個人都對我很好。

That was definitely one of my first jobs.

這絕對是我的第一份工作之一。

I think that was like my second or third role.

我想那是我的第二個或第三個角色。

What I always thought when I was younger was it would be so fun to play a villain or a The villain just seems like the most fun role to play because they get to like really amp everything up.

我年輕的時候一直覺得，如果能演一個大反派或反派角色，一定會非常有趣，因為他們可以把一切都演繹得淋漓盡致。

I had fun in the audition.

我在試鏡中很開心。

I really didn't think I would get it.

我真沒想到我會得到它。

And it almost feels a little too validating that I got the mean girl role.

我得到了 "壞女孩 "的角色，這幾乎讓我覺得有點太有說服力了。

Sorry everybody.

對不起大家。

I promise I'm nice.

我保證我是好人

If I'm fed.

如果我吃飽了

Here I am again in the same old situation, why does the god thing have to be so complicated?

我又陷入了同樣的境地，為什麼上帝的事情非得如此複雜？

I should have played it cool, instead I made a fool of all the things I do.

我本該保持冷靜，但我卻把自己做的所有事情都弄得一團糟。

That was my very first music video.

那是我的第一部音樂錄影帶。

I was 14.

我當時 14 歲。

It's called Can't Blame a Girl for Trying.

這本書的名字叫《不能責怪一個女孩的努力》（Can't Blame a Girl for Trying）。

This video lives in a lot of young girls' heads, rent-free, and I feel very happy and grateful for that.

這段視頻免租地存在於許多年輕女孩的腦海中，我為此感到非常高興和感激。

We all have to have that thing we look back on and go like, well, I was young, and a lot of those choices in that video were made because I was young.

我們都有這樣的經歷，當我們回首往事時，會想，我當時還年輕，視頻中的很多選擇都是因為我當時還年輕。

I think I wore every color Converse in that video.

我想我在那段視頻裡穿了所有顏色的匡威。

The director had a thing with Converse.

導演對匡威情有獨鍾。

It was a very, very pivotal moment in my career because that was kind of the start of music.

那是我職業生涯中非常非常關鍵的時刻，因為那是音樂的起點。

I feel like I really started to realize that I was growing up with my fans when I started touring and I was 16 when I started touring.

我開始巡演時才真正意識到，我和我的粉絲們一起成長，我開始巡演時才 16 歲。

And kind of getting to grow up with them through those years of like 16 through like college and graduating college and fans of mine that I've seen since I was so young and they're like, married.

和他們一起成長，從 16 歲到大學畢業，和我的粉絲們在一起，他們從我很小的時候就認識了，現在都結婚了。

Annoying, because I'm not.

令人討厭，因為我不是。

But, like, you know, it's really cool to see how much we've all grown in different chapters of our life.

但是，你知道，看到我們在人生的不同階段都成長了多少，真的很酷。

We can still be going through a lot of the same things and, yeah, I love them very much.

我們仍然可以經歷很多相同的事情，是的，我非常愛他們。

It's a very, very sweet thing.

這是一件非常非常甜蜜的事情。

And these kids are my...

這些孩子是我...

See, it all started when our phones made a switch.

瞧，這一切都源於我們的手機進行了一次切換。

Lola lied to the parents.

羅拉對父母撒了謊。

She's been a real witch.

她是個真正的女巫

Oh, oh, burn it.

哦，哦，燒了它。

Burn it, burn it, burn it, burn it.

燒了它，燒了它，燒了它，燒了它。

Turn it off, burn it.

關掉它，燒掉它。

That one's actually traumatic.

那個其實是創傷。

That one's a bit triggering for me.

這個對我來說有點刺激。

You wanna know why?

你想知道為什麼嗎？

Because this has resurfaced online in times where I don't need it to.

因為在我不需要它的時候，它又出現在了網上。

Do you know when you're like, I have a crush on someone and then all of a sudden your fans start to circulate a really embarrassing video of when you're little and then like it comes up on their explore page because that's how algorithms work because this is the world we live in now?

你知道當你想，我暗戀一個人，然後突然你的粉絲開始傳播你小時候的一段非常尷尬的視頻，然後就會出現在他們的探索頁面上，因為算法就是這樣工作的，因為這就是我們現在生活的世界。

This has been my problem and this darn, damn, I can say damn, right?

這一直是我的問題，這該死，該死，我可以說該死，對嗎？

This damn video.

這該死的視頻

It haunts me in my sleep.

它讓我寢食難安。

I'm not a rapper.

我不是說唱歌手

That's what that scene was me trying to be, I guess.

我想，那一幕就是我想成為的樣子。

I don't even want to say the name though because then they'll see, then they can find it.

但我甚至不想說出名字，因為這樣他們就會看到，然後就能找到了。

We're watching an ambiguous movie that I was in when I was 15.

我們正在看一部我 15 歲時參演的曖昧電影。

Actually no, truthfully, this was a remake of a movie I really love from the 80s called Adventures in Babysitting and it was one of my favorite movies.

事實上，這部電影是翻拍自我非常喜歡的一部 80 年代的電影《保姆歷險記》，它是我最喜歡的電影之一。

So to get to remake it and kind of play newer version of that character was really cool.

是以，能夠重塑這個角色，並扮演這個角色的更新版本，真的很酷。

It just unfortunately did have a scene where I had to rap.

只是不幸的是，有一場戲我不得不說唱。

So, I guess you're not going to get over it anytime soon.

所以，我猜你不會很快釋懷。

Get over it?

釋懷？

Yes, get over it.

是的，別再想了。

That's a clip from The Hate U Give, which is a film based off of a book by Angie Thomas that I was very, very lucky to be part of.

這是《The Hate U Give》的一個片段，這部電影改編自安吉-托馬斯的一本書，我非常非常幸運能參與其中。

I just unfortunately played everyone's least favorite character in the movie.

我只是不幸在電影中扮演了大家最不喜歡的角色。

I remember being beat on the ground with a threatened with an airbrush and having to sob for a couple hours.

我記得自己被人用氣槍威脅著打倒在地，不得不抽泣了幾個小時。

It's one of the most incredible films I've ever gotten the chance to work on, so that was really special.

這是我有機會參與的最令人難以置信的電影之一，所以這真的很特別。

Yeah, I love this scene.

是啊，我喜歡這一幕。

This one's fun.

這個很有趣。

But I didn't have to do shit.

但我什麼都不用做。

Jordan just moved me like a doll.

喬丹把我感動得像個洋娃娃。

I was just a puppet.

我只是一個傀儡。

I love that song so much.

我非常喜歡這首歌。

That was a scene from Work It.

那是《工作吧》中的一幕。

That scene was actually really, really fun.

那場戲真的非常非常有趣。

We shot that at like 1 a.m. under a passageway in Toronto and that whole film felt like summer camp.

我們是凌晨一點在多倫多的一條通道下拍攝的，整部電影給人的感覺就像夏令營。

It was a very, very incredible cast and crew and we just had a little too much laughter and joy and giggling and sweat because it was a dance film, so it was very fun.

演員和工作人員都非常非常棒，我們有太多的笑聲、歡樂、咯咯的笑聲和汗水，因為這是一部舞蹈片，所以非常有趣。

My mom was a dancer and my sisters danced and we all grew up in dance school, so I would say I probably took my first dance class when I was like two, like little tiny like brina ballerina vibe.

我的媽媽是一名舞蹈演員，我的姐姐們也跳舞，我們都是在舞蹈學校長大的，所以我想說，我大概是在兩歲的時候上的第一堂舞蹈課，就像小小的布麗娜芭蕾舞者一樣。

Thank God it really helps me now.

感謝上帝，它現在真的幫到我了。

Oh, I love this video.

哦，我喜歡這段視頻。

Wow, life is getting better.

哇，生活越來越好了。

The further along we get.

我們越往前走

And that's like one of my favorite music videos I've ever done.

這是我拍過的最喜歡的音樂錄影帶之一。

Well, I would say my favorite look is the Carolina Herrera funeral look that I got to wear.

我最喜歡的造型是卡羅琳娜-赫雷拉（Carolina Herrera）的葬禮造型。

Basically, the idea for the video came from the funeral look because I basically just kind of based the whole thing around the line, I'm so sorry for your loss and thought it would be really fun to innocently kill men.

基本上，視頻的創意來自葬禮的造型，因為我基本上就是圍繞著 "我對您的損失深表遺憾 "這句臺詞來構思整個視頻的，我覺得無辜地殺死男人會很有趣。

The other inspo for the whole video was just like, do you know how like girls run over curbs and they're like, oopsie, like yeah, I ran over a curb.

整個視頻的另一個靈感來源是，你知道女孩們怎麼會撞到路邊，然後她們就會說，哎呀，我撞到路邊了。

That was kind of like the tone of the whole video.

這也是整個視頻的基調。

It was just light as a feather and very like playful and fun.

它就像羽毛一樣輕盈，非常喜歡嬉戲和玩樂。

Oh, that was like last week, yeah.

哦，那是上週的事了，是的。

We are watching my performance at the last latest Jingle Ball and I was singing Nonsense Christmas there.

我們正在觀看我在最近一次 Jingle Ball 上的表演，我在那裡唱的是 Nonsense Christmas。

The X rated Christmas version of my song Nonsense.

我的歌曲《胡說八道》的 X 級聖誕版本。

I love the fact that when it's live, you can't control it.

我喜歡現場直播的感覺，因為你無法控制它。

You can't edit it like it's just there in front of you.

你無法編輯它，就像它就在你面前一樣。

And I think it's it's a really, really special relationship you have with the audience.

我認為這是你與觀眾之間一種非常非常特殊的關係。

And there's just a lot of magic that happens naturally.

很多神奇的事情就這樣自然而然地發生了。

So I would say like that energy is probably my favorite thing.

所以我想說，能量可能是我最喜歡的東西。

What I don't like about performing is sweating so much and feeling like I'm going to pass out when I'm running and jumping over the stage.

我不喜歡錶演的地方是出汗太多，在舞臺上跑跳時感覺自己要暈倒了。

I kind of see like the front row.

我有點像看到了前排。

Beyond that, you could be anyone, really.

除此之外，你可以是任何人，真的。

So when people are like, look for me in the crowd, I'm like, OK, babe, I'll try.

所以當人們說 "在人群中找我 "時，我會說 "好的，寶貝，我試試"。

I'll do my best.

我會盡力而為。

Yes.

是的。

Oh, wow.

哦，哇

You got a clip from Brazil.

你有一個巴西的片段。

Cool.

酷斃了

That was the intro to my set at the Ares Tour in Brazil.

這是我在巴西阿瑞斯巡迴演唱會上的開場白。

The Ares Tour is very iconic and very monumental.

戰神之旅 "非常具有標誌性和紀念性。

And the crowds are just like they feel like they go on for years and years and years.

人山人海的感覺就像要持續好幾年，好幾年，好幾年。

Or I guess yards and yards and yards.

或者我猜是碼啊碼，碼啊碼。

Yeah, that makes more sense.

是啊，這樣更合理。

The community, everyone trading friendship bracelets and everyone dressed up in their outfits.

社區裡，每個人都在交換友誼手鍊，每個人都穿上了自己的服裝。

It's just like a very, very surreal experience.

這就像是一次非常非常超現實的體驗。

It's really cool also when people know your music.

當人們知道你的音樂時，也會覺得很酷。

But it's also just as cool when people don't know your music.

但當人們不瞭解你的音樂時，也同樣很酷。

And to see everyone just kind of like dancing along regardless and getting excited for the show is a really fun feeling.

看到大家不顧一切地跳起舞來，為演出興奮不已，這種感覺真的很有趣。

And I guess I still haven't really processed a lot of it.

我想我還沒有真正處理好其中的很多事情。

But in the moment, it's just electric and everyone is so kind and welcoming.

但此時此刻，這裡充滿了活力，每個人都是那麼和藹可親、熱情好客。

Yes, I think that is definitely one of, if not the most, large crowds I've ever performed in front of.

是的，我認為這絕對是我演出過的觀眾人數最多的一次，甚至是最多的一次。

What I do to feel at home when I'm on tour is I try to keep people I love around me as much as I can.

在巡演時，為了讓自己有家的感覺，我會盡量讓我愛的人在我身邊。

So I have some of my family.

所以我有一些家人。

I have some of my friends.

我有一些朋友。

And I just always make sure the people around me are people I love because it makes it so much more fun.

我總是確保身邊的人都是我愛的人，因為這樣會更有趣。

Thanks for watching, Cosmo.

謝謝觀看，科茲莫。

I love you so much.

我太愛你了

I'll see you guys very soon.

我們很快會再見面的。

I'm sorry for all those clips.

我為所有這些片段感到抱歉。

I'm sorry for all those clips.

我為所有這些片段感到抱歉。