So I am in the hospital.

所以我在醫院裡。

It's not the type of video that I wanted to make at all.

這根本不是我想做的視頻類型。

Just a quick story.

只是一個簡單的故事。

T.

T.

M.

M.

I.

I.

This is very Tm.

這是很Tm。

I peed blood like bright bread.

我尿出的血像明亮的麵包。

No pain no nothing.

沒有痛苦，什麼都沒有。

It was just a huge shock.

這只是一個巨大的衝擊。

It only happened once.

它只發生過一次。

And then like the next morning I had some like brown blood but it scared the crap out of me because I was like oh my god 18 weeks and like miscarrying.

然後就像第二天早上，我有一些像棕色的血，但它把我嚇壞了，因為我想，哦，我的上帝，18周，像流產。

I don't know I'm not miscarrying.

我不知道我是不是流產了。

Baby's fine.

寶寶很好。

Baby's wiggling moving happy.

寶寶扭動著身子，很高興。

So I went to the clinic, went to the hospital.

所以我去了診所，去了醫院。

They made me wait like I couldn't even go to the er because they were busy.

他們讓我等待，就像我甚至不能去醫院，因為他們很忙。

They made me wait till 8:30 a.m. So I couldn't sleep but there was no blood the rest of the night.

他們讓我等到上午8:30，所以我無法入睡，但其餘時間沒有血。

So I fell asleep for like three hours went to go see the doctor.

所以我睡了大概三個小時，去看了醫生。

Doctor found that I have like a low placenta.

醫生髮現，我的胎盤好像很低。

I don't know what that means but he thinks he saw that the blood was coming from that place.

我不知道這意味著什麼，但他認為他看到血是從那個地方流出來的。

Um Someone said that they had that before and they had perfectly healthy babies.

有人說，他們以前也有過這種情況，而且他們的嬰兒非常健康。

Um The blood could have come from that but I also have bacterial infections still.

嗯，血可能來自於此，但我也有細菌感染。

Um And it hasn't gone away.

嗯，而且它還沒有消失。

I took antibiotics for it but it's still there so they're like kind of treating me through an I.

我為此服用了抗生素，但它仍然存在，所以他們就像通過I來治療我。

V.

V.

Drip.

滴水不漏。

Um They gave me this medicine that's making me feel really jittery to avoid the bloating and uncomfortableness but they're giving me like antibiotics through.

他們給我開了這種藥，讓我感到非常緊張，以避免腹脹和不舒服，但他們給我開了像抗生素一樣的藥。

I don't know if you can see.

我不知道你是否能看到。

let's see this ivy I.

讓我們看看這個常春藤I。

V.

V.

Drip and it's painful because like my veins are like non existent.

滴水不漏，這很痛苦，因為我的靜脈就像不存在一樣。

But I'm in the hospital for a week for one week.

但我在醫院裡住了一個星期，為期一週。

You guys and I'm sad because my husband can't visit, can only drop stuff off and we can facetime.

你們和我都很難過，因為我丈夫不能去看，只能把東西送去，我們可以面談。

Obviously the nurses are so wonderful.

顯然，護士們是如此的出色。

Um The doctors great.

嗯，醫生很好。

I'm glad I'm here because I'm being monitored.

我很高興我在這裡，因為我被監控了。

I'm out of breath coming pregnant.

懷孕了，我都快喘不過氣了。

I'm gonna use this time to just like document the food that I get because it's working amazing.

我要利用這個時間來記錄我得到的食物，因為它的效果很好。

You guys at least I have food.

你們這些傢伙，至少我有食物。

That's amazing.

這真令人吃驚。

Um That's the only good thing.

嗯，這是唯一的好事。

You're gonna see me without makeup every day and I have to get an I.

你會看到我每天不化妝，我必須得到一個I。

V.

V.

Drip twice a day for three days for 30 minutes each.

每天滴注兩次，連續3天，每次30分鐘。

I might be able to be released earlier but I just want to make sure everything's okay and gone.

我也許可以早點出院，但我只想確保一切都好，走了。

Baby is healthy.

寶寶是健康的。

This is day one, this is day one, this is my room here.

這是第一天，這是第一天，這是我這裡的房間。

I have my lunch.

我有我的午餐。

Looks amazing.

看起來很不錯。

Allergen free that salmon, you can see salmon, rice soup, vegetables, salad, tea.

不含過敏原的那種三文魚，你可以看到三文魚、米湯、蔬菜、沙拉、茶。

I have a shower and a toilet there.

我在那裡有一個淋浴和一個廁所。

I'll show you properly later closet.

我稍後會給你看適當的壁櫥。

Um refrigerator.

嗯，冰箱。

It's like a little hotel room and this is the thing to call, the nurse.

這就像一個小旅館的房間，這就是要叫的東西，護士。

The beds are so uncomfortable because the pillow that they only gave me one but I'm gonna ask for two.

床很不舒服，因為他們只給了我一個枕頭，但我想要求兩個。

Um But yeah I'm gonna eat because it's been sitting here.

嗯，但是是的，我要吃，因為它一直放在這裡。

I've been talking to my family anyway.

反正我一直在和我的家人交談。

It sucks.

這很糟糕。

I'm worried about the baby.

我很擔心孩子的情況。

I saw the baby was fine.

我看到孩子很好。

I can feel it move.

我可以感覺到它在移動。

Just missed my husband.

只是錯過了我的丈夫。

And I'm hanging in there.

而且我還在堅持。

Usually brought, oh God do ji brought all this stuff?

通常會帶來，哦，上帝啊，這些東西都是吉帶來的嗎？

He's so sweet.

他是如此可愛。

You cry.

你哭了。

It's just hard.

這實在是太難了。

I'm trying to eat but it's not easy at least like the hospital is like super comfortable.

我正在努力吃東西，但這並不容易，至少像醫院一樣超級舒適。

Like I have my own private room.

就像我有自己的私人房間。

Yeah.

是的。

Dude, you just brought me some stuff.

夥計，你剛剛給我帶來了一些東西。

I'm eating my lunch.

我正在吃午飯。

It's like 100 and 30 per night.

好像是每晚100和30。

There's no insurance that's used for this.

沒有什麼保險是用來做這個的。

It's just like 100 and $30 per night.

就像每晚100和30美元。

Where I guess you could say 130,000 yen 100.

我想你可以說在哪裡130000日元100。

30,000 yen.

30,000日元。

No.

沒有。

13, sorry, 13,000 yen per night with breakfast, lunch and dinner.

13，對不起，每晚13,000日元，含早、中、晚餐。

So I love food.

所以我愛吃。

That's one plus about this place.

這是這個地方的一個優點。

But I miss my husband.

但我想念我的丈夫。

I'm sorry.

我很抱歉。

This is such a downer video.

這是一個如此令人沮喪的視頻。

I just can't believe this is happening.

我只是不相信會發生這種情況。

I want to take it easy now.

我現在想輕鬆一下。

So hoochie got me some slippers.

所以胡奇給我買了一些拖鞋。

So we're gonna use always got me his sweatpants.

所以我們要用一直給我的運動褲。

These look nice, new towels, bath towels that I can use pads just in case ask.

這些看起來不錯，新毛巾，浴巾，我可以用墊子，以防萬一問。

three needles.

三根針。

A thyroid medicine almonds for a snack change for some reason.

一個甲狀腺藥的杏仁因某種原因被換成了零食。

Maybe for the vending machine.

也許是為了自動售貨機。

Oh my God, he's so cute.

哦，我的上帝，他是如此可愛。

Okay, that's that.

好了，就這樣吧。

Alright, so we have some pajamas.

好吧，所以我們有一些睡衣。

Hopefully they fit.

希望它們合適。

You.

你。

Just got them today, pajamas.

今天剛收到，睡衣。

Not sure if the pants will fit.

不知道這條褲子是否合適。

We're gonna try, they're really stretchy, their medium size but in Japan, that's like a small Takuma Pjs PJs.

我們要試試，他們真的很有彈性，他們的中等尺寸，但在日本，這就像一個小的琢磨睡衣PJ。

I should probably not take all these out, magnesium contacts, makeup wipes, skincare, razor toothbrush glasses, pumpkin, cute chargers, clothes, everything that I need to relax and recharge ipad.

我也許不應該把這些東西都拿出來，鎂質隱形眼鏡、化妝溼巾、護膚品、刮鬚刀牙刷眼鏡、南瓜、可愛的充電器、衣服，所有我需要放鬆和為ipad充電的東西。

Okay, so I got my Takuma pajamas on, they actually fit, which is nice.

好吧，我穿上了我的佐藤睡衣，它們實際上很合身，這很好。

I'm sad that these don't like go up so like I can like sit up better.

我很難過，這些東西不喜歡往上走，所以像我可以更好地坐起來。

But I asked for two pillows so I'm gonna rest until my next ivy and then we'll have dinner and that'll be the end of this day.

但我要了兩個枕頭，所以我要休息到下一個常春藤，然後我們吃晚飯，這將是這一天的結束。

You guys?

你們呢？

Okay, I'm gonna get up and give you guys a tour.

好了，我要起來給你們介紹一下。

This is my Takuma pajamas that bought me.

這是我的琢磨睡衣，給我買的。

They're so cute.

他們是如此可愛。

Great, let's get up baby bump right there.

很好，讓我們在這裡把嬰兒撞起來吧。

Um he brought me this little pumpkin, I drew the face but he brought it from me because it's Halloween.

嗯，他給我帶來了這個小南瓜，我畫了臉，但他從我這裡帶來了，因為今天是萬聖節。

Here's the closet, There's nothing in there.

這是壁櫥，裡面什麼都沒有。

I didn't put anything in there but my shoes are there.

我沒有在那裡放任何東西，但我的鞋子在那裡。

So pillows and blankets, I was able to open the window.

所以枕頭和毯子，我能夠打開窗戶。

I cannot go outside for like a week but at least I can get fresh air.

我有一個星期不能出去，但至少我可以呼吸到新鮮空氣。

Um This is, I don't need this thing, but there's a tv I can watch any time.

嗯 這是，我不需要這個東西，但有一個電視我可以隨時看。

This is my private space.

這是我的私人空間。

This is what it looks like.

這就是它看起來的樣子。

It's really nice.

這真的很好。

Lots of lighting.

大量的照明。

I like that.

我喜歡這樣。

Just the shower and the bathroom so high.

只是淋浴和浴室這麼高。

I'm so big now babies.

我現在這麼大了，寶貝們。

Okay baby is safe to do lots of meditation.

好了寶寶是安全的，可以做很多冥想。

You guys look at that bump.

你們看看那個凸起。

It looks like they don't have anything under here.

看起來他們在這裡沒有任何東西。

Toilet paper.

廁紙。

Perfect.

完美。

Good to know.

值得一提的是。

We have wash my hands here and then face wipes or whatever toilet has a wash lit, which is nice.

我們這裡有洗手液，然後是擦臉巾或什麼廁所有洗漱用品，這很好。

And then this is the shower, I can't take a shower until tomorrow morning but they give you shampoo everything.

然後這是淋浴，我明天早上才能洗澡，但他們給你的洗髮水什麼都有。

It's like a little tiny one room apartment, which is kind of cute.

它就像一個小小的單間公寓，這有點可愛。

So that is the dealio of this.

是以，這就是這個問題的關鍵所在。

And I have a little refrigerator down here.

而我在下面有一個小冰箱。

I have all my bags here and then I'm just gonna get some rest over here.

我的所有行李都在這裡，然後我就在這裡休息一下。

So that is the tour of this little hospital room and the nurses are so nice.

所以這就是這個小病房的參觀情況，護士們都很好。

They're like having conversations with me, asking about my family, asking about where I'm from.

他們就像在和我對話，問我的家庭，問我來自哪裡。

Just getting to know know me and having small talk and I haven't spoken japanese and like a really long time so extensively.

我沒有說過日語，也有很長時間沒有說過日語了，所以我想說的是，我只是想認識一下我，然後聊聊天。

So it's like nice to use it again.

所以再次使用它好像很好。

Really grateful for that that I've learned language enough to communicate with the nurses because I can't imagine what it would be like if you didn't know like anything at all.

真的很感激，我已經學會了足夠的語言，可以和護士交流，因為我無法想象如果你什麼都不知道會是什麼樣子。

Yeah.

是的。

So I just wanted to show you a little hospital room.

所以我只想給你看一個小醫院的房間。

I love whatever.

我喜歡任何東西。

This is so good.

這真是太好了。

My husband brought it for me.

我的丈夫為我帶來了它。

It has mango, orange apple and uh, oh prunes are inside this.

這裡面有芒果、橙蘋果和呃，哦，梅子。

Oh, this is nice.

哦，這很好。

I didn't know that.

我不知道這一點。

And I guess has like extra iron and things like that.

我猜還有像額外的鐵和類似的東西。

It's so good.

它是如此的好。

You guys, it's so amazing and my body has been craving this.

你們看，這太神奇了，我的身體一直在渴望這個。

Um They also told me I need more vitamin C.

嗯 他們還告訴我需要更多的維生素C。

So this is it guys.

是以，這就是它，夥計們。

I looked under the bed and there's a tatami mat underneath here.

我看了看床底下，這下面有一個榻榻米。

It's so weird.

這真是太奇怪了。

It's like a few tone this thing.

這東西就像幾個音符。

I think I'm gonna ask my husband to bring my makeup because I have a bit of a headache.

我想我要讓我丈夫把我的化妝品帶來，因為我有點頭疼。

I think I need to drink some more water.

我想我需要多喝一些水。

Like mountains of water.

像山一樣的水。

Dinner has arrived.

晚餐已經到了。

As you can see, I am like over the moon with, I'm like excited and the pork is only seasoned with the salt and pepper and olive oil and she didn't put any sauce on it or anything.

正如你所看到的，我就像在月球上一樣，我很興奮，豬肉只用鹽、胡椒和橄欖油調味，她沒有在上面放任何醬汁或任何東西。

I do have some chemo, soy sauce so I might put some on there.

我確實有一些化療、醬油，所以我可能會放一些在那裡。

But I don't care with eating plain stuff.

但我並不關心吃普通的東西。

Like my weird, I don't know, it's like perfect portion size.

就像我那奇怪的，我不知道，這就像完美的分量。

We have fruits, we have soup, we have mashed potatoes or potato salad.

我們有水果，我們有湯，我們有土豆泥或洋芋沙拉。

I love potato salad, spinach.

我喜歡洋芋沙拉，菠菜。

I'm like, I love it here.

我想，我喜歡這裡。

I don't love it here, but like I love the surface here and like hospitals and things like that.

我不喜歡這裡，但像我喜歡這裡的表面，喜歡醫院之類的東西。

Baby is moving a little bit.

寶寶在一點點的移動。

Um I haven't seen any blood since the other day.

嗯......從那天起我就沒有看到任何血跡。

So things are going okay.

所以事情進展順利。

Hopefully I can get some sleep tonight and tomorrow will be better.

希望我今晚能睡個好覺，明天會更好。

Looking forward to the breakfast but I just don't want to see any more blood.

期待著早餐，但我只是不想再看到流血。

That scared me so much.

這讓我非常害怕。

Oh yes, okay so this is what a dinner looks like in a japanese hospital.

哦，好吧，這就是日本醫院裡的晚餐的樣子。

So we have spinach, we have mashed potatoes, we have oranges, we have um the daikon radish and like all that stuff.

是以，我們有菠菜，我們有土豆泥，我們有橙子，我們有嗯，蘿蔔和喜歡所有這些東西。

I have a soy allergy, I developed it like two years ago so they didn't put any soy in this, it's like soy free peanut free because I've always been allergic to peanuts.

我有大豆過敏症，我兩年前就患上了，所以他們沒有在這裡面放任何大豆，這就像無大豆花生，因為我一直對花生過敏。

Everything is so good for you.

一切都對你有好處。

It makes you want to cook like better.

它讓你想做飯，就像更好的一樣。

I don't know, it looks amazing.

我不知道，它看起來很神奇。

Um So I got the last I feed of the day, I still kind of headache so I'm just gonna keep drinking water.

所以我得到了今天的最後一次餵食，我還是有點頭疼，所以我只是要繼續喝水。

It's probably cause I didn't get enough sleep last night because I was so worried and I cried because they did a baby check.

這可能是因為我昨晚沒有睡夠，因為我太擔心了，我哭了，因為他們做了嬰兒檢查。

So you have to check to hear the heart heartbeat and everything is normal and fine and baby's heartbeat is beating normal and moving and I feel it moving.

是以，你必須檢查聽到心臟的跳動，一切都很正常，很好，寶寶的心跳正常，在動，我感覺到它在動。

But when I, sorry I heard the heartbeat, I was like when I heard the heartbeat I just started crying a mess, It's only day one and I'm like bawling my eyes out, everything's gonna be fine.

但是當我，對不起，我聽到了心跳聲，我就像聽到了心跳聲，我就開始哭得一塌糊塗，這只是第一天，我就像在嚎啕大哭，一切都會好的。

I'm gonna shut down soon and just go to sleep.

我很快就會關閉，只是去睡覺。

Call my husband.

給我丈夫打電話。