Home.

家。

Hi, teen vogue.

嗨，青少年時尚。

I'm Dove Cameron and today I'm going to be sharing something like bursts.

我是德芙-卡梅倫，今天我要分享的是類似爆裂的東西。

I first thought when I woke up this morning, probably like a nonverbal anger because I think I woke up to the, whenever someone rings the bell outside my house, we have a like an old fashioned phone that rings upstairs and it's so loud and it woke me up because my boyfriend is getting picked up to go to the airport and I was so mad.

我今天早上醒來的時候，首先想到的可能是像非語言性的憤怒，因為我想我是被，每當有人在我家外面按鈴的時候，我們有一個像老式的電話，在樓上響起，聲音很大，它把我吵醒了，因為我男朋友要被接去機場，我很生氣。

That's usually my first thought in the morning is just like mad about being awake.

這通常是我早上的第一個想法，就是像瘋了一樣的清醒。

I feel like I turned that around by making sure I have two hours before I have to go anywhere, which never happens.

我覺得我通過確保在我必須去任何地方之前有兩個小時的時間來扭轉這一局面，而這從未發生過。

But if I, if I happen to be jet lagged and I wake up two hours early, I have time to like have my coffee and listen to music.

但是，如果我，如果我碰巧倒了時差，早起兩個小時，我就有時間像喝咖啡和聽音樂一樣。

Music usually does it for me journaling to intentionally journaling.

音樂通常能讓我在寫日記時有意無意地寫。

The first app I check when I wake up is I have to alarm apps because I always sleep through my alarm.

當我醒來時，我檢查的第一個應用程序是我必須的鬧鐘應用程序，因為我總是通過我的鬧鐘睡覺。

So that's, that's the first one.

所以那是，那是第一個。

I check I'm 100% nightowl.

我檢查我是100%的夜貓子。

I like the morning though.

不過我喜歡早晨。

And so if I had my druthers, I would only sleep for like three hours a night and be able to function because I like the night and the morning and I resent that I have to choose.

是以，如果我有自己的選擇，我會每晚只睡三個小時，並且能夠正常工作，因為我喜歡夜晚和早晨，我很反感我必須做出選擇。

My first cd was Elvis greatest hits, john dabbled in this guy.

我的第一張CD是貓王的名曲，約翰涉足這個傢伙。

Like that was my still my, still my stuff.

就像那是我的還是我的，還是我的東西。

I love Elvis.

我喜歡埃爾維斯。

I remember the look of it.

我記得它的樣子。

It was gold with little white dots writing out the word Elvis and I had a little portable walkman because I was still just a few years before this generation had a little portable walkman and that like little like foam ear headphone and I used to sit on the top bunk in my bed and Elvis was my boyfriend.

它是金色的，上面有小白點，寫著貓王兩個字，我有一個小的便攜式隨身聽，因為我還只是在這一代人有一個小的便攜式隨身聽之前的幾年，那像小的像保麗龍的耳機，我曾經坐在我的床的上鋪，貓王是我的男朋友。

The first vacation I ever went on.

我有生以來的第一個假期。

That's hard because vacation probably somewhere in India.

這很難，因為假期可能在印度的某個地方。

I was always traveling.

我一直在旅行。

I was traveling at like the very first time that you can bring someone on a plane.

我在旅行時，好像是第一次可以帶人上飛機。

I was on a plane.

我當時在飛機上。

We went to like Corolla, which is a beachy part of India.

我們去了像卡羅拉，那是印度的一個海灘地區。

Um, not like a big main city, but I honestly don't know like that's a question for my mom.

嗯，不像是一個大的主要城市，但說實話，我不知道像這是我媽媽的一個問題。

I think my first word was dad, my mom's at home.

我想我的第一個詞是爸爸，我媽媽在家裡。

Like what I mean?

就像我說的那樣？

I feel like that's pretty basic.

我覺得這是很基本的。

My sister's first word was flower, which I think is so much cooler.

我妹妹的第一個詞是花，我認為這要酷得多。

But also it's sweet.

但它也很甜。

I love my dad.

我愛我的父親。

My first best friend was a girl named Haley Burns.

我的第一個最好的朋友是一個叫海莉-伯恩斯的女孩。

We met when we were in preschool and we were like inseparable, we lived with each other.

我們是在學前班時認識的，我們就像形影不離，我們彼此住在一起。

You know, it's like that time when you don't have memories, but we must have just like bonded so hard because in all of my childhood pictures, I'm always holding hands with this little girl Hayley.

你知道，這就像你沒有記憶的時候，但我們一定是像結合得那麼緊密，因為在我所有的童年照片中，我總是和這個小女孩海莉手拉手。

First time I was on a film set as a lead role was this really early Disney channel movie I did called Cloud Nine and I was 16 when we filmed it, which like, that sounds like a normal age for Disney, but it's really quite young to be a lead in anything.

我第一次在片場擔任主角是我在迪斯尼頻道拍攝的一部非常早期的電影，叫《雲九》，我們拍攝時我才16歲，這聽起來像是迪斯尼的正常年齡，但要擔任任何角色的主角，真的是相當年輕。

It was bizarre.

這很詭異。

I mean, it felt comfortable, like I've always felt like a very social person.

我的意思是，這感覺很舒服，就像我一直覺得自己是一個非常善於社交的人。

I made so many friends.

我交了這麼多朋友。

Like it was such a bonding like summer camp, the experience.

就像這是一種像夏令營一樣的聯繫，這種經驗。

So yeah, I didn't really think much of it.

所以，是的，我真的沒有多想。

I feel like I'm much more self conscious now than I ever was in the beginning because now I'm like, oh, I don't know if something happens where you're like, I have to keep this up versus like here I am just doing my thing.

我覺得我現在比一開始更有自知之明，因為現在我想，哦，我不知道如果發生了什麼事情，你會想，我必須保持這種狀態，而不是像現在這樣，我只是做我的事情。

You know, I should try to get back to that.

你知道，我應該試著回到這個問題上。

Other people who know this better than me are going to know this better.

其他比我更瞭解這一點的人將會更清楚。

But I think the first ever carpet I attended was the Monsters university carpet.

但我認為我第一次參加的地毯是怪獸大學的地毯。

That sounds wrong to me.

這在我看來是錯誤的。

But maybe it could be the first time I was recognized in public was at the grove.

但也許這可能是我第一次在公共場合被認出是在小樹林。

Um, and it was the day after my first red carpet and it was this man who had followed me there and brought like a stack of glossies of pictures of me that he found on the internet for me to sign to go from like being the day before.

嗯，那是我第一次走紅地毯的第二天，是這個人跟蹤我到那裡，帶來了一疊他在網上找到的我的照片，讓我簽名，從好像是前一天。

Like totally shy, unknown, never imagining you just like your whole life just like normal, normal, normal.

就像完全害羞的，未知的，從未想象過你就像你的整個生活就像正常，正常，正常。

And then all of a sudden this guy came up to me, it was like, can you sign the and I had like a weird reaction.

然後突然有一個人向我走來，好像是說，你能不能籤個字，我有一種奇怪的反應。

I had like a full blown panic attack.

我就像一個全面的驚恐發作。

I was like, I'm seeing, I'm too known.

我當時想，我看到了，我太瞭解了。

I don't want people knowing me, which is weird, but you don't know how it feels until you get there.

我不希望人們認識我，這很奇怪，但你不知道它的感覺，直到你到達那裡。

And then I ran into a Nordstrom and I cried and I came out, he was gone the first time I ever heard my voice in something on tv was I did a song for Disney Channel called Future Sounds like Us for a shake it up episode before I even started living matty or cloud nine Disney pics girls, right?

然後我跑進諾德斯特姆，我哭了，我出來了，他走了。我第一次在電視上聽到我的聲音是我為迪斯尼頻道做了一首歌，叫《未來的聲音像我們》，在我還沒有開始住在馬蒂或雲九迪斯尼照片的女孩之前，為一集搖擺不定的歌曲，對嗎？

We all know this And then they like Sprinkle them into everything and then they become like, they become like a channel entity and that was like one of the first things they want, I think they wanted to see if I could sing.

我們都知道這一點，然後他們就像把它們灑在所有的東西上，然後他們就像，他們就像一個管道實體，這就像他們想要的第一件事之一，我想他們想看看我是否會唱歌。

And so they gave me a song on somebody else's show and then everything else happened.

於是他們在別人的節目中給了我一首歌，然後就發生了其他一切。

That was my very first song I ever professionally recorded.

那是我專業錄製的第一首歌。

Remember Bella thorne reached out to me on twitter, Something was like, Love Your Song and I was like, whoa, this is weird.

記得貝拉-索恩在twitter上向我伸出援手，東西就像，愛你的歌，我當時想，哇，這太奇怪了。

And I heard it back and I remember thinking like, is that what I sound like recorded?

我聽到它的回聲，我記得我在想，這就是我錄製的聲音嗎？

I sound so different.

我的聲音如此不同。

The first time I was ever embarrassed was in my house, basically my sister was doing this thing, I don't even know what this project was called.

我第一次感到尷尬是在我家，基本上是我姐姐在做這件事，我甚至不知道這個項目叫什麼。

But they would take kids from very different parts of cities, like kids that would never mixed together, kids that were maybe like different backgrounds and different walks of life and then they would put them together and they would show them how similar they really were.

但他們會把來自城市非常不同地區的孩子，比如那些永遠不會混在一起的孩子，那些可能是不同背景和不同階層的孩子，然後他們會把他們放在一起，他們會向他們展示他們真的有多麼相似。

It was this really cool project actually, but I was so little when it was happening, that's why I'm having a hard time describing it.

實際上，這是一個非常酷的項目，但它發生時我還很小，這就是為什麼我很難描述它。

There was this gorgeous guy, he was like so tall and I remember like, he was so like um like cheeky and he was one of the boys that came from the city and we came from not the city, they were doing this project together and I had such a big crush on him.

有一個漂亮的傢伙，他很高大，我記得他是那麼的厚臉皮，他是來自城市的男孩之一，我們來自非城市，他們一起做這個項目，我對他有很大的好感。

When I was like five, my dad told the whole room, he was like, sorry, I have to go, my real name's Chloe, and he was like, I have to go get Chloe.

當我五歲的時候，我爸爸告訴整個房間，他說，對不起，我得走了，我的真名是克洛伊，他說，我得去找克洛伊。

Like she won't get off of Jack.

好像她不會從傑克身上下來。

His name was Jack, his name was Jack, Jack, I love you wherever you are in the world.

他的名字叫傑克，他的名字叫傑克，傑克，無論你在世界何處，我都愛你。

I still love you and I'm sorry to my real life boyfriend that I have now.

我仍然愛你，我對我現在的現實生活中的男朋友感到抱歉。

I was so mad at my dad.

我對我的父親非常生氣。

I'll never forget the first rap song and memorize all the words to.

我永遠不會忘記第一首說唱歌曲並記住了所有的歌詞。

I feel like was Eminem shake that and I feel like I burned it on a cd and I played it in the car and my mom, I remember my mom specifically turning around and being like, do you know what this means?

我覺得是阿姆在搖晃，我覺得我把它刻錄在一張CD上，在車裡播放，我媽媽，我記得我媽媽特別轉過身來，說，你知道這意味著什麼嗎？

Me being like, yes, like so mad at her.

我就像，是的，就像對她那麼生氣。

I can't say the lyrics here because they're wildly inappropriate.

我不能在這裡說歌詞，因為它們太不合適了。

But like I I still know them.

但像我我還是認識他們。

I just, I just sang them all over again to stay in there man.

我只是，我只是把它們都唱了一遍，以保持在那裡的人。

I have no idea where I was fighting these things when I was that age.

我不知道我在這個年齡時在哪裡與這些東西鬥爭。

This was right, when this is wild, I feel old all of them.

這是正確的，當這是野生的，我覺得老都是。

But this was right when Itunes was new.

但這是在Itunes剛出現的時候。

Like the concept of Itunes buying a song and burning it to a disk was like the newest hottest technology.

就像Itunes購買歌曲並將其刻錄到磁盤上的概念，就像是最新的最熱門的技術。

I was like seven.

我當時好像是七歲。

Why did I know all these rap songs?

為什麼我知道所有這些說唱歌曲？

I don't know but I've been rapping since I was tiny.

我不知道，但我從很小的時候就開始說唱了。

I did have an A I am I had an AOL email which I remember picking when I was seven.

我確實有一個A，我是我有一個AOL的電子郵件，我記得在我七歲的時候選的。

It was random remark 777 at AOL dot com is very much out of commission so you can feel free to email it.

這是隨機的備註，777 at AOL dot com已經很不正常了，所以你可以隨時發電子郵件。

I won't ever see it.

我永遠不會看到它。

My first job, my first job that I got paid for was working in my parents warehouse.

我的第一份工作，我的第一份獲得報酬的工作是在我父母的倉庫工作。

My parents um they had a wholesale jewelry company.

我的父母嗯他們有一個珠寶批發公司。

So they would design the jewelry, the design will be shipped to suppliers in India.

所以他們會設計珠寶，設計好的珠寶會被運到印度的供應商那裡。

And so they'd make it and then shipped samples back and then we mass produce it.

是以，他們會製作它，然後把樣品運回來，然後我們就大規模生產它。

And so I would work for like $5 every two hours.

是以，我每兩個小時就會為5美元工作。

I'd like break down boxes or like tape boxes with a big tape gun, which thinking back as a seven year old is probably pretty dangerous.

我想把箱子拆開，或者用大膠帶槍把箱子粘起來，作為一個七歲的孩子，回想起來可能是很危險的。

But shout out to my parents for giving me my money.

但要向我的父母喊話，感謝他們給我的錢。

I needed, it was seven.

我需要，那是七點。

My first job in entertainment, I guess a job requires money.

我在娛樂業的第一份工作，我想工作需要錢。

Right?

對嗎？

Oh, I played a background member of the local film in a Halloween costume like in like a one Z.

哦，我在當地電影中扮演一個背景成員，穿著萬聖節的服裝，就像在像一個Z。

And pigtails and fake little freckles when I was like nine or something in a movie called a relative thing.

還有小辮子和假的小雀斑，當時我好像是九歲還是什麼，在一部叫親戚的電影中。

I never would have counted that as my first job ever, but I think I got like $20 and it was like for my mom's friend.

我從來沒有把這算作我的第一份工作，但我想我得到了20美元，就像為我媽媽的朋友。

So I don't know, I've never seen it, but I guess that would be my first job, my fault.

所以我不知道，我從來沒有見過，但我想這將是我的第一份工作，我的錯。

My first audition ever was for a foster farms commercial when I was seven.

我的第一次試鏡是為一個寄養農場的廣告，當時我7歲。

I've always wanted to be an actor and I got an agent when I was in Seattle and she started to send me out for commercials because she's like, this is part of it, you have to go up for commercials.

我一直想成為一名演員，我在西雅圖的時候找到了一個經紀人，她開始讓我去拍廣告，因為她說，這是其中的一部分，你必須去拍廣告。

And I still think I remember the lines, it was like you're like sitting on a front porch, you probably watch the commercial.

而且我仍然認為我記得那些臺詞，就像你像坐在前廊上，你可能會看廣告。

I bet remember watching it being like that girl got it and I didn't know what you eating chicken.

我敢打賭，我記得看完後，那個女孩得到了它，我不知道你在吃什麼雞。

Where'd you get it from the store?

你從哪裡得到它的商店？

Those are my two lines and I didn't get it.

這是我的兩句話，我沒有得到。

So you know, it's funny.

所以你知道，這很有趣。

I feel like when you're little, I've just kind of like, like there are three cameras right now and I probably was lighting like this.

我覺得當你小的時候，我只是有點像，就像現在有三個攝像頭，我可能是像這樣的照明。

Like I think I just felt, I've always felt friendly towards a camera.

就像我認為我只是覺得，我一直對相機感到友好。

I never felt like I was trying to do something bad or still myself.

我從來沒有感覺到我是在試圖做壞事或靜止自己。

Like I always was just kind of chill.

就像我一直都是那種冷酷無情的人。

I was chilled with people looking at me, I was chill with adults.

我對人們看我的目光感到冷淡，我對成年人感到冷淡。

I just didn't feel like it was any different, it's like talking to people and then there were cameras there the first time I was really star struck.

我只是沒有感覺到有什麼不同，就像和人說話一樣，然後有攝影機在那裡，第一次我真的被星光照亮了。

I I think I actually went to go see this one woman play in like a local play in this place called Chinachem, which is like a few hours away from my hometown.

我想我實際上是去看了一個女人的演出，就像在這個叫Chinachem的地方的一個地方的演出，這個地方離我的家鄉有幾個小時的路程。

There was a girl who did a one woman play called, my name is Rachel, Corrie and I think it was written by somebody local and she did the whole play like three hours by herself and she was so phenomenal that I had to go up to her afterward and tell her how much I married her when I was eight years old and I got so nervous that I just burst into tears and tried to like hug her and she was like, I don't know whose child this is.

有一個女孩演了一部獨角戲，叫《我的名字叫瑞秋》，叫《科利》，我想這是當地人寫的，她一個人演了三個小時，她非常了不起，後來我不得不去找她，告訴她我在八歲時有多喜歡她，我非常緊張，就哭了起來，想抱抱她，她說，我不知道這是誰的孩子。

I don't know, I don't really get star struck by actual celebrities because I feel like now once you know that it's just like not a thing, you're like, oh, I'm a celebrity that's kind of boring.

我不知道，我真的沒有被實際的名人打動，因為我覺得現在一旦你知道了，它就像不是一個東西，你會覺得，哦，我是一個名人，這有點無聊。

Like you're like, oh we're all just the same.

就像你說的，哦，我們都是一樣的。

I mean I wouldn't call myself that, but like it's just once you, once you're in Hollywood, I feel like it kind of dissolves.

我的意思是，我不會稱自己為那樣的人，但就像它只是一旦你，一旦你在好萊塢，我覺得它有點溶化了。

My first time on stage was as a red hot candy in the nutcracker when I was seven.

我第一次上臺是在胡桃夾子中扮演一個紅色的糖果，當時我7歲。

I think a lot happened when I was seven.

我認為在我七歲的時候發生了很多事情。

I wanted to do theater.

我想做戲劇。

I had a lot of energy.

我有很大的精力。

I was very emotional, I hated soccer and ballet and whatever else my parents tried to get me involved in.

我非常情緒化，我討厭足球和芭蕾舞，以及我父母試圖讓我參與的任何其他活動。

I only wanted to do acting and that was my very first thing and I wanted to be the rat king more than anything.

我只想演戲，這是我的第一件事，我最想做的是鼠王。

But they gave it to an older girl and I was heartbroken.

但他們把它給了一個年長的女孩，我很傷心。

I got to wear a big red wig and I liked that.

我得戴上一頂大紅假髮，我喜歡這樣。

I do find stage more nerve wrecking now more than film and tv because there is something I know this sounds so weird because cameras are so invasive and I will say if someone is like taking a photo of me without my permission, I have this weird reaction.

我確實發現現在的舞臺比電影和電視更讓人傷腦筋，因為有些東西我知道這聽起來很奇怪，因為相機是如此具有侵略性，我會說如果有人未經我允許就給我拍照，我有這種奇怪的反應。

Like it's super invasive because I am still really shy but when I know I am about to be on camera, I'm comfortable.

就像它超級有侵略性一樣，因為我仍然非常害羞，但當我知道我即將上鏡時，我就很舒服了。

There's like a trust I know that we're capturing something and that's what I'm here to do and I feel relaxed.

有一種信任，我知道我們正在捕捉一些東西，這是我在這裡要做的，我感到很放鬆。

I don't know.

我不知道。

My first crush was named Dane Wisner and I have mentioned him so much.

我的第一個暗戀對象叫戴恩-維斯納，我曾多次提到他。

I really hope he's seen any of them and he's laughing but he was so during the I remember thinking he looked like the lead singer of Green Day at the time because you know how some boys have that permanent like their dark eyelashes make them look like they have guy liner.

我真的希望他看到了其中的任何一個，他在笑，但他是如此期間，我記得當時覺得他看起來像綠日的主唱，因為你知道有些男孩有那種永久性的，比如他們的黑睫毛讓他們看起來像有男人的眼線。

He had that when we were like really little and he was so dreaming.

他在我們非常小的時候就有這個毛病，他是那麼的愛做夢。

He was also my first kiss by the way.

順便說一下，他也是我的初吻。

So it ended well I knew what I wanted and I got it my first celebrity crush.

所以結局很好，我知道我想要什麼，我得到了它，我的第一個名人暗戀對象。

My first like I saw something on the tv and I liked it was Jack's Killington in Nightmare before christmas, we'll call that my first celebrity crush.

我第一次在電視上看到我喜歡的東西是《聖誕節前的惡夢》中傑克的基林頓，我們稱之為我的第一個名人暗戀。

My first on screen kiss was Wouk Ben Word in Cloud nine and they actually had his practice in the audition room to see if we had chemistry.

我的銀幕初吻是《雲九》中的吳克本字，他們實際上讓他在試鏡室練習，看我們是否有化學反應。

They were like kiss, and it was like a bunch of executives and it was so scary, that was one of the first times, I was like, wait, what, what do you do, you need a mint?

他們就像親吻一樣，就像一群高管，這太可怕了，那是第一次，我當時想，等等，什麼，你做什麼，你需要一個薄荷糖？

And I was like, yeah, I'd love one, and they were like, we're joking, just kiss.

我就說，是的，我想來一個，他們就說，我們在開玩笑，只是親一下。

And I was like okay, and we did, we kissed and they were like, there you have it, there are leads, it was the weirdest like twilight zone thing, but he's such a I love luke, it was like my big brother forever.

我就說好吧，我們就這樣做了，我們接吻了，他們就說，你有了，有線索了，這是最奇怪的像暮光之城的事情，但他是這樣一個我愛盧克，就像我的大哥哥一樣，永遠。

But yeah, we had to kiss a lot.

但是，是的，我們不得不經常接吻。

It's like one of my ever first kisses ever.

這就像我有史以來的初吻之一。

I think the first person I followed on instagram must have been my best friend veronica because she was the one who made me get instagram in high school.

我想我在Instagram上關注的第一個人一定是我最好的朋友Veronica，因為是她讓我在高中時得到了Instagram。

She's like, this is going to be the new thing, it's like the new facebook.

她說，這將是新事物，就像新的Facebook。

And I was like, no.

而我當時想，不。

And she was like, everybody has one and you're totally gonna get left behind if you don't get one.

她說，每個人都有一個，如果你不買，你完全會被甩在後面。

And so we got one because we went on vacation to Hawaii and she was like, you need a place to put all your photos.

所以我們買了一個，因為我們去夏威夷度假，她說，你需要一個地方來放你的所有照片。

And I was like, fair enough, if I want a billion dollars, the very first thing I would do with that money is give it to a number of charities of my choice.

我當時想，很公平，如果我想要10億美元，我用這筆錢做的第一件事就是把它送給我選擇的一些慈善機構。

First of all, I would donate to the NRDC because I'm a big environmental junkie.

首先，我會捐贈給美國自然資源保護委員會，因為我是一個大的環境迷。

Um, I would also donate to planned parenthood Because I'm a big planned parenthood advocate.

嗯，我也會捐給計劃生育，因為我是一個很大的計劃生育倡導者。

I mean I would, I would attempt to give money to the rain forest.

我的意思是我會，我會嘗試把錢捐給雨林。

No joke.

不是開玩笑。

First thing I would do if I had the day off actually, I think I'd probably wake up really early and like be out in the world, I like to be up before everybody is up and then I would probably go wherever the wind takes me.