What's your real name?

你的真名是什麼？

I tell him that Cindy is what's printed on my birth certificate.

我告訴他，Cindy是我出生證上印的東西。

Ever since I was little, I was made invisible in physical and emotional ways.

從小到大，我在身體上和情感上都是隱形的。

On Franklin Avenue, he bumps into me and says, Watch where you're going.

在富蘭克林大道上，他撞到我，說："小心點，你要去哪裡？

They see us as very quiet, not very outspoken, almost as if we fade into the background in an Ikea parking lot, I yield.

他們看我們很安靜，不善言辭，幾乎就像我們在宜家停車場淡出背景一樣，我屈服了。

He signals me to roll down the window of my U Haul truck.

他示意我搖下我的U型運輸車的窗戶。

Laughs.

笑聲。

Not too bad for an Asian woman.

對於一個亞洲女人來說，還算不錯。

Asian woman are not weak Asian woman are not timid.

亞洲女人並不懦弱亞洲女人並不膽小。

Asian woman are not quiet.

亞洲女人都不安靜。

I hear my therapists call me beautiful and call himself color blind.

我聽我的治療師說我漂亮，自稱色盲。

They don't want something different from what they're used to.

他們不想要和他們習慣的東西不一樣的東西。

And that kind of forces Asian women to kind of shift towards American beauty standards.

而這也迫使亞洲女性向美國美容標準轉變。

Social standards.

社會標準；

My friend has brain cancer and enrolled in a clinical trial.

我的朋友得了腦癌，參加了一個臨床試驗。

Take us if I would sleep with him before he dies.

如果我願意在他死前和他上床，就帶我們去吧。

There is a sense that we always oh, something more that we should accommodate to other people need.

有一種感覺，我們總是哦，多了一些我們應該遷就別人需要的東西。

If it's not given immediately, there's a sort of punishment or withdrawal of a relationship to pay for that.

如果不馬上給，就會有一種懲罰或退出關係的代價。

I think the first generation, like my mother's generation and my grandparents, they did keep to themselves.

我想第一代，像我母親那一代，還有我的爺爺奶奶，他們確實是守身如玉。

So you never heard from them?

所以你從來沒有他們的消息？

They were hiding that because they were afraid or anything.

他們之所以隱瞞這些，是因為他們害怕或者什麼。

They were just independent.

他們只是獨立。

For some reason this past year, they think all the Asians should go home.

在過去的一年裡，不知為什麼，他們認為所有的亞洲人都應該回家。

Home?

首頁？

Maybe, but they don't know that home is here.

也許，但他們不知道家在這裡。

No justice, no justice.

沒有正義，沒有正義。

I wish Americans are just People would see Asian woman as other people At the root of it all, we are all human beings.

我希望美國人都是公正的，人們會把亞裔女性看成其他人，從根本上說，我們都是人。

We all have families.

我們都有家庭。

We all have loved ones.

我們都有親人。

We all want to be happy.

我們都希望自己幸福。

We all care about other people.

我們都關心別人。

Mhm everyone to do all right.

嗯，每個人都做得很好。

Can you please understand?

你能理解嗎？

Uh, thank you.

呃，謝謝你。

Mhm.

嗯

Mhm.

嗯