Covid We're very, very low.

科維德我們非常非常低。

My feet are still paralyzed, and basically I can't go anywhere without without crutches.

我的腳還是癱瘓了，基本上沒有柺杖我哪裡也去不了。

It's quite risky as far as my lungs are concerned.

就我的肺部而言，這是很危險的。

If I just sit on an exercise bike, for example, I can't do even the basic exercise longer than two minutes.

比如說，如果我只是坐在健身車上，我連基本的運動都不能做超過兩分鐘。

Um, the other thing, which is still reminds as a fatigue.

嗯，另外一件事，這還是作為一種疲勞的提醒。

It just hits you from nowhere.

它只是打你從哪裡。

It's also unpredictable.

這也是不可預知的。

Definitely wasn't the change the left, because spending five months basically in the hospital made a huge impact.

肯定不是左邊的變化，因為在醫院裡呆了5個月，基本上影響很大。

Of course, it's changed how we interact as a family that because of that condition, um, and Mom needs the additional help.

當然，它改變了我們作為一個家庭的互動方式，因為這個條件，嗯，媽媽需要額外的幫助。

Of course I'm up there asking, Mom, do you need help?

當然，我在上面問，媽媽，你需要幫助嗎？

Do you need me to do something?

你需要我做什麼嗎？

And I think as a family, we have actually grown closer due to this.

而且我覺得作為一個家庭，我們其實已經因為這個而變得更加親密。

So in a way, I'm grateful this is a second chance.

所以在某種程度上，我很慶幸這是第二次機會。

The only way I can move forward is basically just forgot that and basically just look forward.

我唯一能前進的方法基本上就是忘記了，基本上就是向前看。

And very often I will say to myself, If Covid didn't kill me, nothing will ever will.

很多時候我都會對自己說，如果科維德沒有殺我，那就沒有什麼會殺我。

He never gives up.

他從不放棄。

He never moans how hard it is by No, it is hard because in the days when we walk out, there are three other days that he can't do anything but that determination.

他從來沒有抱怨過有多難，由不，很難，因為在我們走出去的日子裡，除了那份決心，還有三天他什麼都做不了。

Yes, I have to try.

是的，我得試試。

I have to push my body.

我必須推動我的身體。

I I think you have to admire his courage and strength to fight his illness.

我想你不得不佩服他與病魔抗爭的勇氣和力量。

I do believe that one day I will be back completely.

我相信，總有一天我會徹底回來。

100%.

100%.

I've still got a lot of to do in my life and a nice future.

我的人生還有很多事情要做，還有一個美好的未來。