What is in there?

裡面有什麼？

It's my own diary.

這是我自己的日記。

I started writing in the sixth grade.

我從六年級開始寫作。

It's a day by day account of how I got here.

這是我如何來到這裡的一天一天的記錄。

I really had a lot to say.

我真的有很多話想說。

Hello, world.

你好，世界。

Or should I say Dear diary, My name is Elena Ophelia Canary.

或者我應該說親愛的日記，我的名字是Elena Ophelia Canary。

I'm 12 years old and I live with my brother on my mother.

我今年12歲，和哥哥一起住在母親那裡。

That's Sasha, my loyal friend, and Joey Feldstein.

那是薩沙，我忠誠的朋友，還有喬伊-費德斯坦。

Your love has been painted since, like kindergarten Shop E was just trying to stay afloat in these tumultuous middle school waters.

你的愛從畫上，就像幼兒園的E店只是想在這動盪的國中水面上漂浮。

My daughter, she could be a little intense.

我的女兒，她可能有點緊張。

You have toothpaste in your mustache in my what things are changing.

你的鬍子裡有牙膏在我的什麼東西在變。

Change might surprise you thistles.

變化可能會讓你大吃一驚，蒺藜。

Sam, we're dating.

山姆，我們在約會

Change is figuring out the new normal.

變化就是摸索新常態。

Your family needs you.

你的家人需要你。

It doesn't feel great encroaching on my family contributions.

侵佔了我的家庭貢獻，感覺不是很好。

No one could ever replace you.

沒有人可以代替你。

And when the change is really big, I'm lucky I don't have to face it alone.

而當變化真的很大的時候，我很慶幸自己不用獨自面對。

Middle school.

中學。

It's tough.

這是很難的。

This is a time to discover the things you find fun.

這是一個發現你覺得有趣的事情的時候。

Mrs.

太太

White Fire.

白火。

We were just leaving balance.

我們只是留下平衡。

I hate having no idea what the future looks like.

我討厭不知道未來是什麼樣子的。

No one has everything figured out life is always going to throw you curveballs.

沒有人什麼事都想得通，生活總是會給你扔出曲線球。

What matters is how you handled every challenge we face.

重要的是你如何處理我們面臨的每一個挑戰。

We face together every step forward we take, we take together and we are just getting started.

我們共同面對我們前進的每一步，我們共同承擔，我們才剛剛開始。

Not too shabby, Yeah.

不是太寒酸，是的。