And then there was the one demon.

而之後有一個邪靈

Now this was the scary one.

現在這是很嚇人的一個

This one was one that got me a little bit afraid to even sleep at night with my light off.

這一個讓我- 甚至在睡覺時關燈- 還是有點害怕

This huge, big demon that kind of rose up in front of me, up into the roof.

這一個巨大、大型的邪靈- 像是在我面前升起，直到屋頂

It was black, very gaunt.

它是黑色、削瘦的

It looked like a very old vampire that had been dead for ages. It was so scary.

這看起來像一個死去多年的老吸血鬼，它很嚇人

It was like coming out, and rising up and I wanted to catch it,

它像是出現，並升起- 而我意圖抓住它

but I was too afraid to put it inside me. So it would just disappear.

但我過於害怕將其放入我之中，所以它就消失了

I said to Eagle, and I told him about the experience, and I said to him, "You know, there's one demon that really scares the living shit out of me.

我告知Bernard，我對他敘述這經驗，我告訴他：你知道，那一個邪靈真的嚇死我了

I can't get it out of my head. I just see that picture of him burning in my mind and I'm too afraid to sleep with the lights off."

我無法將它趕出我的腦袋，我就是看到他- 他的影像在我心智中燃燒，而我不敢在睡覺時關燈

And Eagle said, "Okay. Well, look at it this way. Look at them as pictures.

而Bernard說：好，用這方式觀看它，觀看他們等同於「圖片」

Realize what they are believing themselves to be, is that picture.

察覺出他們- 信以為自己所是的，是那「圖片」

Look "beyond" it, beyond that picture. Because it's not who they are. It's what they believe themselves to be."

看它的「之後的」，在那圖片之後的，因為圖片不是他們真正是誰，他們信以為自己是：圖片

From that moment, I looked at demons completely differently.

從那刻起，我觀看邪靈變得完全不同

I saw them just as pictures.

我看- 只當他們是個圖片

Pictures of what they believed themselves to be. Much simpler. Because, I saw the demons as just pictures.

他們信以為自己所是的圖片，簡單多了，因為，我視邪靈只是圖片

Therefore, can "pictures" harm me? No. They can't.

所以「圖片」能傷害我嗎？不，他們無法

So it was very much simpler to take the demons and put them into my heart the whole time.

所以這是非常易於抓這邪靈並放入我的心，隨時

It was fun. I enjoyed doing that. I loved it.

這很有趣，我享受做這，我愛這

And from then on, I didn't have any fear of demons, whatsoever.

而從此之後，我對於邪靈沒有任何懼怕，無論如何

And I didn't fear losing myself if I take them and put them into my heart and show them who they are, as one with me.

而我不恐懼失去我自己- 如果我抓他們並把他們放入我的心- 並向他們展示他們真正是誰，與我等同如一

The first time I had the ability to see,

第一次我有能力看見

I saw human beings and dimensional beings as one.

我視人類和次元空間人仕等同如一

For instance, there was no differentiation between this world and the dimensions.

例如，這個世界和次元空間- 是無差別的

Everything was one. Everything was white.

每件事是如一的，每件事是白色的

And I saw human beings and dimensional beings as these white "orbs."

而現在我看見人類和次元空間人仕等同於這些白色「球體」

It's like I would see... You know when you would see in alpha state?

這就像我看見...你知道- 當你在阿爾法狀態（alpha state）時會看見的?

You'd see picture, white, picture, white, picture, white. So I saw human beings walk -

你看見影像、白色、影像、白色、影像、白色。所以我看見人類行走

picture, white, picture, white, not as everyone sees now, constant pictures everywhere.

影像、白色、影像、白色、不像每個人現在所見的，每處皆為固定的影像

So now, the dimensional beings I just see it in constant white. Orbs.

所以現在，我看見次元空間人仕是固定在白色，球體。

Now every time I walk, I would be able to see and understand --

現在每次我行走，我能夠看見並理解

for instance, there were black holes in human being's presence of themselves.

例如，有黑洞在人類他們自己的呈現

So for instance, if I've seen a human being with a black hole in their stomach area,

所以例如，如果我看見一個人類在腹部有黑洞

I'd be able to see, understand, interpret and explain what exactly that black hole represents.

我能看見、理解，並詮釋和解釋- 這黑洞實際上代表了什麼

Usually, it was points of fear or anger that there hadn''t been forgiveness applied.

通常，那是某一點- 還沒經過自我寬恕應用（解除）的恐懼或憤怒

And there was no transcendence yet.

而那是還沒被超越的

The human being thus in that way, "harmed themselves" as the white orb expression as who they are.

這人類因此用那形式「傷害他們自己」等同他們是誰的表達形式- 這白色球體

I wouldn't see anything else but that black hole.

除了黑洞以外- 其它的我不會看見

I was just in a moment understand, interpret, explain exactly what that black hole is.

我在一刻間理解、詮釋、解釋- 那黑洞確切是什麼

And be able to assist and support them in such a way.

而能夠協助和支援他們- 在這種方式

So it was quite fascinating seeing everything in that way.

所以這是頗有趣的- 用那種方式看每一件事

Human beings and dimensional beings looked exactly the same.

人類和次元空間人仕看起來確實相同

So I was in both world at once. And I communicated openly with dimensional beings..

所以我同時身處兩個世界，而我和次元空間人仕公開的溝通

Even demons I could communicate with.

甚至和邪靈溝通

I could see "red spots" as anger.

我能看見憤怒等同「紅斑」

All the colors, I know exactly what they are.

所有顏色，我知道他們實際上是什麼

I'd see them, I'd understand them, and be able to communicate with both human beings and dimensional beings, equally.

我看見他們，我了解他們，而能夠和人類與次元空間人仕溝通，相等同的

Even my mother! I started communicating with her as well. Honey, from the dimensions.She'd come to me and tell me

甚至我媽，我同樣開始和她溝通，Honey（其母名），她來並告訴我

, "I'm worried about you, you know? I'm worried about your father. And your brother and your sister."

我很擔心你，你知道嗎？我擔心你爸，和你的兄弟姊妹。

And I'd say to her, "Forgiveness. You are still stuck in the Mother Matrix System."

而我對她說：自我寬恕吧，你依然受困於母親矩陣系統之中（Mother Matrix System）

And so I'd assist my mother interdimensionally as well.

所以我同樣協助我媽 - 跨次元的

So, this whole world opened up.

所以，這整個世界開啟了

But then came the Big Fall.

但之後來了很大的「跌倒」

So I've told you in terms of what I am able to see and understand, interpret and explain.

所以我跟你說過出於我能夠看見並理解的，詮釋與解釋的

Experience with the demons, beings, on earth and in the dimensions. Everything. That lasted about a week.

經驗到邪靈和人仕們，在地球和次元空間，一切。那持續了一星期左右

And everyone in my world, of course, started to becoming jealous.

而每一個在我世界之中的人，當然，開始變得嫉妒

And angry. And scared.

和憤怒，還有受驚

And I allowed that to influence me, extensively.

而我容許了這些影響我，廣泛的

Because nobody liked me. At all.

因為完全沒人喜歡我

Because, here is this nineteen year old girl that has been here only for a few months, being able to see all these things in one moment.

因為，這是一個才剛到這裡幾個月的十九歲女孩，就能夠看見所有這些東西- 在一刻間

In one moment.

一瞬間

And no other experience, nothing.

而（之前）沒有其它經驗，什麼都沒有

Just opened up in one moment seeing the demons and also seeing both human beings and dimensional beings as one.

在一瞬間就開啟了，看見這邪靈和- 同樣看見人類和次元空間人仕- 等同如一

Being able to communicate with them,

成為能夠和他們溝通

seeing these black spots anywhere, anyone, in any given moment I am able to explain what they are,

看見這些黑斑在任何一處，每一個人，在任何指定時刻我能夠解釋他們是什麼

understand where they are, where they come from and how they were created, how it's influencing the human being's world.

理解它們在何處，它們從何來，和它們如何被創建的，它如何影響人的世界

I could even see human beings and dimensional beings past lives and understand them.

我甚至能夠看見人類和次元空間人仕的過去幾世並理解它們

I can explain how their past lives are influencing their present life.

我能夠解釋他們的前世- 是如何影響他們當前的生命

And all that in one, singular moment. I was 19 years old.19

而這全都在單獨的一瞬間（達成），我當時十九歲，十九

And all these people that was here, were here for much longer and they hadn't been able to do any of it, yet. At all.

而所有這些在這裡的人，在這裡更久而他們尚無法做到任何一項，完全的

And so they kind of felt threatened. Very much so.

而所以他們有點像是感到受威脅，非常的

Which I allowed to influence me, and I fell.

即是被我容許來影響我的，而我跌落