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  • CHAPTER 26

  • Mrs. Gardiner's caution to Elizabeth was punctually and kindly given on the first

  • favourable opportunity of speaking to her alone; after honestly telling her what she

  • thought, she thus went on:

  • "You are too sensible a girl, Lizzy, to fall in love merely because you are warned

  • against it; and, therefore, I am not afraid of speaking openly.

  • Seriously, I would have you be on your guard.

  • Do not involve yourself or endeavour to involve him in an affection which the want

  • of fortune would make so very imprudent.

  • I have nothing to say against him; he is a most interesting young man; and if he had

  • the fortune he ought to have, I should think you could not do better.

  • But as it is, you must not let your fancy run away with you.

  • You have sense, and we all expect you to use it.

  • Your father would depend on your resolution and good conduct, I am sure.

  • You must not disappoint your father." "My dear aunt, this is being serious

  • indeed."

  • "Yes, and I hope to engage you to be serious likewise."

  • "Well, then, you need not be under any alarm.

  • I will take care of myself, and of Mr. Wickham too.

  • He shall not be in love with me, if I can prevent it."

  • "Elizabeth, you are not serious now."

  • "I beg your pardon, I will try again. At present I am not in love with Mr.

  • Wickham; no, I certainly am not.

  • But he is, beyond all comparison, the most agreeable man I ever saw--and if he becomes

  • really attached to me--I believe it will be better that he should not.

  • I see the imprudence of it.

  • Oh! that abominable Mr. Darcy! My father's opinion of me does me the

  • greatest honour, and I should be miserable to forfeit it.

  • My father, however, is partial to Mr. Wickham.

  • In short, my dear aunt, I should be very sorry to be the means of making any of you

  • unhappy; but since we see every day that where there is affection, young people are

  • seldom withheld by immediate want of

  • fortune from entering into engagements with each other, how can I promise to be wiser

  • than so many of my fellow-creatures if I am tempted, or how am I even to know that it

  • would be wisdom to resist?

  • All that I can promise you, therefore, is not to be in a hurry.

  • I will not be in a hurry to believe myself his first object.

  • When I am in company with him, I will not be wishing.

  • In short, I will do my best." "Perhaps it will be as well if you

  • discourage his coming here so very often.

  • At least, you should not remind your mother of inviting him."

  • "As I did the other day," said Elizabeth with a conscious smile: "very true, it will

  • be wise in me to refrain from that.

  • But do not imagine that he is always here so often.

  • It is on your account that he has been so frequently invited this week.

  • You know my mother's ideas as to the necessity of constant company for her

  • friends.

  • But really, and upon my honour, I will try to do what I think to be the wisest; and

  • now I hope you are satisfied."

  • Her aunt assured her that she was, and Elizabeth having thanked her for the

  • kindness of her hints, they parted; a wonderful instance of advice being given on

  • such a point, without being resented.

  • Mr. Collins returned into Hertfordshire soon after it had been quitted by the

  • Gardiners and Jane; but as he took up his abode with the Lucases, his arrival was no

  • great inconvenience to Mrs. Bennet.

  • His marriage was now fast approaching, and she was at length so far resigned as to

  • think it inevitable, and even repeatedly to say, in an ill-natured tone, that she

  • "wished they might be happy."

  • Thursday was to be the wedding day, and on Wednesday Miss Lucas paid her farewell

  • visit; and when she rose to take leave, Elizabeth, ashamed of her mother's

  • ungracious and reluctant good wishes, and

  • sincerely affected herself, accompanied her out of the room.

  • As they went downstairs together, Charlotte said:

  • "I shall depend on hearing from you very often, Eliza."

  • "That you certainly shall." "And I have another favour to ask you.

  • Will you come and see me?"

  • "We shall often meet, I hope, in Hertfordshire."

  • "I am not likely to leave Kent for some time.

  • Promise me, therefore, to come to Hunsford."

  • Elizabeth could not refuse, though she foresaw little pleasure in the visit.

  • "My father and Maria are coming to me in March," added Charlotte, "and I hope you

  • will consent to be of the party. Indeed, Eliza, you will be as welcome as

  • either of them."

  • The wedding took place; the bride and bridegroom set off for Kent from the church

  • door, and everybody had as much to say, or to hear, on the subject as usual.

  • Elizabeth soon heard from her friend; and their correspondence was as regular and

  • frequent as it had ever been; that it should be equally unreserved was

  • impossible.

  • Elizabeth could never address her without feeling that all the comfort of intimacy

  • was over, and though determined not to slacken as a correspondent, it was for the

  • sake of what had been, rather than what was.

  • Charlotte's first letters were received with a good deal of eagerness; there could

  • not but be curiosity to know how she would speak of her new home, how she would like

  • Lady Catherine, and how happy she would

  • dare pronounce herself to be; though, when the letters were read, Elizabeth felt that

  • Charlotte expressed herself on every point exactly as she might have foreseen.

  • She wrote cheerfully, seemed surrounded with comforts, and mentioned nothing which

  • she could not praise.

  • The house, furniture, neighbourhood, and roads, were all to her taste, and Lady

  • Catherine's behaviour was most friendly and obliging.

  • It was Mr. Collins's picture of Hunsford and Rosings rationally softened; and

  • Elizabeth perceived that she must wait for her own visit there to know the rest.

  • Jane had already written a few lines to her sister to announce their safe arrival in

  • London; and when she wrote again, Elizabeth hoped it would be in her power to say

  • something of the Bingleys.

  • Her impatience for this second letter was as well rewarded as impatience generally

  • is. Jane had been a week in town without either

  • seeing or hearing from Caroline.

  • She accounted for it, however, by supposing that her last letter to her friend from

  • Longbourn had by some accident been lost.

  • "My aunt," she continued, "is going to- morrow into that part of the town, and I

  • shall take the opportunity of calling in Grosvenor Street."

  • She wrote again when the visit was paid, and she had seen Miss Bingley.

  • "I did not think Caroline in spirits," were her words, "but she was very glad to see

  • me, and reproached me for giving her no notice of my coming to London.

  • I was right, therefore, my last letter had never reached her.

  • I inquired after their brother, of course. He was well, but so much engaged with Mr.

  • Darcy that they scarcely ever saw him.

  • I found that Miss Darcy was expected to dinner.

  • I wish I could see her. My visit was not long, as Caroline and Mrs.

  • Hurst were going out.

  • I dare say I shall see them soon here." Elizabeth shook her head over this letter.

  • It convinced her that accident only could discover to Mr. Bingley her sister's being

  • in town.

  • Four weeks passed away, and Jane saw nothing of him.

  • She endeavoured to persuade herself that she did not regret it; but she could no

  • longer be blind to Miss Bingley's inattention.

  • After waiting at home every morning for a fortnight, and inventing every evening a

  • fresh excuse for her, the visitor did at last appear; but the shortness of her stay,

  • and yet more, the alteration of her manner

  • would allow Jane to deceive herself no longer.

  • The letter which she wrote on this occasion to her sister will prove what she felt.

  • "My dearest Lizzy will, I am sure, be incapable of triumphing in her better

  • judgement, at my expense, when I confess myself to have been entirely deceived in

  • Miss Bingley's regard for me.

  • But, my dear sister, though the event has proved you right, do not think me obstinate

  • if I still assert that, considering what her behaviour was, my confidence was as

  • natural as your suspicion.

  • I do not at all comprehend her reason for wishing to be intimate with me; but if the

  • same circumstances were to happen again, I am sure I should be deceived again.

  • Caroline did not return my visit till yesterday; and not a note, not a line, did

  • I receive in the meantime.

  • When she did come, it was very evident that she had no pleasure in it; she made a

  • slight, formal apology, for not calling before, said not a word of wishing to see

  • me again, and was in every respect so

  • altered a creature, that when she went away I was perfectly resolved to continue the

  • acquaintance no longer. I pity, though I cannot help blaming her.

  • She was very wrong in singling me out as she did; I can safely say that every

  • advance to intimacy began on her side.

  • But I pity her, because she must feel that she has been acting wrong, and because I am

  • very sure that anxiety for her brother is the cause of it.

  • I need not explain myself farther; and though we know this anxiety to be quite

  • needless, yet if she feels it, it will easily account for her behaviour to me; and

  • so deservedly dear as he is to his sister,

  • whatever anxiety she must feel on his behalf is natural and amiable.

  • I cannot but wonder, however, at her having any such fears now, because, if he had at

  • all cared about me, we must have met, long ago.

  • He knows of my being in town, I am certain, from something she said herself; and yet it

  • would seem, by her manner of talking, as if she wanted to persuade herself that he is

  • really partial to Miss Darcy.

  • I cannot understand it. If I were not afraid of judging harshly, I

  • should be almost tempted to say that there is a strong appearance of duplicity in all

  • this.

  • But I will endeavour to banish every painful thought, and think only of what

  • will make me happy--your affection, and the invariable kindness of my dear uncle and

  • aunt.

  • Let me hear from you very soon. Miss Bingley said something of his never

  • returning to Netherfield again, of giving up the house, but not with any certainty.

  • We had better not mention it.

  • I am extremely glad that you have such pleasant accounts from our friends at

  • Hunsford. Pray go to see them, with Sir William and

  • Maria.

  • I am sure you will be very comfortable there.--Yours, etc."

  • This letter gave Elizabeth some pain; but her spirits returned as she considered that

  • Jane would no longer be duped, by the sister at least.

  • All expectation from the brother was now absolutely over.

  • She would not even wish for a renewal of his attentions.

  • His character sunk on every review of it; and as a punishment for him, as well as a

  • possible advantage to Jane, she seriously hoped he might really soon marry Mr.

  • Darcy's sister, as by Wickham's account,

  • she would make him abundantly regret what he had thrown away.

  • Mrs. Gardiner about this time reminded Elizabeth of her promise concerning that

  • gentleman, and required information; and Elizabeth had such to send as might rather

  • give contentment to her aunt than to herself.

  • His apparent partiality had subsided, his attentions were over, he was the admirer of

  • some one else.

  • Elizabeth was watchful enough to see it all, but she could see it and write of it

  • without material pain.

  • Her heart had been but slightly touched, and her vanity was satisfied with believing

  • that she would have been his only choice, had fortune permitted it.

  • The sudden acquisition of ten thousand pounds was the most remarkable charm of the

  • young lady to whom he was now rendering himself agreeable; but Elizabeth, less

  • clear-sighted perhaps in this case than in

  • Charlotte's, did not quarrel with him for his wish of independence.

  • Nothing, on the contrary, could be more natural; and while able to suppose that it

  • cost him a few struggles to relinquish her, she was ready to allow it a wise and

  • desirable measure for both, and could very sincerely wish him happy.

  • All this was acknowledged to Mrs. Gardiner; and after relating the circumstances, she

  • thus went on: "I am now convinced, my dear aunt, that I have never been much in love;

  • for had I really experienced that pure and

  • elevating passion, I should at present detest his very name, and wish him all

  • manner of evil.

  • But my feelings are not only cordial towards him; they are even impartial

  • towards Miss King.

  • I cannot find out that I hate her at all, or that I am in the least unwilling to

  • think her a very good sort of girl. There can be no love in all this.

  • My watchfulness has been effectual; and though I certainly should be a more

  • interesting object to all my acquaintances were I distractedly in love with him, I

  • cannot say that I regret my comparative insignificance.

  • Importance may sometimes be purchased too dearly.

  • Kitty and Lydia take his defection much more to heart than I do.

  • They are young in the ways of the world, and not yet open to the mortifying

  • conviction that handsome young men must have something to live on as well as the

  • plain."

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  • CHAPTER 27

  • With no greater events than these in the Longbourn family, and otherwise diversified

  • by little beyond the walks to Meryton, sometimes dirty and sometimes cold, did

  • January and February pass away.

  • March was to take Elizabeth to Hunsford.

  • She had not at first thought very seriously of going thither; but Charlotte, she soon

  • found, was depending on the plan and she gradually learned to consider it herself

  • with greater pleasure as well as greater certainty.

  • Absence had increased her desire of seeing Charlotte again, and weakened her disgust

  • of Mr. Collins.

  • There was novelty in the scheme, and as, with such a mother and such uncompanionable

  • sisters, home could not be faultless, a little change was not unwelcome for its own

  • sake.

  • The journey would moreover give her a peep at Jane; and, in short, as the time drew

  • near, she would have been very sorry for any delay.

  • Everything, however, went on smoothly, and was finally settled according to

  • Charlotte's first sketch. She was to accompany Sir William and his

  • second daughter.

  • The improvement of spending a night in London was added in time, and the plan

  • became perfect as plan could be.

  • The only pain was in leaving her father, who would certainly miss her, and who, when

  • it came to the point, so little liked her going, that he told her to write to him,

  • and almost promised to answer her letter.

  • The farewell between herself and Mr. Wickham was perfectly friendly; on his side

  • even more.

  • His present pursuit could not make him forget that Elizabeth had been the first to

  • excite and to deserve his attention, the first to listen and to pity, the first to

  • be admired; and in his manner of bidding

  • her adieu, wishing her every enjoyment, reminding her of what she was to expect in

  • Lady Catherine de Bourgh, and trusting their opinion of her--their opinion of

  • everybody--would always coincide, there was

  • a solicitude, an interest which she felt must ever attach her to him with a most

  • sincere regard; and she parted from him convinced that, whether married or single,

  • he must always be her model of the amiable and pleasing.

  • Her fellow-travellers the next day were not of a kind to make her think him less

  • agreeable.

  • Sir William Lucas, and his daughter Maria, a good-humoured girl, but as empty-headed

  • as himself, had nothing to say that could be worth hearing, and were listened to with

  • about as much delight as the rattle of the chaise.

  • Elizabeth loved absurdities, but she had known Sir William's too long.

  • He could tell her nothing new of the wonders of his presentation and knighthood;

  • and his civilities were worn out, like his information.

  • It was a journey of only twenty-four miles, and they began it so early as to be in

  • Gracechurch Street by noon.

  • As they drove to Mr. Gardiner's door, Jane was at a drawing-room window watching their

  • arrival; when they entered the passage she was there to welcome them, and Elizabeth,

  • looking earnestly in her face, was pleased to see it healthful and lovely as ever.

  • On the stairs were a troop of little boys and girls, whose eagerness for their

  • cousin's appearance would not allow them to wait in the drawing-room, and whose

  • shyness, as they had not seen her for a twelvemonth, prevented their coming lower.

  • All was joy and kindness.

  • The day passed most pleasantly away; the morning in bustle and shopping, and the

  • evening at one of the theatres. Elizabeth then contrived to sit by her

  • aunt.

  • Their first object was her sister; and she was more grieved than astonished to hear,

  • in reply to her minute inquiries, that though Jane always struggled to support her

  • spirits, there were periods of dejection.

  • It was reasonable, however, to hope that they would not continue long.

  • Mrs. Gardiner gave her the particulars also of Miss Bingley's visit in Gracechurch

  • Street, and repeated conversations occurring at different times between Jane

  • and herself, which proved that the former

  • had, from her heart, given up the acquaintance.

  • Mrs. Gardiner then rallied her niece on Wickham's desertion, and complimented her

  • on bearing it so well.

  • "But my dear Elizabeth," she added, "what sort of girl is Miss King?

  • I should be sorry to think our friend mercenary."

  • "Pray, my dear aunt, what is the difference in matrimonial affairs, between the

  • mercenary and the prudent motive? Where does discretion end, and avarice

  • begin?

  • Last Christmas you were afraid of his marrying me, because it would be imprudent;

  • and now, because he is trying to get a girl with only ten thousand pounds, you want to

  • find out that he is mercenary."

  • "If you will only tell me what sort of girl Miss King is, I shall know what to think."

  • "She is a very good kind of girl, I believe.

  • I know no harm of her."

  • "But he paid her not the smallest attention till her grandfather's death made her

  • mistress of this fortune." "No--what should he?

  • If it were not allowable for him to gain my affections because I had no money, what

  • occasion could there be for making love to a girl whom he did not care about, and who

  • was equally poor?"

  • "But there seems an indelicacy in directing his attentions towards her so soon after

  • this event."

  • "A man in distressed circumstances has not time for all those elegant decorums which

  • other people may observe. If she does not object to it, why should

  • we?"

  • "Her not objecting does not justify him. It only shows her being deficient in

  • something herself--sense or feeling." "Well," cried Elizabeth, "have it as you

  • choose.

  • He shall be mercenary, and she shall be foolish."

  • "No, Lizzy, that is what I do not choose.

  • I should be sorry, you know, to think ill of a young man who has lived so long in

  • Derbyshire."

  • "Oh! if that is all, I have a very poor opinion of young men who live in

  • Derbyshire; and their intimate friends who live in Hertfordshire are not much better.

  • I am sick of them all.

  • Thank Heaven! I am going to-morrow where I shall find a

  • man who has not one agreeable quality, who has neither manner nor sense to recommend

  • him.

  • Stupid men are the only ones worth knowing, after all."

  • "Take care, Lizzy; that speech savours strongly of disappointment."

  • Before they were separated by the conclusion of the play, she had the

  • unexpected happiness of an invitation to accompany her uncle and aunt in a tour of

  • pleasure which they proposed taking in the summer.

  • "We have not determined how far it shall carry us," said Mrs. Gardiner, "but,

  • perhaps, to the Lakes."

  • No scheme could have been more agreeable to Elizabeth, and her acceptance of the

  • invitation was most ready and grateful. "Oh, my dear, dear aunt," she rapturously

  • cried, "what delight! what felicity!

  • You give me fresh life and vigour. Adieu to disappointment and spleen.

  • What are young men to rocks and mountains? Oh! what hours of transport we shall spend!

  • And when we do return, it shall not be like other travellers, without being able to

  • give one accurate idea of anything. We will know where we have gone--we will

  • recollect what we have seen.

  • Lakes, mountains, and rivers shall not be jumbled together in our imaginations; nor

  • when we attempt to describe any particular scene, will we begin quarreling about its

  • relative situation.

  • Let our first effusions be less insupportable than those of the generality

  • of travellers."

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  • CHAPTER 28

  • Every object in the next day's journey was new and interesting to Elizabeth; and her

  • spirits were in a state of enjoyment; for she had seen her sister looking so well as

  • to banish all fear for her health, and the

  • prospect of her northern tour was a constant source of delight.

  • When they left the high road for the lane to Hunsford, every eye was in search of the

  • Parsonage, and every turning expected to bring it in view.

  • The palings of Rosings Park was their boundary on one side.

  • Elizabeth smiled at the recollection of all that she had heard of its inhabitants.

  • At length the Parsonage was discernible.

  • The garden sloping to the road, the house standing in it, the green pales, and the

  • laurel hedge, everything declared they were arriving.

  • Mr. Collins and Charlotte appeared at the door, and the carriage stopped at the small

  • gate which led by a short gravel walk to the house, amidst the nods and smiles of

  • the whole party.

  • In a moment they were all out of the chaise, rejoicing at the sight of each

  • other.

  • Mrs. Collins welcomed her friend with the liveliest pleasure, and Elizabeth was more

  • and more satisfied with coming when she found herself so affectionately received.

  • She saw instantly that her cousin's manners were not altered by his marriage; his

  • formal civility was just what it had been, and he detained her some minutes at the

  • gate to hear and satisfy his inquiries after all her family.

  • They were then, with no other delay than his pointing out the neatness of the

  • entrance, taken into the house; and as soon as they were in the parlour, he welcomed

  • them a second time, with ostentatious

  • formality to his humble abode, and punctually repeated all his wife's offers

  • of refreshment.

  • Elizabeth was prepared to see him in his glory; and she could not help in fancying

  • that in displaying the good proportion of the room, its aspect and its furniture, he

  • addressed himself particularly to her, as

  • if wishing to make her feel what she had lost in refusing him.

  • But though everything seemed neat and comfortable, she was not able to gratify

  • him by any sigh of repentance, and rather looked with wonder at her friend that she

  • could have so cheerful an air with such a companion.

  • When Mr. Collins said anything of which his wife might reasonably be ashamed, which

  • certainly was not unseldom, she involuntarily turned her eye on Charlotte.

  • Once or twice she could discern a faint blush; but in general Charlotte wisely did

  • not hear.

  • After sitting long enough to admire every article of furniture in the room, from the

  • sideboard to the fender, to give an account of their journey, and of all that had

  • happened in London, Mr. Collins invited

  • them to take a stroll in the garden, which was large and well laid out, and to the

  • cultivation of which he attended himself.

  • To work in this garden was one of his most respectable pleasures; and Elizabeth

  • admired the command of countenance with which Charlotte talked of the healthfulness

  • of the exercise, and owned she encouraged it as much as possible.

  • Here, leading the way through every walk and cross walk, and scarcely allowing them

  • an interval to utter the praises he asked for, every view was pointed out with a

  • minuteness which left beauty entirely behind.

  • He could number the fields in every direction, and could tell how many trees

  • there were in the most distant clump.

  • But of all the views which his garden, or which the country or kingdom could boast,

  • none were to be compared with the prospect of Rosings, afforded by an opening in the

  • trees that bordered the park nearly opposite the front of his house.

  • It was a handsome modern building, well situated on rising ground.

  • From his garden, Mr. Collins would have led them round his two meadows; but the ladies,

  • not having shoes to encounter the remains of a white frost, turned back; and while

  • Sir William accompanied him, Charlotte took

  • her sister and friend over the house, extremely well pleased, probably, to have

  • the opportunity of showing it without her husband's help.

  • It was rather small, but well built and convenient; and everything was fitted up

  • and arranged with a neatness and consistency of which Elizabeth gave

  • Charlotte all the credit.

  • When Mr. Collins could be forgotten, there was really an air of great comfort

  • throughout, and by Charlotte's evident enjoyment of it, Elizabeth supposed he must

  • be often forgotten.

  • She had already learnt that Lady Catherine was still in the country.

  • It was spoken of again while they were at dinner, when Mr. Collins joining in,

  • observed:

  • "Yes, Miss Elizabeth, you will have the honour of seeing Lady Catherine de Bourgh

  • on the ensuing Sunday at church, and I need not say you will be delighted with her.

  • She is all affability and condescension, and I doubt not but you will be honoured

  • with some portion of her notice when service is over.

  • I have scarcely any hesitation in saying she will include you and my sister Maria in

  • every invitation with which she honours us during your stay here.

  • Her behaviour to my dear Charlotte is charming.

  • We dine at Rosings twice every week, and are never allowed to walk home.

  • Her ladyship's carriage is regularly ordered for us.

  • I should say, one of her ladyship's carriages, for she has several."

  • "Lady Catherine is a very respectable, sensible woman indeed," added Charlotte,

  • "and a most attentive neighbour." "Very true, my dear, that is exactly what I

  • say.

  • She is the sort of woman whom one cannot regard with too much deference."

  • The evening was spent chiefly in talking over Hertfordshire news, and telling again

  • what had already been written; and when it closed, Elizabeth, in the solitude of her

  • chamber, had to meditate upon Charlotte's

  • degree of contentment, to understand her address in guiding, and composure in

  • bearing with, her husband, and to acknowledge that it was all done very well.

  • She had also to anticipate how her visit would pass, the quiet tenor of their usual

  • employments, the vexatious interruptions of Mr. Collins, and the gaieties of their

  • intercourse with Rosings.

  • A lively imagination soon settled it all.

  • About the middle of the next day, as she was in her room getting ready for a walk, a

  • sudden noise below seemed to speak the whole house in confusion; and, after

  • listening a moment, she heard somebody

  • running upstairs in a violent hurry, and calling loudly after her.

  • She opened the door and met Maria in the landing place, who, breathless with

  • agitation, cried out--

  • "Oh, my dear Eliza! pray make haste and come into the dining-room, for there is

  • such a sight to be seen! I will not tell you what it is.

  • Make haste, and come down this moment."

  • Elizabeth asked questions in vain; Maria would tell her nothing more, and down they

  • ran into the dining-room, which fronted the lane, in quest of this wonder; It was two

  • ladies stopping in a low phaeton at the garden gate.

  • "And is this all?" cried Elizabeth.

  • "I expected at least that the pigs were got into the garden, and here is nothing but

  • Lady Catherine and her daughter." "La! my dear," said Maria, quite shocked at

  • the mistake, "it is not Lady Catherine.

  • The old lady is Mrs. Jenkinson, who lives with them; the other is Miss de Bourgh.

  • Only look at her. She is quite a little creature.

  • Who would have thought that she could be so thin and small?"

  • "She is abominably rude to keep Charlotte out of doors in all this wind.

  • Why does she not come in?"

  • "Oh, Charlotte says she hardly ever does. It is the greatest of favours when Miss de

  • Bourgh comes in." "I like her appearance," said Elizabeth,

  • struck with other ideas.

  • "She looks sickly and cross. Yes, she will do for him very well.

  • She will make him a very proper wife."

  • Mr. Collins and Charlotte were both standing at the gate in conversation with

  • the ladies; and Sir William, to Elizabeth's high diversion, was stationed in the

  • doorway, in earnest contemplation of the

  • greatness before him, and constantly bowing whenever Miss de Bourgh looked that way.

  • At length there was nothing more to be said; the ladies drove on, and the others

  • returned into the house.

  • Mr. Collins no sooner saw the two girls than he began to congratulate them on their

  • good fortune, which Charlotte explained by letting them know that the whole party was

  • asked to dine at Rosings the next day.

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  • CHAPTER 29

  • Mr. Collins's triumph, in consequence of this invitation, was complete.

  • The power of displaying the grandeur of his patroness to his wondering visitors, and of

  • letting them see her civility towards himself and his wife, was exactly what he

  • had wished for; and that an opportunity of

  • doing it should be given so soon, was such an instance of Lady Catherine's

  • condescension, as he knew not how to admire enough.

  • "I confess," said he, "that I should not have been at all surprised by her

  • ladyship's asking us on Sunday to drink tea and spend the evening at Rosings.

  • I rather expected, from my knowledge of her affability, that it would happen.

  • But who could have foreseen such an attention as this?

  • Who could have imagined that we should receive an invitation to dine there (an

  • invitation, moreover, including the whole party) so immediately after your arrival!"

  • "I am the less surprised at what has happened," replied Sir William, "from that

  • knowledge of what the manners of the great really are, which my situation in life has

  • allowed me to acquire.

  • About the court, such instances of elegant breeding are not uncommon."

  • Scarcely anything was talked of the whole day or next morning but their visit to

  • Rosings.

  • Mr. Collins was carefully instructing them in what they were to expect, that the sight

  • of such rooms, so many servants, and so splendid a dinner, might not wholly

  • overpower them.

  • When the ladies were separating for the toilette, he said to Elizabeth--

  • "Do not make yourself uneasy, my dear cousin, about your apparel.

  • Lady Catherine is far from requiring that elegance of dress in us which becomes

  • herself and her daughter.

  • I would advise you merely to put on whatever of your clothes is superior to the

  • rest--there is no occasion for anything more.

  • Lady Catherine will not think the worse of you for being simply dressed.

  • She likes to have the distinction of rank preserved."

  • While they were dressing, he came two or three times to their different doors, to

  • recommend their being quick, as Lady Catherine very much objected to be kept

  • waiting for her dinner.

  • Such formidable accounts of her ladyship, and her manner of living, quite frightened

  • Maria Lucas who had been little used to company, and she looked forward to her

  • introduction at Rosings with as much

  • apprehension as her father had done to his presentation at St. James's.

  • As the weather was fine, they had a pleasant walk of about half a mile across

  • the park.

  • Every park has its beauty and its prospects; and Elizabeth saw much to be

  • pleased with, though she could not be in such raptures as Mr. Collins expected the

  • scene to inspire, and was but slightly

  • affected by his enumeration of the windows in front of the house, and his relation of

  • what the glazing altogether had originally cost Sir Lewis de Bourgh.

  • When they ascended the steps to the hall, Maria's alarm was every moment increasing,

  • and even Sir William did not look perfectly calm.

  • Elizabeth's courage did not fail her.

  • She had heard nothing of Lady Catherine that spoke her awful from any extraordinary

  • talents or miraculous virtue, and the mere stateliness of money or rank she thought

  • she could witness without trepidation.

  • From the entrance-hall, of which Mr. Collins pointed out, with a rapturous air,

  • the fine proportion and the finished ornaments, they followed the servants

  • through an ante-chamber, to the room where

  • Lady Catherine, her daughter, and Mrs. Jenkinson were sitting.

  • Her ladyship, with great condescension, arose to receive them; and as Mrs. Collins

  • had settled it with her husband that the office of introduction should be hers, it

  • was performed in a proper manner, without

  • any of those apologies and thanks which he would have thought necessary.

  • In spite of having been at St. James's Sir William was so completely awed by the

  • grandeur surrounding him, that he had but just courage enough to make a very low bow,

  • and take his seat without saying a word;

  • and his daughter, frightened almost out of her senses, sat on the edge of her chair,

  • not knowing which way to look.

  • Elizabeth found herself quite equal to the scene, and could observe the three ladies

  • before her composedly.

  • Lady Catherine was a tall, large woman, with strongly-marked features, which might

  • once have been handsome.

  • Her air was not conciliating, nor was her manner of receiving them such as to make

  • her visitors forget their inferior rank.

  • She was not rendered formidable by silence; but whatever she said was spoken in so

  • authoritative a tone, as marked her self- importance, and brought Mr. Wickham

  • immediately to Elizabeth's mind; and from

  • the observation of the day altogether, she believed Lady Catherine to be exactly what

  • he represented.

  • When, after examining the mother, in whose countenance and deportment she soon found

  • some resemblance of Mr. Darcy, she turned her eyes on the daughter, she could almost

  • have joined in Maria's astonishment at her being so thin and so small.

  • There was neither in figure nor face any likeness between the ladies.

  • Miss de Bourgh was pale and sickly; her features, though not plain, were

  • insignificant; and she spoke very little, except in a low voice, to Mrs. Jenkinson,

  • in whose appearance there was nothing

  • remarkable, and who was entirely engaged in listening to what she said, and placing a

  • screen in the proper direction before her eyes.

  • After sitting a few minutes, they were all sent to one of the windows to admire the

  • view, Mr. Collins attending them to point out its beauties, and Lady Catherine kindly

  • informing them that it was much better worth looking at in the summer.

  • The dinner was exceedingly handsome, and there were all the servants and all the

  • articles of plate which Mr. Collins had promised; and, as he had likewise foretold,

  • he took his seat at the bottom of the

  • table, by her ladyship's desire, and looked as if he felt that life could furnish

  • nothing greater.

  • He carved, and ate, and praised with delighted alacrity; and every dish was

  • commended, first by him and then by Sir William, who was now enough recovered to

  • echo whatever his son-in-law said, in a

  • manner which Elizabeth wondered Lady Catherine could bear.

  • But Lady Catherine seemed gratified by their excessive admiration, and gave most

  • gracious smiles, especially when any dish on the table proved a novelty to them.

  • The party did not supply much conversation.

  • Elizabeth was ready to speak whenever there was an opening, but she was seated between

  • Charlotte and Miss de Bourgh--the former of whom was engaged in listening to Lady

  • Catherine, and the latter said not a word to her all dinner-time.

  • Mrs. Jenkinson was chiefly employed in watching how little Miss de Bourgh ate,

  • pressing her to try some other dish, and fearing she was indisposed.

  • Maria thought speaking out of the question, and the gentlemen did nothing but eat and

  • admire.

  • When the ladies returned to the drawing- room, there was little to be done but to

  • hear Lady Catherine talk, which she did without any intermission till coffee came

  • in, delivering her opinion on every subject

  • in so decisive a manner, as proved that she was not used to have her judgement

  • controverted.

  • She inquired into Charlotte's domestic concerns familiarly and minutely, gave her

  • a great deal of advice as to the management of them all; told her how everything ought

  • to be regulated in so small a family as

  • hers, and instructed her as to the care of her cows and her poultry.

  • Elizabeth found that nothing was beneath this great lady's attention, which could

  • furnish her with an occasion of dictating to others.

  • In the intervals of her discourse with Mrs. Collins, she addressed a variety of

  • questions to Maria and Elizabeth, but especially to the latter, of whose

  • connections she knew the least, and who she

  • observed to Mrs. Collins was a very genteel, pretty kind of girl.

  • She asked her, at different times, how many sisters she had, whether they were older or

  • younger than herself, whether any of them were likely to be married, whether they

  • were handsome, where they had been

  • educated, what carriage her father kept, and what had been her mother's maiden name?

  • Elizabeth felt all the impertinence of her questions but answered them very

  • composedly.

  • Lady Catherine then observed, "Your father's estate is entailed on Mr.

  • Collins, I think.

  • For your sake," turning to Charlotte, "I am glad of it; but otherwise I see no occasion

  • for entailing estates from the female line. It was not thought necessary in Sir Lewis

  • de Bourgh's family.

  • Do you play and sing, Miss Bennet?" "A little."

  • "Oh! then--some time or other we shall be happy to hear you.

  • Our instrument is a capital one, probably superior to----You shall try it some day.

  • Do your sisters play and sing?" "One of them does."

  • "Why did not you all learn?

  • You ought all to have learned. The Miss Webbs all play, and their father

  • has not so good an income as yours. Do you draw?"

  • "No, not at all."

  • "What, none of you?" "Not one."

  • "That is very strange. But I suppose you had no opportunity.

  • Your mother should have taken you to town every spring for the benefit of masters."

  • "My mother would have had no objection, but my father hates London."

  • "Has your governess left you?"

  • "We never had any governess." "No governess!

  • How was that possible? Five daughters brought up at home without a

  • governess!

  • I never heard of such a thing. Your mother must have been quite a slave to

  • your education." Elizabeth could hardly help smiling as she

  • assured her that had not been the case.

  • "Then, who taught you? who attended to you? Without a governess, you must have been

  • neglected."

  • "Compared with some families, I believe we were; but such of us as wished to learn

  • never wanted the means. We were always encouraged to read, and had

  • all the masters that were necessary.

  • Those who chose to be idle, certainly might."

  • "Aye, no doubt; but that is what a governess will prevent, and if I had known

  • your mother, I should have advised her most strenuously to engage one.

  • I always say that nothing is to be done in education without steady and regular

  • instruction, and nobody but a governess can give it.

  • It is wonderful how many families I have been the means of supplying in that way.

  • I am always glad to get a young person well placed out.

  • Four nieces of Mrs. Jenkinson are most delightfully situated through my means; and

  • it was but the other day that I recommended another young person, who was merely

  • accidentally mentioned to me, and the family are quite delighted with her.

  • Mrs. Collins, did I tell you of Lady Metcalf's calling yesterday to thank me?

  • She finds Miss Pope a treasure.

  • 'Lady Catherine,' said she, 'you have given me a treasure.'

  • Are any of your younger sisters out, Miss Bennet?"

  • "Yes, ma'am, all."

  • "All! What, all five out at once? Very odd!

  • And you only the second. The younger ones out before the elder ones

  • are married!

  • Your younger sisters must be very young?" "Yes, my youngest is not sixteen.

  • Perhaps she is full young to be much in company.

  • But really, ma'am, I think it would be very hard upon younger sisters, that they should

  • not have their share of society and amusement, because the elder may not have

  • the means or inclination to marry early.

  • The last-born has as good a right to the pleasures of youth at the first.

  • And to be kept back on such a motive!

  • I think it would not be very likely to promote sisterly affection or delicacy of

  • mind."

  • "Upon my word," said her ladyship, "you give your opinion very decidedly for so

  • young a person. Pray, what is your age?"

  • "With three younger sisters grown up," replied Elizabeth, smiling, "your ladyship

  • can hardly expect me to own it."

  • Lady Catherine seemed quite astonished at not receiving a direct answer; and

  • Elizabeth suspected herself to be the first creature who had ever dared to trifle with

  • so much dignified impertinence.

  • "You cannot be more than twenty, I am sure, therefore you need not conceal your age."

  • "I am not one-and-twenty." When the gentlemen had joined them, and tea

  • was over, the card-tables were placed.

  • Lady Catherine, Sir William, and Mr. and Mrs. Collins sat down to quadrille; and as

  • Miss de Bourgh chose to play at cassino, the two girls had the honour of assisting

  • Mrs. Jenkinson to make up her party.

  • Their table was superlatively stupid.

  • Scarcely a syllable was uttered that did not relate to the game, except when Mrs.

  • Jenkinson expressed her fears of Miss de Bourgh's being too hot or too cold, or

  • having too much or too little light.

  • A great deal more passed at the other table.

  • Lady Catherine was generally speaking-- stating the mistakes of the three others,

  • or relating some anecdote of herself.

  • Mr. Collins was employed in agreeing to everything her ladyship said, thanking her

  • for every fish he won, and apologising if he thought he won too many.

  • Sir William did not say much.

  • He was storing his memory with anecdotes and noble names.

  • When Lady Catherine and her daughter had played as long as they chose, the tables

  • were broken up, the carriage was offered to Mrs. Collins, gratefully accepted and

  • immediately ordered.

  • The party then gathered round the fire to hear Lady Catherine determine what weather

  • they were to have on the morrow.

  • From these instructions they were summoned by the arrival of the coach; and with many

  • speeches of thankfulness on Mr. Collins's side and as many bows on Sir William's they

  • departed.

  • As soon as they had driven from the door, Elizabeth was called on by her cousin to

  • give her opinion of all that she had seen at Rosings, which, for Charlotte's sake,

  • she made more favourable than it really was.

  • But her commendation, though costing her some trouble, could by no means satisfy Mr.

  • Collins, and he was very soon obliged to take her ladyship's praise into his own

  • hands.

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  • CHAPTER 30

  • Sir William stayed only a week at Hunsford, but his visit was long enough to convince

  • him of his daughter's being most comfortably settled, and of her possessing

  • such a husband and such a neighbour as were not often met with.

  • While Sir William was with them, Mr. Collins devoted his morning to driving him

  • out in his gig, and showing him the country; but when he went away, the whole

  • family returned to their usual employments,

  • and Elizabeth was thankful to find that they did not see more of her cousin by the

  • alteration, for the chief of the time between breakfast and dinner was now passed

  • by him either at work in the garden or in

  • reading and writing, and looking out of the window in his own book-room, which fronted

  • the road. The room in which the ladies sat was

  • backwards.

  • Elizabeth had at first rather wondered that Charlotte should not prefer the dining-

  • parlour for common use; it was a better sized room, and had a more pleasant aspect;

  • but she soon saw that her friend had an

  • excellent reason for what she did, for Mr. Collins would undoubtedly have been much

  • less in his own apartment, had they sat in one equally lively; and she gave Charlotte

  • credit for the arrangement.

  • From the drawing-room they could distinguish nothing in the lane, and were

  • indebted to Mr. Collins for the knowledge of what carriages went along, and how often

  • especially Miss de Bourgh drove by in her

  • phaeton, which he never failed coming to inform them of, though it happened almost

  • every day.

  • She not unfrequently stopped at the Parsonage, and had a few minutes'

  • conversation with Charlotte, but was scarcely ever prevailed upon to get out.

  • Very few days passed in which Mr. Collins did not walk to Rosings, and not many in

  • which his wife did not think it necessary to go likewise; and till Elizabeth

  • recollected that there might be other

  • family livings to be disposed of, she could not understand the sacrifice of so many

  • hours.

  • Now and then they were honoured with a call from her ladyship, and nothing escaped her

  • observation that was passing in the room during these visits.

  • She examined into their employments, looked at their work, and advised them to do it

  • differently; found fault with the arrangement of the furniture; or detected

  • the housemaid in negligence; and if she

  • accepted any refreshment, seemed to do it only for the sake of finding out that Mrs.

  • Collins's joints of meat were too large for her family.

  • Elizabeth soon perceived, that though this great lady was not in commission of the

  • peace of the county, she was a most active magistrate in her own parish, the minutest

  • concerns of which were carried to her by

  • Mr. Collins; and whenever any of the cottagers were disposed to be quarrelsome,

  • discontented, or too poor, she sallied forth into the village to settle their

  • differences, silence their complaints, and scold them into harmony and plenty.

  • The entertainment of dining at Rosings was repeated about twice a week; and, allowing

  • for the loss of Sir William, and there being only one card-table in the evening,

  • every such entertainment was the counterpart of the first.

  • Their other engagements were few, as the style of living in the neighbourhood in

  • general was beyond Mr. Collins's reach.

  • This, however, was no evil to Elizabeth, and upon the whole she spent her time

  • comfortably enough; there were half-hours of pleasant conversation with Charlotte,

  • and the weather was so fine for the time of

  • year that she had often great enjoyment out of doors.

  • Her favourite walk, and where she frequently went while the others were

  • calling on Lady Catherine, was along the open grove which edged that side of the

  • park, where there was a nice sheltered

  • path, which no one seemed to value but herself, and where she felt beyond the

  • reach of Lady Catherine's curiosity. In this quiet way, the first fortnight of

  • her visit soon passed away.

  • Easter was approaching, and the week preceding it was to bring an addition to

  • the family at Rosings, which in so small a circle must be important.

  • Elizabeth had heard soon after her arrival that Mr. Darcy was expected there in the

  • course of a few weeks, and though there were not many of her acquaintances whom she

  • did not prefer, his coming would furnish

  • one comparatively new to look at in their Rosings parties, and she might be amused in

  • seeing how hopeless Miss Bingley's designs on him were, by his behaviour to his

  • cousin, for whom he was evidently destined

  • by Lady Catherine, who talked of his coming with the greatest satisfaction, spoke of

  • him in terms of the highest admiration, and seemed almost angry to find that he had

  • already been frequently seen by Miss Lucas and herself.

  • His arrival was soon known at the Parsonage; for Mr. Collins was walking the

  • whole morning within view of the lodges opening into Hunsford Lane, in order to

  • have the earliest assurance of it, and

  • after making his bow as the carriage turned into the Park, hurried home with the great

  • intelligence. On the following morning he hastened to

  • Rosings to pay his respects.

  • There were two nephews of Lady Catherine to require them, for Mr. Darcy had brought

  • with him a Colonel Fitzwilliam, the younger son of his uncle Lord ----, and, to the

  • great surprise of all the party, when Mr.

  • Collins returned, the gentlemen accompanied him.

  • Charlotte had seen them from her husband's room, crossing the road, and immediately

  • running into the other, told the girls what an honour they might expect, adding:

  • "I may thank you, Eliza, for this piece of civility.

  • Mr. Darcy would never have come so soon to wait upon me."

  • Elizabeth had scarcely time to disclaim all right to the compliment, before their

  • approach was announced by the door-bell, and shortly afterwards the three gentlemen

  • entered the room.

  • Colonel Fitzwilliam, who led the way, was about thirty, not handsome, but in person

  • and address most truly the gentleman.

  • Mr. Darcy looked just as he had been used to look in Hertfordshire--paid his

  • compliments, with his usual reserve, to Mrs. Collins, and whatever might be his

  • feelings toward her friend, met her with every appearance of composure.

  • Elizabeth merely curtseyed to him without saying a word.

  • Colonel Fitzwilliam entered into conversation directly with the readiness

  • and ease of a well-bred man, and talked very pleasantly; but his cousin, after

  • having addressed a slight observation on

  • the house and garden to Mrs. Collins, sat for some time without speaking to anybody.

  • At length, however, his civility was so far awakened as to inquire of Elizabeth after

  • the health of her family.

  • She answered him in the usual way, and after a moment's pause, added:

  • "My eldest sister has been in town these three months.

  • Have you never happened to see her there?"

  • She was perfectly sensible that he never had; but she wished to see whether he would

  • betray any consciousness of what had passed between the Bingleys and Jane, and she

  • thought he looked a little confused as he

  • answered that he had never been so fortunate as to meet Miss Bennet.

  • The subject was pursued no farther, and the gentlemen soon afterwards went away.

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  • CHAPTER 31

  • Colonel Fitzwilliam's manners were very much admired at the Parsonage, and the

  • ladies all felt that he must add considerably to the pleasures of their

  • engagements at Rosings.

  • It was some days, however, before they received any invitation thither--for while

  • there were visitors in the house, they could not be necessary; and it was not till

  • Easter-day, almost a week after the

  • gentlemen's arrival, that they were honoured by such an attention, and then

  • they were merely asked on leaving church to come there in the evening.

  • For the last week they had seen very little of Lady Catherine or her daughter.

  • Colonel Fitzwilliam had called at the Parsonage more than once during the time,

  • but Mr. Darcy they had seen only at church.

  • The invitation was accepted of course, and at a proper hour they joined the party in

  • Lady Catherine's drawing-room.

  • Her ladyship received them civilly, but it was plain that their company was by no

  • means so acceptable as when she could get nobody else; and she was, in fact, almost

  • engrossed by her nephews, speaking to them,

  • especially to Darcy, much more than to any other person in the room.

  • Colonel Fitzwilliam seemed really glad to see them; anything was a welcome relief to

  • him at Rosings; and Mrs. Collins's pretty friend had moreover caught his fancy very

  • much.

  • He now seated himself by her, and talked so agreeably of Kent and Hertfordshire, of

  • travelling and staying at home, of new books and music, that Elizabeth had never

  • been half so well entertained in that room

  • before; and they conversed with so much spirit and flow, as to draw the attention

  • of Lady Catherine herself, as well as of Mr. Darcy.

  • His eyes had been soon and repeatedly turned towards them with a look of

  • curiosity; and that her ladyship, after a while, shared the feeling, was more openly

  • acknowledged, for she did not scruple to call out:

  • "What is that you are saying, Fitzwilliam? What is it you are talking of?

  • What are you telling Miss Bennet?

  • Let me hear what it is." "We are speaking of music, madam," said he,

  • when no longer able to avoid a reply. "Of music!

  • Then pray speak aloud.

  • It is of all subjects my delight. I must have my share in the conversation if

  • you are speaking of music.

  • There are few people in England, I suppose, who have more true enjoyment of music than

  • myself, or a better natural taste. If I had ever learnt, I should have been a

  • great proficient.

  • And so would Anne, if her health had allowed her to apply.

  • I am confident that she would have performed delightfully.

  • How does Georgiana get on, Darcy?"

  • Mr. Darcy spoke with affectionate praise of his sister's proficiency.

  • "I am very glad to hear such a good account of her," said Lady Catherine; "and pray

  • tell her from me, that she cannot expect to excel if she does not practice a good

  • deal."

  • "I assure you, madam," he replied, "that she does not need such advice.

  • She practises very constantly." "So much the better.

  • It cannot be done too much; and when I next write to her, I shall charge her not to

  • neglect it on any account.

  • I often tell young ladies that no excellence in music is to be acquired

  • without constant practice.

  • I have told Miss Bennet several times, that she will never play really well unless she

  • practises more; and though Mrs. Collins has no instrument, she is very welcome, as I

  • have often told her, to come to Rosings

  • every day, and play on the pianoforte in Mrs. Jenkinson's room.

  • She would be in nobody's way, you know, in that part of the house."

  • Mr. Darcy looked a little ashamed of his aunt's ill-breeding, and made no answer.

  • When coffee was over, Colonel Fitzwilliam reminded Elizabeth of having promised to

  • play to him; and she sat down directly to the instrument.

  • He drew a chair near her.

  • Lady Catherine listened to half a song, and then talked, as before, to her other

  • nephew; till the latter walked away from her, and making with his usual deliberation

  • towards the pianoforte stationed himself so

  • as to command a full view of the fair performer's countenance.

  • Elizabeth saw what he was doing, and at the first convenient pause, turned to him with

  • an arch smile, and said:

  • "You mean to frighten me, Mr. Darcy, by coming in all this state to hear me?

  • I will not be alarmed though your sister does play so well.

  • There is a stubbornness about me that never can bear to be frightened at the will of

  • others. My courage always rises at every attempt to

  • intimidate me."

  • "I shall not say you are mistaken," he replied, "because you could not really

  • believe me to entertain any design of alarming you; and I have had the pleasure

  • of your acquaintance long enough to know

  • that you find great enjoyment in occasionally professing opinions which in

  • fact are not your own."

  • Elizabeth laughed heartily at this picture of herself, and said to Colonel

  • Fitzwilliam, "Your cousin will give you a very pretty notion of me, and teach you not

  • to believe a word I say.

  • I am particularly unlucky in meeting with a person so able to expose my real character,

  • in a part of the world where I had hoped to pass myself off with some degree of credit.

  • Indeed, Mr. Darcy, it is very ungenerous in you to mention all that you knew to my

  • disadvantage in Hertfordshire--and, give me leave to say, very impolitic too--for it is

  • provoking me to retaliate, and such things

  • may come out as will shock your relations to hear."

  • "I am not afraid of you," said he, smilingly.

  • "Pray let me hear what you have to accuse him of," cried Colonel Fitzwilliam.

  • "I should like to know how he behaves among strangers."

  • "You shall hear then--but prepare yourself for something very dreadful.

  • The first time of my ever seeing him in Hertfordshire, you must know, was at a

  • ball--and at this ball, what do you think he did?

  • He danced only four dances, though gentlemen were scarce; and, to my certain

  • knowledge, more than one young lady was sitting down in want of a partner.

  • Mr. Darcy, you cannot deny the fact."

  • "I had not at that time the honour of knowing any lady in the assembly beyond my

  • own party." "True; and nobody can ever be introduced in

  • a ball-room.

  • Well, Colonel Fitzwilliam, what do I play next?

  • My fingers wait your orders."

  • "Perhaps," said Darcy, "I should have judged better, had I sought an

  • introduction; but I am ill-qualified to recommend myself to strangers."

  • "Shall we ask your cousin the reason of this?" said Elizabeth, still addressing

  • Colonel Fitzwilliam.

  • "Shall we ask him why a man of sense and education, and who has lived in the world,

  • is ill qualified to recommend himself to strangers?"

  • "I can answer your question," said Fitzwilliam, "without applying to him.

  • It is because he will not give himself the trouble."

  • "I certainly have not the talent which some people possess," said Darcy, "of conversing

  • easily with those I have never seen before.

  • I cannot catch their tone of conversation, or appear interested in their concerns, as

  • I often see done."

  • "My fingers," said Elizabeth, "do not move over this instrument in the masterly manner

  • which I see so many women's do. They have not the same force or rapidity,

  • and do not produce the same expression.

  • But then I have always supposed it to be my own fault--because I will not take the

  • trouble of practising.

  • It is not that I do not believe my fingers as capable as any other woman's of superior

  • execution." Darcy smiled and said, "You are perfectly

  • right.

  • You have employed your time much better. No one admitted to the privilege of hearing

  • you can think anything wanting. We neither of us perform to strangers."

  • Here they were interrupted by Lady Catherine, who called out to know what they

  • were talking of. Elizabeth immediately began playing again.

  • Lady Catherine approached, and, after listening for a few minutes, said to Darcy:

  • "Miss Bennet would not play at all amiss if she practised more, and could have the

  • advantage of a London master.

  • She has a very good notion of fingering, though her taste is not equal to Anne's.

  • Anne would have been a delightful performer, had her health allowed her to

  • learn."

  • Elizabeth looked at Darcy to see how cordially he assented to his cousin's

  • praise; but neither at that moment nor at any other could she discern any symptom of

  • love; and from the whole of his behaviour

  • to Miss de Bourgh she derived this comfort for Miss Bingley, that he might have been

  • just as likely to marry her, had she been his relation.

  • Lady Catherine continued her remarks on Elizabeth's performance, mixing with them

  • many instructions on execution and taste.

  • Elizabeth received them with all the forbearance of civility, and, at the

  • request of the gentlemen, remained at the instrument till her ladyship's carriage was

  • ready to take them all home.

  • >

  • CHAPTER 32

  • Elizabeth was sitting by herself the next morning, and writing to Jane while Mrs.

  • Collins and Maria were gone on business into the village, when she was startled by

  • a ring at the door, the certain signal of a visitor.

  • As she had heard no carriage, she thought it not unlikely to be Lady Catherine, and

  • under that apprehension was putting away her half-finished letter that she might

  • escape all impertinent questions, when the

  • door opened, and, to her very great surprise, Mr. Darcy, and Mr. Darcy only,

  • entered the room.

  • He seemed astonished too on finding her alone, and apologised for his intrusion by

  • letting her know that he had understood all the ladies were to be within.

  • They then sat down, and when her inquiries after Rosings were made, seemed in danger

  • of sinking into total silence.

  • It was absolutely necessary, therefore, to think of something, and in this emergence

  • recollecting when she had seen him last in Hertfordshire, and feeling curious to know

  • what he would say on the subject of their hasty departure, she observed:

  • "How very suddenly you all quitted Netherfield last November, Mr. Darcy!

  • It must have been a most agreeable surprise to Mr. Bingley to see you all after him so

  • soon; for, if I recollect right, he went but the day before.

  • He and his sisters were well, I hope, when you left London?"

  • "Perfectly so, I thank you." She found that she was to receive no other

  • answer, and, after a short pause added:

  • "I think I have understood that Mr. Bingley has not much idea of ever returning to

  • Netherfield again?"

  • "I have never heard him say so; but it is probable that he may spend very little of

  • his time there in the future.

  • He has many friends, and is at a time of life when friends and engagements are

  • continually increasing."

  • "If he means to be but little at Netherfield, it would be better for the

  • neighbourhood that he should give up the place entirely, for then we might possibly

  • get a settled family there.

  • But, perhaps, Mr. Bingley did not take the house so much for the convenience of the

  • neighbourhood as for his own, and we must expect him to keep it or quit it on the

  • same principle."

  • "I should not be surprised," said Darcy, "if he were to give it up as soon as any

  • eligible purchase offers." Elizabeth made no answer.

  • She was afraid of talking longer of his friend; and, having nothing else to say,

  • was now determined to leave the trouble of finding a subject to him.

  • He took the hint, and soon began with, "This seems a very comfortable house.

  • Lady Catherine, I believe, did a great deal to it when Mr. Collins first came to

  • Hunsford."

  • "I believe she did--and I am sure she could not have bestowed her kindness on a more

  • grateful object." "Mr. Collins appears to be very fortunate

  • in his choice of a wife."

  • "Yes, indeed, his friends may well rejoice in his having met with one of the very few

  • sensible women who would have accepted him, or have made him happy if they had.

  • My friend has an excellent understanding-- though I am not certain that I consider her

  • marrying Mr. Collins as the wisest thing she ever did.

  • She seems perfectly happy, however, and in a prudential light it is certainly a very

  • good match for her."

  • "It must be very agreeable for her to be settled within so easy a distance of her

  • own family and friends." "An easy distance, do you call it?

  • It is nearly fifty miles."

  • "And what is fifty miles of good road? Little more than half a day's journey.

  • Yes, I call it a very easy distance."

  • "I should never have considered the distance as one of the advantages of the

  • match," cried Elizabeth. "I should never have said Mrs. Collins was

  • settled near her family."

  • "It is a proof of your own attachment to Hertfordshire.

  • Anything beyond the very neighbourhood of Longbourn, I suppose, would appear far."

  • As he spoke there was a sort of smile which Elizabeth fancied she understood; he must

  • be supposing her to be thinking of Jane and Netherfield, and she blushed as she

  • answered:

  • "I do not mean to say that a woman may not be settled too near her family.

  • The far and the near must be relative, and depend on many varying circumstances.

  • Where there is fortune to make the expenses of travelling unimportant, distance becomes

  • no evil. But that is not the case here.

  • Mr. and Mrs. Collins have a comfortable income, but not such a one as will allow of

  • frequent journeys--and I am persuaded my friend would not call herself near her

  • family under less than half the present distance."

  • Mr. Darcy drew his chair a little towards her, and said, "You cannot have a right to

  • such very strong local attachment.

  • You cannot have been always at Longbourn." Elizabeth looked surprised.

  • The gentleman experienced some change of feeling; he drew back his chair, took a

  • newspaper from the table, and glancing over it, said, in a colder voice:

  • "Are you pleased with Kent?"

  • A short dialogue on the subject of the country ensued, on either side calm and

  • concise--and soon put an end to by the entrance of Charlotte and her sister, just

  • returned from her walk.

  • The tete-a-tete surprised them. Mr. Darcy related the mistake which had

  • occasioned his intruding on Miss Bennet, and after sitting a few minutes longer

  • without saying much to anybody, went away.

  • "What can be the meaning of this?" said Charlotte, as soon as he was gone.

  • "My dear, Eliza, he must be in love with you, or he would never have called us in

  • this familiar way."

  • But when Elizabeth told of his silence; it did not seem very likely, even to

  • Charlotte's wishes, to be the case; and after various conjectures, they could at

  • last only suppose his visit to proceed from

  • the difficulty of finding anything to do, which was the more probable from the time

  • of year. All field sports were over.

  • Within doors there was Lady Catherine, books, and a billiard-table, but gentlemen

  • cannot always be within doors; and in the nearness of the Parsonage, or the

  • pleasantness of the walk to it, or of the

  • people who lived in it, the two cousins found a temptation from this period of

  • walking thither almost every day.

  • They called at various times of the morning, sometimes separately, sometimes

  • together, and now and then accompanied by their aunt.

  • It was plain to them all that Colonel Fitzwilliam came because he had pleasure in

  • their society, a persuasion which of course recommended him still more; and Elizabeth

  • was reminded by her own satisfaction in

  • being with him, as well as by his evident admiration of her, of her former favourite

  • George Wickham; and though, in comparing them, she saw there was less captivating

  • softness in Colonel Fitzwilliam's manners,

  • she believed he might have the best informed mind.

  • But why Mr. Darcy came so often to the Parsonage, it was more difficult to

  • understand.

  • It could not be for society, as he frequently sat there ten minutes together

  • without opening his lips; and when he did speak, it seemed the effect of necessity

  • rather than of choice--a sacrifice to propriety, not a pleasure to himself.

  • He seldom appeared really animated. Mrs. Collins knew not what to make of him.

  • Colonel Fitzwilliam's occasionally laughing at his stupidity, proved that he was

  • generally different, which her own knowledge of him could not have told her;

  • and as she would liked to have believed

  • this change the effect of love, and the object of that love her friend Eliza, she

  • set herself seriously to work to find it out.

  • She watched him whenever they were at Rosings, and whenever he came to Hunsford;

  • but without much success.

  • He certainly looked at her friend a great deal, but the expression of that look was

  • disputable.

  • It was an earnest, steadfast gaze, but she often doubted whether there were much

  • admiration in it, and sometimes it seemed nothing but absence of mind.

  • She had once or twice suggested to Elizabeth the possibility of his being

  • partial to her, but Elizabeth always laughed at the idea; and Mrs. Collins did

  • not think it right to press the subject,

  • from the danger of raising expectations which might only end in disappointment; for

  • in her opinion it admitted not of a doubt, that all her friend's dislike would vanish,

  • if she could suppose him to be in her power.

  • In her kind schemes for Elizabeth, she sometimes planned her marrying Colonel

  • Fitzwilliam.

  • He was beyond comparison the most pleasant man; he certainly admired her, and his

  • situation in life was most eligible; but, to counterbalance these advantages, Mr.

  • Darcy had considerable patronage in the

  • church, and his cousin could have none at all.

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  • CHAPTER 33

  • More than once did Elizabeth, in her ramble within the park, unexpectedly meet Mr.

  • Darcy.

  • She felt all the perverseness of the mischance that should bring him where no

  • one else was brought, and, to prevent its ever happening again, took care to inform

  • him at first that it was a favourite haunt of hers.

  • How it could occur a second time, therefore, was very odd!

  • Yet it did, and even a third.

  • It seemed like wilful ill-nature, or a voluntary penance, for on these occasions

  • it was not merely a few formal inquiries and an awkward pause and then away, but he

  • actually thought it necessary to turn back and walk with her.

  • He never said a great deal, nor did she give herself the trouble of talking or of

  • listening much; but it struck her in the course of their third rencontre that he was

  • asking some odd unconnected questions--

  • about her pleasure in being at Hunsford, her love of solitary walks, and her opinion

  • of Mr. and Mrs. Collins's happiness; and that in speaking of Rosings and her not

  • perfectly understanding the house, he

  • seemed to expect that whenever she came into Kent again she would be staying there

  • too. His words seemed to imply it.

  • Could he have Colonel Fitzwilliam in his thoughts?

  • She supposed, if he meant anything, he must mean an allusion to what might arise in

  • that quarter.

  • It distressed her a little, and she was quite glad to find herself at the gate in

  • the pales opposite the Parsonage.

  • She was engaged one day as she walked, in perusing Jane's last letter, and dwelling

  • on some passages which proved that Jane had not written in spirits, when, instead of

  • being again surprised by Mr. Darcy, she saw

  • on looking up that Colonel Fitzwilliam was meeting her.

  • Putting away the letter immediately and forcing a smile, she said:

  • "I did not know before that you ever walked this way."

  • "I have been making the tour of the park," he replied, "as I generally do every year,

  • and intend to close it with a call at the Parsonage.

  • Are you going much farther?"

  • "No, I should have turned in a moment." And accordingly she did turn, and they

  • walked towards the Parsonage together. "Do you certainly leave Kent on Saturday?"

  • said she.

  • "Yes--if Darcy does not put it off again. But I am at his disposal.

  • He arranges the business just as he pleases."

  • "And if not able to please himself in the arrangement, he has at least pleasure in

  • the great power of choice.

  • I do not know anybody who seems more to enjoy the power of doing what he likes than

  • Mr. Darcy." "He likes to have his own way very well,"

  • replied Colonel Fitzwilliam.

  • "But so we all do. It is only that he has better means of

  • having it than many others, because he is rich, and many others are poor.

  • I speak feelingly.

  • A younger son, you know, must be inured to self-denial and dependence."

  • "In my opinion, the younger son of an earl can know very little of either.

  • Now seriously, what have you ever known of self-denial and dependence?

  • When have you been prevented by want of money from going wherever you chose, or

  • procuring anything you had a fancy for?"

  • "These are home questions--and perhaps I cannot say that I have experienced many

  • hardships of that nature. But in matters of greater weight, I may

  • suffer from want of money.

  • Younger sons cannot marry where they like." "Unless where they like women of fortune,

  • which I think they very often do."

  • "Our habits of expense make us too dependent, and there are not many in my

  • rank of life who can afford to marry without some attention to money."

  • "Is this," thought Elizabeth, "meant for me?" and she coloured at the idea; but,

  • recovering herself, said in a lively tone, "And pray, what is the usual price of an

  • earl's younger son?

  • Unless the elder brother is very sickly, I suppose you would not ask above fifty

  • thousand pounds." He answered her in the same style, and the

  • subject dropped.

  • To interrupt a silence which might make him fancy her affected with what had passed,

  • she soon afterwards said:

  • "I imagine your cousin brought you down with him chiefly for the sake of having

  • someone at his disposal. I wonder he does not marry, to secure a

  • lasting convenience of that kind.

  • But, perhaps, his sister does as well for the present, and, as she is under his sole

  • care, he may do what he likes with her." "No," said Colonel Fitzwilliam, "that is an

  • advantage which he must divide with me.

  • I am joined with him in the guardianship of Miss Darcy."

  • "Are you indeed? And pray what sort of guardians do you

  • make?

  • Does your charge give you much trouble? Young ladies of her age are sometimes a

  • little difficult to manage, and if she has the true Darcy spirit, she may like to have

  • her own way."

  • As she spoke she observed him looking at her earnestly; and the manner in which he

  • immediately asked her why she supposed Miss Darcy likely to give them any uneasiness,

  • convinced her that she had somehow or other got pretty near the truth.

  • She directly replied: "You need not be frightened.

  • I never heard any harm of her; and I dare say she is one of the most tractable

  • creatures in the world.

  • She is a very great favourite with some ladies of my acquaintance, Mrs. Hurst and

  • Miss Bingley. I think I have heard you say that you know

  • them."

  • "I know them a little. Their brother is a pleasant gentlemanlike

  • man--he is a great friend of Darcy's."

  • "Oh! yes," said Elizabeth drily; "Mr. Darcy is uncommonly kind to Mr. Bingley, and

  • takes a prodigious deal of care of him." "Care of him!

  • Yes, I really believe Darcy does take care of him in those points where he most wants

  • care.

  • From something that he told me in our journey hither, I have reason to think

  • Bingley very much indebted to him.

  • But I ought to beg his pardon, for I have no right to suppose that Bingley was the

  • person meant. It was all conjecture."

  • "What is it you mean?"

  • "It is a circumstance which Darcy could not wish to be generally known, because if it

  • were to get round to the lady's family, it would be an unpleasant thing."

  • "You may depend upon my not mentioning it."

  • "And remember that I have not much reason for supposing it to be Bingley.

  • What he told me was merely this: that he congratulated himself on having lately

  • saved a friend from the inconveniences of a most imprudent marriage, but without

  • mentioning names or any other particulars,

  • and I only suspected it to be Bingley from believing him the kind of young man to get

  • into a scrape of that sort, and from knowing them to have been together the

  • whole of last summer."

  • "Did Mr. Darcy give you reasons for this interference?"

  • "I understood that there were some very strong objections against the lady."

  • "And what arts did he use to separate them?"

  • "He did not talk to me of his own arts," said Fitzwilliam, smiling.

  • "He only told me what I have now told you."

  • Elizabeth made no answer, and walked on, her heart swelling with indignation.

  • After watching her a little, Fitzwilliam asked her why she was so thoughtful.

  • "I am thinking of what you have been telling me," said she.

  • "Your cousin's conduct does not suit my feelings.

  • Why was he to be the judge?"

  • "You are rather disposed to call his interference officious?"

  • "I do not see what right Mr. Darcy had to decide on the propriety of his friend's

  • inclination, or why, upon his own judgement alone, he was to determine and direct in

  • what manner his friend was to be happy.

  • But," she continued, recollecting herself, "as we know none of the particulars, it is

  • not fair to condemn him. It is not to be supposed that there was

  • much affection in the case."

  • "That is not an unnatural surmise," said Fitzwilliam, "but it is a lessening of the

  • honour of my cousin's triumph very sadly."

  • This was spoken jestingly; but it appeared to her so just a picture of Mr. Darcy, that

  • she would not trust herself with an answer, and therefore, abruptly changing the

  • conversation talked on indifferent matters until they reached the Parsonage.

  • There, shut into her own room, as soon as their visitor left them, she could think

  • without interruption of all that she had heard.

  • It was not to be supposed that any other people could be meant than those with whom

  • she was connected.

  • There could not exist in the world two men over whom Mr. Darcy could have such

  • boundless influence.

  • That he had been concerned in the measures taken to separate Bingley and Jane she had

  • never doubted; but she had always attributed to Miss Bingley the principal

  • design and arrangement of them.

  • If his own vanity, however, did not mislead him, he was the cause, his pride and

  • caprice were the cause, of all that Jane had suffered, and still continued to

  • suffer.

  • He had ruined for a while every hope of happiness for the most affectionate,

  • generous heart in the world; and no one could say how lasting an evil he might have

  • inflicted.

  • "There were some very strong objections against the lady," were Colonel

  • Fitzwilliam's words; and those strong objections probably were, her having one

  • uncle who was a country attorney, and another who was in business in London.

  • "To Jane herself," she exclaimed, "there could be no possibility of objection; all

  • loveliness and goodness as she is!--her understanding excellent, her mind improved,

  • and her manners captivating.

  • Neither could anything be urged against my father, who, though with some

  • peculiarities, has abilities Mr. Darcy himself need not disdain, and

  • respectability which he will probably never reach."

  • When she thought of her mother, her confidence gave way a little; but she would

  • not allow that any objections there had material weight with Mr. Darcy, whose

  • pride, she was convinced, would receive a

  • deeper wound from the want of importance in his friend's connections, than from their

  • want of sense; and she was quite decided, at last, that he had been partly governed

  • by this worst kind of pride, and partly by

  • the wish of retaining Mr. Bingley for his sister.

  • The agitation and tears which the subject occasioned, brought on a headache; and it

  • grew so much worse towards the evening, that, added to her unwillingness to see Mr.

  • Darcy, it determined her not to attend her

  • cousins to Rosings, where they were engaged to drink tea.

  • Mrs. Collins, seeing that she was really unwell, did not press her to go and as much

  • as possible prevented her husband from pressing her; but Mr. Collins could not

  • conceal his apprehension of Lady

  • Catherine's being rather displeased by her staying at home.

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  • CHAPTER 34

  • When they were gone, Elizabeth, as if intending to exasperate herself as much as

  • possible against Mr. Darcy, chose for her employment the examination of all the

  • letters which Jane had written to her since her being in Kent.

  • They contained no actual complaint, nor was there any revival of past occurrences, or

  • any communication of present suffering.

  • But in all, and in almost every line of each, there was a want of that cheerfulness

  • which had been used to characterise her style, and which, proceeding from the

  • serenity of a mind at ease with itself and

  • kindly disposed towards everyone, had been scarcely ever clouded.

  • Elizabeth noticed every sentence conveying the idea of uneasiness, with an attention

  • which it had hardly received on the first perusal.

  • Mr. Darcy's shameful boast of what misery he had been able to inflict, gave her a

  • keener sense of her sister's sufferings.

  • It was some consolation to think that his visit to Rosings was to end on the day

  • after the next--and, a still greater, that in less than a fortnight she should herself

  • be with Jane again, and enabled to

  • contribute to the recovery of her spirits, by all that affection could do.

  • She could not think of Darcy's leaving Kent without remembering that his cousin was to

  • go with him; but Colonel Fitzwilliam had made it clear that he had no intentions at

  • all, and agreeable as he was, she did not mean to be unhappy about him.

  • While settling this point, she was suddenly roused by the sound of the door-bell, and

  • her spirits were a little fluttered by the idea of its being Colonel Fitzwilliam

  • himself, who had once before called late in

  • the evening, and might now come to inquire particularly after her.

  • But this idea was soon banished, and her spirits were very differently affected,

  • when, to her utter amazement, she saw Mr. Darcy walk into the room.

  • In an hurried manner he immediately began an inquiry after her health, imputing his

  • visit to a wish of hearing that she were better.

  • She answered him with cold civility.

  • He sat down for a few moments, and then getting up, walked about the room.

  • Elizabeth was surprised, but said not a word.

  • After a silence of several minutes, he came towards her in an agitated manner, and thus

  • began: "In vain I have struggled.

  • It will not do.

  • My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently

  • I admire and love you." Elizabeth's astonishment was beyond

  • expression.

  • She stared, coloured, doubted, and was silent.

  • This he considered sufficient encouragement; and the avowal of all that

  • he felt, and had long felt for her, immediately followed.

  • He spoke well; but there were feelings besides those of the heart to be detailed;

  • and he was not more eloquent on the subject of tenderness than of pride.

  • His sense of her inferiority--of its being a degradation--of the family obstacles

  • which had always opposed to inclination, were dwelt on with a warmth which seemed

  • due to the consequence he was wounding, but was very unlikely to recommend his suit.

  • In spite of her deeply-rooted dislike, she could not be insensible to the compliment

  • of such a man's affection, and though her intentions did not vary for an instant, she

  • was at first sorry for the pain he was to

  • receive; till, roused to resentment by his subsequent language, she lost all

  • compassion in anger.

  • She tried, however, to compose herself to answer him with patience, when he should

  • have done.

  • He concluded with representing to her the strength of that attachment which, in spite

  • of all his endeavours, he had found impossible to conquer; and with expressing

  • his hope that it would now be rewarded by her acceptance of his hand.

  • As he said this, she could easily see that he had no doubt of a favourable answer.

  • He spoke of apprehension and anxiety, but his countenance expressed real security.

  • Such a circumstance could only exasperate farther, and, when he ceased, the colour

  • rose into her cheeks, and she said:

  • "In such cases as this, it is, I believe, the established mode to express a sense of

  • obligation for the sentiments avowed, however unequally they may be returned.

  • It is natural that obligation should be felt, and if I could feel gratitude, I

  • would now thank you.

  • But I cannot--I have never desired your good opinion, and you have certainly

  • bestowed it most unwillingly. I am sorry to have occasioned pain to

  • anyone.

  • It has been most unconsciously done, however, and I hope will be of short

  • duration.

  • The feelings which, you tell me, have long prevented the acknowledgment of your

  • regard, can have little difficulty in overcoming it after this explanation."

  • Mr. Darcy, who was leaning against the mantelpiece with his eyes fixed on her

  • face, seemed to catch her words with no less resentment than surprise.

  • His complexion became pale with anger, and the disturbance of his mind was visible in

  • every feature.

  • He was struggling for the appearance of composure, and would not open his lips till

  • he believed himself to have attained it. The pause was to Elizabeth's feelings

  • dreadful.

  • At length, with a voice of forced calmness, he said:

  • "And this is all the reply which I am to have the honour of expecting!

  • I might, perhaps, wish to be informed why, with so little endeavour at civility, I am

  • thus rejected. But it is of small importance."

  • "I might as well inquire," replied she, "why with so evident a desire of offending

  • and insulting me, you chose to tell me that you liked me against your will, against

  • your reason, and even against your character?

  • Was not this some excuse for incivility, if I was uncivil?

  • But I have other provocations.

  • You know I have.

  • Had not my feelings decided against you-- had they been indifferent, or had they even

  • been favourable, do you think that any consideration would tempt me to accept the

  • man who has been the means of ruining,

  • perhaps for ever, the happiness of a most beloved sister?"

  • As she pronounced these words, Mr. Darcy changed colour; but the emotion was short,

  • and he listened without attempting to interrupt her while she continued:

  • "I have every reason in the world to think ill of you.

  • No motive can excuse the unjust and ungenerous part you acted there.

  • You dare not, you cannot deny, that you have been the principal, if not the only

  • means of dividing them from each other--of exposing one to the censure of the world

  • for caprice and instability, and the other

  • to its derision for disappointed hopes, and involving them both in misery of the

  • acutest kind."

  • She paused, and saw with no slight indignation that he was listening with an

  • air which proved him wholly unmoved by any feeling of remorse.

  • He even looked at her with a smile of affected incredulity.

  • "Can you deny that you have done it?" she repeated.

  • With assumed tranquillity he then replied: "I have no wish of denying that I did

  • everything in my power to separate my friend from your sister, or that I rejoice

  • in my success.

  • Towards him I have been kinder than towards myself."

  • Elizabeth disdained the appearance of noticing this civil reflection, but its

  • meaning did not escape, nor was it likely to conciliate her.

  • "But it is not merely this affair," she continued, "on which my dislike is founded.

  • Long before it had taken place my opinion of you was decided.

  • Your character was unfolded in the recital which I received many months ago from Mr.

  • Wickham. On this subject, what can you have to say?

  • In what imaginary act of friendship can you here defend yourself? or under what

  • misrepresentation can you here impose upon others?"

  • "You take an eager interest in that gentleman's concerns," said Darcy, in a

  • less tranquil tone, and with a heightened colour.

  • "Who that knows what his misfortunes have been, can help feeling an interest in him?"

  • "His misfortunes!" repeated Darcy contemptuously; "yes, his misfortunes have

  • been great indeed."

  • "And of your infliction," cried Elizabeth with energy.

  • "You have reduced him to his present state of poverty--comparative poverty.

  • You have withheld the advantages which you must know to have been designed for him.

  • You have deprived the best years of his life of that independence which was no less

  • his due than his desert.

  • You have done all this! and yet you can treat the mention of his misfortune with

  • contempt and ridicule."

  • "And this," cried Darcy, as he walked with quick steps across the room, "is your

  • opinion of me! This is the estimation in which you hold

  • me!

  • I thank you for explaining it so fully. My faults, according to this calculation,

  • are heavy indeed!

  • But perhaps," added he, stopping in his walk, and turning towards her, "these

  • offenses might have been overlooked, had not your pride been hurt by my honest

  • confession of the scruples that had long prevented my forming any serious design.

  • These bitter accusations might have been suppressed, had I, with greater policy,

  • concealed my struggles, and flattered you into the belief of my being impelled by

  • unqualified, unalloyed inclination; by reason, by reflection, by everything.

  • But disguise of every sort is my abhorrence.

  • Nor am I ashamed of the feelings I related.

  • They were natural and just.

  • Could you expect me to rejoice in the inferiority of your connections?--to

  • congratulate myself on the hope of relations, whose condition in life is so

  • decidedly beneath my own?"

  • Elizabeth felt herself growing more angry every moment; yet she tried to the utmost

  • to speak with composure when she said:

  • "You are mistaken, Mr. Darcy, if you suppose that the mode of your declaration

  • affected me in any other way, than as it spared me the concern which I might have

  • felt in refusing you, had you behaved in a more gentlemanlike manner."

  • She saw him start at this, but he said nothing, and she continued:

  • "You could not have made the offer of your hand in any possible way that would have

  • tempted me to accept it."

  • Again his astonishment was obvious; and he looked at her with an expression of mingled

  • incredulity and mortification. She went on:

  • "From the very beginning--from the first moment, I may almost say--of my

  • acquaintance with you, your manners, impressing me with the fullest belief of

  • your arrogance, your conceit, and your

  • selfish disdain of the feelings of others, were such as to form the groundwork of

  • disapprobation on which succeeding events have built so immovable a dislike; and I

  • had not known you a month before I felt

  • that you were the last man in the world whom I could ever be prevailed on to

  • marry." "You have said quite enough, madam.

  • I perfectly comprehend your feelings, and have now only to be ashamed of what my own

  • have been.

  • Forgive me for having taken up so much of your time, and accept my best wishes for

  • your health and happiness."

  • And with these words he hastily left the room, and Elizabeth heard him the next

  • moment open the front door and quit the house.

  • The tumult of her mind, was now painfully great.

  • She knew not how to support herself, and from actual weakness sat down and cried for

  • half-an-hour.

  • Her astonishment, as she reflected on what had passed, was increased by every review

  • of it. That she should receive an offer of

  • marriage from Mr. Darcy!

  • That he should have been in love with her for so many months!

  • So much in love as to wish to marry her in spite of all the objections which had made

  • him prevent his friend's marrying her sister, and which must appear at least with

  • equal force in his own case--was almost incredible!

  • It was gratifying to have inspired unconsciously so strong an affection.

  • But his pride, his abominable pride--his shameless avowal of what he had done with

  • respect to Jane--his unpardonable assurance in acknowledging, though he could not

  • justify it, and the unfeeling manner in

  • which he had mentioned Mr. Wickham, his cruelty towards whom he had not attempted

  • to deny, soon overcame the pity which the consideration of his attachment had for a

  • moment excited.

  • She continued in very agitated reflections till the sound of Lady Catherine's carriage

  • made her feel how unequal she was to encounter Charlotte's observation, and

  • hurried her away to her room.

  • >

  • CHAPTER 35

  • Elizabeth awoke the next morning to the same thoughts and meditations which had at

  • length closed her eyes.

  • She could not yet recover from the surprise of what had happened; it was impossible to

  • think of anything else; and, totally indisposed for employment, she resolved,

  • soon after breakfast, to indulge herself in air and exercise.

  • She was proceeding directly to her favourite walk, when the recollection of

  • Mr. Darcy's sometimes coming there stopped her, and instead of entering the park, she

  • turned up the lane, which led farther from the turnpike-road.

  • The park paling was still the boundary on one side, and she soon passed one of the

  • gates into the ground.

  • After walking two or three times along that part of the lane, she was tempted, by the

  • pleasantness of the morning, to stop at the gates and look into the park.

  • The five weeks which she had now passed in Kent had made a great difference in the

  • country, and every day was adding to the verdure of the early trees.

  • She was on the point of continuing her walk, when she caught a glimpse of a

  • gentleman within the sort of grove which edged the park; he was moving that way;

  • and, fearful of its being Mr. Darcy, she was directly retreating.

  • But the person who advanced was now near enough to see her, and stepping forward

  • with eagerness, pronounced her name.

  • She had turned away; but on hearing herself called, though in a voice which proved it

  • to be Mr. Darcy, she moved again towards the gate.

  • He had by that time reached it also, and, holding out a letter, which she

  • instinctively took, said, with a look of haughty composure, "I have been walking in

  • the grove some time in the hope of meeting you.

  • Will you do me the honour of reading that letter?"

  • And then, with a slight bow, turned again into the plantation, and was soon out of

  • sight.

  • With no expectation of pleasure, but with the strongest curiosity, Elizabeth opened

  • the letter, and, to her still increasing wonder, perceived an envelope containing

  • two sheets of letter-paper, written quite through, in a very close hand.

  • The envelope itself was likewise full. Pursuing her way along the lane, she then

  • began it.

  • It was dated from Rosings, at eight o'clock in the morning, and was as follows:--

  • "Be not alarmed, madam, on receiving this letter, by the apprehension of its

  • containing any repetition of those sentiments or renewal of those offers which

  • were last night so disgusting to you.

  • I write without any intention of paining you, or humbling myself, by dwelling on

  • wishes which, for the happiness of both, cannot be too soon forgotten; and the

  • effort which the formation and the perusal

  • of this letter must occasion, should have been spared, had not my character required

  • it to be written and read.

  • You must, therefore, pardon the freedom with which I demand your attention; your

  • feelings, I know, will bestow it unwillingly, but I demand it of your

  • justice.

  • "Two offenses of a very different nature, and by no means of equal magnitude, you

  • last night laid to my charge.

  • The first mentioned was, that, regardless of the sentiments of either, I had detached

  • Mr. Bingley from your sister, and the other, that I had, in defiance of various

  • claims, in defiance of honour and humanity,

  • ruined the immediate prosperity and blasted the prospects of Mr. Wickham.

  • Wilfully and wantonly to have thrown off the companion of my youth, the acknowledged

  • favourite of my father, a young man who had scarcely any other dependence than on our

  • patronage, and who had been brought up to

  • expect its exertion, would be a depravity, to which the separation of two young

  • persons, whose affection could be the growth of only a few weeks, could bear no

  • comparison.

  • But from the severity of that blame which was last night so liberally bestowed,

  • respecting each circumstance, I shall hope to be in the future secured, when the

  • following account of my actions and their motives has been read.

  • If, in the explanation of them, which is due to myself, I am under the necessity of

  • relating feelings which may be offensive to yours, I can only say that I am sorry.

  • The necessity must be obeyed, and further apology would be absurd.

  • "I had not been long in Hertfordshire, before I saw, in common with others, that

  • Bingley preferred your elder sister to any other young woman in the country.

  • But it was not till the evening of the dance at Netherfield that I had any

  • apprehension of his feeling a serious attachment.

  • I had often seen him in love before.

  • At that ball, while I had the honour of dancing with you, I was first made

  • acquainted, by Sir William Lucas's accidental information, that Bingley's

  • attentions to your sister had given rise to a general expectation of their marriage.

  • He spoke of it as a certain event, of which the time alone could be undecided.

  • From that moment I observed my friend's behaviour attentively; and I could then

  • perceive that his partiality for Miss Bennet was beyond what I had ever witnessed

  • in him.

  • Your sister I also watched.

  • Her look and manners were open, cheerful, and engaging as ever, but without any

  • symptom of peculiar regard, and I remained convinced from the evening's scrutiny, that

  • though she received his attentions with

  • pleasure, she did not invite them by any participation of sentiment.

  • If you have not been mistaken here, I must have been in error.

  • Your superior knowledge of your sister must make the latter probable.

  • If it be so, if I have been misled by such error to inflict pain on her, your

  • resentment has not been unreasonable.

  • But I shall not scruple to assert, that the serenity of your sister's countenance and

  • air was such as might have given the most acute observer a conviction that, however

  • amiable her temper, her heart was not likely to be easily touched.

  • That I was desirous of believing her indifferent is certain--but I will venture

  • to say that my investigation and decisions are not usually influenced by my hopes or

  • fears.

  • I did not believe her to be indifferent because I wished it; I believed it on

  • impartial conviction, as truly as I wished it in reason.

  • My objections to the marriage were not merely those which I last night

  • acknowledged to have the utmost force of passion to put aside, in my own case; the

  • want of connection could not be so great an evil to my friend as to me.

  • But there were other causes of repugnance; causes which, though still existing, and

  • existing to an equal degree in both instances, I had myself endeavoured to

  • forget, because they were not immediately before me.

  • These causes must be stated, though briefly.

  • The situation of your mother's family, though objectionable, was nothing in

  • comparison to that total want of propriety so frequently, so almost uniformly betrayed

  • by herself, by your three younger sisters, and occasionally even by your father.

  • Pardon me. It pains me to offend you.

  • But amidst your concern for the defects of your nearest relations, and your

  • displeasure at this representation of them, let it give you consolation to consider

  • that, to have conducted yourselves so as to

  • avoid any share of the like censure, is praise no less generally bestowed on you

  • and your elder sister, than it is honourable to the sense and disposition of

  • both.

  • I will only say farther that from what passed that evening, my opinion of all

  • parties was confirmed, and every inducement heightened which could have led me before,

  • to preserve my friend from what I esteemed a most unhappy connection.

  • He left Netherfield for London, on the day following, as you, I am certain, remember,

  • with the design of soon returning.

  • "The part which I acted is now to be explained.

  • His sisters' uneasiness had been equally excited with my own; our coincidence of

  • feeling was soon discovered, and, alike sensible that no time was to be lost in

  • detaching their brother, we shortly resolved on joining him directly in London.

  • We accordingly went--and there I readily engaged in the office of pointing out to my

  • friend the certain evils of such a choice.

  • I described, and enforced them earnestly.

  • But, however this remonstrance might have staggered or delayed his determination, I

  • do not suppose that it would ultimately have prevented the marriage, had it not

  • been seconded by the assurance that I

  • hesitated not in giving, of your sister's indifference.

  • He had before believed her to return his affection with sincere, if not with equal

  • regard.

  • But Bingley has great natural modesty, with a stronger dependence on my judgement than

  • on his own.

  • To convince him, therefore, that he had deceived himself, was no very difficult

  • point.

  • To persuade him against returning into Hertfordshire, when that conviction had

  • been given, was scarcely the work of a moment.

  • I cannot blame myself for having done thus much.

  • There is but one part of my conduct in the whole affair on which I do not reflect with

  • satisfaction; it is that I condescended to adopt the measures of art so far as to

  • conceal from him your sister's being in town.

  • I knew it myself, as it was known to Miss Bingley; but her brother is even yet

  • ignorant of it.

  • That they might have met without ill consequence is perhaps probable; but his

  • regard did not appear to me enough extinguished for him to see her without

  • some danger.

  • Perhaps this concealment, this disguise was beneath me; it is done, however, and it was

  • done for the best. On this subject I have nothing more to say,

  • no other apology to offer.

  • If I have wounded your sister's feelings, it was unknowingly done and though the

  • motives which governed me may to you very naturally appear insufficient, I have not

  • yet learnt to condemn them.

  • "With respect to that other, more weighty accusation, of having injured Mr. Wickham,

  • I can only refute it by laying before you the whole of his connection with my family.

  • Of what he has particularly accused me I am ignorant; but of the truth of what I shall

  • relate, I can summon more than one witness of undoubted veracity.

  • "Mr. Wickham is the son of a very respectable man, who had for many years the

  • management of all the Pemberley estates, and whose good conduct in the discharge of

  • his trust naturally inclined my father to

  • be of service to him; and on George Wickham, who was his godson, his kindness

  • was therefore liberally bestowed.

  • My father supported him at school, and afterwards at Cambridge--most important

  • assistance, as his own father, always poor from the extravagance of his wife, would

  • have been unable to give him a gentleman's education.

  • My father was not only fond of this young man's society, whose manners were always

  • engaging; he had also the highest opinion of him, and hoping the church would be his

  • profession, intended to provide for him in it.

  • As for myself, it is many, many years since I first began to think of him in a very

  • different manner.

  • The vicious propensities--the want of principle, which he was careful to guard

  • from the knowledge of his best friend, could not escape the observation of a young

  • man of nearly the same age with himself,

  • and who had opportunities of seeing him in unguarded moments, which Mr. Darcy could

  • not have. Here again I shall give you pain--to what

  • degree you only can tell.

  • But whatever may be the sentiments which Mr. Wickham has created, a suspicion of

  • their nature shall not prevent me from unfolding his real character--it adds even

  • another motive.

  • "My excellent father died about five years ago; and his attachment to Mr. Wickham was

  • to the last so steady, that in his will he particularly recommended it to me, to

  • promote his advancement in the best manner

  • that his profession might allow--and if he took orders, desired that a valuable family

  • living might be his as soon as it became vacant.

  • There was also a legacy of one thousand pounds.

  • His own father did not long survive mine, and within half a year from these events,

  • Mr. Wickham wrote to inform me that, having finally resolved against taking orders, he

  • hoped I should not think it unreasonable

  • for him to expect some more immediate pecuniary advantage, in lieu of the

  • preferment, by which he could not be benefited.

  • He had some intention, he added, of studying law, and I must be aware that the

  • interest of one thousand pounds would be a very insufficient support therein.

  • I rather wished, than believed him to be sincere; but, at any rate, was perfectly

  • ready to accede to his proposal.

  • I knew that Mr. Wickham ought not to be a clergyman; the business was therefore soon

  • settled--he resigned all claim to assistance in the church, were it possible

  • that he could ever be in a situation to

  • receive it, and accepted in return three thousand pounds.

  • All connection between us seemed now dissolved.

  • I thought too ill of him to invite him to Pemberley, or admit his society in town.

  • In town I believe he chiefly lived, but his studying the law was a mere pretence, and

  • being now free from all restraint, his life was a life of idleness and dissipation.

  • For about three years I heard little of him; but on the decease of the incumbent of

  • the living which had been designed for him, he applied to me again by letter for the

  • presentation.

  • His circumstances, he assured me, and I had no difficulty in believing it, were

  • exceedingly bad.

  • He had found the law a most unprofitable study, and was now absolutely resolved on

  • being ordained, if I would present him to the living in question--of which he trusted

  • there could be little doubt, as he was well

  • assured that I had no other person to provide for, and I could not have forgotten

  • my revered father's intentions.

  • You will hardly blame me for refusing to comply with this entreaty, or for resisting

  • every repetition to it.

  • His resentment was in proportion to the distress of his circumstances--and he was

  • doubtless as violent in his abuse of me to others as in his reproaches to myself.

  • After this period every appearance of acquaintance was dropped.

  • How he lived I know not. But last summer he was again most painfully

  • obtruded on my notice.

  • "I must now mention a circumstance which I would wish to forget myself, and which no

  • obligation less than the present should induce me to unfold to any human being.

  • Having said thus much, I feel no doubt of your secrecy.

  • My sister, who is more than ten years my junior, was left to the guardianship of my

  • mother's nephew, Colonel Fitzwilliam, and myself.

  • About a year ago, she was taken from school, and an establishment formed for her

  • in London; and last summer she went with the lady who presided over it, to Ramsgate;

  • and thither also went Mr. Wickham,

  • undoubtedly by design; for there proved to have been a prior acquaintance between him

  • and Mrs. Younge, in whose character we were most unhappily deceived; and by her

  • connivance and aid, he so far recommended

  • himself to Georgiana, whose affectionate heart retained a strong impression of his

  • kindness to her as a child, that she was persuaded to believe herself in love, and

  • to consent to an elopement.

  • She was then but fifteen, which must be her excuse; and after stating her imprudence, I

  • am happy to add, that I owed the knowledge of it to herself.

  • I joined them unexpectedly a day or two before the intended elopement, and then

  • Georgiana, unable to support the idea of grieving and offending a brother whom she

  • almost looked up to as a father, acknowledged the whole to me.

  • You may imagine what I felt and how I acted.

  • Regard for my sister's credit and feelings prevented any public exposure; but I wrote

  • to Mr. Wickham, who left the place immediately, and Mrs. Younge was of course

  • removed from her charge.

  • Mr. Wickham's chief object was unquestionably my sister's fortune, which

  • is thirty thousand pounds; but I cannot help supposing that the hope of revenging

  • himself on me was a strong inducement.

  • His revenge would have been complete indeed.

  • "This, madam, is a faithful narrative of every event in which we have been concerned

  • together; and if you do not absolutely reject it as false, you will, I hope,

  • acquit me henceforth of cruelty towards Mr. Wickham.

  • I know not in what manner, under what form of falsehood he had imposed on you; but his

  • success is not perhaps to be wondered at.

  • Ignorant as you previously were of everything concerning either, detection

  • could not be in your power, and suspicion certainly not in your inclination.

  • "You may possibly wonder why all this was not told you last night; but I was not then

  • master enough of myself to know what could or ought to be revealed.

  • For the truth of everything here related, I can appeal more particularly to the

  • testimony of Colonel Fitzwilliam, who, from our near relationship and constant

  • intimacy, and, still more, as one of the

  • executors of my father's will, has been unavoidably acquainted with every

  • particular of these transactions.

  • If your abhorrence of me should make my assertions valueless, you cannot be

  • prevented by the same cause from confiding in my cousin; and that there may be the

  • possibility of consulting him, I shall

  • endeavour to find some opportunity of putting this letter in your hands in the

  • course of the morning. I will only add, God bless you.

  • "FITZWILLIAM DARCY"

  • >

  • CHAPTER 36

  • If Elizabeth, when Mr. Darcy gave her the letter, did not expect it to contain a

  • renewal of his offers, she had formed no expectation at all of its contents.

  • But such as they were, it may well be supposed how eagerly she went through them,

  • and what a contrariety of emotion they excited.

  • Her feelings as she read were scarcely to be defined.

  • With amazement did she first understand that he believed any apology to be in his

  • power; and steadfastly was she persuaded, that he could have no explanation to give,

  • which a just sense of shame would not conceal.

  • With a strong prejudice against everything he might say, she began his account of what

  • had happened at Netherfield.

  • She read with an eagerness which hardly left her power of comprehension, and from

  • impatience of knowing what the next sentence might bring, was incapable of

  • attending to the sense of the one before her eyes.

  • His belief of her sister's insensibility she instantly resolved to be false; and his

  • account of the real, the worst objections to the match, made her too angry to have

  • any wish of doing him justice.

  • He expressed no regret for what he had done which satisfied her; his style was not

  • penitent, but haughty. It was all pride and insolence.

  • But when this subject was succeeded by his account of Mr. Wickham--when she read with

  • somewhat clearer attention a relation of events which, if true, must overthrow every

  • cherished opinion of his worth, and which

  • bore so alarming an affinity to his own history of himself--her feelings were yet

  • more acutely painful and more difficult of definition.

  • Astonishment, apprehension, and even horror, oppressed her.

  • She wished to discredit it entirely, repeatedly exclaiming, "This must be false!

  • This cannot be!

  • This must be the grossest falsehood!"--and when she had gone through the whole letter,

  • though scarcely knowing anything of the last page or two, put it hastily away,

  • protesting that she would not regard it, that she would never look in it again.

  • In this perturbed state of mind, with thoughts that could rest on nothing, she

  • walked on; but it would not do; in half a minute the letter was unfolded again, and

  • collecting herself as well as she could,

  • she again began the mortifying perusal of all that related to Wickham, and commanded

  • herself so far as to examine the meaning of every sentence.

  • The account of his connection with the Pemberley family was exactly what he had

  • related himself; and the kindness of the late Mr. Darcy, though she had not before

  • known its extent, agreed equally well with his own words.

  • So far each recital confirmed the other; but when she came to the will, the

  • difference was great.

  • What Wickham had said of the living was fresh in her memory, and as she recalled

  • his very words, it was impossible not to feel that there was gross duplicity on one

  • side or the other; and, for a few moments,

  • she flattered herself that her wishes did not err.

  • But when she read and re-read with the closest attention, the particulars

  • immediately following of Wickham's resigning all pretensions to the living, of

  • his receiving in lieu so considerable a sum

  • as three thousand pounds, again was she forced to hesitate.

  • She put down the letter, weighed every circumstance with what she meant to be

  • impartiality--deliberated on the probability of each statement--but with

  • little success.

  • On both sides it was only assertion.

  • Again she read on; but every line proved more clearly that the affair, which she had

  • believed it impossible that any contrivance could so represent as to render Mr. Darcy's

  • conduct in it less than infamous, was

  • capable of a turn which must make him entirely blameless throughout the whole.

  • The extravagance and general profligacy which he scrupled not to lay at Mr.

  • Wickham's charge, exceedingly shocked her; the more so, as she could bring no proof of

  • its injustice.

  • She had never heard of him before his entrance into the ----shire Militia, in

  • which he had engaged at the persuasion of the young man who, on meeting him

  • accidentally in town, had there renewed a slight acquaintance.

  • Of his former way of life nothing had been known in Hertfordshire but what he told

  • himself.

  • As to his real character, had information been in her power, she had never felt a

  • wish of inquiring.

  • His countenance, voice, and manner had established him at once in the possession

  • of every virtue.

  • She tried to recollect some instance of goodness, some distinguished trait of

  • integrity or benevolence, that might rescue him from the attacks of Mr. Darcy; or at

  • least, by the predominance of virtue, atone

  • for those casual errors under which she would endeavour to class what Mr. Darcy had

  • described as the idleness and vice of many years' continuance.

  • But no such recollection befriended her.

  • She could see him instantly before her, in every charm of air and address; but she

  • could remember no more substantial good than the general approbation of the

  • neighbourhood, and the regard which his social powers had gained him in the mess.

  • After pausing on this point a considerable while, she once more continued to read.

  • But, alas! the story which followed, of his designs on Miss Darcy, received some

  • confirmation from what had passed between Colonel Fitzwilliam and herself only the

  • morning before; and at last she was

  • referred for the truth of every particular to Colonel Fitzwilliam himself--from whom

  • she had previously received the information of his near concern in all his cousin's

  • affairs, and whose character she had no reason to question.

  • At one time she had almost resolved on applying to him, but the idea was checked

  • by the awkwardness of the application, and at length wholly banished by the conviction

  • that Mr. Darcy would never have hazarded

  • such a proposal, if he had not been well assured of his cousin's corroboration.

  • She perfectly remembered everything that had passed in conversation between Wickham

  • and herself, in their first evening at Mr. Phillips's.

  • Many of his expressions were still fresh in her memory.

  • She was now struck with the impropriety of such communications to a stranger, and

  • wondered it had escaped her before.

  • She saw the indelicacy of putting himself forward as he had done, and the

  • inconsistency of his professions with his conduct.

  • She remembered that he had boasted of having no fear of seeing Mr. Darcy--that

  • Mr. Darcy might leave the country, but that he should stand his ground; yet he had

  • avoided the Netherfield ball the very next week.

  • She remembered also that, till the Netherfield family had quitted the country,

  • he had told his story to no one but herself; but that after their removal it

  • had been everywhere discussed; that he had

  • then no reserves, no scruples in sinking Mr. Darcy's character, though he had

  • assured her that respect for the father would always prevent his exposing the son.

  • How differently did everything now appear in which he was concerned!

  • His attentions to Miss King were now the consequence of views solely and hatefully

  • mercenary; and the mediocrity of her fortune proved no longer the moderation of

  • his wishes, but his eagerness to grasp at anything.

  • His behaviour to herself could now have had no tolerable motive; he had either been

  • deceived with regard to her fortune, or had been gratifying his vanity by encouraging

  • the preference which she believed she had most incautiously shown.

  • Every lingering struggle in his favour grew fainter and fainter; and in farther

  • justification of Mr. Darcy, she could not but allow that Mr. Bingley, when questioned

  • by Jane, had long ago asserted his

  • blamelessness in the affair; that proud and repulsive as were his manners, she had

  • never, in the whole course of their acquaintance--an acquaintance which had

  • latterly brought them much together, and

  • given her a sort of intimacy with his ways- -seen anything that betrayed him to be

  • unprincipled or unjust--anything that spoke him of irreligious or immoral habits; that

  • among his own connections he was esteemed

  • and valued--that even Wickham had allowed him merit as a brother, and that she had

  • often heard him speak so affectionately of his sister as to prove him capable of some

  • amiable feeling; that had his actions been

  • what Mr. Wickham represented them, so gross a violation of everything right could

  • hardly have been concealed from the world; and that friendship between a person

  • capable of it, and such an amiable man as Mr. Bingley, was incomprehensible.

  • She grew absolutely ashamed of herself.

  • Of neither Darcy nor Wickham could she think without feeling she had been blind,

  • partial, prejudiced, absurd.

  • "How despicably I have acted!" she cried; "I, who have prided myself on my

  • discernment!

  • I, who have valued myself on my abilities! who have often disdained the generous

  • candour of my sister, and gratified my vanity in useless or blameable mistrust!

  • How humiliating is this discovery!

  • Yet, how just a humiliation! Had I been in love, I could not have been

  • more wretchedly blind! But vanity, not love, has been my folly.

  • Pleased with the preference of one, and offended by the neglect of the other, on

  • the very beginning of our acquaintance, I have courted prepossession and ignorance,

  • and driven reason away, where either were concerned.

  • Till this moment I never knew myself."

  • From herself to Jane--from Jane to Bingley, her thoughts were in a line which soon

  • brought to her recollection that Mr. Darcy's explanation there had appeared very

  • insufficient, and she read it again.

  • Widely different was the effect of a second perusal.

  • How could she deny that credit to his assertions in one instance, which she had

  • been obliged to give in the other?

  • He declared himself to be totally unsuspicious of her sister's attachment;

  • and she could not help remembering what Charlotte's opinion had always been.

  • Neither could she deny the justice of his description of Jane.

  • She felt that Jane's feelings, though fervent, were little displayed, and that

  • there was a constant complacency in her air and manner not often united with great

  • sensibility.

  • When she came to that part of the letter in which her family were mentioned in terms of

  • such mortifying, yet merited reproach, her sense of shame was severe.

  • The justice of the charge struck her too forcibly for denial, and the circumstances

  • to which he particularly alluded as having passed at the Netherfield ball, and as

  • confirming all his first disapprobation,

  • could not have made a stronger impression on his mind than on hers.

  • The compliment to herself and her sister was not unfelt.

  • It soothed, but it could not console her for the contempt which had thus been self-

  • attracted by the rest of her family; and as she considered that Jane's disappointment

  • had in fact been the work of her nearest

  • relations, and reflected how materially the credit of both must be hurt by such

  • impropriety of conduct, she felt depressed beyond anything she had ever known before.

  • After wandering along the lane for two hours, giving way to every variety of

  • thought--re-considering events, determining probabilities, and reconciling herself, as

  • well as she could, to a change so sudden

  • and so important, fatigue, and a recollection of her long absence, made her

  • at length return home; and she entered the house with the wish of appearing cheerful

  • as usual, and the resolution of repressing

  • such reflections as must make her unfit for conversation.

  • She was immediately told that the two gentlemen from Rosings had each called

  • during her absence; Mr. Darcy, only for a few minutes, to take leave--but that

  • Colonel Fitzwilliam had been sitting with

  • them at least an hour, hoping for her return, and almost resolving to walk after

  • her till she could be found. Elizabeth could but just affect concern in

  • missing him; she really rejoiced at it.

  • Colonel Fitzwilliam was no longer an object; she could think only of her letter.

  • >

  • CHAPTER 37

  • The two gentlemen left Rosings the next morning, and Mr. Collins having been in

  • waiting near the lodges, to make them his parting obeisance, was able to bring home

  • the pleasing intelligence, of their

  • appearing in very good health, and in as tolerable spirits as could be expected,

  • after the melancholy scene so lately gone through at Rosings.

  • To Rosings he then hastened, to console Lady Catherine and her daughter; and on his

  • return brought back, with great satisfaction, a message from her ladyship,

  • importing that she felt herself so dull as

  • to make her very desirous of having them all to dine with her.

  • Elizabeth could not see Lady Catherine without recollecting that, had she chosen

  • it, she might by this time have been presented to her as her future niece; nor

  • could she think, without a smile, of what her ladyship's indignation would have been.

  • "What would she have said? how would she have behaved?" were questions with which

  • she amused herself.

  • Their first subject was the diminution of the Rosings party.

  • "I assure you, I feel it exceedingly," said Lady Catherine; "I believe no one feels the

  • loss of friends so much as I do.

  • But I am particularly attached to these young men, and know them to be so much

  • attached to me! They were excessively sorry to go!

  • But so they always are.

  • The dear Colonel rallied his spirits tolerably till just at last; but Darcy

  • seemed to feel it most acutely, more, I think, than last year.

  • His attachment to Rosings certainly increases."

  • Mr. Collins had a compliment, and an allusion to throw in here, which were

  • kindly smiled on by the mother and daughter.

  • Lady Catherine observed, after dinner, that Miss Bennet seemed out of spirits, and

  • immediately accounting for it by herself, by supposing that she did not like to go

  • home again so soon, she added:

  • "But if that is the case, you must write to your mother and beg that you may stay a

  • little longer. Mrs. Collins will be very glad of your

  • company, I am sure."

  • "I am much obliged to your ladyship for your kind invitation," replied Elizabeth,

  • "but it is not in my power to accept it. I must be in town next Saturday."

  • "Why, at that rate, you will have been here only six weeks.

  • I expected you to stay two months. I told Mrs. Collins so before you came.

  • There can be no occasion for your going so soon.

  • Mrs. Bennet could certainly spare you for another fortnight."

  • "But my father cannot.

  • He wrote last week to hurry my return." "Oh! your father of course may spare you,

  • if your mother can. Daughters are never of so much consequence

  • to a father.

  • And if you will stay another month complete, it will be in my power to take

  • one of you as far as London, for I am going there early in June, for a week; and as

  • Dawson does not object to the barouche-box,

  • there will be very good room for one of you--and indeed, if the weather should

  • happen to be cool, I should not object to taking you both, as you are neither of you

  • large."

  • "You are all kindness, madam; but I believe we must abide by our original plan."

  • Lady Catherine seemed resigned. "Mrs. Collins, you must send a servant with

  • them.

  • You know I always speak my mind, and I cannot bear the idea of two young women

  • travelling post by themselves. It is highly improper.

  • You must contrive to send somebody.

  • I have the greatest dislike in the world to that sort of thing.

  • Young women should always be properly guarded and attended, according to their

  • situation in life.

  • When my niece Georgiana went to Ramsgate last summer, I made a point of her having

  • two men-servants go with her.

  • Miss Darcy, the daughter of Mr. Darcy, of Pemberley, and Lady Anne, could not have

  • appeared with propriety in a different manner.

  • I am excessively attentive to all those things.

  • You must send John with the young ladies, Mrs. Collins.

  • I am glad it occurred to me to mention it; for it would really be discreditable to you

  • to let them go alone." "My uncle is to send a servant for us."

  • "Oh! Your uncle!

  • He keeps a man-servant, does he? I am very glad you have somebody who thinks

  • of these things. Where shall you change horses?

  • Oh! Bromley, of course.

  • If you mention my name at the Bell, you will be attended to."

  • Lady Catherine had many other questions to ask respecting their journey, and as she

  • did not answer them all herself, attention was necessary, which Elizabeth believed to

  • be lucky for her; or, with a mind so

  • occupied, she might have forgotten where she was.

  • Reflection must be reserved for solitary hours; whenever she was alone, she gave way

  • to it as the greatest relief; and not a day went by without a solitary walk, in which

  • she might indulge in all the delight of unpleasant recollections.

  • Mr. Darcy's letter she was in a fair way of soon knowing by heart.

  • She studied every sentence; and her feelings towards its writer were at times

  • widely different.

  • When she remembered the style of his address, she was still full of indignation;

  • but when she considered how unjustly she had condemned and upbraided him, her anger

  • was turned against herself; and his

  • disappointed feelings became the object of compassion.

  • His attachment excited gratitude, his general character respect; but she could

  • not approve him; nor could she for a moment repent her refusal, or feel the slightest

  • inclination ever to see him again.

  • In her own past behaviour, there was a constant source of vexation and regret; and

  • in the unhappy defects of her family, a subject of yet heavier chagrin.

  • They were hopeless of remedy.

  • Her father, contented with laughing at them, would never exert himself to restrain

  • the wild giddiness of his youngest daughters; and her mother, with manners so

  • far from right herself, was entirely insensible of the evil.

  • Elizabeth had frequently united with Jane in an endeavour to check the imprudence of

  • Catherine and Lydia; but while they were supported by their mother's indulgence,

  • what chance could there be of improvement?

  • Catherine, weak-spirited, irritable, and completely under Lydia's guidance, had been

  • always affronted by their advice; and Lydia, self-willed and careless, would

  • scarcely give them a hearing.

  • They were ignorant, idle, and vain. While there was an officer in Meryton, they

  • would flirt with him; and while Meryton was within a walk of Longbourn, they would be

  • going there forever.

  • Anxiety on Jane's behalf was another prevailing concern; and Mr. Darcy's

  • explanation, by restoring Bingley to all her former good opinion, heightened the

  • sense of what Jane had lost.

  • His affection was proved to have been sincere, and his conduct cleared of all

  • blame, unless any could attach to the implicitness of his confidence in his

  • friend.

  • How grievous then was the thought that, of a situation so desirable in every respect,

  • so replete with advantage, so promising for happiness, Jane had been deprived, by the

  • folly and indecorum of her own family!

  • When to these recollections was added the development of Wickham's character, it may

  • be easily believed that the happy spirits which had seldom been depressed before,

  • were now so much affected as to make it

  • almost impossible for her to appear tolerably cheerful.

  • Their engagements at Rosings were as frequent during the last week of her stay

  • as they had been at first.

  • The very last evening was spent there; and her ladyship again inquired minutely into

  • the particulars of their journey, gave them directions as to the best method of

  • packing, and was so urgent on the necessity

  • of placing gowns in the only right way, that Maria thought herself obliged, on her

  • return, to undo all the work of the morning, and pack her trunk afresh.

  • When they parted, Lady Catherine, with great condescension, wished them a good

  • journey, and invited them to come to Hunsford again next year; and Miss de

  • Bourgh exerted herself so far as to curtsey and hold out her hand to both.

  • >

  • CHAPTER 38

  • On Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr. Collins met for breakfast a few minutes

  • before the others appeared; and he took the opportunity of paying the parting

  • civilities which he deemed indispensably necessary.

  • "I know not, Miss Elizabeth," said he, "whether Mrs. Collins has yet expressed her

  • sense of your kindness in coming to us; but I am very certain you will not leave the

  • house without receiving her thanks for it.

  • The favor of your company has been much felt, I assure you.

  • We know how little there is to tempt anyone to our humble abode.

  • Our plain manner of living, our small rooms and few domestics, and the little we see of

  • the world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to a young lady like yourself; but I

  • hope you will believe us grateful for the

  • condescension, and that we have done everything in our power to prevent your

  • spending your time unpleasantly." Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and

  • assurances of happiness.

  • She had spent six weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure of being with

  • Charlotte, and the kind attentions she had received, must make her feel the obliged.

  • Mr. Collins was gratified, and with a more smiling solemnity replied:

  • "It gives me great pleasure to hear that you have passed your time not disagreeably.

  • We have certainly done our best; and most fortunately having it in our power to

  • introduce you to very superior society, and, from our connection with Rosings, the

  • frequent means of varying the humble home

  • scene, I think we may flatter ourselves that your Hunsford visit cannot have been

  • entirely irksome.

  • Our situation with regard to Lady Catherine's family is indeed the sort of

  • extraordinary advantage and blessing which few can boast.

  • You see on what a footing we are.

  • You see how continually we are engaged there.

  • In truth I must acknowledge that, with all the disadvantages of this humble parsonage,

  • I should not think anyone abiding in it an object of compassion, while they are

  • sharers of our intimacy at Rosings."

  • Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings; and he was obliged to walk

  • about the room, while Elizabeth tried to unite civility and truth in a few short

  • sentences.

  • "You may, in fact, carry a very favourable report of us into Hertfordshire, my dear

  • cousin. I flatter myself at least that you will be

  • able to do so.

  • Lady Catherine's great attentions to Mrs. Collins you have been a daily witness of;

  • and altogether I trust it does not appear that your friend has drawn an unfortunate--

  • but on this point it will be as well to be silent.

  • Only let me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that I can from my heart most

  • cordially wish you equal felicity in marriage.

  • My dear Charlotte and I have but one mind and one way of thinking.

  • There is in everything a most remarkable resemblance of character and ideas between

  • us.

  • We seem to have been designed for each other."

  • Elizabeth could safely say that it was a great happiness where that was the case,

  • and with equal sincerity could add, that she firmly believed and rejoiced in his

  • domestic comforts.

  • She was not sorry, however, to have the recital of them interrupted by the lady

  • from whom they sprang. Poor Charlotte! it was melancholy to leave

  • her to such society!

  • But she had chosen it with her eyes open; and though evidently regretting that her

  • visitors were to go, she did not seem to ask for compassion.

  • Her home and her housekeeping, her parish and her poultry, and all their dependent

  • concerns, had not yet lost their charms.

  • At length the chaise arrived, the trunks were fastened on, the parcels placed

  • within, and it was pronounced to be ready.

  • After an affectionate parting between the friends, Elizabeth was attended to the

  • carriage by Mr. Collins, and as they walked down the garden he was commissioning her

  • with his best respects to all her family,

  • not forgetting his thanks for the kindness he had received at Longbourn in the winter,

  • and his compliments to Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, though unknown.

  • He then handed her in, Maria followed, and the door was on the point of being closed,

  • when he suddenly reminded them, with some consternation, that they had hitherto

  • forgotten to leave any message for the ladies at Rosings.

  • "But," he added, "you will of course wish to have your humble respects delivered to

  • them, with your grateful thanks for their kindness to you while you have been here."

  • Elizabeth made no objection; the door was then allowed to be shut, and the carriage

  • drove off.

  • "Good gracious!" cried Maria, after a few minutes' silence, "it seems but a day or

  • two since we first came! and yet how many things have happened!"

  • "A great many indeed," said her companion with a sigh.

  • "We have dined nine times at Rosings, besides drinking tea there twice!

  • How much I shall have to tell!"

  • Elizabeth added privately, "And how much I shall have to conceal!"

  • Their journey was performed without much conversation, or any alarm; and within four

  • hours of their leaving Hunsford they reached Mr. Gardiner's house, where they

  • were to remain a few days.

  • Jane looked well, and Elizabeth had little opportunity of studying her spirits, amidst

  • the various engagements which the kindness of her aunt had reserved for them.

  • But Jane was to go home with her, and at Longbourn there would be leisure enough for

  • observation.

  • It was not without an effort, meanwhile, that she could wait even for Longbourn,

  • before she told her sister of Mr. Darcy's proposals.

  • To know that she had the power of revealing what would so exceedingly astonish Jane,

  • and must, at the same time, so highly gratify whatever of her own vanity she had

  • not yet been able to reason away, was such

  • a temptation to openness as nothing could have conquered but the state of indecision

  • in which she remained as to the extent of what she should communicate; and her fear,

  • if she once entered on the subject, of

  • being hurried into repeating something of Bingley which might only grieve her sister

  • further.

  • >

  • CHAPTER 39

  • It was the second week in May, in which the three young ladies set out together from

  • Gracechurch Street for the town of ----, in Hertfordshire; and, as they drew near the

  • appointed inn where Mr. Bennet's carriage

  • was to meet them, they quickly perceived, in token of the coachman's punctuality,

  • both Kitty and Lydia looking out of a dining-room upstairs.

  • These two girls had been above an hour in the place, happily employed in visiting an

  • opposite milliner, watching the sentinel on guard, and dressing a salad and cucumber.

  • After welcoming their sisters, they triumphantly displayed a table set out with

  • such cold meat as an inn larder usually affords, exclaiming, "Is not this nice?

  • Is not this an agreeable surprise?"

  • "And we mean to treat you all," added Lydia, "but you must lend us the money, for

  • we have just spent ours at the shop out there."

  • Then, showing her purchases--"Look here, I have bought this bonnet.

  • I do not think it is very pretty; but I thought I might as well buy it as not.

  • I shall pull it to pieces as soon as I get home, and see if I can make it up any

  • better."

  • And when her sisters abused it as ugly, she added, with perfect unconcern, "Oh! but

  • there were two or three much uglier in the shop; and when I have bought some prettier-

  • coloured satin to trim it with fresh, I think it will be very tolerable.

  • Besides, it will not much signify what one wears this summer, after the ----shire have

  • left Meryton, and they are going in a fortnight."

  • "Are they indeed!" cried Elizabeth, with the greatest satisfaction.

  • "They are going to be encamped near Brighton; and I do so want papa to take us

  • all there for the summer!

  • It would be such a delicious scheme; and I dare say would hardly cost anything at all.

  • Mamma would like to go too of all things! Only think what a miserable summer else we

  • shall have!"

  • "Yes," thought Elizabeth, "that would be a delightful scheme indeed, and completely do

  • for us at once. Good Heaven!

  • Brighton, and a whole campful of soldiers, to us, who have been overset already by one

  • poor regiment of militia, and the monthly balls of Meryton!"

  • "Now I have got some news for you," said Lydia, as they sat down at table.

  • "What do you think? It is excellent news--capital news--and

  • about a certain person we all like!"

  • Jane and Elizabeth looked at each other, and the waiter was told he need not stay.

  • Lydia laughed, and said: "Aye, that is just like your formality and

  • discretion.

  • You thought the waiter must not hear, as if he cared!

  • I dare say he often hears worse things said than I am going to say.

  • But he is an ugly fellow!

  • I am glad he is gone. I never saw such a long chin in my life.

  • Well, but now for my news; it is about dear Wickham; too good for the waiter, is it

  • not?

  • There is no danger of Wickham's marrying Mary King.

  • There's for you! She is gone down to her uncle at Liverpool:

  • gone to stay.

  • Wickham is safe." "And Mary King is safe!" added Elizabeth;

  • "safe from a connection imprudent as to fortune."

  • "She is a great fool for going away, if she liked him."

  • "But I hope there is no strong attachment on either side," said Jane.

  • "I am sure there is not on his.

  • I will answer for it, he never cared three straws about her--who could about such a

  • nasty little freckled thing?"

  • Elizabeth was shocked to think that, however incapable of such coarseness of

  • expression herself, the coarseness of the sentiment was little other than her own

  • breast had harboured and fancied liberal!

  • As soon as all had ate, and the elder ones paid, the carriage was ordered; and after

  • some contrivance, the whole party, with all their boxes, work-bags, and parcels, and

  • the unwelcome addition of Kitty's and Lydia's purchases, were seated in it.

  • "How nicely we are all crammed in," cried Lydia.

  • "I am glad I bought my bonnet, if it is only for the fun of having another bandbox!

  • Well, now let us be quite comfortable and snug, and talk and laugh all the way home.

  • And in the first place, let us hear what has happened to you all since you went

  • away. Have you seen any pleasant men?

  • Have you had any flirting?

  • I was in great hopes that one of you would have got a husband before you came back.

  • Jane will be quite an old maid soon, I declare.

  • She is almost three-and-twenty!

  • Lord, how ashamed I should be of not being married before three-and-twenty!

  • My aunt Phillips wants you so to get husbands, you can't think.

  • She says Lizzy had better have taken Mr. Collins; but I do not think there would

  • have been any fun in it.

  • Lord! how I should like to be married before any of you; and then I would

  • chaperon you about to all the balls. Dear me! we had such a good piece of fun

  • the other day at Colonel Forster's.

  • Kitty and me were to spend the day there, and Mrs. Forster promised to have a little

  • dance in the evening; (by the bye, Mrs. Forster and me are such friends!) and so

  • she asked the two Harringtons to come, but

  • Harriet was ill, and so Pen was forced to come by herself; and then, what do you

  • think we did?

  • We dressed up Chamberlayne in woman's clothes on purpose to pass for a lady, only

  • think what fun!

  • Not a soul knew of it, but Colonel and Mrs. Forster, and Kitty and me, except my aunt,

  • for we were forced to borrow one of her gowns; and you cannot imagine how well he

  • looked!

  • When Denny, and Wickham, and Pratt, and two or three more of the men came in, they did

  • not know him in the least. Lord! how I laughed! and so did Mrs.

  • Forster.

  • I thought I should have died. And that made the men suspect something,

  • and then they soon found out what was the matter."

  • With such kinds of histories of their parties and good jokes, did Lydia, assisted

  • by Kitty's hints and additions, endeavour to amuse her companions all the way to

  • Longbourn.

  • Elizabeth listened as little as she could, but there was no escaping the frequent

  • mention of Wickham's name. Their reception at home was most kind.

  • Mrs. Bennet rejoiced to see Jane in undiminished beauty; and more than once

  • during dinner did Mr. Bennet say voluntarily to Elizabeth:

  • "I am glad you are come back, Lizzy."

  • Their party in the dining-room was large, for almost all the Lucases came to meet

  • Maria and hear the news; and various were the subjects that occupied them: Lady Lucas

  • was inquiring of Maria, after the welfare

  • and poultry of her eldest daughter; Mrs. Bennet was doubly engaged, on one hand

  • collecting an account of the present fashions from Jane, who sat some way below

  • her, and, on the other, retailing them all

  • to the younger Lucases; and Lydia, in a voice rather louder than any other

  • person's, was enumerating the various pleasures of the morning to anybody who

  • would hear her.

  • "Oh! Mary," said she, "I wish you had gone with us, for we had such fun!

  • As we went along, Kitty and I drew up the blinds, and pretended there was nobody in

  • the coach; and I should have gone so all the way, if Kitty had not been sick; and

  • when we got to the George, I do think we

  • behaved very handsomely, for we treated the other three with the nicest cold luncheon

  • in the world, and if you would have gone, we would have treated you too.

  • And then when we came away it was such fun!

  • I thought we never should have got into the coach.

  • I was ready to die of laughter.

  • And then we were so merry all the way home! we talked and laughed so loud, that anybody

  • might have heard us ten miles off!"

  • To this Mary very gravely replied, "Far be it from me, my dear sister, to depreciate

  • such pleasures! They would doubtless be congenial with the

  • generality of female minds.

  • But I confess they would have no charms for me--I should infinitely prefer a book."

  • But of this answer Lydia heard not a word.

  • She seldom listened to anybody for more than half a minute, and never attended to

  • Mary at all.

  • In the afternoon Lydia was urgent with the rest of the girls to walk to Meryton, and

  • to see how everybody went on; but Elizabeth steadily opposed the scheme.

  • It should not be said that the Miss Bennets could not be at home half a day before they

  • were in pursuit of the officers. There was another reason too for her

  • opposition.

  • She dreaded seeing Mr. Wickham again, and was resolved to avoid it as long as

  • possible.

  • The comfort to her of the regiment's approaching removal was indeed beyond

  • expression.

  • In a fortnight they were to go--and once gone, she hoped there could be nothing more

  • to plague her on his account.

  • She had not been many hours at home before she found that the Brighton scheme, of

  • which Lydia had given them a hint at the inn, was under frequent discussion between

  • her parents.

  • Elizabeth saw directly that her father had not the smallest intention of yielding; but

  • his answers were at the same time so vague and equivocal, that her mother, though

  • often disheartened, had never yet despaired of succeeding at last.

  • >

  • CHAPTER 40

  • Elizabeth's impatience to acquaint Jane with what had happened could no longer be

  • overcome; and at length, resolving to suppress every particular in which her

  • sister was concerned, and preparing her to

  • be surprised, she related to her the next morning the chief of the scene between Mr.

  • Darcy and herself.

  • Miss Bennet's astonishment was soon lessened by the strong sisterly partiality

  • which made any admiration of Elizabeth appear perfectly natural; and all surprise

  • was shortly lost in other feelings.

  • She was sorry that Mr. Darcy should have delivered his sentiments in a manner so

  • little suited to recommend them; but still more was she grieved for the unhappiness

  • which her sister's refusal must have given him.

  • "His being so sure of succeeding was wrong," said she, "and certainly ought not

  • to have appeared; but consider how much it must increase his disappointment!"

  • "Indeed," replied Elizabeth, "I am heartily sorry for him; but he has other feelings,

  • which will probably soon drive away his regard for me.

  • You do not blame me, however, for refusing him?"

  • "Blame you! Oh, no."

  • "But you blame me for having spoken so warmly of Wickham?"

  • "No--I do not know that you were wrong in saying what you did."

  • "But you will know it, when I tell you what happened the very next day."

  • She then spoke of the letter, repeating the whole of its contents as far as they

  • concerned George Wickham.

  • What a stroke was this for poor Jane! who would willingly have gone through the world

  • without believing that so much wickedness existed in the whole race of mankind, as

  • was here collected in one individual.

  • Nor was Darcy's vindication, though grateful to her feelings, capable of

  • consoling her for such discovery.

  • Most earnestly did she labour to prove the probability of error, and seek to clear the

  • one without involving the other.

  • "This will not do," said Elizabeth; "you never will be able to make both of them

  • good for anything. Take your choice, but you must be satisfied

  • with only one.

  • There is but such a quantity of merit between them; just enough to make one good

  • sort of man; and of late it has been shifting about pretty much.

  • For my part, I am inclined to believe it all Darcy's; but you shall do as you

  • choose." It was some time, however, before a smile

  • could be extorted from Jane.

  • "I do not know when I have been more shocked," said she.

  • "Wickham so very bad! It is almost past belief.

  • And poor Mr. Darcy!

  • Dear Lizzy, only consider what he must have suffered.

  • Such a disappointment! and with the knowledge of your ill opinion, too! and

  • having to relate such a thing of his sister!

  • It is really too distressing.

  • I am sure you must feel it so." "Oh! no, my regret and compassion are all

  • done away by seeing you so full of both.

  • I know you will do him such ample justice, that I am growing every moment more

  • unconcerned and indifferent.

  • Your profusion makes me saving; and if you lament over him much longer, my heart will

  • be as light as a feather."

  • "Poor Wickham! there is such an expression of goodness in his countenance! such an

  • openness and gentleness in his manner!"

  • "There certainly was some great mismanagement in the education of those two

  • young men. One has got all the goodness, and the other

  • all the appearance of it."

  • "I never thought Mr. Darcy so deficient in the appearance of it as you used to do."

  • "And yet I meant to be uncommonly clever in taking so decided a dislike to him, without

  • any reason.

  • It is such a spur to one's genius, such an opening for wit, to have a dislike of that

  • kind.

  • One may be continually abusive without saying anything just; but one cannot always

  • be laughing at a man without now and then stumbling on something witty."

  • "Lizzy, when you first read that letter, I am sure you could not treat the matter as

  • you do now." "Indeed, I could not.

  • I was uncomfortable enough, I may say unhappy.

  • And with no one to speak to about what I felt, no Jane to comfort me and say that I

  • had not been so very weak and vain and nonsensical as I knew I had!

  • Oh! how I wanted you!"

  • "How unfortunate that you should have used such very strong expressions in speaking of

  • Wickham to Mr. Darcy, for now they do appear wholly undeserved."

  • "Certainly.

  • But the misfortune of speaking with bitterness is a most natural consequence of

  • the prejudices I had been encouraging. There is one point on which I want your

  • advice.

  • I want to be told whether I ought, or ought not, to make our acquaintances in general

  • understand Wickham's character."

  • Miss Bennet paused a little, and then replied, "Surely there can be no occasion

  • for exposing him so dreadfully. What is your opinion?"

  • "That it ought not to be attempted.

  • Mr. Darcy has not authorised me to make his communication public.

  • On the contrary, every particular relative to his sister was meant to be kept as much

  • as possible to myself; and if I endeavour to undeceive people as to the rest of his

  • conduct, who will believe me?

  • The general prejudice against Mr. Darcy is so violent, that it would be the death of

  • half the good people in Meryton to attempt to place him in an amiable light.

  • I am not equal to it.

  • Wickham will soon be gone; and therefore it will not signify to anyone here what he

  • really is.

  • Some time hence it will be all found out, and then we may laugh at their stupidity in

  • not knowing it before. At present I will say nothing about it."

  • "You are quite right.

  • To have his errors made public might ruin him for ever.

  • He is now, perhaps, sorry for what he has done, and anxious to re-establish a

  • character.

  • We must not make him desperate." The tumult of Elizabeth's mind was allayed

  • by this conversation.

  • She had got rid of two of the secrets which had weighed on her for a fortnight, and was

  • certain of a willing listener in Jane, whenever she might wish to talk again of

  • either.

  • But there was still something lurking behind, of which prudence forbade the

  • disclosure.

  • She dared not relate the other half of Mr. Darcy's letter, nor explain to her sister

  • how sincerely she had been valued by her friend.

  • Here was knowledge in which no one could partake; and she was sensible that nothing

  • less than a perfect understanding between the parties could justify her in throwing

  • off this last encumbrance of mystery.

  • "And then," said she, "if that very improbable event should ever take place, I

  • shall merely be able to tell what Bingley may tell in a much more agreeable manner

  • himself.

  • The liberty of communication cannot be mine till it has lost all its value!"

  • She was now, on being settled at home, at leisure to observe the real state of her

  • sister's spirits.

  • Jane was not happy. She still cherished a very tender affection

  • for Bingley.

  • Having never even fancied herself in love before, her regard had all the warmth of

  • first attachment, and, from her age and disposition, greater steadiness than most

  • first attachments often boast; and so

  • fervently did she value his remembrance, and prefer him to every other man, that all

  • her good sense, and all her attention to the feelings of her friends, were requisite

  • to check the indulgence of those regrets

  • which must have been injurious to her own health and their tranquillity.

  • "Well, Lizzy," said Mrs. Bennet one day, "what is your opinion now of this sad

  • business of Jane's?

  • For my part, I am determined never to speak of it again to anybody.

  • I told my sister Phillips so the other day. But I cannot find out that Jane saw

  • anything of him in London.

  • Well, he is a very undeserving young man-- and I do not suppose there's the least

  • chance in the world of her ever getting him now.

  • There is no talk of his coming to Netherfield again in the summer; and I have

  • inquired of everybody, too, who is likely to know."

  • "I do not believe he will ever live at Netherfield any more."

  • "Oh well! it is just as he chooses. Nobody wants him to come.

  • Though I shall always say he used my daughter extremely ill; and if I was her, I

  • would not have put up with it.

  • Well, my comfort is, I am sure Jane will die of a broken heart; and then he will be

  • sorry for what he has done."

  • But as Elizabeth could not receive comfort from any such expectation, she made no

  • answer.

  • "Well, Lizzy," continued her mother, soon afterwards, "and so the Collinses live very

  • comfortable, do they? Well, well, I only hope it will last.

  • And what sort of table do they keep?

  • Charlotte is an excellent manager, I dare say.

  • If she is half as sharp as her mother, she is saving enough.

  • There is nothing extravagant in their housekeeping, I dare say."

  • "No, nothing at all." "A great deal of good management, depend

  • upon it.

  • Yes, yes. they will take care not to outrun their income.

  • They will never be distressed for money. Well, much good may it do them!

  • And so, I suppose, they often talk of having Longbourn when your father is dead.

  • They look upon it as quite their own, I dare say, whenever that happens."

  • "It was a subject which they could not mention before me."

  • "No; it would have been strange if they had; but I make no doubt they often talk of

  • it between themselves.

  • Well, if they can be easy with an estate that is not lawfully their own, so much the

  • better. I should be ashamed of having one that was

  • only entailed on me."

  • >

CHAPTER 26

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