- My name is Jordan Chan.

- 我叫Jordan Chan。

And my family and I were recently victims

而我和我的家人最近也是受害者

of racial aggression on the 4th of July.

在7月4日的種族侵略事件中。

My dad is full Chinese and my mom is full Filipino.

我爸爸是全中國人，媽媽是全菲律賓人。

It's very important that people expose racists

人們揭露種族主義者是非常重要的。

and white supremacists.

和白人至上主義者。

And I also just wanted people to know that this is something

我也只是想讓人們知道，這是什麼

that is really, really close to home.

這是真的，真的離家很近。

It could literally be anyone and anywhere.

它可以從字面上看是任何人和任何地方。

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I'm an American citizen.

我是美國公民

I was born in Wisconsin,

我出生在威斯康辛州。

but my parents were doing long distance when I was a kid.

但我父母在我小時候做長途電話。

So my dad has always lived in the Philippines.

所以我爸爸一直住在菲律賓。

It was too hard for them.

這對他們來說太難了。

We ended up moving to the Philippines

最後我們搬到了菲律賓

when I was around five years old I would say.

當我五歲左右，我會說。

I did all of my elementary school,

我的小學都是這樣做的。

my preschool, half of high school.

我的學前班，高中的一半。

And then I moved to California around seven years ago

七年前我搬到了加州

for my junior year of high school.

為我高三的時候。

I've always felt like I'm too Asian for my American friends.

我一直覺得自己對美國朋友來說太亞洲化了。

And I'm too American for my Asian friends.

而且對於我的亞洲朋友來說，我太美國化了。

I've never personally experienced anything

我從來沒有親身經歷過什麼

like to the point where I would consider it bullying,

喜歡到我認為是欺負人的地步。

but I know my family has.

但我知道我的家庭有。

Mostly like my dad and my brother

主要是像我爸和我哥

who have told me like their experiences at school and work

他們告訴我他們在學校和工作中的經歷。

where they've experienced racism in America.

他們在美國經歷過種族主義的地方。

(dramatic music)

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My tita's birthday is on the 4th of July.

我蒂塔的生日是7月4日

So we planned this year to drive to Monterey to celebrate.

所以我們今年計劃開車去蒙特利慶祝。

And so we were at the restaurant.

於是我們在餐廳。

Lucia's at Bernardus Lodge and Spa,

Lucia's at Bernardus Lodge and Spa。

which is a really nice, fine dining restaurant.

這是一家非常不錯的高級餐廳。

We were celebrating her birthday dinner

我們在為她慶祝生日晚宴

and we were singing happy birthday to her.

我們在給她唱生日快樂。

And then Michael Lofthouse who you can see in the video,

然後你可以在視頻中看到Michael Lofthouse。

he's sitting on the table right behind my tito and tita.

他就坐在我的鐵托和鐵塔後面的桌子上。

While we were singing happy birthday,

當我們在唱生日快樂的時候。

he starts saying like, (beep) you Asians.

他開始說喜歡，（嗶）你亞洲人。

Go back to whatever (beep) Asian country you came from.

回到你來自的任何（嗶）亞洲國家。

My family and I then exchanged confused looks.

我和我的家人就交換了困惑的眼神。

It was so unwarranted and like completely unprovoked.

這實在是太無理取鬧了，就像完全無緣無故的。

So we were kind of just like, is he talking to us?

所以我們就想，他是在跟我們說話嗎？

It was very obvious that alcohol played a factor

很明顯，酒精是一個因素

into his bluntness.

成他的直率。

And so my uncle and I turned around to him

於是我和叔叔轉過身來，對他說

and we're like, what's your problem?

我們很喜歡， 什麼是你的問題？

And then he just goes on this rant.

然後他就開始了這番胡言亂語。

Like you guys don't belong here, (beep) Asians.

就像你們不屬於這裡一樣，（嗶）亞洲人。

And that's when I start recording him.

這時我就開始給他錄音。

Say it one more time.

再說一次。

- That's what I'm saying.

- 這就是我要說的。

Trump's gonna (beep) you.

特朗普會（嗶）你。

You (beep).

你（嗶）。

You (beep) need to leave.

你(嗶)需要離開。

(beep) Asian piece of (beep).

(嗶)亞洲片的(嗶)。

- Oh my God.

- 哦，我的上帝。

When all of that was going down,

當所有的事情發生時，

everybody was staring obviously,

每個人都在盯著明顯。

but this was like a very loud altercation

但這就像一個非常響亮的爭吵

in a very fancy place.

在一個非常漂亮的地方。

And so everyone was kind of just staring in shock.

所以大家都是那種只顧著震驚的目光。

You know, when that happens,

你知道，當這種情況發生時，

nobody really knows how to react

不知所措

because it's not normal, you know?

因為這是不正常的，你知道嗎？

But then, once Gennica, who's the server

但是，一旦Gennica，誰是服務器？

who got involved and was like defending my family.

誰參與進來，就像維護我的家庭。

Other people started joining in too.

其他的人也開始加入進來。

- [Gennica] You are not allowed here.

- [Gennica]你不能在這裡。

- I already, I already put my (beep) order in.

- 我已經，我已經把我的（嗶）訂單。

- Don't talk to our guests like that.

- 不要對我們的客人這樣說話。

Get out now.

現在就出去。

- Who are these (beep)?

- 這些是誰（嗶）？

- They are valued guests.

- 他們是尊貴的客人。

- Are they?

- 是嗎？

They're valued guests in the middle of a pandemic.

他們是大流行病中的貴客。

- (beep) you, you're a racist.

- 你，你是一個種族主義者。

After, when Michael was being escorted off the premises,

之後，當邁克爾被護送離開這裡時。

he actually tried approaching our table,

他居然試圖接近我們的桌子。

but then Gennica, the server, and two other customers

但隨後，Gennica，服務器，和其他兩個客戶。

got involved and they were like serving as a barrier

他們就像一道屏障

between us and him.

我們和他之間。

(dramatic music)

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It's something like a lot of people are desensitized to,

這就像很多人都不敏感一樣。

but when it's happening to you in the moment

但當它發生在你身上的時刻

and like you are personally being targeted,

並像你個人被針對。

I don't know how to explain it.

我不知道該怎麼解釋。

It's completely different.

這是完全不同的。

As soon as he, he was like completely gone,

只要他，他就像完全消失了一樣。

I just started sobbing uncontrollably at the dinner table.

我就在飯桌上開始泣不成聲。

My uncle, while I was crying, he was like saying,

我的叔叔，當我哭的時候，他就像在說。

you have to forgive and forget

得饒人處且饒人

because that's the Christian thing to do.

因為那是基督徒該做的事。

And that made me really angry because you know,

這讓我真的很生氣，因為你知道。

that whole mantra of forgiving and forgetting in instances

得饒人處且饒人，失之東隅收之桑榆

of any social injustice just perpetuates it,

任何社會不公正的現象都會使其長期存在。

it teaches them that they can get away with it.

它教他們，他們可以擺脫它。

We have to show people that racism on any level

我們必須向人們表明，任何層面的種族主義

is an intolerable offense.

是一種不可容忍的違法行為。

They were like, this is normal.

他們說，這很正常。

Like we've experienced racism, maybe not on that scale,

就像我們經歷過的種族主義，也許不是那種規模。

but it's definitely happened before

但這是肯定發生過的

and it probably will happen again.

而且很可能還會發生。

But that made me cry even harder

但這讓我哭得更厲害了

because I was like, it shouldn't be that way.

因為我當時想，它不應該是這樣的。

And this isn't something

而這不是什麼

that should be glossed over or tolerated.

應該被掩蓋或容忍的。

This is completely unacceptable

這是完全不能接受的

that people have to even live in fear of that.

人們甚至不得不生活在恐懼之中。

When I first posted it,

當我第一次發佈的時候。

which was on the fifth, the day after it happened,

這是在5日，也就是事情發生的第二天。

it was mostly a lot of love and support I received,

主要是我得到了很多愛和支持。

you know, because at first

你知道，因為一開始

it was just like people who followed me,

就像跟著我的人一樣。

like my friends and family and coworkers, et cetera.

比如我的親朋好友和同事，等等。

But then when it blew up, like it went viral,

但當它炸開了，就像它的病毒。

that's when I started receiving a lot of hate.

這時我開始收到很多仇恨。

I actually had to turn disable my notifications

實際上，我不得不關閉我的通知。

for Instagram, and I just went private recently.

為Instagram，而我最近剛剛私了。

People will say a lot of racist remarks

人們會說很多種族歧視的話

or they'll kind of try to do whatever they can

或者他們會種嘗試做任何他們可以

to manipulate my words or like

巧言令色

kind of flip the situation on its head

顛倒黑白

and make it seem like I was aggravating him

讓他覺得我在加重他的負擔。

or my family in some way deserved his racist remarks.

或我的家人在某種程度上應得他的種族主義言論。

So when I first heard the apology,

所以當我第一次聽到道歉的時候。

I did not believe it was genuine

我不相信它是真的

because when the video went viral and it reached Michael,

因為當視頻被傳播，它達到邁克爾。

he actually commented on my original post

他居然評論我的原帖

of the video of him.

的視頻中，他。

And he said, you can eat (beep).

他說，你可以吃（嗶）。

He was sober because that happened

他是清醒的，因為那件事發生了

after the video was posted.

視頻發佈後，。

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So a few of my friends have recently notified me

所以最近有幾個朋友通知我說

that Gennica, the server,

那個Gennica，服務器。

who is seen in the video defending my family and I

誰是看到在視頻中捍衛我和我的家人。

has actually received nearly a $100,000

實際上已經收到了近10萬元

because a bunch of people like around the world

因為一群人喜歡世界各地

just started GoFundMe pages for her to tip her.

剛開始的GoFundMe頁面為她提示她。

What Gennica did was really, really wonderful.

Gennica所做的事真的非常非常精彩。

And she deserves praise for that.

這一點她值得稱讚。

She was being a really good ally,

她在做一個真正的好盟友。

but the fact that people are calling her a hero

但事實上，人們稱她為英雄。

and that's a word I've been seeing a lot

這是我經常看到的一個詞。

everywhere in the media.

在媒體上隨處可見。

I think that's really, really problematic and toxic

我認為這是真的，真的有問題和有毒的

because why should it be seen as something that's heroic

因為為什麼要把它看作是英雄的東西

to stand up for what's right?

站在什麼是正確的？

Like literally everybody should do that

就像每個人都應該這樣做

if they're placed in that instance.

如果它們被放在該實例中。

I just think it speaks to a bigger problem.

我只是覺得這說明了一個更大的問題。

And that's something that's really hard to talk about

而這一點，真的很難說出口。

'cause obviously this dialogue is super, super important

因為很明顯，這個對話是超級，超級重要的。

because it feeds into the white savior complex.

因為它養成了白人救世主的情結。

It's such a difficult discussion to have with people online

在網上與人討論是如此的困難

because people are quick again, to be defensive and be like,

因為人們又很快的，要防備和喜歡。

Oh, why are you attacking white people

哦，你為什麼要攻擊白人

when they're trying to be your allies?

當他們想成為你的盟友時？

But there's a huge difference

但這裡面有很大的區別

between being an ally and a savior.

在盟友和救世主之間。

So I would say one important thing

所以，我想說一件重要的事情

is if you see it happening

是如果你看到它發生

and it doesn't have to be happening to you,

而且它不一定要發生在你身上。

you have to call it out.

你必須叫出來。

You have to make sure that those people know

你必須確保這些人知道

that that's not okay.

那是不行的。

And another thing is that people have to be open

而另一件事是，人們必須要開放的

to being wrong.

到是錯的。

It's really important to just reflect and sit down,

反思和坐下來真的很重要。

take a beat for a minute and be like, okay,

採取了一分鐘的節拍，並像，好吧。

why does this person think that what I'm saying

為什麼這個人認為我說的話

or doing is racist and how can I be better?

或做的事情是種族主義的，我怎麼能更好？

We all have to be open to making mistakes

我們都要勇於犯錯

and being corrected.

並被糾正。

Nobody's born woke.

沒有人是生來就清醒的。

Like we all have to learn and unlearn.

就像我們每個人都要學習和解脫一樣。