I went back to Australia first for about two weeks and then I decided to go to South Korea for one week and then I flew to Europe for about two months.

我先回澳洲呆了大概兩個星期，然後我決定去韓國呆一個星期，然後我飛到歐洲呆了大概兩個月。

I had to go back to Korea for one of the weeks for work, but then I pretty much spent most of the time traveling around in Europe and it was amazing.

我不得不回韓國工作的一個星期，但後來我幾乎大部分時間都在歐洲旅行，這真是太神奇了。

In total, I went to eight different countries in a span of two months and I met so many new friends met so many more family members.

在兩個月的時間裡，我一共去了八個不同的國家，我認識了很多新朋友，認識了更多的家人。

It was just an experience to remember, so I definitely would go back there again when I have time.

這只是一次難忘的經歷，所以我有時間一定還會再去。

It was definitely one of the best trips I have ever taken.

這絕對是我有史以來最好的一次旅行。

So if you guys are interested to see what I got up to in Europe, I thought the whole entire trips and make sure you check out my vlog channel a link that down below as well and make sure you subscribe to it as well because I'm still uploading a lot on that channel.

所以，如果你們有興趣看看我在歐洲得到了什麼，我想整個整個旅行，並確保你檢查出我的vlog頻道一個鏈接，下面以及確保你訂閱它，以及因為我仍然上傳了很多在該頻道。

After Europe, I went back to Korea for two weeks and I just went back to do some final shopping and just finalizing a lot of things before I went back to Australia and finally at the end of August, I came back to Australia and I am now here for good.

歐洲結束後，我回韓國呆了兩個星期，我只是回去做一些最後的購物，只是在回澳洲之前敲定了很多事情，最後在8月底，我回到了澳洲，我現在已經在這裡生活了。

Even though I have moved back to Australia for good, I still plan to travel.

雖然我已經永遠搬回了澳洲，但我還是打算去旅行。

It doesn't mean I'm not going to be traveling anymore.

這並不意味著我不會再去旅行了。

I still plan to go to Japan maybe once a year, like I always used Thio.

我還是打算每年也許去一次日本，就像我一直用Thio一樣。

So you still see some more Japan logs.

所以你還是多看一些日本的日誌。

And whilst I was in Japan, I filmed so many laws that I haven't uploaded.

而我在日本的時候，拍了很多法律，我還沒有上傳。

I traveled a lot with audio travel and yeah, I got logs powered up.

我經常帶著音頻旅行，對，我把日誌通電了。

So, like I said, I think in my leaving in Japan video, I'm going to be uploading some of those long sometimes on my block channel.

所以，就像我說的那樣，我想在我離開日本的視頻中，我會在我的區塊頻道上傳一些那些長的有時。

So make sure you guys subscribe to my vlog channel if you guys want to see what I get up to in Australia and also some old throwback Japan vlogs.

所以，如果你們想看我在澳洲的生活，一定要訂閱我的vlog頻道，還有一些日本的老vlog。

So what happens now that I'm back in Australia?

那麼，現在我回澳洲了，會發生什麼？

Well, most of you guys already noticed because I've said this so many times because I'm so excited.

好吧，你們大多數人已經注意到了，因為我已經說過很多次了，因為我太激動了。

And when I'm really excited about something, I can't stop talking about it.

當我對某件事情感到興奮時，我就會不停地談論它。

But I am going to be moving in with my boyfriend at the end of this month.

但我這個月底就要和男友搬進去住了。

My boyfriend and I bought an apartment to get up at three years ago on Finally, it's finished building so we can finally move into this apartment.

我和男友三年前在終於買了一套公寓起床，它已經建好了，我們終於可以搬進這套公寓了。

So we are very excited to be starting our lives together off.

所以，我們非常興奮地開始了我們的生活，一起開始。

And that is why this is just a temporary background, because I'll be moving in about three weeks, which is really crazy.

這也是為什麼這只是一個臨時的背景，因為我將在三個星期後搬家，這真的很瘋狂。

I do plan to have logged the moving in process and shopping for furniture and stuff, so I post all of that on to my vlog channel when that time happens.

我打算把搬家的過程和買傢俱什麼的都記錄下來，到時候我把這些都發到我的vlog頻道上。

But I guess that's the main huge change in my life that's going to be happening very soon, and I'm really excited to bring you guys with me speaking about moving.

但我想這是我生活中最主要的巨大變化，很快就會發生，我真的很興奮能帶你們一起講搬家。

I'm kind of stressed out right now because I have a way too much stuff, guys, and because of that, I am selling ah lot off my list later, close on D pop, so I'll also link that down below as well.

我現在壓力有點大，因為我的東西太多了，各位，正因為如此，我以後要把啊很多東西從我的單子上賣掉，接近D彈，所以我也會在下面鏈接。

If you guys wanna check out what I'm selling, it's going to be a huge change.

如果你們想看看我在賣什麼，那將是一個巨大的變化。

I'm kind of nervous, but I'm also really excited because I finally have a place with my boyfriend and we are going to be moving on with our lives.

我有點緊張，但我也很興奮，因為我終於和男朋友有了一個地方，我們要繼續我們的生活了。

So I feel that I'm at the age where I'm ready to settle down now and then, you know, start my adult life.

所以，我覺得我在這個年齡，我已經準備好定居下來，然後，你知道，開始我的成人生活。

Another thing that's going to be happening is that for all you Sydney views, I am going to be going to cake on Australian Sydney at the end of this month.

還有一件事，就是為了各位雪梨的美景，我將在這個月底去澳洲雪梨吃蛋糕。

So for all of you guys want to k con, I am going to be doing me angry after my panel sessions, so I will link all the information down below.

所以，對於各位想k con的朋友，我的小組會議結束後會做我的憤怒，所以我會把所有的資訊鏈接到下面。

I'm really excited to go to Sydney again.

我真的很興奮能再去雪梨。

And I can't wait to meet all of you guys.

我迫不及待地想見到你們所有人。

I also want to talk about why I haven't uploaded on this channel in about two months on in general.

我也想說說為什麼我有兩個月左右沒有在這個頻道上上傳一般。

Why?

為什麼？

I haven't been uploading as much this year on.

我今年沒有上傳那麼多的上。

I'm gonna be honest with you guys.

我要跟你們說實話。

I kind of lost motivation this year on YouTube and maybe it's because I burnt myself out last year.

今年我在YouTube上有點失去動力，也許是因為去年把自己燒壞了。

I worked really hard last year on my YouTube channel.

去年我真的很努力地在我的YouTube頻道上工作。

I was sticking to a very strict upload schedule.

我是堅持一個非常嚴格的上傳時間表。

I was uploading twice a week, and if I didn't finish a video, I would stay up the whole entire night.

我是每週上傳兩次，如果沒有完成一個視頻，我會整晚不睡覺。

Thio edit this one video and you know, I just got way too stressed out.

Thio編輯這個視頻，你知道，我只是得到了太多的壓力。

I wasn't happy, and I felt that I kept on trying to make the next video better than the last video.

我並不開心，我覺得我一直在努力讓下一個視頻比上一個視頻更好。

And if the video wasn't good enough, I would just scrap the whole video and, you know, I would re filmer.

如果視頻不夠好，我就把整個視頻廢掉，然後，你知道，我會重新拍攝。

I was over analyzing all the videos I was making, and because of that, YouTube just wasn't fun for me anymore.

我對自己製作的所有視頻都進行了過度分析，正因為如此，YouTube對我來說已經沒有樂趣了。

And I just felt I lost a lot of motivation.

而我只是覺得自己失去了很多動力。

That's why I decided not to upload as much this year.

這就是為什麼我決定今年不上傳那麼多東西的原因。

I tried to take a break because I felt that I really needed it for my own mental stability.

我試著休息一下，因為我覺得為了自己的心理穩定，我真的需要休息一下。

I have filmed a lot of videos whilst I was in Japan for this channel.

我在日本的時候為這個頻道拍攝了很多視頻。

I filmed actually about 20 videos, and I just haven't editor the videos yet just because, like I said, I didn't have any motivation.

其實我拍了大約20個視頻，只是還沒有編輯視頻，只是因為，我說過，我沒有任何動力。

But now that I'm back in Australia, I did take a very long break.

但現在我回到了澳洲，我確實休息了很長時間。

I feel that now I'm slowly getting my motivation back on.

我覺得現在我的積極性慢慢恢復了。

To be honest, I just want Thio have fun with this YouTube channel.

說實話，我只是想讓Thio在這個YouTube頻道上玩得開心。

I feel that I shouldn't think too much about the quality off the content.

我覺得，我不應該過多地考慮內容的質量關。

That's why today I decided just the way a hoody just to sit down and talk and not have any fancy editing and stuff in my videos.

這就是為什麼今天我決定只是一個連帽衫的方式，只是為了坐下來說話，沒有任何花哨的編輯和東西在我的視頻。

I really feel that I need to kind of get that out of my head and, you know, just do videos because I enjoy doing it, not because I'm trying to impress anyone else.

我真的覺得，我需要那種 得到了我的頭，並且，你知道，只是做視頻 因為我喜歡這樣做， 不是因為我試圖打動別人。

I guess I just really miss the days.

我想我只是真的很懷念那些日子。

But I could just turn my camera on and just talk to you guys and upload this on my main channel.

但我可以打開相機，只和你們哈拉，把這個上傳到我的主頻道。

I just thought I was trying too hard to create crazy things for my channel At the time, I did have a lot of fun making the videos.

我只是覺得我太努力了，想為我的頻道創造出瘋狂的東西。 當時，我做這些視頻確實很有趣。

I think I just need to like, tone it down a bit, and then I just wanna be more personable of you guys.

我想我只需要喜歡，語氣下來一點， 然後我只是想成為更人性化的你們。

Like I said, this on my block channel.

就像我說的，這在我的區塊頻道。

I want to just, you know, be the type of person that you can relate to because I'm no one special.

我只是想，你知道，是類型的人 你可以涉及到，因為我沒有一個特殊的。

Like, I am just like you guys.

就像，我就像你們一樣。

I guess I feel like I've bean trying to hard thio create crazy things in this channel.

我想我覺得我一直在努力創造瘋狂的東西在這個頻道。

And if I felt the video was not good enough, I would just scrap.

而如果我覺得視頻不夠好，我就會直接廢掉。

And to be honest, I shouldn't be thinking that way.

說實話，我不應該有這種想法。

I should just be making videos because I enjoy making content.

我應該只做視頻，因為我喜歡做內容。

So that's the reason why I haven't been uploading.

所以這也是我一直沒有上傳的原因。

But now that I feel that I have got my motivation back, I feel a lot happier being back in Australia.

但現在我覺得自己的動力又回來了，回到澳洲我覺得很開心。

I'm going to be uploading again on this channel.

我又要在這個頻道上傳了。

So hopefully you guys afford to the videos.

所以希望你們對得起這些視頻。

I'm going to be uploading.

我要上傳。

I'm going to start uploading the videos I filmed ah, couple of months ago because I never edited them.

我打算開始上傳我拍攝的視頻啊，幾個月前，因為我從來沒有編輯過它們。

And I feel that you guys would really enjoy this video.

而且我覺得你們會很喜歡這個視頻。

So please look forward to them.

所以請大家期待。

And I hope you guys still support me.

也希望你們還能支持我。

Even though I left you guys for, like, a long time to see you.

儘管我離開你們，就像，很久才能見到你們。

I'm really sorry.

我真的很抱歉。

I guess What I'm trying to say is at the end of the day, I just want to be myself again.

我想我想說的是，在一天結束的時候，我只是想重新做回自己。

I want to go back to the Kim that loved making videos.

我想回到那個喜歡做視頻的金。

I want to go back to Kim, not loved editing videos and was really excited to upload videos on this channel.

我想回金，不愛剪輯視頻，在這個頻道上傳視頻真的很興奮。

And I also want to connect more of you guys and kind of create more of a community with you guys, even though I haven't uploaded in a while that you guys still support this channel and I will work very hard from now on to upload videos more regularly.

而且我也想和你們更多的聯繫，也算是和你們創造了更多的社區，雖然我已經有一段時間沒有上傳了，但你們還是支持這個頻道，從現在開始我會非常努力，更經常的上傳視頻。

The next few weeks, they're going to be very busy for me because I have to unpack all the boxes I shipped back from Japan.

接下來的幾周，對我來說會很忙，因為我得把從日本運回來的所有箱子拆開。

I have to unpack.

我必須打開包裝。

All my luggage is that I brought back from all my travels.

我所有的行李都是我歷次旅行帶回來的。

I need Thio start moving furniture into my new apartment because of all that stuff.

我需要Thio開始移動傢俱到我的新公寓，因為所有的東西。

I don't think I'll be able to feel much new content for this channel anytime soon, But I do have a lot of content that I made back when I was in Japan, which I do plan to edit and upload for you guys to see.

我想我不會很快就能感覺到這個頻道有什麼新的內容，但我有很多我在日本時做的內容，我是打算編輯並上傳給你們看的。

So hopefully you guys support to them.

所以希望你們支持到他們。

Once I have time, I do plan to film stuff on this channel again.

一旦我有時間，我確實打算再在這個頻道上拍東西。

So if you have any recommendations on what videos you want me to film, please let me know in the comment box down below, because I really miss making videos for this channel.

所以，如果你有什麼建議，你想讓我拍什麼視頻，請在下面的評論框裡告訴我，因為我真的很懷念為這個頻道製作視頻。

I have been happening very often on my block channel, but it's just not the same because this is a channel that I put all my heart and soul into and just thio not upload on this channel.

我在我的區塊頻道上經常發生，但就是不一樣，因為這是我投入所有心血的頻道，只是thio不在這個頻道上傳。

It just makes me feel really upset, so I'm not gonna feel that way anymore.

只是讓我覺得很不爽，所以我不會再有這種感覺了。

I am back on this channel and I will work very hard for you guys.

我又回到了這個頻道，我會很努力的為你們工作。

So for those of you guys have stuck with me on my YouTube journey for so long.

所以，對於你們這些人來說，在我的YouTube旅程中堅持了這麼久。

Thank you so much.

非常感謝你。

Because it really, really means a lot to me.

因為這對我來說，真的很重要。

Without you guys, I would not have been able to do what I was able to.

如果沒有你們，我就不可能做到我能夠做到的事情。

So I'm forever grateful to all of you guys.

所以我永遠感謝你們。

I'm going to end this video here, so make sure you guys comment down below On what videos you want me to make in the future and because I really want to connect with you guys more, Let me know down below.

我要在這裡結束這段視頻，所以一定要讓你們在下面評論你們希望我在未來做什麼視頻，因為我真的想與你們更多的連接，讓我知道下面。

What kind of go You guys have?

你們有什麼樣的去？

A swell because form A it was to move to Japan and live in Japan for at least one year.

A膨脹，因為A形式是要搬到日本去住至少一年。

And I was able to do that.

而我能夠做到這一點。

So I'm really interested to hear what goes.

所以，我真的很想聽聽是什麼情況。

You guys have a swell.

你們有一個膨脹。

So appreciate him with me down below and also follow my social media to keep up to date with May.

所以在下面和我一起欣賞他，也可以關注我的社交媒體，瞭解梅的最新動態。

I don't really update that often, but I'm going to try it it from now on.

我並不經常更新，但我打算從現在開始嘗試。

Also my block China, Right here if you want to see my Europe trips and also my career videos.

也是我的塊中國，就在這裡，如果你想看我的歐洲旅行，也是我的職業視頻。

Thank you so much for watching this video.

非常感謝你觀看這個視頻。

If you guys made it this far.

如果你們做到了這一步。

I love you all.

我愛你們。