that'sall I can say.

我盡我所能做到最好。

I wasn't particularly pursuing for fame. Now that I suddenly encounter it, I know, just

我並不刻意追求名聲。既然讓我遇到了，我知道，就像

like anything else that I did, I have to find a way to cope with it. It's not that easy.

任何其他我做的事情一樣，我必須找到一個方法去適應它。這並不容易。

I would say, don't be too rash and don't be too pushy.

我會說，不必太過魯莽和急躁。

Just let things happen

只要讓一切

in its own time.

順其自然的發生就好。

The reason I say that is because if you don't do that there will be a backlash

我會這樣說的原因是如果你不這麼做，將會有強烈的反作用

and the backlash is very very difficult to take.

而這個反作用是非常非常難以承受的。

It was such an incredible loss when I think about it.

每當我回想，就會感到這是個多麼巨大的損失。

Every day was different because he made it well for me, because he knew what I was going through.

每一天都是那麼的不同，因為他讓我的日子過得安好，因為他明白我所經歷的一切。

Being a certain race and being a woman as well, all that, he had an incredible concern

身為特定的種族同時是一個女性，所有的一切，他都充滿著

about it.

關懷。

See most people think, well, he's a walker and just kind of rough maybe but no. At home,

很多人會認為，他就是個男伴而且可能有些粗枝大葉，但他不是。在家的時候

he was a very gentle person and extremely, extremely concerned about me but also concerned

他是一個很溫柔並且非常，非常關心我同時也關心

about the world too.

這個世界的人。

I still miss him, especially now, because the world is not quite right. Everybody seems

我仍然想念著他，特別是現在，因為這個世界不太一樣了。每個人似乎

to be suffering.

都承受著痛苦。

If he was here, it would have been different I think.

如果他還在這裡，我認為一切都會不一樣。