I wouldsaythethingthatmadegrowingupinthefifties a differentexperiencethananyothererrors, thatwewerethefirsttohavethethreatofcompleteannihilationin a millisecond.
Weknowhereyourshadowwouldappearon a wallwhereyouwere, andthenFatherbackwouldtakemaybeseveralhoursbeforeyoudied, untilyougotuptoaboutourmonknorthofthecity.
Um, maybeyourhairwouldfalloutin a fewdaysandsufferfor a numberofhours, andthen I'd beallover.
Hewassafe.
IfyouwereinBali, thatISSfor a fewmonths, untilthecloudfloatedanddestroyedyou, therewasvirtuallynohope.
Inadditiontothis, wecameoutofanera.
I, ofcourse, don't rememberWorldWarTwoas a contemporaryobserverbecause I wasbornin 1942.
I don't knowthesepeople, and I rememberpeoplearguinginschoolfrommoreprogressivefamiliesjustispassionatelytheotherwaythatthesepeopleeitherdidnothingwrongorwhethertheydidsomethingwrongornot, wasirrelevant.
Thatshouldnothavebeenexecuted.
Soitwas.
I remembermycousin, a realsiren.
Shewasgoingwith a saxophoneplayerandhegaveher a Valentine's giftanditsaid, It's reallynotmuch, butwhatelsegonnapullCommunist?
Affordweaponwheretheywentthatrelationship.
I haven't mettheguy I met.
Theguyseemedprettycooltome.
Itdidn't didit.
Andthensuddenly I heardtheinternational, youknow, that's it.
TheywereTherewassortofTheywereevilthattherewas.
I couldfindnojustificationforthembelievingthatway, huh?
Andweweredefeatedby a onearmedpianistfromMissouriwhoplayed a MozartSonataforfourhands.
Hewasquitebusy, buthewasn't thatgood, didyou?
Didyouthinkthatrock n rollwaswasrebellious?
Anddidyougrabuntiltheysaidtheydon't likethis?
Therefore, I don't thinkthat I likeditallthemorebecausemyparentsdidn't.
I wantedmyparentstolikeit, butitwasanimpossibletask.
Infact, I usedtohavedaydreamsabouttheteentonesplayingthemountainsintheCatskillMountainsforregulargrownupsandthemgoing, Hey, that's tough.
Thatwasournamefor a prettysoon.
It's tough, not a shot.
Theyinsistedonmelodies, youknow, Actually, wehadMelanie's, too, Uh, but, youknow, myfatheroncehad a breakthrough, I think, whereheunderstoodthatwhenhewas a kid, Toiletsrannexttour.
I'm animproviseragain.
Listen, canyouholdupurinatingintowe'refinishedin?
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Myfatherhad a sortofbreakthroughonesaseverygoalwhereherealizedthattheyhadtheirfedstowhenhewas a youngmanmaybeolderthan 13 but, oh, everythingthat I foundoutwhenthemusicgoesroundandroundOoh, anditcomesouthere.
Well, I heardthis, andhesaidThiswas a wildsongthatwehadWhen I was a kid.
I said, That's wild.
Yeah, Booboo, Youdo.
Everyerahaditsown.
Everyerathinksthathasitsown.
I mustsaythiswasmoresignificantthanmostbecausethisnaive, morenaivemusicofthefiftiesrock.
Soyourock n rollledtosomesignificantmusic, someofwhichisoverrated.
ThesixtiesLaingrunbutbutbutstillopenedup a wholeavenueof a newkindofpopularmusic, andsomeverytalentedpeoplewereattractedtoit.
G Let's usemoviesbecausemoviewasalways a treatinschoolwas a greatbreakup.
Yousee a moviesoautomaticallytheyfigured, asdidtheArmedService, isthatthiswillautomaticallysalvoproblems.
You'lllearnwhateveryouseeinthemovie.
I thoughtitwascarriedtoabsurdlanes.
And, ofcourse, eventhenweknewthatthatwasbaloney.
I thinktherewas a snickerandeveryoneofthosethings.
Eventhen, itwascampwhenitwasbrandnew.
Itwasitwasjustnotthewaylifewaas.
But, youknow, youtalkaboutrulesbeingcourse, wasn't there a feeling?
Doyousenseofhypocrisyregardingrulesinthefifties?
Especiallythat, youknow, youtellmetodothisanddothat, But I seeyoulivingyourlivesandasadults, kids, adults, a senseofhypocrisy, a sensethatyouknowyou'repreachingonething, butyou'redoingsomethingelse.
I perceived a senseofhypocrisyinthesixtiesbecause I gotoldenoughtoknowwhathypocrisyreallywaasandbecausethesixtieswe'remoresymbolizedbythrowingoffofofalltheserulesinfact, that's probablywhatfrightenedgrownupsmost.
I don't think I couldconceptualizehypocrisyitreallywhatamountedtohisguiltandpain.
I knew I wantedtoravishthisyoungwoman, and I knew I shouldn't, and I couldn't figurethatout.
I assumeditmusthavebeensomebaseinstinct.
Um, a lotofpeoplereportwhentheywenttoCatholicschools, thatwasreallyinspades.
TheygotthatmessagenotbeingCatholic.
I couldn't saythat.
But I'm beingJewish.
I couldsaythat.
I mean, youweretaughtin a goodhomeHowtobeablenottobehave.
Therewassomelinking.
I mean, uhoh, yeah.
Youlikekissingthatgirl?
I mean, spendthebottlein a party, youknow?
Butthatwasit.
Andthegirlthat I thoughtthatyounggirlshaditmuchtougherbecausetheburdenwasonthemtocontrolthesebaseurgescontroltheurgesforanotherpartytotheboy, so I didn't perceiveitishypocritical.