Itwas a legaldisputebetweenmeandfinal, andhowstressfulitwasn't stressful.
Inthatsense, I was I wasdisappointedbecauseobviouslywehad a contractandformewasquiteclearwithmyadvisor.
Itwasquiteclearthat I had a clauseinmycontractthat I wasallowedtoleaveandfind a newthat.
Butyes, youwantedtomakeit a littlebitdifficultthatwasmoreangryandannoyedwithfinallytime.
But I alwayssaidthat I learned a lotinHollandwhen I playedthereandplayedforfinerthanintermsoffwhatittakesfromyouandwhat's expectedoffyouas a professionalfootballplayerandalsodevelopingtheskillsthat I didatthetimethat I didn't reallynoticethat I did.
Butallofthathelpmelateroninmycareerinordertobeabletoplay a lotofdifferentsystemsandknownwhatittakestobecome a professionalfootballplayer.
Howbig a keywashetoyouforyoutogotoCelticgivenyouknewhim?
Notforme.
I meantobehonestAnd I saidthatbeforeininterviewsthathaddone I didn't knowthatmuchaboutCelticobviouslylivinginHollandatthetimewithPFinorderbeingDutch, yousometimescouldseeglimpseoffwhenhescoredtwogoalsintheleague.
Butotherthanthat, I didn't don't knowthatmuch.
Soforme, thekeyreasonwhy I wenttherewasbecause I wastherebecauseobviouslyhehebroughtmetoHolland.
Obviously, I didn't have a clueaboutthat, butduringthatseasonyouYeah, yougettoknowthepeopleattheclub.
Yougettoknowtheplayers, yougettoknoweverythingaroundtheclubandyougettoknow a littlebitmorehistoryoftheclub.
So I wasn't when I thinkthat's partofthereason.
I thinkthereweresixorsevenyouplayerstherethatdidn't reallyhavetheknowledgeandaboutthehistoryandeverythingand I thinkthathelpedusIndiantobeabletodowhatwedidintheendbecauseknowingallthosethingsandgooutanddoit, I thinkitwouldhavebeanvery, veryhardbecausethere's alwayspressurewhenyouplayfacility, butknowthataswell.
Beingawareofthatinthatsense, I thinkthattheburdenwouldhavebeentoomuch.
Howmuchof a lifechangingexperiencewasitforyou, though, whenyoufirstarrivedatCeltic?
I don't thinkso, because I don't Mydebutatthehipsawayand I gavetheballawayinthehipscoredthewinninggoaltoone, sotheyweren't toopleasedaboutthat.
Um, andtheythought, Buthowwebroughtinhere.
But I thinkthatintheendthey'requitehappythattherecamethere, Henry.
Thencame a darkmomentforyou.
October 1999 whenyousufferedthathorrificdoublelegfracture.
Whatmemoriesdoyouhaveoffthatnight, ifany?
No, I have a lotofmemoriesfromthatnight.
I knewexactlywhat I triedtodoinordertostopthedefenderfromgettingtheball s wantedtoputmyfootplacemyfootfirmlyinthegroundandlethimkickmelikeitdoneorotherplayershavedonenumerousoccasions.
Butthistimewhen I plantedmyfootandhekickedmylegand I wasjustwaitinghimforkickandthenbringtheballawaywithmyrightfoothasfeltthat I felttheground.
I didn't feelanypain.
Ah, itwasjust, uh I waslayingontheground.
I liftedmymylegupandlookedsomethinghanginginthatthough I brokemylegand I rememberwehadAh, Dutchreferee.
So I toldtherefereeinDutch, I think I brokemyleg.
Itwas, ah, horrificinjury.
Anytimeatthetimeaswell, because, I mean, we'retalkingabout 1999 here.
I mean, notmanyyearspriortothat.
I mean, ifyougetah, meniscusorsomethinglikethat, thatwasconsideredahah, injurythatyouwouldhave a hardtimetocomebackfrom.
Andobviouslyin 99 I'm nothappythat I brokemyleg, but I'm happy I diditatthetimebecausetheyobviouslythetechniquetotreatthelegbreakswasdifferentbecause I stillhavemypininsertedininmylegsfromhereallthewaydownhereandscrewonthesidethere.
Ah, Withoutthat, I don't thinkthat I wouldbebeabletoplay.
Andwiththatnewtechnique, itwaswasonlyoutforfiveand 1/2 monthsbefore I waswithintheyearswithwiththeSwedishNationalMentallythough, whetheranytimeduringthattimewhereyouthought I mightnotplayagainNo, itwasn't.
I wasrumorsittingontheonthepitchinLeoneand I wascountingNovemberDecember, Jennifer, March, AprilMayatthelatest.
I havetobeback.
Youknow, itreachedeuros.
I don't knowwhy I didthat, but I thinkthatputmymindandrightplaceDataisstraightawayinordertodotherehab.
I'vedone a lotofrehaband I workedvery, veryhardinordertocomebackbecause I had a gold.
I hadthegoldcomewithsweetintotheyearis 2000.
BythetimeyoucamebackforCeltic, therewere a lotofchangeshappeningatthatclub.
Johnwasgood, but I thinkthepartnershipmeandChris, I was a littlebitmoredynamic, butJohnwasforme a greatgoalscore.
Butforme, Chriswasthebest I playedwithyou.
MentionedtheEuropeanfinal, the U F A CupFinal 2003 againstPorto, JosieMarino's porteroffcourse.
Itdidn't endhowCelticwouldhavewantedittoend.
Whenyoulookbacknowoff a llthegames, you'veplayeditisthattheonethathurtsthemost?
Without a doubt, therewas a longtime I couldn't speakaboutthatgame.
I couldhavewatchedthegame.
I scoredtwogreatgoalsinthatgamethat I can, uh, recognizenow.
But 10 yearsback, itwasn't somethingthat I evenlookedatbecause I mean, itwasitwouldhavemeantsomuchfortheclubandforthefundson, obviously, forusplayers, becauseeverybodytalkedabouttheScottishLeaguebeingpoorandcouldn't playandbeattheEnglishteam.
Sothatjustgivesyou a littlebitofideawhatkindofteamwehad.
I mean, wehad, I think, atwhatpointwehad, like 14 internationalplayersfromdifferentcountries, notthebiggestcountry, smallcountries, butmainplayersfromfromtheircountries.
Andwehadwhataside, I say, ifweplayedinthePremiershipbackthen, I thinkwewouldhavedonereallywell.
Haveyoumanagedtowatchanyofthatgamesince I watchedit a littlebit.
Now, thelast 67 years, I watched a littlebit.
Theypopsupon, Doyouwatchit?
Then I stillfeelannoysme, butthat's thewayitis.
Wegaveit a propergoal, andunfortunatelywewedidn't managetogoallthewaytojustagaintobeingdoingsomecomecomparisonamongtheteam.
I mean, Portowith a verygoodteam, wasEurope, a leaguethatyounextyearthatwinningChampionsLeagueandwereallypressuredthemintherope a leaguefinal.
Sowhat I wanttosayiswewerebloodygoodteamtheseasonafterthatfinalwouldprovetobeyourlostatCeltic.
Whydidn't youstay?
No, but I saidalreadythatseasonWhentheseasonstarted, I saidAh, I willleaveafterthisyear, I wanttogoandplaymyfootballwhereWhethertheweatheris a littlebitwarmer I wasyouknow, there's nothingwrongwiththeScottishweatherisquitesimilartowhat I havehere, but I'vebeentheresevenyears.
I feltitwastimeformetodosomethingelse.
I was, Ah, turning 33.
I feltthatif I'm goingtodosomething, nowisthetimetodoit.
So I saiditallalongduringtheseasonthat I willleaveoffthisthisyearandonDuh.
Yeah, because I didn't want a partin a badway.
I wantedtoeverybodytoknowwhatmyfeelingswasinwhatmyplanswere.
Uh, not a joke, but I thought, seriously, because I knowatthetimewhen I stoppedthatseasonwhen I playthelastgame, I stilldidn't haveanythingin, uh, that I'vespokewith a club.
Andnowitwasabout 28 to 29 clubsthatwereinterestedinmyservice.
29 copsherefromEuropealloverItalyisbein, uh, I thinkevenGermanyinallofthisworld.
Anddidanyofthosegoesfarastalkswithyou?
No, because I said I havetheEuropeanchampionshipherebecausehehasmade a comebacktogobacktotheSwedishnationalteam.
I stoppedafter 2002 intheWorldCup.
I said, I wanttofocusontheEuropeanChampionshipondhe.
Isityouragent, RobertHanssen, who's sortingeverythingoutwhileyou'reconcentratingontheeuro's You'retogetherwithmywifeyearsandthenaftertheEurosafterthethedayafter, Um, I had a terriblehangoverbecausewelostagainstpenaltiesagainstHolland.
I didn't wasn't toopleasedaboutthat, but I hadtotraveltotoBarcelonatodothetheMedicalwastwodaysafter I thinkitwasdone, themedicalOndapressconference, andthen I waspersonalplea.
Evenatthatage, though, isyourheadspinningnow?
I wouldn't sayspending, butobviouslybeingitoneofthebiggestclubsintheworldandplayingitatthatground I playedbeforewithCelticdone.
Butgoingoutinthejerseyandwhatthatmeans.
It's just a fantasticfeeling.
It's somethingthat I'm veryproudof.
Soyou're 32 I thinkwhenyoujointhemandyou'rejoiningthelikesofRonaldDinaSamuelEtomessyinyes, theshabbyWhatwastheirreaction?
Wastheirreactiontoyourrival.
Obviously, it's it's alwayslikethatwhenyouarrivedas a newplayerintheotherplaceisalwaysgonnatestyouout a littlebecausebecauseit's a highright?
Howdecidedhierarchy, Yes.
Yeah, farmeandaysostraightawaythat I couldplayonDDE, that I wassomebodythattheytheycould, uh, getsomethingoutoff.
I seen a lotofplayersthathavebecomegoodfootballplayersandafter a while, tostopdoingthethingsthatmadehimgoodfootballplayersandandit's downhillfromthereand I didn't wannadothat.
I alwaystrytotrainourplayer, playhard, domybestfortheteam.
Theteamisalwaysnumberone, becausewithoutmyteammates, I can't doanything.
Thedreammove, though, becomes a nightmareinthefirstseason.
WiththatforthatNo, I wouldn't saynightmare.
I mean, that's ah, youjournalistsdosomedramaticstothis.
Obviouslywasn't wasn't thebestsituationbecause I was.
I was 33 atthetime.
I turned 33 inSeptember, gettingAhCruiseatinteriorcruciateligamentinjuryatthattime, knowingwhatyouhavetogotrue.
Youknowthat.
Comebackagain.
And I alreadybeingtruein 99 onthelegbreak.
And I havetosaythelegbreakhewas 10 timeseasiertogetbackfromthem.
Comparedtothat, Didyoufearforyourcareer?
Then I feared a littlebitformycareerbecause I was 33 yearsold.
I didn't knowhowmykneelookedinside, butapparentlylookedvery, verygood.
Eventhoughthereweregooddoctors, I'm notsayingthattheyweregood, but I wantedthebestinthebusinessandRichardSteadmanwastheguywhoinventedthisoperation, and I I I gambledonhimondhe.
Yeah, I thinkwedidn't 45 days I wasinColoradothanbeingoperatedandwasbackplayingafter 55 and 1/2 months.
I wouldn't recommendit, though, becausetheydidn't tradetrustmoneyuntilmaybeafter 10 11 monthstofeelwhenyouwhenyou'retwistingandturningthatyoudothatwithoutthinkinghowyoutwistandturn.
So I took a littlebitlonger, but I'm happythat I wenttoColoradotodothat.
Thatsurgery, because I thinkititmadeitpossibleformetoplayuntil I wasveryeightyearsold.
I mean, obviously I was I wasn't evensure I wouldmakethesquadfortheforthefinal, because I thinkthreeweeksprayer, PriorThiotodefineaboutmeandmessyatthetime I got a slighthamstring.
Ah, rupture.
I mean, itwasn't a thorn, butitwas a littlelittleinjurySo I missed a fewgamesonDA, I think a fewweeksafterthethatmessygotsomethingaswell.
Tobehonest, I wasn't sure I wouldbeinthesquadforthefinal.
Andthatworriedme.
So I thinkwearrivedtwodayspriortothegameandWeIItrained, and I madesurethat I trainedgood.
Andwhenwehadthefinishingandthat I finishedgood, because I wantedtobebeingthatsquad.
I knewthatmoreorlessthat I wouldn't playfromthestart.
Um, so I wasrelievedthat I wasinthesquad.
Um, Andwhenthegamestarts, I remembersittingthereonDDE.
Yes.
Onetobeonthepitch, takingpartofit.
Um, whenthingshappensastheydo, uh, I thoughtthatonesoulCampbellscoresthefirstgame, thegoalinthegame.
Then I knowthat I have a bigchancetogetonthepitch, but I rememberwatchingthegameandyes, preparingmyselftogetononthepitch.
Butnothingcantakeawaythe 70 years I haditsCelticandnothingcantakeawaythethreeand 1/2 years I haditfinalbecauseit's alldifferentthingsthatmakesitpossibleintheend, toreachthedreamreachedthegolden I mean, ifoutwouldn't thatplayedthe 433 systeminHollandin 90 threeuntil 97.
I don't thinkthat I wouldhaveBeaninterestingforforBarcelonawiththeskills.
I learnedthatatCelticandscoringthegoals.
I wouldn't beinterestingforBarcelona.
So I'm alloftheexperiencethatyougetfromfromthepreviousclubs.
Youbenotonwhatyoulearntobe a professionalfootballplayerandtopickupthethingsthatareimportantforyou.
Tradeculminatestheninmakingitpossiblethatkeepyourfocus, keepyourcalmandawarenessandlookingforyourteammateswhen I when I when I myselfdon't getthechancetoscoreago.
AndhehepulledmeasideWhenwewhenwecameto a limpinghesaid, Henrik, fancyspellunited.
Youknow, I got a phonecallfrom I thinkitwastheChiefScout.
TheContramemoriesnamenowonDheaskedaboutyoujoiningthemonon a threemonthsdeal.
Longdeal.
I wasreallyhappythatthatopportunitycamebecause I toldhimwhenwhenwecametoOlympia, I said, Well, I havetogohomeandanddiscussitwiththefamily.
Butalreadydone, I decided, iftheyreallywantme, I'm goingtherebecause, uh, didyoumeanformeit's oneofthebestclubsthatarebeingthateventhough I wastheonlyfor a shorttime.
Theweightedtocareofmeandmyfamilyand a llthepossibilitiesisthere, Alexandalltheplayerswerejustfantasticanditwas a greatexperienceforme.
It's a tributegoesbecauseyou'regetting a waywithgreatpedigreeandgreatcharacter.
I knowandwellknownaboutfor a longtimeintermsofhischaracterispedigreeandhisgoalscoringability.
I thinkit's a badbusinessforus.
Theonlyregret I haveinmyplayingcareerwasthat I didn't stayonforfortherestofdiseaseandonduhbecause I thinkthatif I wouldhavestayedtherestoftheseason, I thinkthat I wouldhavebeenoffered a littlebitmore, maybeanextensiononthat.
Buttheproblemwasthat I promisedhousingboard, too, tocomehomeonday.
Also, esotalkedtoyouearlierthat I wantedthekidstohavesomethingwheretheycouldcallhome.
I wantedthemtohavehave a base.
I'm goingtoreadyou a littleextractfromSirAlexFerguson's waterbiography.
You'reprobablyawareofthisquote.
Ifyou'renot.
Thisisnice.
OnarrivalatUnited, heseemed a bitof a cultfigureWithourplayers, theywouldsayhisnameinOrdeTones.
Rememberwehavinghadtalkedwithsomeotherplayersinvolvedinthattalkiswell, and I said, I mean, I reallyappreciateappreciateit, but I can't doit.
Promisetellshimwheretogo, too, becausetheyinvested a lotofmoneyfor a smallclubfromSwedenandThiobringmehomeandeverythingandaroundit.
So I knewwhat I signedwhen I cametoHelsingborg.
AndeventhoughUnitedandeverythingissomuchbiggerstillfeltthat I couldn't breakmypromisetohouse.
It's veryhonorable.
Whatitwhatit's AlexFergusonsaywhenyoutoldhim?
No, butheunderstoodme, and I thinkhereallyappreciatedbecause I meanformetogettingthechancetoworkwithSirAlexandalltheplaysthatwerethereatthetimewasjust a greatexperienceandthatthatjustsomethingAh, wokemeupagain.
I mean, playingbackhomeinSwedenYeah, isprofessional, butit's nottheprofessionalatmosphere, theoraboutit.
Thisitwaswhen I when I cametounitedagain, I felt I feltathomethere, eventhough I wastherefor a shorttime.
Andit's Yeah, buthavingsuch a longplayingcareer, if I onlyhaveoneregretthat I havetolearnhowtolivewithit.
Therewas a fewplayersthat I thinkoneofthemguysisworkingforyouguysnow, sothatyoucanaskhimplacesrightbacktoday I couldnumbertwoonWasheevenMaurtryingtobeevenmoreconvincingthanthat, SirAlexFerguson?
No, itwas I mean, itwasjust a nicemeetingwherewesatdown, had a chat, andsoisthereanypossibilityitwasn't anythingelsethanthat?
I mean, I afterwardsnow, I canappreciatethatalso, because, I mean, it's a worldclassplayerssittingtheretalkingwithmewithprobablyoneofthebestevermanagerinthegametryingtotwo, yeah, having a shotwithmeaboutthings.
Anditwas I don't wanttomakeanythingmoreoftenthanit.
CouldyoueverimaginemessyAtthetimewhen I playedthatBarcelonawasyoung, itwasonlyabout 17 turning 18.
Hewasgood.
Hewasreallygood.
But I couldn't seebutwouldcome, Uh, because I don't thinkthatifanybodystartedtalkingabouthowmanygoalshewouldhavescoreduptotoday's date, I thinkeverybodywillsayit's ridiculous.
Nochanceisgoingtodothat.
Butifyoulookatallthatis, it's justunbelievable.
But I couldn't seehewasgood, Butyoucan't forget I hadRonaldDeniaintheteamatthesametime, inpracticeaswell.
Whatyousawthereforme.
He's, he's hewasoutofthisworldandthenbelievingthat, Ah, messyandtheCristianowouldgothereorthereabouts, maybeevenbeyond, dependingwhatyoulikein a footballplayer.
I couldn't seethat.
I wouldsaythatCristianowasclosertothefinishingarticlethatwesawinMadridatUnitedIndianwhen I wasthere, Uh, becauseDannywasreally, reallygoodandthenhehastotookthegametoanotherlevelforhim.
Sothis I meanyetthoseairtofantasticplayers.
But I mean, I playedwiththejobaswell.
FormeUnbelievable.
runoffvenueformeisthebestever.
Thenyouhave.
I mean, inYes, therewas a youngboy, butyoucouldseethathehadskills.
I havetobecarefulthat I don't forgetthat.
I mean, thatplayedwithdrew.
Niet.
That's unitedaswell.
I mean, I'vebeenfortunatetotoplayamong a lotof, ah, moderndays.
Greatfootballplace.
Youmentionedrodeothere.
I'veseen a quotefromhimwherehesays, You'rehisidol.
Yeah, I thinkitwantsme a littlebit.
In 94 intheintheWorldCup, weplayedagainstBraziltwiceon.
I mean, theamountofpressurethathewasunderatBarcelonawhen I camethere.
It's justfantasticthewayhehehandledit.
Andalltheweight's onhisshouldersfromallthesupportersandalwayscomingininthemorningwith a bigsmileonyourfaceandsmilingassoonasyougooutandstarttraining, orwhen, whenyougettheopportunitytokick a ballforme.