If I amplaying a roleinthefilmthatisanadaptationof a book, I wouldalwaysreadthebookunless I hadbeenspecificallyaskednottobuythedirector, butoftenforme.
I findthatincrediblyusefulonDhe. 00:00:53.560 --> 00:01:2.300 I willalwaysfindmyselfreferringbacktothebookalmostobsessivelyActually, itsortofbecomesmyarmor, myfriend. 00:01:2.770 --> 00:01:6.900 ParticularlyinthecaseofRevolutionaryRoadandthereaderbothofthosefilms I remember, really. 00:01:6.900 --> 00:01:12.710 I justwithscourthebookforpiecesofinformationthatsurelythewriterhaven't foundorsurelythedirectorhadn't seen.
And I alwaysreallyenjoythat.
Canyoutalkaboutthefeelingyouallhaveaboutwhether a filmisgoingWell, we'renotgoing.
Youhavenoidea.
I mean, youhavenoideaabouttheendresult.
Really?
I don't think I'vebeenverywrongabout a coupleofthembothways.
Unfortunately, um, I mean, I thinkyouknowyoucanYoucanonlyhopetodothebestworkthatyoucanthatday.
Hisfilmis a collaborativemedium.
Thereis a 1,000,000 timeswhereitcangowrong, andthereare a 1,000,000 timeswhenitcouldgorightaswell.
Butyouknow, youcannothavecommunicatedproperlyto a director, andthedirectorcannothavecommunicatedproperlytothecrewandthecrew, youknow?
I mean, itcanThereare a 1,000,000.
Itis a miraclewhenitactuallyworks.
It's neverwhat I imagineit's goingtobe. 00:01:58.980 --> 00:02:5.170 I wentaboutit a verystrangewaybecause I neversetmy I quitelikedit. 00:02:5.170 --> 00:02:6.640 I likedactingatschool. 00:02:6.750 --> 00:02:8.420 I wasenchanting. 00:02:8.420 --> 00:02:11.460 IsthatwhiterabbitinAliceinWonderland?
I think I stillhavethecostume.
I slipintoitsometimes.
I didsomeactingwhen I wasatUniversityofsortof, youknow, withdramasocietythere, butitwasnevergonnabe.
I neverthoughtitwouldbemycareer.
Andthen, oddlyenough, I made a filmonamateurfilmatOxford.
When I wasthere, someguygottogether a littlebitofmoneyhelpofJohn's leadsinger, whoseportraitisjustoutsidethisroom.
But, uh, agentscameuptomerighthereafterin 19 summerof 1982 andithad a screeningandsaid, Didyouwanttobeanactor?
And I said, No, thankyouverymuch.
Andthen I wenthomeand I wasthinkingoffbecause I wasduetogooffanddoanotherdegreesomewhereelse.
I suddenlythoughtActually, I needmoney.
So I ranguptheagents. 00:02:59.990 --> 00:03:2.680 I said, Allright, beinactivefor a year. 00:03:3.150 --> 00:03:20.040 And I wassobad, frankly, that I I thought I betterdoanotherjob, anotheractingjobtoprove I'm notasbadas I wasinthe 1st 1 thatthatprocesshasgoneoutgoingonfor 30 sixyearswhen I wasyounger.
Whenyouwereyounger, youhavetolie. 00:03:57.830 --> 00:04:2.880 Butwhenyou'remyage, you'reallowedtosay, Ifyouaskmethequestion, howmuchresearchdid I doforthispart. 00:04:2.880 --> 00:04:13.780 Theanswerisabsolutelynonewhatsoever, because I workat a levelofwritingwhereanything I needtoknowanyoftheinformationusuallyisinthescript, thatthere's somethingspecificyougoask.
I saidfeelings. 00:04:54.200 --> 00:05:5.340 Shesaid, like I wouldyouknow, shesaid, Youknowthefeelingslike I wouldknow I said, Yousawmein a play, shesaid, Yeah, youthoughtitwasgood, Shesaid. 00:05:5.350 --> 00:05:6.450 Itwasabsolutelywhat I said. 00:05:6.450 --> 00:05:10.110 Well, I canabsolutelyguaranteeyouthat I'm notfeelinganything.
I'm atwork.
Youknowme.
I'm a bitbusy.
I'm a bitpushed.
I havetoDo I havetoachieveabout 1500 thingsover a periodoftwoand 1/2 hours, orwhatevertheplatelengthmightbe.
I can't befeelingstuff, Youknowthat I doinmyowntime.
Andyoucan't phoneupon a wetWednesdayandsay, Youknowwhat?
I'm notfeelingit, so I don't think I'llcomeintoyouknow, theirchallengesineverysingleday.
Thebiggestone. 00:05:49.860 --> 00:06:5.980 Tobehonestwithyou, I thinkhe's beingabletostayfocusedbecauseyoucanrehearseandyoucanplaneverythingandyoucanthinkyouhave a youknow, a frameworkthatyouwanttostickwithor a fewideasthatyouwanttoremembertokeepinyourbackpocket. 00:06:5.980 --> 00:06:26.530 Andsometimesthecrazinessofanonsetenvironmentcanbesointensethatyouconfineyourself, forgettingallofthosethingsthatyouplantoactuallyreally, reallystayingfocusedandknowingthatit's okaytokindoftakeyourselfoffinto a quietcornerandjustrememberwhatitwashehadsetouttodoandalsojustbeingveryacceptingoffeveryone.
Really, becauseactorscanbequiteweirdon, youknow, theyallhavetheirsortofTexanways, andit's such a privilegetoseehowoddeveryoneis.
Butatthesametime, itcanreallyaffectyourdayandhowyou'replaying a roleifyouallowyourselftobecaughtupinsomeoneelse's stuffforsomeoneelse's processandsojustbeingacceptingandsortofenjoyingthemforeverythingthattheyare.
I don't knowifthereis a secrettocollaborationwithotheractors.
I'veneverbeenaskedthisquestionbefore.
It's a goodquestion.
Um, usually, it's if I thinkwhatisexcitingiswhenyourealizethatyou'refellowactorisentirelypreparedonthat. 00:10:59.010 --> 00:11:5.650 Whateverpreparationithasbeenrequiredhastakenplaceelsewhere. 00:11:6.800 --> 00:11:13.180 Andthenifeverybody's prepared, thenyoucanstarttorookandthefirstrollyouragentgotyou.
Waaswasinsomethingcalledum, RoyalCelebrationwhen I wassix, and I thinkmywholecharacterinvolvedrunninginandgettingMummyDaddyandrunningoutagain.
I thought I wasbrilliantevenwhenyouwerethisyoungandtherewereactorsandplaywrightshangingaroundwheretheirparticularactorsthatyourememberedthatyouwantedtobelikeitwasalwaysEmmaThompson.
I wascompletelyobsessedbymuchadoaboutnothing, Andi.
I watcheditsomanytimesthatthevideobroke, and I thinkmymomboughtitformeaboutthreetimes.
I usedtoknowthewholethingoffbyheart.
I don't anymoremightbequiteusefulif I didnow, but I don't on.
ThenSenseandSensibilitywascompleteandinfact, allherwork I wascompletelyobsessedbyjustbecause I'vehad a lotofexperience. 00:11:57.570 --> 00:12:2.020 Itcertainlydoesn't meanthattherearecertainthingsthat I'm reallygettingrightorornailing. 00:12:2.020 --> 00:12:14.700 I wouldalmosthopetheoppositebecause I wanttoalwaysbefindingnewwaysofbeingabletocollaborateinbeingabletobeincludedandinvolvedandexcitedandpassionatetheexperienceofmaking a film.
Andit's a funnythingcauseactorscan't reallyhelpotheractors. 00:12:56.460 --> 00:13:7.700 Andi, I findthatquitefrustratingbecause I wish I coulddo, youknow, because I'm suretherearesomanyactorsouttherewhowouldgivetheirrightarmjusttobeinonesceneof a filmwithnolines. 00:13:7.940 --> 00:13:13.740 I thinkwhat I wouldhonestlysaytopeoplestartingout, youknow, itisdifficult.
Itisdefinitely a hardjobtodo, andyoudohavetokeepworkingatit.
But I dothinkthatsometimesyoungeractorsaremanipulatedin a certainway. 00:15:59.080 --> 00:16:2.050 It's it's it's a matterofcontrol. 00:16:2.900 --> 00:16:7.790 Theyaremadetofeelthatthereissomethingthat's outoftheirrangeoroutoftheirreach. 00:16:7.870 --> 00:16:9.950 There's nothingthat's outofyourrangeroutofyourreach. 00:16:9.960 --> 00:16:12.580 Canyouspeakaboutyourbiggestsurprise?
Finally, seeing a fillingbiggestthereon a surprise?
Really.
I mean, theyreallyarewhentheywork.
They'reall a surprisewhentheydon't yougookay, butyouknowtheyare.
I mean, I thinkbeginagainwas a surprisethatitworkedbecauseitwas 25 daysandwewerereallyupagainstit, anditwas a lotofimprovisation, anditwas, and I'd neverreallydonethatbeforeAndiwassuch a flashthatitwassortoflike I'vegotnoideawhatjusthappened.
There s O thatwasgreatwhenthatworks, butequallyimitationgame, youknow, becauseitwas a difficultsubject.
It's a difficultsubject, MrYouhaven't seenit, soyouwon't know.
But, youknow, it's it's it's a reallytrickyone. 00:16:53.030 --> 00:17:2.350 Andit's a trickyonetokindof, umtomakethatsubjectthrillingifyou'renotnecessarilyof a mathematicalmind, youknow? 00:17:2.360 --> 00:17:4.350 I mean, it's sotheyhadthey'reallThey'reall a surprise. 00:17:4.350 --> 00:17:11.980 Wework, youknow, withfilm, there's reallynohassleitYou'reluckyifyouget a momentround a tableintheweekbeforeyoustartshooting.
AndthenthedirectorYeah, yeah, I didn't seehimhavingthatvoice.
AndthenyouhavetorethinkeverythingWith a fewdaystogo, I soundlikesuch a terribleoldlovey, butthedreamisthatyoucantrustthemifthey'regoodandifthey'renotin a panic.
Lotsofpeoplethink I couldprobablybeanactor, buttheydon't knowaboutthe 20 minutesinthetrailerbeforeyouwalkon.
Andthat's thetoughbit.
Rememberthatnooneknowswhat's goingoninyourhead, andtheyneverwill, and I knowthatsoundsstupid, butit's it's a goodthingtorememberandrememberthatyou'resupposedtobescared.