Buttheladythat I hadtocomeanddomytreatmentwasjustreally, reallylike I feltlike I neededtobetakingnotesfromherontimetalkingwithsomethingthat I foundreallysortoflike I Wow, I shouldbedoingthismyself.
Butin a coupledaystime, myfacemayfalloff, sowatchthisspace.
Butyoumighthavealreadyseenusin a fewofmyvideos.
I I'm soexcitedbecausetheyjustwantedtocallPetey.
Soifyoudon't alreadyknow, I alwaysshop.
I'llcallbeauty.
I getsomeofmyfavoriteproductscalledPetey, and I knowthatsomanyofyouknowthataswell, because I didmybeautybox, whichwasvery, verycool.
Thisisthepart I workedonPDCbucks.
I workedontheirbombsandthingslikethatontheygot a newone, whichthenwatching, which I'm wearingatthemomentprettymucheverydaywhen I'm going, makeupnomakeup, makeup, youknow?
I mean, thisisoneoftheproductsthathasreallycementedmyloveofthisbrand.
It's incredibleon.
I actuallyfoundoutaboutthisfrommyfriend's husband.
I toldyou, I think I toldyouaboutThisis, Well, I gave a littlebottlebecausewhenyousaidyoulovesomething, yougetit.
It's ntoon.
So I gavethecoupleofthebottle, so I physicallycouldn't keepthemtomyfriendsandtheyHollyrandomlydidit.
Everysooftenonthisistheonlystuffthatgetsreallythatit's I callthismyexcellentrazorondhe.
I onlyknowthatthisisgoodfromthembecauseKenwillactuallycomearoundmyhousewhenhe's finishedit, andhe'llbelike, LookatmyneckonhisneckHesawandcrackedandhewouldreallylovethatproduct.
Sowhenever I getsome, I tryandgetsomecanvasbecausehedeservedit.
Andso I startedusingitonmyeyes.
Andifyou'resufferingwithasthma, I wouldstronglysuggestthatyoutry.
Thisisthe I literallycrane.
I can't.
When I gotmyexonmyeyes, I carryaroundmyhouseonDhewhenever I can, I justputonmyeyesandin a dayortwothe X Meniscompletelygone.
So I amtryingtoworkoutwhethertheretinaldoessoirritated.
Butnow I justputitoneverymorninginthecornerlikethis, and I alsoputitunderneath, use a bitlikeanicecreambecauseseeingis, ithelpssomuchwithmyexcellent I justpopitonlike a normaleyecreamonDDE.
I'm a littlebitlittlebitstressedbecausewegoawayagainin, like, twodaystime.
And I rarelyeverdotripslikethisbacktobackon.
I'm obviouslysogratefultobegoingonthem, but I havesomuchthat I needtobedoingrightnow, and I'm kindof I getfrustratedwithmyselfbecausethisiswhen I feellikenexttime, Lydia, justsaynoondhe.
I endupinthis, Youknow, thissituationwhere I don't gettodoanyofthefunstuffand I justworryaboutnotgettingmyworkdone I was.
I gotAlexandSamcomingoverfordinnerbecause I actuallyknowAlexworksfor B A.
Wearethinkingabouthaving a TVinhere, likeAlihasnotwantedtoput a TVinhere, but I honestlythinkthatwewouldregretitlikecozyingupbythefireandjustsnugglingunder a blanket.
Likethewaythateveryone's kindofreactedtothisroomisexactlywhat I hopedfor.
Theeveryone's likeIt's such a subtlechange, butit's madesuch a difference.
We'vealsoorderedournewsofasthes.
Thesetwochairsaregonnabegoingdownintothehallwaybecausewe'vehadthatdesignthroughfromSarahto, likegetridoftheechoandjustreallysortofgivethathallwaydownstairs a bitmoreof a grandfeelingbecauseit's a littlebitempty.
It's actuallymassivelyemptydownthere, sothesechairsaregonnagoeithersideof a hugefloortoceilingmirrordownthere.
They'renotgonnabegoingtowaste.
Butwehaveorderedournewsofasfromsofadotcom, which I gottonewarmchairsin, sortoflike a brushedlinencreamcoloron.
Thenwe'vegot a twoand 1/2 seater, whichthatsamewidthexistin a morelikesimilarcolortorailings, causethisis a littlebitlightthisonenow, sowejustneedsomething a bitdarker, so I'llprobablybesellingthisoneormovingitaroundthehouse, I'm sure.
Infact, thiswillprobablygoinoneofthebed.
Oneofthesparebedrooms.
Well, we'llhave a playaroundwithitanyway.
Whydon't youwantyourjobforit?
Why?
Doyouliketwokidsgettinggiddyway?
We'vedevouredourNando's inthediningroom.
WegetWe'recallingit a poshNando's whenwehave, like, a takeawayandthensitinthereallyposhdiningroomtogether.
I hadtogetridofoneofthem, andAlihadtogetridofoneofthemonDhe.
Thenwe'vehadtheguyscomeintoyoustartbuilding 500 moreboyscamping, and I see I'm like, creepingaroundthehousebecause I don't wantanyonetoknowthat I'm blogging.
Asyoucansee, myawaysuitcaseisout.
Youcanalsohearthesoundofthemdoingtheirwork.
Butit's comingtogether.
Oh, myGod.
I can't waittoshowyoutonightisgonnabeso.
I feellikeitalwayshappens.
Likeweweregoingawaywhen I kepthimwithgettingdone, andnowthey'regoingawaywithoutfivethingslikethetwomostexcitingthings.
I feellikeit's exciting, butyes, I thinkit's crossed.
Wecomebacktofivedays.
Wasn't actuallydomakeuptoday, either.
I wasgonnahave a makeupeveryday.
I'vegot a coupleofspots, whichistotallynotlikeme.
So I wasgonnagivemyskin a littlebitoftimetobreathe.
But I can't betheonlypersonthatthinksthatsometimeswhen I putmakeupon, ithelpsdrivethespotsout, andthentheyjustkindofpeeloffhalfwaythroughtheday.
That's why I callitononthedaythat I don't tendtowearasmuchmakeupNow.
We'vealwaysspokenabouthowmylipsdon't reallyhavelike a definedline, especiallywhen I gowhereholidayeverytime I goonholiday, because I getturnedhereandaccentuatestheshadow.
I getsomanycommentslikememoryof 100 lipsdonehappen.
Basicallywhat I'vebeenpickedonmylipsisMacinspice.
I'm gonnause a mirrorthat I'm notgonnaeatyoubecausethat's toosoftfortrouble.
Andthenthatway, anditgivesit a nicebitoflike I did I textyou.
I think I reallylikemyhairin a moment.
I feellikeyeah, reallyhappyforthebitshavearrivedtodayandthen I'vegotanotherparcelthatisarrivinglateronthat I gotmynewcoatthat I'm takingtoFinlandonDhe.
Somethingsnappyforwinters.
Well, somethingthat I'vewantedforages, which I'm reallyexcitedabout.
Wedidmessaginganddiplomaaboutshot, huh?
Becausehe's allskinwaasIfyoutoldhimwhathappenedthatdayNo, I haven't.
Forthelasttwoweeks, I'vebeentryingtotellAlithatweshouldhave a TVinthelivingroom.
Me?
Yes, Ali.
I reallythinkitwouldbe a mistake.
Bytheway, when I'm nottalkingtoyou, I'm talkingtoCao.
He's I find a littlebushthatthat's cows.
So I'vebeentryingtosaytohim, I thinkwe'llregretitwhenwesatbythefiretoastingArcticseas, notbeingabletowatchcountdownontheTV, andhewaslike, No, no, no, no, no, no.
I don't thinkweshouldhave a TVinthere.
Andthenasthey'refittingthechimneybreastintothelivingroomtoday I said, Ali, I reallythink I'm making a mistake.