I mustadmitit's stolen a littlebitofmyChristmaschair.
Sohe's beingilllike, I don't feellike I havehadtheopportunitytobeasfestivebecauseourhousehasbeensolikeupintheairon I'vespentsomuchtimeinbed, so I dofeellike I haven't hadasmuchChristmascheer.
Butconsidering I startgettingChristmascheermidwaythroughOctober, I feellike I haveenoughforonepersonalready.
Butassoonastheroomsstarttyingupandwestartgettingourhouseback, I thinkhavingthelivingroombackisgonnamakesuch a massivedifferenceintermsofgettingourhallwaysfreedagainonjustnothavingsomuchmesseverywhere.
Sothatiswhatwe'regonnadorightnow.
I alsogettomovebackintomydressingroomtoday, whichisgonnamakeobviously a massivedifferencetome.
I d'ohideallywantThio.
Have a clearoutatthesametime.
I needhave a massivebeautyclearout.
So I kindofwanttogothrougheverythinginmydrawersandjusthave a bitof a reorganizedonDhe.
Favoringdoesn't I needtosortoutthestuffthatneedstobewashedsecond, togooutintothehallway, readytobewashedwhen I getmyutilityroombackandthen I canstartbringingstuffbackin.
Once I'veclearedthis, I thinkthat's probablygonnaworkbetter.
Solet's getcrackingonthat.
Soexcitedtobebackinhere.
I justfoundmyChristmascardfromCalonmydressdressingtable.
Theyhadnotbeendonefor a while, sothatis a goodthing.
Butyeah, he's gonnalookatmykneebecausethatwaswhatwasadvisedmetohavedonewhen I wentthioThe n h s notlongonealongthoseyearsago, but I didn't evergobackbecause I wassoscaredthat I wasatthetime I wasscared.
Hewasweirdphasewhere I thought I wasgonnalosemyjob.
So I wasworriedabouttakingtimeofftogoandhavemykneechecked, so I neverwentback.
Sothat's what I'm gonnadotodayandhopefullygetbackintotraining.
So I alwaysfeel a littlebitlike I can't pushmyselfasmuchas I usedto, butwe'llsee.