for all of these goodbyes

call me when its over

cause I'm dying inside

Wake me when the shakes are gone

And the cold sweats disappear

call me when it's over and my self has reappeared

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why

I do it every, every, every time

it´s only when I'm lonely

Sometimes I just wanna cave and I don't wanna fight

I try and I try and I try and I try and I try

Just hold me

I´m lonely

Momma, I'm so sorry

I'm not sober anymore

and daddy, please forgive me

For the drinks spilled on the floor

To the ones who never left me we've been down this road before

I'm so sorry

I'm not sober

Anymore

I'm sorry to my future love, For the man that left my bed, For making love the way I saved for you inside my head

And I'm sorry for the fans I lost, who watched me fall again, I wanna be a role model, but I'm only human

I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why, I do it every, every, every time, its only, when I'm lonely

Sometimes I just wanna cave in I don't wanna fight

I try and I try and I try and I try and I try

Just hold me

I'm lonely

Momma, I'm so sorry I'm not sober

Anymore

Daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled

On the floor

To the one who never left me

We've been down this road before

I'm so sorry

I'm not sober anymore

I'm not sober

Anymore

I'm sorry that I'm here again

I promise I'll get help

It wasn't my intention

I'm sorry to myself