Lately, I've been having crazy thoughts (yeah)

The way I'm living, shit get crazy dark

Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why)

And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard

Life's been getting to me,

I just started smoking squares (I'm stressed)

But they ain't getting in my circle dawg, we still prepared (forreal)

I'm still dealing with some demons that ain't really there

Grew up a screw up, pierced my ear and dyed my fucking hair

In 7th grade, I didn't even have a bed, I had a chair (forreal)

The fuck you think I go so hard for, I got out of there (I'm gone)

Have you ever had somebody try to take your life? (huh?)

Sometimes, I ain't safe from myself when I stay up at night

Lately, I've been having crazy thoughts (yeah)

The way I'm living, shit get crazy dark

Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why)

And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard

Lately, I've been having crazy thoughts (yeah)

The way I'm living, shit get crazy dark

Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why)

And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard

Look, I promised myself I ain't never going home (not at all)

9 years old, my momma left me in the cold (god damn)

Ayy, what do you think that type of shit do to your soul?

Found someone that finally loved me,

still I treat her like a hoe (that shit is fucked up)

Damn, it be the shit that don't know (they don't know)

I only smile in public just for show

I know they tried to warn me 'bout my ghost

You know them kids be with the 'ye and now them kids be seeing ghosts

Lately, I've been having crazy thoughts (yeah)

The way I'm living, shit get crazy dark

Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why)

And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard

Lately, I've been having crazy thoughts (yeah)

The way I'm living, shit get crazy dark

Tell me lately, why we barelyy talk (why)

And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard

Uh, ayy, yeah, them demons ain't the only ones that's up at night

Huh, yeah, ayy

Uh, ayy, yeah, them demons ain't the only ones that's up at night

appears the mark of a human being

My demons, god save us

Them demons ain't the only ones that's up at night

Lately, I've been having crazy thoughts (yeah)

The way I'm living, shit get crazy dark

Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why)

And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard

Lately, I've been having crazy thoughts (yeah)

The way I'm living, shit get crazy dark

Tell me lately, why we barely talk (why)

And you know I'm tryna change, but it's very hard