There's...

有...

I feel like there's nothing left of me.

我感覺自己什麼都沒有了。

What in the world is going on?

世界上到底發生了什麼？

This has absolutely nothing to do

這完全沒有關係

with what I am like, with anything

我是什麼樣的人，什麼事

at all that's important about me.

在所有'關於我的重要。

Don't they know that everything

難道他們不知道，一切

in this book is just as true

本書中也是如此

of of of of my neighbor Gene

我的鄰居吉恩

as it is of me?

因為它是我的？

Heh.

Heh.

My neighbor Gene

我的鄰居Gene

who makes jokes

誰在開玩笑

about starving children in Asia.

關於亞洲的飢餓兒童。

My neighbor Gene

我的鄰居Gene

who boasts

自詡

about fucking colleagues in the office

在辦公室裡搞同事

on the board room table.

在會議室的桌子上。

Don't they know that?

難道他們不知道嗎？

One of the guards holds my arms

其中一個警衛抱著我的胳膊

behind my back, the other one starts

在我背後，另一個開始

hitting me in the face with his fists.

用他的拳頭打我的臉。

He hits me in the face several times,

他打了我好幾下臉。

then in the chest, then in the stomach

先胸後腹

No one in my life has ever

在我的生命中，沒有人曾經

hit me before.

打我之前。

I'm thinking about the damage

我在考慮傷害

each blow might do, and a little bit

一擊即中

of blood is coming out of my mouth.

我嘴裡的血都流出來了

And there's another guard,

還有一個警衛。

a woman whose face is like

紅顏禍水

a cake that's been soaked in rage.

一塊被憤怒浸泡過的蛋糕。

She's standing to the side

她站在一邊

and my cries are echoing in the cell

我的哭聲在牢房裡迴盪

"No!"

不，不！

"Nooo!"

不！

And then she comes up to me

然後她向我走來

and she spits in my face.

她還朝我臉上吐口水

And I'm screaming out at her

我對著她大喊大叫

"For God's sake, what have I done

"看在上帝的份上，我做了什麼？

to make you feel like this?

讓你有這樣的感覺？

What in the world

這到底是怎麼回事？

have I done to you?"

我對你做了什麼？ &quot。