And it was really good.

這感覺真的很好

I definitely do think I have fears.

我當然會害怕

I'm a worry wart.

我是擔心狂

Let's just say I used to be very secure as a person.

這麼說好了，我曾是一個很有安全感的人

We definitely have the standard fears and worries.

我們當然有該有的恐懼和擔憂

One of my exes, he ended up telling me that he actually cheated on me after I broke up with him.

我其中一個前男友在分手後告訴我，他曾經劈我腿

How do I know this time is different?

我怎麼知道這次會有所不同？

Because that's what I think every single time.

我每次都是這麼想的

Chris was my first serious relationship, you know, my first boyfriend.

Chris 是我第一個認真經營的感情，我的第一個男朋友

I haven't dated other people. How do I know this is it?

我從沒和其他人約會過，怎麼知道就是他了？

There's part of me that worries that we'll put in all these years, and it came to nothing.

一部分的我很擔心，我們投入這段感情多年，最後卻一場空

That's scary, 'cause when do you know, exactly, what you need to know to get married?

這很嚇人，因為你要怎麼知道什麼時候、需要知道什麼才能結婚？

Well, Jeff has diabetes, and it's manageable, but it destroys organs, and I worry that he might go.

Jeff 有糖尿病，雖然是可以控制的，但它會毀損器官，我很擔心他會比我早離開人世

I mean, everybody goes.

每個人總有一天都要離開

But I wanna go first.

但我想當先走的那個人

We hug kind of constantly.

我們算滿常擁抱

We hug a lot.

我們很常抱抱

Once every day?

一天一次？

I think she wrote down somewhere that "When Jeff's upset, I'm just gonna hug him."

我覺得她偷偷記下：「Jeff 不開心的話就擁抱他。」

I wrote it down, but when he makes me angry, that's the last thing I wanna do is hug him.

我是這樣做啦，但當他惹我生氣的話，我才不想抱他

Four minutes?

四分鐘？

We're gonna hug for four minutes?

我們要擁抱四分鐘？

- That's a long time. - That's great.

- 也太久了吧 - 這很棒啊

You're going with the hands down here.

你把手放下來一點啦

I'm looking at the ring you designed for me.

我在看你為我設計的戒指

A lot of changes in just a few years, huh?

短短幾年，很多事都改變了，對吧？

You know I'm really grateful for you, right?

你知道我真的很感激有你？

Grateful for you.

感謝有你

My neck is all getting stiff.

我的脖子要僵掉了

Like oh, getting old.

老了

I'll hold you.

我幫你扶著

It's okay.

沒事的

You've aged beautifully though.

你變老也很美麗

That was four minutes?

這樣四分鐘？

Wow.

哇

It goes so fast.

好快就過了

I feel really good.

我感覺很好

I feel like, I wanna hug again.

我想要再抱一次

I think the physical touch, it made it better.

我覺得肢體的碰觸讓一切更美好

I think I felt very comfortable, because it was him.

我覺得非常舒服，因為是他

You don't always feel, you don't know what to say.

不需多想、不需多言

But you're always willing to hug me or hold me.

你總是願意抱著我、牽著我

It actually felt very relaxing, and almost therapeutic.

這其實很讓人放鬆，幾乎有療癒的感覺

The return, when someone just, you know let's you know it's gonna be okay.

你感受到回應，有人讓你知道一切都會沒事的

You don't have to use words to tell someone it's gonna be okay.

你不需要用言語向人證明一切都會沒事的

There's just like, a new experience for me.

這對我來說是個全新的體驗

By being in the same space, and talk about things.

能處在同一個空間、討論一些事情

I think, too, the gift of a hug.

我也這麼認為，這就是擁抱的力量

It's free.

不用花錢

It's a beautiful thing.

是個美麗的事物

We should do that more often.

我們應該更常擁抱

Not when I'm mad at you though

但不在你惹我生氣的時候啦