all with a smile on your face.

堆滿笑容地去做它

I like the fast-paced environment.

我喜歡這個快步調的環境

Before I bring anything to the table, it needs to be perfect.

在我將任何東西端上桌前，必須確認它是完美的

There's never dull moment.

從來沒有無趣的一刻

Very physical, very raw.

非常耗費體力，十分磨人

There's never enough money.

錢永遠都不夠

I'll just say that. There's never enough money.

我只能這麼說，錢永遠都不夠

Three-fourths of my yearly income come from tips.

我 3/4 的年收入都來自於小費

I make $2.65 an hour.

我一小時的時薪是 ＄2.65 元

In New Jersey, I was making $2.13 an hour.

在紐澤西州，我時薪是 ＄2.13 元

$2.13 an hour.

一小時 ＄2.13 元

$2.13.

＄2.13 元

So I don't really per se live off of paychecks as much

所以我實際上並不是以薪水為生

as I do tips.

而是小費

I think tipping is great for economy and small businesses.

我認為小費對於經濟和小型商業而言是很重要的

You walk out with cash.

你能帶走現金

But if we don't smile, if we don't look cute...

不過如果我們不笑，如果我們看起來不可愛

we don't make good tips.

我們便賺不到多一點小費

You hope you do good enough to get at least 10 percent.

你希望你做得夠好，至少得到 10% 的小費。

It's always true when you really need money,

當你真的需要錢的時候，

you're disenfranchised .

你的權利便被剝奪，這是真的

With men, you have to kind of be careful.

對於男人，你必須十分小心

You can't be too sweet. you can't be too, you know, serious.

你不能對他們太好，你也不能夠太，你知道的，嚴肅

He was flirting with me heavily and he racked up

「他猛和我調情，他的帳單

about a $70 tab.

大約是 ＄70 元

And when I turned him down for dinner and drinks,

而當我拒絕他晚餐及飲酒的邀約之後

he wrote a zero in the tip line.

他在小費欄上寫了 0 元。」

He grabbed me, pulled me by my waist

他拉住我，一把從我腰際將我拉過去

and started trying to kiss me on my neck and stuff.

然後開始親吻我的脖子

And I'm pushing him away.

我把他推開

But he kept talking about

不過他一直說

wanting to bend me over and spank me.

想要讓我彎腰並打我的屁股。

He looked at me and said, "Would you ride me like a pony?”

他看著我說，「你可以像騎小馬一樣的騎我嗎？」

“I've never been with a black girl.”

「我從來沒和黑人女生交往過。」

I felt a hand go underneath my dress.

我感覺到有一隻手在我裙子下游移。

He was asking me where I live.

他問我住在哪裡

I screamed to my manager, who

我的經理剛好在那裡

who happened to be there,

我朝著他尖叫著說

Hey, that guy just touched me.

「嘿，這個男的剛才碰我。」

Nothing happened.

然而一點用也沒有。

Sex does sell.

性別的確是個賣點，

You have to balance it out,

你必須去平衡它，

but still try to keep your dignity.

不過仍然試著維持你的自尊

Most of my day is geared towards — how is

我的一天大部分都在思考

a man going to feel about me?

男人會怎麼看待我？

How can I maximize tips without feeling

我要如何賺到最多的小費而不感到

overly sexualized? Between the hair and the makeup

過於性感？ 在頭髮和妝容之間

and how much cleavage do I want to show today?

以及今天我要露出多少乳溝？

You don't want to look too sexy, but you don't also

你不想看起來太性感，但同時你也不想

want to look sexless.

看起來中性。

And you must always be aware of the balance.

你必須時刻注意平衡

It's a very thin line. Yep.

是的，它僅是一線之隔

You know I'll put up with some stuff

你知道嗎？我會為了小費

to get the tip.

而去忍受一些事情

You know the little, "Ah, you're so funny."

你知道的，像是「啊，你好幽默喔。」

That might be an extra $5 right there.

那或許會讓我得到額外的＄5 元小費

Do I like doing that?

我喜歡那麼做嗎？

No.

不

At my job, I'm at now,

在我現在的工作上，

this whole thing is going on, the #MeToo movement.

#我也是 的活動正在進行

And I actually heard a guy say, "I don't

而我真的聽過一個男子說，「我不

understand what the problem is.

了解問題在哪

Everybody wants sex.

每個人都想要性

Everybody's got to have sex.

每個人都必須有性行為

What's the problem with this?"

究竟這有什麼不對嗎？」

I had one guy, while I was trying to lock up, come in

當我在打烊的時候，有一個男子進來

and say, "Well, are you here by yourself?"

並說：「你是自己一個人在這裡嗎？」

And I'm like, "no, no, no.

我說：「不，不，不

My cooks are in the back."

廚師在後面。」

He said, "No, I've been watching you. There's no one here."

他說，「才沒有，我一直在觀察你，那裡沒有人。」

That's when I went and got just a little .38 Special revolver

從那件事以後，我買了一隻小小的點三八左輪手槍

that I kept in my purse when I closed.

放在我的包包裡陪我打烊

Well, it was my last table.

這是我的最後一桌

I did all my side work and I was getting ready to go.

我把所有其他的工作都做完了而我正準備要走

And I was leaving at the same time he was.

我和他離開的時間是一樣的

We got to my car.

我們走到了我的車子那裡

And I said, "Thank you so much.

我說：「真的很謝謝你

You were so great.

你很棒

And I appreciate it."

我很感激。」

And I go to reach for my door and he blocks my door shut.

接著我走近車門，他擋住門不讓我進去

And it was terrifying.

那真的很可怕

You know and it's not just that you feel frightened.

你知道那不只是你感到害怕而已

You feel embarrassed.

你感到羞恥

It's awful.

這感覺很糟

It's degrading, it's disgusting.

人格受辱，這讓人感到噁心

And it made me angry.

這讓我憤怒

On one hand, this guy just violated me.

一方面，這個男的剛才侵犯我

And on the other hand , I needed the $20 tip.

另一方面，我需要這 20 元的小費

You have to fight for your tips because you can't just say,

你必須爭取你的小費，因為你不能只是說

No, don't.

不，不要

I had really, really had it.

我真的，真的是受夠了。

And I wanted to say —

而且我想說

I shouldn't have

我不應該

to take home less to my child because some guy wasn't

少帶錢回家給我的孩子只因為某些傢伙

into me that day.

那天對我沒有好感

Smiling isn't consent.

微笑不是同意

Don't touch me.

不要碰我

Don't touch me.

不要碰我

Don't touch me.

不要碰我

No one needs to touch each other.

沒有人需要碰觸對方

If I wanted to get hit on, I'd be on the other side of the bar.

如果我想要被追求，我會在吧台的另一邊

Yeah.

沒錯