I thinkthatwaslikesomethingthatwaslivingwithmefor a fewyears.
我想,這就像是伴隨我生活了幾年的東西。
I don't personallydon't think I deservedit, butitjust, itwasthere.
我個人並不認為這是我應得的,但它就是存在。
Like, I'm actuallyshockedthattoday I canwakeupandbelike, I don't talkaboutthatanymorebecause I'm gratefulthat I gottodothisalbumbecause I usedtotalkaboutitsomuch.