Name: 我為什麼要離開 (vlog) (Why I'm leaving (vlog))
Uploaded: 2022-05-18T00:55:48.000Z
Duration: 13 min 51 s

情態副詞

you know, every morning I wake up thinking I should really not drink today because I'm so dehydrated and my face is puffy And then inevitably 5:00 rolls around in my resolve gives way to natural wine.

你知道嗎，每天早上我醒來時都在想，我今天真的不應該喝酒，因為我太脫水了，我的臉也浮腫了，然後不可避免地在5點左右，我的決心讓位給了自然酒。

I'm eating my breakfast so you can bring it here.

我正在吃我的早餐，所以你可以把它帶到這裡。

No thanksgiving, no support system, completely new city.

沒有感恩節，沒有支持系統，完全陌生的城市。

Like I'm super grateful to be the lead in the netflix film.

就像我超級感激能成為netflix電影的主角。

And I loved the script and I think it's gonna be so awesome.

我喜歡這個劇本，我認為它將會非常棒。

But you know, just also trying to mentally prepare for how it might take a mental toll.

但你知道，只是也試圖在心理上做好準備，因為這可能會帶來精神上的損失。

I've also just been so stressed out lately.

I got to figure out how to make like deep rest and relaxation.

我得弄清楚如何使像深層休息和放鬆。

I'm just so irritable and oddly enough, my sleep isn't being affected, my body is so tired.

我只是很煩躁，奇怪的是，我的睡眠並沒有受到影響，我的身體太累了。

My, I just feel like up to here all the time, like any minor inconvenience is just gonna send me tumbling over the edge.

我的，我只是覺得一直到這裡，就像任何小的不便都會讓我跌倒在邊緣。

It's not a fun place to be, still figuring it out.

這不是一個有趣的地方，仍然在摸索中。

You know, I feel like workaholism um burnout and collective stress.

你知道，我覺得工作狂嗯倦怠和集體壓力。

I'm really trying to figure out how to work on all that.

我真的想弄清楚如何在這些方面開展工作。

Since I'm leaving for eight weeks, I have to film 10 videos.

由於我將離開八個星期，我必須拍攝10個視頻。

I hardly can come up with two ideas before the crew arrives on a weekend.

在週末工作人員到來之前，我幾乎想不出兩個主意。

And I had to write out 10 YouTube videos and film them all.

而且我不得不寫出10個YouTube視頻，並把它們全部拍下來。

I know this is a champagne problem but I feel empty of opinions.

我知道這是一個香檳酒的問題，但我覺得沒有意見。

I miss like when you were a kid and you were bored like these days I don't feel like there's much time for boredom.

我懷念像你還是個孩子的時候，你很無聊，就像這些天，我不覺得有多少時間可以無聊。

We're all constantly scrolling and stimulating and absorbing information.

我們都在不斷地滾動、刺激和吸收資訊。

And I really miss being bored as fuck because that's when you learn skills.

我真的很懷念無聊得要死的日子，因為那是你學習技能的時候。

I don't know how bloggers do this all the time.

我不知道博主是如何一直這麼做的。

I don't know how to make this shift work.

我不知道如何使這種轉變發揮作用。

Oh my God, but I'm rereading the script now and trying to get to work on it.

哦，我的上帝，但我現在正在重讀劇本，並試圖去做這件事。

I think preparation is the key to everything right?

我認為準備是一切的關鍵，對嗎？

Like the more prepared you feel you can just sink into something because otherwise you're just too worried and concerned about.

就像你覺得準備得越充分，你就越能沉下心來做一些事情，因為否則你就會太過擔心和在意。

另外，我不知道是否有其他人做過。

I got this helix piercing two years ago and it is so infected.

我在兩年前穿了這個螺旋形穿孔，它被感染得很嚴重。

I probably shouldn't be touching it but it also feels really fucking good to like rip the crust, ease off but I've been doing like sea salt soaks because apparently that's all that works yesterday, I was like reading a book and I was like laying on my, oh it's already bleeding, I was like laying on my ear, I shouldn't have done that and it was just, I got up and my pillowcase was like bloody and there were like pieces of my skin and the blood and I was like oh my God, but I have literally, I have felt like I have healed this son of a bit multiple times and it never quite heals, it's bleeding sometimes, you know, I just remind myself I have to stop and smell the roses Well oh God, I hope there's no bugs in it and then we have a game night tonight which I'm very excited about.

我可能不應該碰它，但它也感覺非常他媽的好，就像撕開地殼，緩和下來，但我一直在做像海鹽浸泡，因為顯然這是所有的工作，昨天，我像在看書，我像躺在我的，哦，它已經在流血，我像躺在我的耳朵上，我不應該那樣做，它只是。我站起來，我的枕套就像血淋淋的，還有像我的皮膚碎片和血，我就像哦，我的上帝，但我真的，我覺得我已經治癒了這個兒子的位多次，它從來沒有完全癒合，它有時在流血，你知道，我只是提醒自己，我必須停下來聞聞玫瑰花好了，哦，上帝，我希望它沒有蟲子，然後我們今晚有一個遊戲之夜，我非常興奮。

I think it will be good, I think it'll be fun there, they fucking get in bitches, we're going to game night, baby girl, I have a few questions for you, baby girl, how do you feel about going to Budapest for eight weeks to star in a movie, I can't wait to leave all you bitches behind, wow, rise to fame, wow, you know you'll be crying the whole time, anna from the future here jokes on you, Jason because actually I was the one crying all the way home thinking about how much I was gonna miss my friends and how much fun we have.

我覺得會很好，我覺得那裡會很有趣，他們他媽的進了婊子，我們要去遊戲之夜，寶貝女兒，我有幾個問題要問你，寶貝女兒，你覺得去布達佩斯八個星期的電影主演怎麼樣，我等不及要把你們這些婊子留在身後。哇，成名了，哇，你知道你會一直在哭的，來自未來的安娜在這裡笑話你，傑森，因為實際上是我在回家的路上一直在哭，想著我會多麼想念我的朋友和我們有多少樂趣。

Oh, I have a question if you're popping a bag of popcorn and you open it and you see it's not done, is it?

哦，我有一個問題，如果你正在爆炒一袋爆米花，你打開後發現它還沒有做好，是嗎？

I would close the, closing its aim for my mouth.

我將關閉，關閉其對我的嘴的瞄準。

Ah Alright, getting the whole ball, Got the whole bowl, baby girl.

啊，好吧，得到了整個球，得到了整個碗，寶貝女兒。

Okay, I'm going to get the K pop one in my mouth.

好吧，我要把K爆的那個放進我的嘴裡。

So the way that snake oil works is you have one investor who chooses a profession.

是以，蛇油的工作方式是你有一個投資者，他選擇了一個職業。

Everyone else draws six cards and out of those six cards they choose to to create an invention.

其他人抽六張牌，從這六張牌中選擇創造一項發明。

Everyone pitches their invention one after another.

每個人都一個接一個地提出自己的發明。

You recap at the very end with the slogan and the investor chooses which product they're going to go with.

你在最後用口號進行總結，投資者選擇他們要用的產品。

You are being the biggest one of the issues.

你正在成為問題中最大的一個。

But I would imagine one of the biggest issues is keeping people in line.

但我可以想象，最大的問題之一是讓人們排隊等候。

Alright, so here's the thing, Benevolent Leader, very sincere.

好吧，那麼事情是這樣的，仁慈的領袖，非常真誠。

So what do you have a handle of freedom, much like a handle of vodka in your life?

那麼，你有什麼自由的把柄，就像你生活中的伏特加酒的把柄一樣？

You pick up your belt and when you're with them, they get really is just a regular belt.

你拿起你的腰帶，當你和他們在一起時，他們得到的真的只是一個普通的腰帶。

It's so medieval, we're updating the prison system, laser cages.

它是如此的中世紀，我們正在更新監獄系統，脈衝光籠子。

我們在談論斯大林、希特勒、墨索里尼。

You could kill me if you don't like my pitch.

如果你不喜歡我的投球，你可以殺了我。

But the question is, do you have the power to give life?

但問題是，你有賦予生命的能力嗎？

Think about, think about all the people you could kill and then use as leverage is saying I could bring them back.

想一想，想一想你可以殺死所有的人，然後作為籌碼是說我可以把他們帶回來。

I could bring your family back, your friends back your loved ones back.

我可以讓你的家人回來，你的朋友回來，你的夫妻回來。