I'm coming back.

I was worried.

I said the wrong thing.

Mhm.

No, you didn't.

I know you must have a lot of questions.

You can say anything, ask anything you want.

I promise to be honest.

What happened.

Mm hmm.

You know how people think that they're a good person.

I thought I was but it wasn't anna.

Mhm.

I lived selfish all my life.

I lived it for me.

I heard so many people.

Your mother, your grandmother, you so many others.

Okay.

I left because I was a fool and I wouldn't listen to anyone.

Especially God, I ran from everything that mattered because God loves me.

He let me be broken and I needed to be broken.

He finally got my attention.

Mhm And I gave him my heart because that's the only thing I got left.

I'm sorry Hannah, I'm sorry.

I wasn't there for you.

If I could take it all back, I would.

Mhm.

I know.

I don't deserve it.

But I pray one day that you will forgive me.

It's hard.

Heart is dead.

So I understand.