Yeah, you see the two Ears and then its little nose right there.

Mhm.

Mhm.

Mhm.

You know I'm okay.

Right, okay.

Like I'm not crazy, unstable.

You know?

It's just it's just a thing that happens when you travel if you're out of your own time for too long, you're brain chemistry kind of shifts and then you can start feeling um untethered.

That's why I can't stay long.

Mhm.

Last fall I um I became really anxious about mm hmm.

Everything like life in general I guess.

I mean my my mom died and things with with my ex weren't great and I wasn't getting any work and I like stopped sleeping and I stopped going out and I stopped, it's like wanting to do anything and at some point I kind of lost touch with what was real and what wasn't, you know?

Mhm.

Mhm.

Mhm.

Yeah, I do.

Yeah.

So that's when doug stepped in and made me get help and at first I was so pissed at him.

But looking back I really yeah, I really needed it.

Just being a person is hard.

Huh?

Mm hmm, mm hmm, mm hmm.