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  • CHAPTER 41

  • The first week of their return was soon gone.

  • The second began.

  • It was the last of the regiment's stay in Meryton, and all the young ladies in the

  • neighbourhood were drooping apace. The dejection was almost universal.

  • The elder Miss Bennets alone were still able to eat, drink, and sleep, and pursue

  • the usual course of their employments.

  • Very frequently were they reproached for this insensibility by Kitty and Lydia,

  • whose own misery was extreme, and who could not comprehend such hard-heartedness in any

  • of the family.

  • "Good Heaven! what is to become of us? What are we to do?" would they often

  • exclaim in the bitterness of woe. "How can you be smiling so, Lizzy?"

  • Their affectionate mother shared all their grief; she remembered what she had herself

  • endured on a similar occasion, five-and- twenty years ago.

  • "I am sure," said she, "I cried for two days together when Colonel Miller's

  • regiment went away. I thought I should have broken my heart."

  • "I am sure I shall break mine," said Lydia.

  • "If one could but go to Brighton!" observed Mrs. Bennet.

  • "Oh, yes!--if one could but go to Brighton! But papa is so disagreeable."

  • "A little sea-bathing would set me up forever."

  • "And my aunt Phillips is sure it would do me a great deal of good," added Kitty.

  • Such were the kind of lamentations resounding perpetually through Longbourn

  • House. Elizabeth tried to be diverted by them; but

  • all sense of pleasure was lost in shame.

  • She felt anew the justice of Mr. Darcy's objections; and never had she been so much

  • disposed to pardon his interference in the views of his friend.

  • But the gloom of Lydia's prospect was shortly cleared away; for she received an

  • invitation from Mrs. Forster, the wife of the colonel of the regiment, to accompany

  • her to Brighton.

  • This invaluable friend was a very young woman, and very lately married.

  • A resemblance in good humour and good spirits had recommended her and Lydia to

  • each other, and out of their three months' acquaintance they had been intimate two.

  • The rapture of Lydia on this occasion, her adoration of Mrs. Forster, the delight of

  • Mrs. Bennet, and the mortification of Kitty, are scarcely to be described.

  • Wholly inattentive to her sister's feelings, Lydia flew about the house in

  • restless ecstasy, calling for everyone's congratulations, and laughing and talking

  • with more violence than ever; whilst the

  • luckless Kitty continued in the parlour repined at her fate in terms as

  • unreasonable as her accent was peevish.

  • "I cannot see why Mrs. Forster should not ask me as well as Lydia," said she, "Though

  • I am not her particular friend.

  • I have just as much right to be asked as she has, and more too, for I am two years

  • older." In vain did Elizabeth attempt to make her

  • reasonable, and Jane to make her resigned.

  • As for Elizabeth herself, this invitation was so far from exciting in her the same

  • feelings as in her mother and Lydia, that she considered it as the death warrant of

  • all possibility of common sense for the

  • latter; and detestable as such a step must make her were it known, she could not help

  • secretly advising her father not to let her go.

  • She represented to him all the improprieties of Lydia's general behaviour,

  • the little advantage she could derive from the friendship of such a woman as Mrs.

  • Forster, and the probability of her being

  • yet more imprudent with such a companion at Brighton, where the temptations must be

  • greater than at home. He heard her attentively, and then said:

  • "Lydia will never be easy until she has exposed herself in some public place or

  • other, and we can never expect her to do it with so little expense or inconvenience to

  • her family as under the present circumstances."

  • "If you were aware," said Elizabeth, "of the very great disadvantage to us all which

  • must arise from the public notice of Lydia's unguarded and imprudent manner--

  • nay, which has already arisen from it, I am

  • sure you would judge differently in the affair."

  • "Already arisen?" repeated Mr. Bennet. "What, has she frightened away some of your

  • lovers?

  • Poor little Lizzy! But do not be cast down.

  • Such squeamish youths as cannot bear to be connected with a little absurdity are not

  • worth a regret.

  • Come, let me see the list of pitiful fellows who have been kept aloof by Lydia's

  • folly." "Indeed you are mistaken.

  • I have no such injuries to resent.

  • It is not of particular, but of general evils, which I am now complaining.

  • Our importance, our respectability in the world must be affected by the wild

  • volatility, the assurance and disdain of all restraint which mark Lydia's character.

  • Excuse me, for I must speak plainly.

  • If you, my dear father, will not take the trouble of checking her exuberant spirits,

  • and of teaching her that her present pursuits are not to be the business of her

  • life, she will soon be beyond the reach of amendment.

  • Her character will be fixed, and she will, at sixteen, be the most determined flirt

  • that ever made herself or her family ridiculous; a flirt, too, in the worst and

  • meanest degree of flirtation; without any

  • attraction beyond youth and a tolerable person; and, from the ignorance and

  • emptiness of her mind, wholly unable to ward off any portion of that universal

  • contempt which her rage for admiration will excite.

  • In this danger Kitty also is comprehended. She will follow wherever Lydia leads.

  • Vain, ignorant, idle, and absolutely uncontrolled!

  • Oh! my dear father, can you suppose it possible that they will not be censured and

  • despised wherever they are known, and that their sisters will not be often involved in

  • the disgrace?"

  • Mr. Bennet saw that her whole heart was in the subject, and affectionately taking her

  • hand said in reply: "Do not make yourself uneasy, my love.

  • Wherever you and Jane are known you must be respected and valued; and you will not

  • appear to less advantage for having a couple of--or I may say, three--very silly

  • sisters.

  • We shall have no peace at Longbourn if Lydia does not go to Brighton.

  • Let her go, then.

  • Colonel Forster is a sensible man, and will keep her out of any real mischief; and she

  • is luckily too poor to be an object of prey to anybody.

  • At Brighton she will be of less importance even as a common flirt than she has been

  • here. The officers will find women better worth

  • their notice.

  • Let us hope, therefore, that her being there may teach her her own insignificance.

  • At any rate, she cannot grow many degrees worse, without authorising us to lock her

  • up for the rest of her life."

  • With this answer Elizabeth was forced to be content; but her own opinion continued the

  • same, and she left him disappointed and sorry.

  • It was not in her nature, however, to increase her vexations by dwelling on them.

  • She was confident of having performed her duty, and to fret over unavoidable evils,

  • or augment them by anxiety, was no part of her disposition.

  • Had Lydia and her mother known the substance of her conference with her

  • father, their indignation would hardly have found expression in their united

  • volubility.

  • In Lydia's imagination, a visit to Brighton comprised every possibility of earthly

  • happiness.

  • She saw, with the creative eye of fancy, the streets of that gay bathing-place

  • covered with officers.

  • She saw herself the object of attention, to tens and to scores of them at present

  • unknown.

  • She saw all the glories of the camp--its tents stretched forth in beauteous

  • uniformity of lines, crowded with the young and the gay, and dazzling with scarlet;

  • and, to complete the view, she saw herself

  • seated beneath a tent, tenderly flirting with at least six officers at once.

  • Had she known her sister sought to tear her from such prospects and such realities as

  • these, what would have been her sensations?

  • They could have been understood only by her mother, who might have felt nearly the

  • same.

  • Lydia's going to Brighton was all that consoled her for her melancholy conviction

  • of her husband's never intending to go there himself.

  • But they were entirely ignorant of what had passed; and their raptures continued, with

  • little intermission, to the very day of Lydia's leaving home.

  • Elizabeth was now to see Mr. Wickham for the last time.

  • Having been frequently in company with him since her return, agitation was pretty well

  • over; the agitations of formal partiality entirely so.

  • She had even learnt to detect, in the very gentleness which had first delighted her,

  • an affectation and a sameness to disgust and weary.

  • In his present behaviour to herself, moreover, she had a fresh source of

  • displeasure, for the inclination he soon testified of renewing those intentions

  • which had marked the early part of their

  • acquaintance could only serve, after what had since passed, to provoke her.

  • She lost all concern for him in finding herself thus selected as the object of such

  • idle and frivolous gallantry; and while she steadily repressed it, could not but feel

  • the reproof contained in his believing,

  • that however long, and for whatever cause, his attentions had been withdrawn, her

  • vanity would be gratified, and her preference secured at any time by their

  • renewal.

  • On the very last day of the regiment's remaining at Meryton, he dined, with other

  • of the officers, at Longbourn; and so little was Elizabeth disposed to part from

  • him in good humour, that on his making some

  • inquiry as to the manner in which her time had passed at Hunsford, she mentioned

  • Colonel Fitzwilliam's and Mr. Darcy's having both spent three weeks at Rosings,

  • and asked him, if he was acquainted with the former.

  • He looked surprised, displeased, alarmed; but with a moment's recollection and a

  • returning smile, replied, that he had formerly seen him often; and, after

  • observing that he was a very gentlemanlike man, asked her how she had liked him.

  • Her answer was warmly in his favour. With an air of indifference he soon

  • afterwards added:

  • "How long did you say he was at Rosings?" "Nearly three weeks."

  • "And you saw him frequently?" "Yes, almost every day."

  • "His manners are very different from his cousin's."

  • "Yes, very different. But I think Mr. Darcy improves upon

  • acquaintance."

  • "Indeed!" cried Mr. Wickham with a look which did not escape her.

  • "And pray, may I ask?--" But checking himself, he added, in a gayer tone, "Is it

  • in address that he improves?

  • Has he deigned to add aught of civility to his ordinary style?--for I dare not hope,"

  • he continued in a lower and more serious tone, "that he is improved in essentials."

  • "Oh, no!" said Elizabeth.

  • "In essentials, I believe, he is very much what he ever was."

  • While she spoke, Wickham looked as if scarcely knowing whether to rejoice over

  • her words, or to distrust their meaning.

  • There was a something in her countenance which made him listen with an apprehensive

  • and anxious attention, while she added:

  • "When I said that he improved on acquaintance, I did not mean that his mind

  • or his manners were in a state of improvement, but that, from knowing him

  • better, his disposition was better understood."

  • Wickham's alarm now appeared in a heightened complexion and agitated look;

  • for a few minutes he was silent, till, shaking off his embarrassment, he turned to

  • her again, and said in the gentlest of accents:

  • "You, who so well know my feeling towards Mr. Darcy, will readily comprehend how

  • sincerely I must rejoice that he is wise enough to assume even the appearance of

  • what is right.

  • His pride, in that direction, may be of service, if not to himself, to many others,

  • for it must only deter him from such foul misconduct as I have suffered by.

  • I only fear that the sort of cautiousness to which you, I imagine, have been

  • alluding, is merely adopted on his visits to his aunt, of whose good opinion and

  • judgement he stands much in awe.

  • His fear of her has always operated, I know, when they were together; and a good

  • deal is to be imputed to his wish of forwarding the match with Miss de Bourgh,

  • which I am certain he has very much at heart."

  • Elizabeth could not repress a smile at this, but she answered only by a slight

  • inclination of the head.

  • She saw that he wanted to engage her on the old subject of his grievances, and she was

  • in no humour to indulge him.

  • The rest of the evening passed with the appearance, on his side, of usual

  • cheerfulness, but with no further attempt to distinguish Elizabeth; and they parted

  • at last with mutual civility, and possibly a mutual desire of never meeting again.

  • When the party broke up, Lydia returned with Mrs. Forster to Meryton, from whence

  • they were to set out early the next morning.

  • The separation between her and her family was rather noisy than pathetic.

  • Kitty was the only one who shed tears; but she did weep from vexation and envy.

  • Mrs. Bennet was diffuse in her good wishes for the felicity of her daughter, and

  • impressive in her injunctions that she should not miss the opportunity of enjoying

  • herself as much as possible--advice which

  • there was every reason to believe would be well attended to; and in the clamorous

  • happiness of Lydia herself in bidding farewell, the more gentle adieus of her

  • sisters were uttered without being heard.

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  • CHAPTER 42

  • Had Elizabeth's opinion been all drawn from her own family, she could not have formed a

  • very pleasing opinion of conjugal felicity or domestic comfort.

  • Her father, captivated by youth and beauty, and that appearance of good humour which

  • youth and beauty generally give, had married a woman whose weak understanding

  • and illiberal mind had very early in their

  • marriage put an end to all real affection for her.

  • Respect, esteem, and confidence had vanished for ever; and all his views of

  • domestic happiness were overthrown.

  • But Mr. Bennet was not of a disposition to seek comfort for the disappointment which

  • his own imprudence had brought on, in any of those pleasures which too often console

  • the unfortunate for their folly or their vice.

  • He was fond of the country and of books; and from these tastes had arisen his

  • principal enjoyments.

  • To his wife he was very little otherwise indebted, than as her ignorance and folly

  • had contributed to his amusement.

  • This is not the sort of happiness which a man would in general wish to owe to his

  • wife; but where other powers of entertainment are wanting, the true

  • philosopher will derive benefit from such as are given.

  • Elizabeth, however, had never been blind to the impropriety of her father's behaviour

  • as a husband.

  • She had always seen it with pain; but respecting his abilities, and grateful for

  • his affectionate treatment of herself, she endeavoured to forget what she could not

  • overlook, and to banish from her thoughts

  • that continual breach of conjugal obligation and decorum which, in exposing

  • his wife to the contempt of her own children, was so highly reprehensible.

  • But she had never felt so strongly as now the disadvantages which must attend the

  • children of so unsuitable a marriage, nor ever been so fully aware of the evils

  • arising from so ill-judged a direction of

  • talents; talents, which, rightly used, might at least have preserved the

  • respectability of his daughters, even if incapable of enlarging the mind of his

  • wife.

  • When Elizabeth had rejoiced over Wickham's departure she found little other cause for

  • satisfaction in the loss of the regiment.

  • Their parties abroad were less varied than before, and at home she had a mother and

  • sister whose constant repinings at the dullness of everything around them threw a

  • real gloom over their domestic circle; and,

  • though Kitty might in time regain her natural degree of sense, since the

  • disturbers of her brain were removed, her other sister, from whose disposition

  • greater evil might be apprehended, was

  • likely to be hardened in all her folly and assurance by a situation of such double

  • danger as a watering-place and a camp.

  • Upon the whole, therefore, she found, what has been sometimes found before, that an

  • event to which she had been looking with impatient desire did not, in taking place,

  • bring all the satisfaction she had promised herself.

  • It was consequently necessary to name some other period for the commencement of actual

  • felicity--to have some other point on which her wishes and hopes might be fixed, and by

  • again enjoying the pleasure of

  • anticipation, console herself for the present, and prepare for another

  • disappointment.

  • Her tour to the Lakes was now the object of her happiest thoughts; it was her best

  • consolation for all the uncomfortable hours which the discontentedness of her mother

  • and Kitty made inevitable; and could she

  • have included Jane in the scheme, every part of it would have been perfect.

  • "But it is fortunate," thought she, "that I have something to wish for.

  • Were the whole arrangement complete, my disappointment would be certain.

  • But here, by carrying with me one ceaseless source of regret in my sister's absence, I

  • may reasonably hope to have all my expectations of pleasure realised.

  • A scheme of which every part promises delight can never be successful; and

  • general disappointment is only warded off by the defence of some little peculiar

  • vexation."

  • When Lydia went away she promised to write very often and very minutely to her mother

  • and Kitty; but her letters were always long expected, and always very short.

  • Those to her mother contained little else than that they were just returned from the

  • library, where such and such officers had attended them, and where she had seen such

  • beautiful ornaments as made her quite wild;

  • that she had a new gown, or a new parasol, which she would have described more fully,

  • but was obliged to leave off in a violent hurry, as Mrs. Forster called her, and they

  • were going off to the camp; and from her

  • correspondence with her sister, there was still less to be learnt--for her letters to

  • Kitty, though rather longer, were much too full of lines under the words to be made

  • public.

  • After the first fortnight or three weeks of her absence, health, good humour, and

  • cheerfulness began to reappear at Longbourn.

  • Everything wore a happier aspect.

  • The families who had been in town for the winter came back again, and summer finery

  • and summer engagements arose.

  • Mrs. Bennet was restored to her usual querulous serenity; and, by the middle of

  • June, Kitty was so much recovered as to be able to enter Meryton without tears; an

  • event of such happy promise as to make

  • Elizabeth hope that by the following Christmas she might be so tolerably

  • reasonable as not to mention an officer above once a day, unless, by some cruel and

  • malicious arrangement at the War Office,

  • another regiment should be quartered in Meryton.

  • The time fixed for the beginning of their northern tour was now fast approaching, and

  • a fortnight only was wanting of it, when a letter arrived from Mrs. Gardiner, which at

  • once delayed its commencement and curtailed its extent.

  • Mr. Gardiner would be prevented by business from setting out till a fortnight later in

  • July, and must be in London again within a month, and as that left too short a period

  • for them to go so far, and see so much as

  • they had proposed, or at least to see it with the leisure and comfort they had built

  • on, they were obliged to give up the Lakes, and substitute a more contracted tour, and,

  • according to the present plan, were to go no farther northwards than Derbyshire.

  • In that county there was enough to be seen to occupy the chief of their three weeks;

  • and to Mrs. Gardiner it had a peculiarly strong attraction.

  • The town where she had formerly passed some years of her life, and where they were now

  • to spend a few days, was probably as great an object of her curiosity as all the

  • celebrated beauties of Matlock, Chatsworth, Dovedale, or the Peak.

  • Elizabeth was excessively disappointed; she had set her heart on seeing the Lakes, and

  • still thought there might have been time enough.

  • But it was her business to be satisfied-- and certainly her temper to be happy; and

  • all was soon right again. With the mention of Derbyshire there were

  • many ideas connected.

  • It was impossible for her to see the word without thinking of Pemberley and its

  • owner.

  • "But surely," said she, "I may enter his county without impunity, and rob it of a

  • few petrified spars without his perceiving me."

  • The period of expectation was now doubled.

  • Four weeks were to pass away before her uncle and aunt's arrival.

  • But they did pass away, and Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, with their four children, did at

  • length appear at Longbourn.

  • The children, two girls of six and eight years old, and two younger boys, were to be

  • left under the particular care of their cousin Jane, who was the general favourite,

  • and whose steady sense and sweetness of

  • temper exactly adapted her for attending to them in every way--teaching them, playing

  • with them, and loving them.

  • The Gardiners stayed only one night at Longbourn, and set off the next morning

  • with Elizabeth in pursuit of novelty and amusement.

  • One enjoyment was certain--that of suitableness of companions; a suitableness

  • which comprehended health and temper to bear inconveniences--cheerfulness to

  • enhance every pleasure--and affection and

  • intelligence, which might supply it among themselves if there were disappointments

  • abroad.

  • It is not the object of this work to give a description of Derbyshire, nor of any of

  • the remarkable places through which their route thither lay; Oxford, Blenheim,

  • Warwick, Kenilworth, Birmingham, etc. are sufficiently known.

  • A small part of Derbyshire is all the present concern.

  • To the little town of Lambton, the scene of Mrs. Gardiner's former residence, and where

  • she had lately learned some acquaintance still remained, they bent their steps,

  • after having seen all the principal wonders

  • of the country; and within five miles of Lambton, Elizabeth found from her aunt that

  • Pemberley was situated. It was not in their direct road, nor more

  • than a mile or two out of it.

  • In talking over their route the evening before, Mrs. Gardiner expressed an

  • inclination to see the place again.

  • Mr. Gardiner declared his willingness, and Elizabeth was applied to for her

  • approbation.

  • "My love, should not you like to see a place of which you have heard so much?"

  • said her aunt; "a place, too, with which so many of your acquaintances are connected.

  • Wickham passed all his youth there, you know."

  • Elizabeth was distressed.

  • She felt that she had no business at Pemberley, and was obliged to assume a

  • disinclination for seeing it.

  • She must own that she was tired of seeing great houses; after going over so many, she

  • really had no pleasure in fine carpets or satin curtains.

  • Mrs. Gardiner abused her stupidity.

  • "If it were merely a fine house richly furnished," said she, "I should not care

  • about it myself; but the grounds are delightful.

  • They have some of the finest woods in the country."

  • Elizabeth said no more--but her mind could not acquiesce.

  • The possibility of meeting Mr. Darcy, while viewing the place, instantly occurred.

  • It would be dreadful!

  • She blushed at the very idea, and thought it would be better to speak openly to her

  • aunt than to run such a risk.

  • But against this there were objections; and she finally resolved that it could be the

  • last resource, if her private inquiries to the absence of the family were unfavourably

  • answered.

  • Accordingly, when she retired at night, she asked the chambermaid whether Pemberley

  • were not a very fine place? what was the name of its proprietor? and, with no little

  • alarm, whether the family were down for the summer?

  • A most welcome negative followed the last question--and her alarms now being removed,

  • she was at leisure to feel a great deal of curiosity to see the house herself; and

  • when the subject was revived the next

  • morning, and she was again applied to, could readily answer, and with a proper air

  • of indifference, that she had not really any dislike to the scheme.

  • To Pemberley, therefore, they were to go.

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  • CHAPTER 43

  • Elizabeth, as they drove along, watched for the first appearance of Pemberley Woods

  • with some perturbation; and when at length they turned in at the lodge, her spirits

  • were in a high flutter.

  • The park was very large, and contained great variety of ground.

  • They entered it in one of its lowest points, and drove for some time through a

  • beautiful wood stretching over a wide extent.

  • Elizabeth's mind was too full for conversation, but she saw and admired every

  • remarkable spot and point of view.

  • They gradually ascended for half-a-mile, and then found themselves at the top of a

  • considerable eminence, where the wood ceased, and the eye was instantly caught by

  • Pemberley House, situated on the opposite

  • side of a valley, into which the road with some abruptness wound.

  • It was a large, handsome stone building, standing well on rising ground, and backed

  • by a ridge of high woody hills; and in front, a stream of some natural importance

  • was swelled into greater, but without any artificial appearance.

  • Its banks were neither formal nor falsely adorned.

  • Elizabeth was delighted.

  • She had never seen a place for which nature had done more, or where natural beauty had

  • been so little counteracted by an awkward taste.

  • They were all of them warm in their admiration; and at that moment she felt

  • that to be mistress of Pemberley might be something!

  • They descended the hill, crossed the bridge, and drove to the door; and, while

  • examining the nearer aspect of the house, all her apprehension of meeting its owner

  • returned.

  • She dreaded lest the chambermaid had been mistaken.

  • On applying to see the place, they were admitted into the hall; and Elizabeth, as

  • they waited for the housekeeper, had leisure to wonder at her being where she

  • was.

  • The housekeeper came; a respectable-looking elderly woman, much less fine, and more

  • civil, than she had any notion of finding her.

  • They followed her into the dining-parlour.

  • It was a large, well proportioned room, handsomely fitted up.

  • Elizabeth, after slightly surveying it, went to a window to enjoy its prospect.

  • The hill, crowned with wood, which they had descended, receiving increased abruptness

  • from the distance, was a beautiful object.

  • Every disposition of the ground was good; and she looked on the whole scene, the

  • river, the trees scattered on its banks and the winding of the valley, as far as she

  • could trace it, with delight.

  • As they passed into other rooms these objects were taking different positions;

  • but from every window there were beauties to be seen.

  • The rooms were lofty and handsome, and their furniture suitable to the fortune of

  • its proprietor; but Elizabeth saw, with admiration of his taste, that it was

  • neither gaudy nor uselessly fine; with less

  • of splendour, and more real elegance, than the furniture of Rosings.

  • "And of this place," thought she, "I might have been mistress!

  • With these rooms I might now have been familiarly acquainted!

  • Instead of viewing them as a stranger, I might have rejoiced in them as my own, and

  • welcomed to them as visitors my uncle and aunt.

  • But no,"--recollecting herself--"that could never be; my uncle and aunt would have been

  • lost to me; I should not have been allowed to invite them."

  • This was a lucky recollection--it saved her from something very like regret.

  • She longed to inquire of the housekeeper whether her master was really absent, but

  • had not the courage for it.

  • At length however, the question was asked by her uncle; and she turned away with

  • alarm, while Mrs. Reynolds replied that he was, adding, "But we expect him to-morrow,

  • with a large party of friends."

  • How rejoiced was Elizabeth that their own journey had not by any circumstance been

  • delayed a day! Her aunt now called her to look at a

  • picture.

  • She approached and saw the likeness of Mr. Wickham, suspended, amongst several other

  • miniatures, over the mantelpiece. Her aunt asked her, smilingly, how she

  • liked it.

  • The housekeeper came forward, and told them it was a picture of a young gentleman, the

  • son of her late master's steward, who had been brought up by him at his own expense.

  • "He is now gone into the army," she added; "but I am afraid he has turned out very

  • wild." Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece with a

  • smile, but Elizabeth could not return it.

  • "And that," said Mrs. Reynolds, pointing to another of the miniatures, "is my master--

  • and very like him. It was drawn at the same time as the other-

  • -about eight years ago."

  • "I have heard much of your master's fine person," said Mrs. Gardiner, looking at the

  • picture; "it is a handsome face. But, Lizzy, you can tell us whether it is

  • like or not."

  • Mrs. Reynolds respect for Elizabeth seemed to increase on this intimation of her

  • knowing her master. "Does that young lady know Mr. Darcy?"

  • Elizabeth coloured, and said: "A little."

  • "And do not you think him a very handsome gentleman, ma'am?"

  • "Yes, very handsome."

  • "I am sure I know none so handsome; but in the gallery upstairs you will see a finer,

  • larger picture of him than this.

  • This room was my late master's favourite room, and these miniatures are just as they

  • used to be then. He was very fond of them."

  • This accounted to Elizabeth for Mr. Wickham's being among them.

  • Mrs. Reynolds then directed their attention to one of Miss Darcy, drawn when she was

  • only eight years old.

  • "And is Miss Darcy as handsome as her brother?" said Mrs. Gardiner.

  • "Oh! yes--the handsomest young lady that ever was seen; and so accomplished!--She

  • plays and sings all day long.

  • In the next room is a new instrument just come down for her--a present from my

  • master; she comes here to-morrow with him."

  • Mr. Gardiner, whose manners were very easy and pleasant, encouraged her

  • communicativeness by his questions and remarks; Mrs. Reynolds, either by pride or

  • attachment, had evidently great pleasure in talking of her master and his sister.

  • "Is your master much at Pemberley in the course of the year?"

  • "Not so much as I could wish, sir; but I dare say he may spend half his time here;

  • and Miss Darcy is always down for the summer months."

  • "Except," thought Elizabeth, "when she goes to Ramsgate."

  • "If your master would marry, you might see more of him."

  • "Yes, sir; but I do not know when that will be.

  • I do not know who is good enough for him." Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner smiled.

  • Elizabeth could not help saying, "It is very much to his credit, I am sure, that

  • you should think so."

  • "I say no more than the truth, and everybody will say that knows him," replied

  • the other.

  • Elizabeth thought this was going pretty far; and she listened with increasing

  • astonishment as the housekeeper added, "I have never known a cross word from him in

  • my life, and I have known him ever since he was four years old."

  • This was praise, of all others most extraordinary, most opposite to her ideas.

  • That he was not a good-tempered man had been her firmest opinion.

  • Her keenest attention was awakened; she longed to hear more, and was grateful to

  • her uncle for saying:

  • "There are very few people of whom so much can be said.

  • You are lucky in having such a master." "Yes, sir, I know I am.

  • If I were to go through the world, I could not meet with a better.

  • But I have always observed, that they who are good-natured when children, are good-

  • natured when they grow up; and he was always the sweetest-tempered, most

  • generous-hearted boy in the world."

  • Elizabeth almost stared at her. "Can this be Mr. Darcy?" thought she.

  • "His father was an excellent man," said Mrs. Gardiner.

  • "Yes, ma'am, that he was indeed; and his son will be just like him--just as affable

  • to the poor." Elizabeth listened, wondered, doubted, and

  • was impatient for more.

  • Mrs. Reynolds could interest her on no other point.

  • She related the subjects of the pictures, the dimensions of the rooms, and the price

  • of the furniture, in vain.

  • Mr. Gardiner, highly amused by the kind of family prejudice to which he attributed her

  • excessive commendation of her master, soon led again to the subject; and she dwelt

  • with energy on his many merits as they proceeded together up the great staircase.

  • "He is the best landlord, and the best master," said she, "that ever lived; not

  • like the wild young men nowadays, who think of nothing but themselves.

  • There is not one of his tenants or servants but will give him a good name.

  • Some people call him proud; but I am sure I never saw anything of it.

  • To my fancy, it is only because he does not rattle away like other young men."

  • "In what an amiable light does this place him!" thought Elizabeth.

  • "This fine account of him," whispered her aunt as they walked, "is not quite

  • consistent with his behaviour to our poor friend."

  • "Perhaps we might be deceived."

  • "That is not very likely; our authority was too good."

  • On reaching the spacious lobby above they were shown into a very pretty sitting-room,

  • lately fitted up with greater elegance and lightness than the apartments below; and

  • were informed that it was but just done to

  • give pleasure to Miss Darcy, who had taken a liking to the room when last at

  • Pemberley.

  • "He is certainly a good brother," said Elizabeth, as she walked towards one of the

  • windows. Mrs. Reynolds anticipated Miss Darcy's

  • delight, when she should enter the room.

  • "And this is always the way with him," she added.

  • "Whatever can give his sister any pleasure is sure to be done in a moment.

  • There is nothing he would not do for her."

  • The picture-gallery, and two or three of the principal bedrooms, were all that

  • remained to be shown.

  • In the former were many good paintings; but Elizabeth knew nothing of the art; and from

  • such as had been already visible below, she had willingly turned to look at some

  • drawings of Miss Darcy's, in crayons, whose

  • subjects were usually more interesting, and also more intelligible.

  • In the gallery there were many family portraits, but they could have little to

  • fix the attention of a stranger.

  • Elizabeth walked in quest of the only face whose features would be known to her.

  • At last it arrested her--and she beheld a striking resemblance to Mr. Darcy, with

  • such a smile over the face as she remembered to have sometimes seen when he

  • looked at her.

  • She stood several minutes before the picture, in earnest contemplation, and

  • returned to it again before they quitted the gallery.

  • Mrs. Reynolds informed them that it had been taken in his father's lifetime.

  • There was certainly at this moment, in Elizabeth's mind, a more gentle sensation

  • towards the original than she had ever felt at the height of their acquaintance.

  • The commendation bestowed on him by Mrs. Reynolds was of no trifling nature.

  • What praise is more valuable than the praise of an intelligent servant?

  • As a brother, a landlord, a master, she considered how many people's happiness were

  • in his guardianship!--how much of pleasure or pain was it in his power to bestow!--how

  • much of good or evil must be done by him!

  • Every idea that had been brought forward by the housekeeper was favourable to his

  • character, and as she stood before the canvas on which he was represented, and

  • fixed his eyes upon herself, she thought of

  • his regard with a deeper sentiment of gratitude than it had ever raised before;

  • she remembered its warmth, and softened its impropriety of expression.

  • When all of the house that was open to general inspection had been seen, they

  • returned downstairs, and, taking leave of the housekeeper, were consigned over to the

  • gardener, who met them at the hall-door.

  • As they walked across the hall towards the river, Elizabeth turned back to look again;

  • her uncle and aunt stopped also, and while the former was conjecturing as to the date

  • of the building, the owner of it himself

  • suddenly came forward from the road, which led behind it to the stables.

  • They were within twenty yards of each other, and so abrupt was his appearance,

  • that it was impossible to avoid his sight.

  • Their eyes instantly met, and the cheeks of both were overspread with the deepest

  • blush.

  • He absolutely started, and for a moment seemed immovable from surprise; but shortly

  • recovering himself, advanced towards the party, and spoke to Elizabeth, if not in

  • terms of perfect composure, at least of perfect civility.

  • She had instinctively turned away; but stopping on his approach, received his

  • compliments with an embarrassment impossible to be overcome.

  • Had his first appearance, or his resemblance to the picture they had just

  • been examining, been insufficient to assure the other two that they now saw Mr. Darcy,

  • the gardener's expression of surprise, on

  • beholding his master, must immediately have told it.

  • They stood a little aloof while he was talking to their niece, who, astonished and

  • confused, scarcely dared lift her eyes to his face, and knew not what answer she

  • returned to his civil inquiries after her family.

  • Amazed at the alteration of his manner since they last parted, every sentence that

  • he uttered was increasing her embarrassment; and every idea of the

  • impropriety of her being found there

  • recurring to her mind, the few minutes in which they continued were some of the most

  • uncomfortable in her life.

  • Nor did he seem much more at ease; when he spoke, his accent had none of its usual

  • sedateness; and he repeated his inquiries as to the time of her having left

  • Longbourn, and of her having stayed in

  • Derbyshire, so often, and in so hurried a way, as plainly spoke the distraction of

  • his thoughts.

  • At length every idea seemed to fail him; and, after standing a few moments without

  • saying a word, he suddenly recollected himself, and took leave.

  • The others then joined her, and expressed admiration of his figure; but Elizabeth

  • heard not a word, and wholly engrossed by her own feelings, followed them in silence.

  • She was overpowered by shame and vexation.

  • Her coming there was the most unfortunate, the most ill-judged thing in the world!

  • How strange it must appear to him! In what a disgraceful light might it not

  • strike so vain a man!

  • It might seem as if she had purposely thrown herself in his way again!

  • Oh! why did she come? Or, why did he thus come a day before he

  • was expected?

  • Had they been only ten minutes sooner, they should have been beyond the reach of his

  • discrimination; for it was plain that he was that moment arrived--that moment

  • alighted from his horse or his carriage.

  • She blushed again and again over the perverseness of the meeting.

  • And his behaviour, so strikingly altered-- what could it mean?

  • That he should even speak to her was amazing!--but to speak with such civility,

  • to inquire after her family!

  • Never in her life had she seen his manners so little dignified, never had he spoken

  • with such gentleness as on this unexpected meeting.

  • What a contrast did it offer to his last address in Rosings Park, when he put his

  • letter into her hand! She knew not what to think, or how to

  • account for it.

  • They had now entered a beautiful walk by the side of the water, and every step was

  • bringing forward a nobler fall of ground, or a finer reach of the woods to which they

  • were approaching; but it was some time

  • before Elizabeth was sensible of any of it; and, though she answered mechanically to

  • the repeated appeals of her uncle and aunt, and seemed to direct her eyes to such

  • objects as they pointed out, she distinguished no part of the scene.

  • Her thoughts were all fixed on that one spot of Pemberley House, whichever it might

  • be, where Mr. Darcy then was.

  • She longed to know what at the moment was passing in his mind--in what manner he

  • thought of her, and whether, in defiance of everything, she was still dear to him.

  • Perhaps he had been civil only because he felt himself at ease; yet there had been

  • that in his voice which was not like ease.

  • Whether he had felt more of pain or of pleasure in seeing her she could not tell,

  • but he certainly had not seen her with composure.

  • At length, however, the remarks of her companions on her absence of mind aroused

  • her, and she felt the necessity of appearing more like herself.

  • They entered the woods, and bidding adieu to the river for a while, ascended some of

  • the higher grounds; when, in spots where the opening of the trees gave the eye power

  • to wander, were many charming views of the

  • valley, the opposite hills, with the long range of woods overspreading many, and

  • occasionally part of the stream.

  • Mr. Gardiner expressed a wish of going round the whole park, but feared it might

  • be beyond a walk. With a triumphant smile they were told that

  • it was ten miles round.

  • It settled the matter; and they pursued the accustomed circuit; which brought them

  • again, after some time, in a descent among hanging woods, to the edge of the water,

  • and one of its narrowest parts.

  • They crossed it by a simple bridge, in character with the general air of the

  • scene; it was a spot less adorned than any they had yet visited; and the valley, here

  • contracted into a glen, allowed room only

  • for the stream, and a narrow walk amidst the rough coppice-wood which bordered it.

  • Elizabeth longed to explore its windings; but when they had crossed the bridge, and

  • perceived their distance from the house, Mrs. Gardiner, who was not a great walker,

  • could go no farther, and thought only of

  • returning to the carriage as quickly as possible.

  • Her niece was, therefore, obliged to submit, and they took their way towards the

  • house on the opposite side of the river, in the nearest direction; but their progress

  • was slow, for Mr. Gardiner, though seldom

  • able to indulge the taste, was very fond of fishing, and was so much engaged in

  • watching the occasional appearance of some trout in the water, and talking to the man

  • about them, that he advanced but little.

  • Whilst wandering on in this slow manner, they were again surprised, and Elizabeth's

  • astonishment was quite equal to what it had been at first, by the sight of Mr. Darcy

  • approaching them, and at no great distance.

  • The walk being here less sheltered than on the other side, allowed them to see him

  • before they met.

  • Elizabeth, however astonished, was at least more prepared for an interview than before,

  • and resolved to appear and to speak with calmness, if he really intended to meet

  • them.

  • For a few moments, indeed, she felt that he would probably strike into some other path.

  • The idea lasted while a turning in the walk concealed him from their view; the turning

  • past, he was immediately before them.

  • With a glance, she saw that he had lost none of his recent civility; and, to

  • imitate his politeness, she began, as they met, to admire the beauty of the place; but

  • she had not got beyond the words

  • "delightful," and "charming," when some unlucky recollections obtruded, and she

  • fancied that praise of Pemberley from her might be mischievously construed.

  • Her colour changed, and she said no more.

  • Mrs. Gardiner was standing a little behind; and on her pausing, he asked her if she

  • would do him the honour of introducing him to her friends.

  • This was a stroke of civility for which she was quite unprepared; and she could hardly

  • suppress a smile at his being now seeking the acquaintance of some of those very

  • people against whom his pride had revolted in his offer to herself.

  • "What will be his surprise," thought she, "when he knows who they are?

  • He takes them now for people of fashion."

  • The introduction, however, was immediately made; and as she named their relationship

  • to herself, she stole a sly look at him, to see how he bore it, and was not without the

  • expectation of his decamping as fast as he

  • could from such disgraceful companions.

  • That he was surprised by the connection was evident; he sustained it, however, with

  • fortitude, and so far from going away, turned his back with them, and entered into

  • conversation with Mr. Gardiner.

  • Elizabeth could not but be pleased, could not but triumph.

  • It was consoling that he should know she had some relations for whom there was no

  • need to blush.

  • She listened most attentively to all that passed between them, and gloried in every

  • expression, every sentence of her uncle, which marked his intelligence, his taste,

  • or his good manners.

  • The conversation soon turned upon fishing; and she heard Mr. Darcy invite him, with

  • the greatest civility, to fish there as often as he chose while he continued in the

  • neighbourhood, offering at the same time to

  • supply him with fishing tackle, and pointing out those parts of the stream

  • where there was usually most sport.

  • Mrs. Gardiner, who was walking arm-in-arm with Elizabeth, gave her a look expressive

  • of wonder.

  • Elizabeth said nothing, but it gratified her exceedingly; the compliment must be all

  • for herself.

  • Her astonishment, however, was extreme, and continually was she repeating, "Why is he

  • so altered? From what can it proceed?

  • It cannot be for me--it cannot be for my sake that his manners are thus softened.

  • My reproofs at Hunsford could not work such a change as this.

  • It is impossible that he should still love me."

  • After walking some time in this way, the two ladies in front, the two gentlemen

  • behind, on resuming their places, after descending to the brink of the river for

  • the better inspection of some curious

  • water-plant, there chanced to be a little alteration.

  • It originated in Mrs. Gardiner, who, fatigued by the exercise of the morning,

  • found Elizabeth's arm inadequate to her support, and consequently preferred her

  • husband's.

  • Mr. Darcy took her place by her niece, and they walked on together.

  • After a short silence, the lady first spoke.

  • She wished him to know that she had been assured of his absence before she came to

  • the place, and accordingly began by observing, that his arrival had been very

  • unexpected--"for your housekeeper," she

  • added, "informed us that you would certainly not be here till to-morrow; and

  • indeed, before we left Bakewell, we understood that you were not immediately

  • expected in the country."

  • He acknowledged the truth of it all, and said that business with his steward had

  • occasioned his coming forward a few hours before the rest of the party with whom he

  • had been travelling.

  • "They will join me early to-morrow," he continued, "and among them are some who

  • will claim an acquaintance with you--Mr. Bingley and his sisters."

  • Elizabeth answered only by a slight bow.

  • Her thoughts were instantly driven back to the time when Mr. Bingley's name had been

  • the last mentioned between them; and, if she might judge by his complexion, his mind

  • was not very differently engaged.

  • "There is also one other person in the party," he continued after a pause, "who

  • more particularly wishes to be known to you.

  • Will you allow me, or do I ask too much, to introduce my sister to your acquaintance

  • during your stay at Lambton?"

  • The surprise of such an application was great indeed; it was too great for her to

  • know in what manner she acceded to it.

  • She immediately felt that whatever desire Miss Darcy might have of being acquainted

  • with her must be the work of her brother, and, without looking farther, it was

  • satisfactory; it was gratifying to know

  • that his resentment had not made him think really ill of her.

  • They now walked on in silence, each of them deep in thought.

  • Elizabeth was not comfortable; that was impossible; but she was flattered and

  • pleased. His wish of introducing his sister to her

  • was a compliment of the highest kind.

  • They soon outstripped the others, and when they had reached the carriage, Mr. and Mrs.

  • Gardiner were half a quarter of a mile behind.

  • He then asked her to walk into the house-- but she declared herself not tired, and

  • they stood together on the lawn. At such a time much might have been said,

  • and silence was very awkward.

  • She wanted to talk, but there seemed to be an embargo on every subject.

  • At last she recollected that she had been travelling, and they talked of Matlock and

  • Dove Dale with great perseverance.

  • Yet time and her aunt moved slowly--and her patience and her ideas were nearly worn our

  • before the tete-a-tete was over.

  • On Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner's coming up they were all pressed to go into the house and

  • take some refreshment; but this was declined, and they parted on each side with

  • utmost politeness.

  • Mr. Darcy handed the ladies into the carriage; and when it drove off, Elizabeth

  • saw him walking slowly towards the house.

  • The observations of her uncle and aunt now began; and each of them pronounced him to

  • be infinitely superior to anything they had expected.

  • "He is perfectly well behaved, polite, and unassuming," said her uncle.

  • "There is something a little stately in him, to be sure," replied her aunt, "but it

  • is confined to his air, and is not unbecoming.

  • I can now say with the housekeeper, that though some people may call him proud, I

  • have seen nothing of it." "I was never more surprised than by his

  • behaviour to us.

  • It was more than civil; it was really attentive; and there was no necessity for

  • such attention. His acquaintance with Elizabeth was very

  • trifling."

  • "To be sure, Lizzy," said her aunt, "he is not so handsome as Wickham; or, rather, he

  • has not Wickham's countenance, for his features are perfectly good.

  • But how came you to tell me that he was so disagreeable?"

  • Elizabeth excused herself as well as she could; said that she had liked him better

  • when they had met in Kent than before, and that she had never seen him so pleasant as

  • this morning.

  • "But perhaps he may be a little whimsical in his civilities," replied her uncle.

  • "Your great men often are; and therefore I shall not take him at his word, as he might

  • change his mind another day, and warn me off his grounds."

  • Elizabeth felt that they had entirely misunderstood his character, but said

  • nothing.

  • "From what we have seen of him," continued Mrs. Gardiner, "I really should not have

  • thought that he could have behaved in so cruel a way by anybody as he has done by

  • poor Wickham.

  • He has not an ill-natured look. On the contrary, there is something

  • pleasing about his mouth when he speaks.

  • And there is something of dignity in his countenance that would not give one an

  • unfavourable idea of his heart.

  • But, to be sure, the good lady who showed us his house did give him a most flaming

  • character! I could hardly help laughing aloud

  • sometimes.

  • But he is a liberal master, I suppose, and that in the eye of a servant comprehends

  • every virtue."

  • Elizabeth here felt herself called on to say something in vindication of his

  • behaviour to Wickham; and therefore gave them to understand, in as guarded a manner

  • as she could, that by what she had heard

  • from his relations in Kent, his actions were capable of a very different

  • construction; and that his character was by no means so faulty, nor Wickham's so

  • amiable, as they had been considered in Hertfordshire.

  • In confirmation of this, she related the particulars of all the pecuniary

  • transactions in which they had been connected, without actually naming her

  • authority, but stating it to be such as might be relied on.

  • Mrs. Gardiner was surprised and concerned; but as they were now approaching the scene

  • of her former pleasures, every idea gave way to the charm of recollection; and she

  • was too much engaged in pointing out to her

  • husband all the interesting spots in its environs to think of anything else.

  • Fatigued as she had been by the morning's walk they had no sooner dined than she set

  • off again in quest of her former acquaintance, and the evening was spent in

  • the satisfactions of a intercourse renewed after many years' discontinuance.

  • The occurrences of the day were too full of interest to leave Elizabeth much attention

  • for any of these new friends; and she could do nothing but think, and think with

  • wonder, of Mr. Darcy's civility, and, above

  • all, of his wishing her to be acquainted with his sister.

  • >

  • CHAPTER 44

  • Elizabeth had settled it that Mr. Darcy would bring his sister to visit her the

  • very day after her reaching Pemberley; and was consequently resolved not to be out of

  • sight of the inn the whole of that morning.

  • But her conclusion was false; for on the very morning after their arrival at

  • Lambton, these visitors came.

  • They had been walking about the place with some of their new friends, and were just

  • returning to the inn to dress themselves for dining with the same family, when the

  • sound of a carriage drew them to a window,

  • and they saw a gentleman and a lady in a curricle driving up the street.

  • Elizabeth immediately recognizing the livery, guessed what it meant, and imparted

  • no small degree of her surprise to her relations by acquainting them with the

  • honour which she expected.

  • Her uncle and aunt were all amazement; and the embarrassment of her manner as she

  • spoke, joined to the circumstance itself, and many of the circumstances of the

  • preceding day, opened to them a new idea on the business.

  • Nothing had ever suggested it before, but they felt that there was no other way of

  • accounting for such attentions from such a quarter than by supposing a partiality for

  • their niece.

  • While these newly-born notions were passing in their heads, the perturbation of

  • Elizabeth's feelings was at every moment increasing.

  • She was quite amazed at her own discomposure; but amongst other causes of

  • disquiet, she dreaded lest the partiality of the brother should have said too much in

  • her favour; and, more than commonly anxious

  • to please, she naturally suspected that every power of pleasing would fail her.

  • She retreated from the window, fearful of being seen; and as she walked up and down

  • the room, endeavouring to compose herself, saw such looks of inquiring surprise in her

  • uncle and aunt as made everything worse.

  • Miss Darcy and her brother appeared, and this formidable introduction took place.

  • With astonishment did Elizabeth see that her new acquaintance was at least as much

  • embarrassed as herself.

  • Since her being at Lambton, she had heard that Miss Darcy was exceedingly proud; but

  • the observation of a very few minutes convinced her that she was only exceedingly

  • shy.

  • She found it difficult to obtain even a word from her beyond a monosyllable.

  • Miss Darcy was tall, and on a larger scale than Elizabeth; and, though little more

  • than sixteen, her figure was formed, and her appearance womanly and graceful.

  • She was less handsome than her brother; but there was sense and good humour in her

  • face, and her manners were perfectly unassuming and gentle.

  • Elizabeth, who had expected to find in her as acute and unembarrassed an observer as

  • ever Mr. Darcy had been, was much relieved by discerning such different feelings.

  • They had not long been together before Mr. Darcy told her that Bingley was also coming

  • to wait on her; and she had barely time to express her satisfaction, and prepare for

  • such a visitor, when Bingley's quick step

  • was heard on the stairs, and in a moment he entered the room.

  • All Elizabeth's anger against him had been long done away; but had she still felt any,

  • it could hardly have stood its ground against the unaffected cordiality with

  • which he expressed himself on seeing her again.

  • He inquired in a friendly, though general way, after her family, and looked and spoke

  • with the same good-humoured ease that he had ever done.

  • To Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner he was scarcely a less interesting personage than to herself.

  • They had long wished to see him. The whole party before them, indeed,

  • excited a lively attention.

  • The suspicions which had just arisen of Mr. Darcy and their niece directed their

  • observation towards each with an earnest though guarded inquiry; and they soon drew

  • from those inquiries the full conviction

  • that one of them at least knew what it was to love.

  • Of the lady's sensations they remained a little in doubt; but that the gentleman was

  • overflowing with admiration was evident enough.

  • Elizabeth, on her side, had much to do.

  • She wanted to ascertain the feelings of each of her visitors; she wanted to compose

  • her own, and to make herself agreeable to all; and in the latter object, where she

  • feared most to fail, she was most sure of

  • success, for those to whom she endeavoured to give pleasure were prepossessed in her

  • favour. Bingley was ready, Georgiana was eager, and

  • Darcy determined, to be pleased.

  • In seeing Bingley, her thoughts naturally flew to her sister; and, oh! how ardently

  • did she long to know whether any of his were directed in a like manner.

  • Sometimes she could fancy that he talked less than on former occasions, and once or

  • twice pleased herself with the notion that, as he looked at her, he was trying to trace

  • a resemblance.

  • But, though this might be imaginary, she could not be deceived as to his behaviour

  • to Miss Darcy, who had been set up as a rival to Jane.

  • No look appeared on either side that spoke particular regard.

  • Nothing occurred between them that could justify the hopes of his sister.

  • On this point she was soon satisfied; and two or three little circumstances occurred

  • ere they parted, which, in her anxious interpretation, denoted a recollection of

  • Jane not untinctured by tenderness, and a

  • wish of saying more that might lead to the mention of her, had he dared.

  • He observed to her, at a moment when the others were talking together, and in a tone

  • which had something of real regret, that it "was a very long time since he had had the

  • pleasure of seeing her;" and, before she

  • could reply, he added, "It is above eight months.

  • We have not met since the 26th of November, when we were all dancing together at

  • Netherfield."

  • Elizabeth was pleased to find his memory so exact; and he afterwards took occasion to

  • ask her, when unattended to by any of the rest, whether all her sisters were at

  • Longbourn.

  • There was not much in the question, nor in the preceding remark; but there was a look

  • and a manner which gave them meaning.

  • It was not often that she could turn her eyes on Mr. Darcy himself; but, whenever

  • she did catch a glimpse, she saw an expression of general complaisance, and in

  • all that he said she heard an accent so

  • removed from hauteur or disdain of his companions, as convinced her that the

  • improvement of manners which she had yesterday witnessed however temporary its

  • existence might prove, had at least outlived one day.

  • When she saw him thus seeking the acquaintance and courting the good opinion

  • of people with whom any intercourse a few months ago would have been a disgrace--when

  • she saw him thus civil, not only to

  • herself, but to the very relations whom he had openly disdained, and recollected their

  • last lively scene in Hunsford Parsonage-- the difference, the change was so great,

  • and struck so forcibly on her mind, that

  • she could hardly restrain her astonishment from being visible.

  • Never, even in the company of his dear friends at Netherfield, or his dignified

  • relations at Rosings, had she seen him so desirous to please, so free from self-

  • consequence or unbending reserve, as now,

  • when no importance could result from the success of his endeavours, and when even

  • the acquaintance of those to whom his attentions were addressed would draw down

  • the ridicule and censure of the ladies both of Netherfield and Rosings.

  • Their visitors stayed with them above half- an-hour; and when they arose to depart, Mr.

  • Darcy called on his sister to join him in expressing their wish of seeing Mr. and

  • Mrs. Gardiner, and Miss Bennet, to dinner at Pemberley, before they left the country.

  • Miss Darcy, though with a diffidence which marked her little in the habit of giving

  • invitations, readily obeyed.

  • Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece, desirous of knowing how she, whom the invitation

  • most concerned, felt disposed as to its acceptance, but Elizabeth had turned away

  • her head.

  • Presuming however, that this studied avoidance spoke rather a momentary

  • embarrassment than any dislike of the proposal, and seeing in her husband, who

  • was fond of society, a perfect willingness

  • to accept it, she ventured to engage for her attendance, and the day after the next

  • was fixed on.

  • Bingley expressed great pleasure in the certainty of seeing Elizabeth again, having

  • still a great deal to say to her, and many inquiries to make after all their

  • Hertfordshire friends.

  • Elizabeth, construing all this into a wish of hearing her speak of her sister, was

  • pleased, and on this account, as well as some others, found herself, when their

  • visitors left them, capable of considering

  • the last half-hour with some satisfaction, though while it was passing, the enjoyment

  • of it had been little.

  • Eager to be alone, and fearful of inquiries or hints from her uncle and aunt, she

  • stayed with them only long enough to hear their favourable opinion of Bingley, and

  • then hurried away to dress.

  • But she had no reason to fear Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner's curiosity; it was not their wish

  • to force her communication.

  • It was evident that she was much better acquainted with Mr. Darcy than they had

  • before any idea of; it was evident that he was very much in love with her.

  • They saw much to interest, but nothing to justify inquiry.

  • Of Mr. Darcy it was now a matter of anxiety to think well; and, as far as their

  • acquaintance reached, there was no fault to find.

  • They could not be untouched by his politeness; and had they drawn his

  • character from their own feelings and his servant's report, without any reference to

  • any other account, the circle in

  • Hertfordshire to which he was known would not have recognized it for Mr. Darcy.

  • There was now an interest, however, in believing the housekeeper; and they soon

  • became sensible that the authority of a servant who had known him since he was four

  • years old, and whose own manners indicated

  • respectability, was not to be hastily rejected.

  • Neither had anything occurred in the intelligence of their Lambton friends that

  • could materially lessen its weight.

  • They had nothing to accuse him of but pride; pride he probably had, and if not,

  • it would certainly be imputed by the inhabitants of a small market-town where

  • the family did not visit.

  • It was acknowledged, however, that he was a liberal man, and did much good among the

  • poor.

  • With respect to Wickham, the travellers soon found that he was not held there in

  • much estimation; for though the chief of his concerns with the son of his patron

  • were imperfectly understood, it was yet a

  • well-known fact that, on his quitting Derbyshire, he had left many debts behind

  • him, which Mr. Darcy afterwards discharged.

  • As for Elizabeth, her thoughts were at Pemberley this evening more than the last;

  • and the evening, though as it passed it seemed long, was not long enough to

  • determine her feelings towards one in that

  • mansion; and she lay awake two whole hours endeavouring to make them out.

  • She certainly did not hate him.

  • No; hatred had vanished long ago, and she had almost as long been ashamed of ever

  • feeling a dislike against him, that could be so called.

  • The respect created by the conviction of his valuable qualities, though at first

  • unwillingly admitted, had for some time ceased to be repugnant to her feeling; and

  • it was now heightened into somewhat of a

  • friendlier nature, by the testimony so highly in his favour, and bringing forward

  • his disposition in so amiable a light, which yesterday had produced.

  • But above all, above respect and esteem, there was a motive within her of goodwill

  • which could not be overlooked.

  • It was gratitude; gratitude, not merely for having once loved her, but for loving her

  • still well enough to forgive all the petulance and acrimony of her manner in

  • rejecting him, and all the unjust accusations accompanying her rejection.

  • He who, she had been persuaded, would avoid her as his greatest enemy, seemed, on this

  • accidental meeting, most eager to preserve the acquaintance, and without any

  • indelicate display of regard, or any

  • peculiarity of manner, where their two selves only were concerned, was soliciting

  • the good opinion of her friends, and bent on making her known to his sister.

  • Such a change in a man of so much pride exciting not only astonishment but

  • gratitude--for to love, ardent love, it must be attributed; and as such its

  • impression on her was of a sort to be

  • encouraged, as by no means unpleasing, though it could not be exactly defined.

  • She respected, she esteemed, she was grateful to him, she felt a real interest

  • in his welfare; and she only wanted to know how far she wished that welfare to depend

  • upon herself, and how far it would be for

  • the happiness of both that she should employ the power, which her fancy told her

  • she still possessed, of bringing on her the renewal of his addresses.

  • It had been settled in the evening between the aunt and the niece, that such a

  • striking civility as Miss Darcy's in coming to see them on the very day of her arrival

  • at Pemberley, for she had reached it only

  • to a late breakfast, ought to be imitated, though it could not be equalled, by some

  • exertion of politeness on their side; and, consequently, that it would be highly

  • expedient to wait on her at Pemberley the following morning.

  • They were, therefore, to go.

  • Elizabeth was pleased; though when she asked herself the reason, she had very

  • little to say in reply. Mr. Gardiner left them soon after

  • breakfast.

  • The fishing scheme had been renewed the day before, and a positive engagement made of

  • his meeting some of the gentlemen at Pemberley before noon.

  • >

  • CHAPTER 45

  • Convinced as Elizabeth now was that Miss Bingley's dislike of her had originated in

  • jealousy, she could not help feeling how unwelcome her appearance at Pemberley must

  • be to her, and was curious to know with how

  • much civility on that lady's side the acquaintance would now be renewed.

  • On reaching the house, they were shown through the hall into the saloon, whose

  • northern aspect rendered it delightful for summer.

  • Its windows opening to the ground, admitted a most refreshing view of the high woody

  • hills behind the house, and of the beautiful oaks and Spanish chestnuts which

  • were scattered over the intermediate lawn.

  • In this house they were received by Miss Darcy, who was sitting there with Mrs.

  • Hurst and Miss Bingley, and the lady with whom she lived in London.

  • Georgiana's reception of them was very civil, but attended with all the

  • embarrassment which, though proceeding from shyness and the fear of doing wrong, would

  • easily give to those who felt themselves

  • inferior the belief of her being proud and reserved.

  • Mrs. Gardiner and her niece, however, did her justice, and pitied her.

  • By Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley they were noticed only by a curtsey; and, on their

  • being seated, a pause, awkward as such pauses must always be, succeeded for a few

  • moments.

  • It was first broken by Mrs. Annesley, a genteel, agreeable-looking woman, whose

  • endeavour to introduce some kind of discourse proved her to be more truly well-

  • bred than either of the others; and between

  • her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from Elizabeth, the conversation was

  • carried on.

  • Miss Darcy looked as if she wished for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes

  • did venture a short sentence when there was least danger of its being heard.

  • Elizabeth soon saw that she was herself closely watched by Miss Bingley, and that

  • she could not speak a word, especially to Miss Darcy, without calling her attention.

  • This observation would not have prevented her from trying to talk to the latter, had

  • they not been seated at an inconvenient distance; but she was not sorry to be

  • spared the necessity of saying much.

  • Her own thoughts were employing her. She expected every moment that some of the

  • gentlemen would enter the room.

  • She wished, she feared that the master of the house might be amongst them; and

  • whether she wished or feared it most, she could scarcely determine.

  • After sitting in this manner a quarter of an hour without hearing Miss Bingley's

  • voice, Elizabeth was roused by receiving from her a cold inquiry after the health of

  • her family.

  • She answered with equal indifference and brevity, and the others said no more.

  • The next variation which their visit afforded was produced by the entrance of

  • servants with cold meat, cake, and a variety of all the finest fruits in season;

  • but this did not take place till after many

  • a significant look and smile from Mrs. Annesley to Miss Darcy had been given, to

  • remind her of her post.

  • There was now employment for the whole party--for though they could not all talk,

  • they could all eat; and the beautiful pyramids of grapes, nectarines, and peaches

  • soon collected them round the table.

  • While thus engaged, Elizabeth had a fair opportunity of deciding whether she most

  • feared or wished for the appearance of Mr. Darcy, by the feelings which prevailed on

  • his entering the room; and then, though but

  • a moment before she had believed her wishes to predominate, she began to regret that he

  • came.

  • He had been some time with Mr. Gardiner, who, with two or three other gentlemen from

  • the house, was engaged by the river, and had left him only on learning that the

  • ladies of the family intended a visit to Georgiana that morning.

  • No sooner did he appear than Elizabeth wisely resolved to be perfectly easy and

  • unembarrassed; a resolution the more necessary to be made, but perhaps not the

  • more easily kept, because she saw that the

  • suspicions of the whole party were awakened against them, and that there was scarcely

  • an eye which did not watch his behaviour when he first came into the room.

  • In no countenance was attentive curiosity so strongly marked as in Miss Bingley's, in

  • spite of the smiles which overspread her face whenever she spoke to one of its

  • objects; for jealousy had not yet made her

  • desperate, and her attentions to Mr. Darcy were by no means over.

  • Miss Darcy, on her brother's entrance, exerted herself much more to talk, and

  • Elizabeth saw that he was anxious for his sister and herself to get acquainted, and

  • forwarded as much as possible, every attempt at conversation on either side.

  • Miss Bingley saw all this likewise; and, in the imprudence of anger, took the first

  • opportunity of saying, with sneering civility:

  • "Pray, Miss Eliza, are not the ----shire Militia removed from Meryton?

  • They must be a great loss to your family."

  • In Darcy's presence she dared not mention Wickham's name; but Elizabeth instantly

  • comprehended that he was uppermost in her thoughts; and the various recollections

  • connected with him gave her a moment's

  • distress; but exerting herself vigorously to repel the ill-natured attack, she

  • presently answered the question in a tolerably detached tone.

  • While she spoke, an involuntary glance showed her Darcy, with a heightened

  • complexion, earnestly looking at her, and his sister overcome with confusion, and

  • unable to lift up her eyes.

  • Had Miss Bingley known what pain she was then giving her beloved friend, she

  • undoubtedly would have refrained from the hint; but she had merely intended to

  • discompose Elizabeth by bringing forward

  • the idea of a man to whom she believed her partial, to make her betray a sensibility

  • which might injure her in Darcy's opinion, and, perhaps, to remind the latter of all

  • the follies and absurdities by which some

  • part of her family were connected with that corps.

  • Not a syllable had ever reached her of Miss Darcy's meditated elopement.

  • To no creature had it been revealed, where secrecy was possible, except to Elizabeth;

  • and from all Bingley's connections her brother was particularly anxious to conceal

  • it, from the very wish which Elizabeth had

  • long ago attributed to him, of their becoming hereafter her own.

  • He had certainly formed such a plan, and without meaning that it should effect his

  • endeavour to separate him from Miss Bennet, it is probable that it might add something

  • to his lively concern for the welfare of his friend.

  • Elizabeth's collected behaviour, however, soon quieted his emotion; and as Miss

  • Bingley, vexed and disappointed, dared not approach nearer to Wickham, Georgiana also

  • recovered in time, though not enough to be able to speak any more.

  • Her brother, whose eye she feared to meet, scarcely recollected her interest in the

  • affair, and the very circumstance which had been designed to turn his thoughts from

  • Elizabeth seemed to have fixed them on her more and more cheerfully.

  • Their visit did not continue long after the question and answer above mentioned; and

  • while Mr. Darcy was attending them to their carriage Miss Bingley was venting her

  • feelings in criticisms on Elizabeth's person, behaviour, and dress.

  • But Georgiana would not join her.

  • Her brother's recommendation was enough to ensure her favour; his judgement could not

  • err.

  • And he had spoken in such terms of Elizabeth as to leave Georgiana without the

  • power of finding her otherwise than lovely and amiable.

  • When Darcy returned to the saloon, Miss Bingley could not help repeating to him

  • some part of what she had been saying to his sister.

  • "How very ill Miss Eliza Bennet looks this morning, Mr. Darcy," she cried; "I never in

  • my life saw anyone so much altered as she is since the winter.

  • She is grown so brown and coarse!

  • Louisa and I were agreeing that we should not have known her again."

  • However little Mr. Darcy might have liked such an address, he contented himself with

  • coolly replying that he perceived no other alteration than her being rather tanned, no

  • miraculous consequence of travelling in the summer.

  • "For my own part," she rejoined, "I must confess that I never could see any beauty

  • in her.

  • Her face is too thin; her complexion has no brilliancy; and her features are not at all

  • handsome. Her nose wants character--there is nothing

  • marked in its lines.

  • Her teeth are tolerable, but not out of the common way; and as for her eyes, which have

  • sometimes been called so fine, I could never see anything extraordinary in them.

  • They have a sharp, shrewish look, which I do not like at all; and in her air

  • altogether there is a self-sufficiency without fashion, which is intolerable."

  • Persuaded as Miss Bingley was that Darcy admired Elizabeth, this was not the best

  • method of recommending herself; but angry people are not always wise; and in seeing

  • him at last look somewhat nettled, she had all the success she expected.

  • He was resolutely silent, however, and, from a determination of making him speak,

  • she continued:

  • "I remember, when we first knew her in Hertfordshire, how amazed we all were to

  • find that she was a reputed beauty; and I particularly recollect your saying one

  • night, after they had been dining at

  • Netherfield, 'She a beauty!--I should as soon call her mother a wit.'

  • But afterwards she seemed to improve on you, and I believe you thought her rather

  • pretty at one time."

  • "Yes," replied Darcy, who could contain himself no longer, "but that was only when

  • I first saw her, for it is many months since I have considered her as one of the

  • handsomest women of my acquaintance."

  • He then went away, and Miss Bingley was left to all the satisfaction of having

  • forced him to say what gave no one any pain but herself.

  • Mrs. Gardiner and Elizabeth talked of all that had occurred during their visit, as

  • they returned, except what had particularly interested them both.

  • The look and behaviour of everybody they had seen were discussed, except of the

  • person who had mostly engaged their attention.

  • They talked of his sister, his friends, his house, his fruit--of everything but

  • himself; yet Elizabeth was longing to know what Mrs. Gardiner thought of him, and Mrs.

  • Gardiner would have been highly gratified by her niece's beginning the subject.

  • >

  • CHAPTER 46

  • Elizabeth had been a good deal disappointed in not finding a letter from Jane on their

  • first arrival at Lambton; and this disappointment had been renewed on each of

  • the mornings that had now been spent there;

  • but on the third her repining was over, and her sister justified, by the receipt of two

  • letters from her at once, on one of which was marked that it had been missent

  • elsewhere.

  • Elizabeth was not surprised at it, as Jane had written the direction remarkably ill.

  • They had just been preparing to walk as the letters came in; and her uncle and aunt,

  • leaving her to enjoy them in quiet, set off by themselves.

  • The one missent must first be attended to; it had been written five days ago.

  • The beginning contained an account of all their little parties and engagements, with

  • such news as the country afforded; but the latter half, which was dated a day later,

  • and written in evident agitation, gave more important intelligence.

  • It was to this effect:

  • "Since writing the above, dearest Lizzy, something has occurred of a most unexpected

  • and serious nature; but I am afraid of alarming you--be assured that we are all

  • well.

  • What I have to say relates to poor Lydia.

  • An express came at twelve last night, just as we were all gone to bed, from Colonel

  • Forster, to inform us that she was gone off to Scotland with one of his officers; to

  • own the truth, with Wickham!

  • Imagine our surprise. To Kitty, however, it does not seem so

  • wholly unexpected. I am very, very sorry.

  • So imprudent a match on both sides!

  • But I am willing to hope the best, and that his character has been misunderstood.

  • Thoughtless and indiscreet I can easily believe him, but this step (and let us

  • rejoice over it) marks nothing bad at heart.

  • His choice is disinterested at least, for he must know my father can give her

  • nothing. Our poor mother is sadly grieved.

  • My father bears it better.

  • How thankful am I that we never let them know what has been said against him; we

  • must forget it ourselves.

  • They were off Saturday night about twelve, as is conjectured, but were not missed till

  • yesterday morning at eight. The express was sent off directly.

  • My dear Lizzy, they must have passed within ten miles of us.

  • Colonel Forster gives us reason to expect him here soon.

  • Lydia left a few lines for his wife, informing her of their intention.

  • I must conclude, for I cannot be long from my poor mother.

  • I am afraid you will not be able to make it out, but I hardly know what I have

  • written."

  • Without allowing herself time for consideration, and scarcely knowing what

  • she felt, Elizabeth on finishing this letter instantly seized the other, and

  • opening it with the utmost impatience, read

  • as follows: it had been written a day later than the conclusion of the first.

  • "By this time, my dearest sister, you have received my hurried letter; I wish this may

  • be more intelligible, but though not confined for time, my head is so bewildered

  • that I cannot answer for being coherent.

  • Dearest Lizzy, I hardly know what I would write, but I have bad news for you, and it

  • cannot be delayed.

  • Imprudent as the marriage between Mr. Wickham and our poor Lydia would be, we are

  • now anxious to be assured it has taken place, for there is but too much reason to

  • fear they are not gone to Scotland.

  • Colonel Forster came yesterday, having left Brighton the day before, not many hours

  • after the express.

  • Though Lydia's short letter to Mrs. F. gave them to understand that they were going to

  • Gretna Green, something was dropped by Denny expressing his belief that W. never

  • intended to go there, or to marry Lydia at

  • all, which was repeated to Colonel F., who, instantly taking the alarm, set off from B.

  • intending to trace their route.

  • He did trace them easily to Clapham, but no further; for on entering that place, they

  • removed into a hackney coach, and dismissed the chaise that brought them from Epsom.

  • All that is known after this is, that they were seen to continue the London road.

  • I know not what to think.

  • After making every possible inquiry on that side London, Colonel F. came on into

  • Hertfordshire, anxiously renewing them at all the turnpikes, and at the inns in

  • Barnet and Hatfield, but without any

  • success--no such people had been seen to pass through.

  • With the kindest concern he came on to Longbourn, and broke his apprehensions to

  • us in a manner most creditable to his heart.

  • I am sincerely grieved for him and Mrs. F., but no one can throw any blame on them.

  • Our distress, my dear Lizzy, is very great. My father and mother believe the worst, but

  • I cannot think so ill of him.

  • Many circumstances might make it more eligible for them to be married privately

  • in town than to pursue their first plan; and even if he could form such a design

  • against a young woman of Lydia's

  • connections, which is not likely, can I suppose her so lost to everything?

  • Impossible!

  • I grieve to find, however, that Colonel F. is not disposed to depend upon their

  • marriage; he shook his head when I expressed my hopes, and said he feared W.

  • was not a man to be trusted.

  • My poor mother is really ill, and keeps her room.

  • Could she exert herself, it would be better; but this is not to be expected.

  • And as to my father, I never in my life saw him so affected.

  • Poor Kitty has anger for having concealed their attachment; but as it was a matter of

  • confidence, one cannot wonder.

  • I am truly glad, dearest Lizzy, that you have been spared something of these

  • distressing scenes; but now, as the first shock is over, shall I own that I long for

  • your return?

  • I am not so selfish, however, as to press for it, if inconvenient.

  • Adieu!

  • I take up my pen again to do what I have just told you I would not; but

  • circumstances are such that I cannot help earnestly begging you all to come here as

  • soon as possible.

  • I know my dear uncle and aunt so well, that I am not afraid of requesting it, though I

  • have still something more to ask of the former.

  • My father is going to London with Colonel Forster instantly, to try to discover her.

  • What he means to do I am sure I know not; but his excessive distress will not allow

  • him to pursue any measure in the best and safest way, and Colonel Forster is obliged

  • to be at Brighton again to-morrow evening.

  • In such an exigence, my uncle's advice and assistance would be everything in the

  • world; he will immediately comprehend what I must feel, and I rely upon his goodness."

  • "Oh! where, where is my uncle?" cried Elizabeth, darting from her seat as she

  • finished the letter, in eagerness to follow him, without losing a moment of the time so

  • precious; but as she reached the door it

  • was opened by a servant, and Mr. Darcy appeared.

  • Her pale face and impetuous manner made him start, and before he could recover himself

  • to speak, she, in whose mind every idea was superseded by Lydia's situation, hastily

  • exclaimed, "I beg your pardon, but I must leave you.

  • I must find Mr. Gardiner this moment, on business that cannot be delayed; I have not

  • an instant to lose."

  • "Good God! what is the matter?" cried he, with more feeling than politeness; then

  • recollecting himself, "I will not detain you a minute; but let me, or let the

  • servant go after Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner.

  • You are not well enough; you cannot go yourself."

  • Elizabeth hesitated, but her knees trembled under her and she felt how little would be

  • gained by her attempting to pursue them.

  • Calling back the servant, therefore, she commissioned him, though in so breathless

  • an accent as made her almost unintelligible, to fetch his master and

  • mistress home instantly.

  • On his quitting the room she sat down, unable to support herself, and looking so

  • miserably ill, that it was impossible for Darcy to leave her, or to refrain from

  • saying, in a tone of gentleness and commiseration, "Let me call your maid.

  • Is there nothing you could take to give you present relief?

  • A glass of wine; shall I get you one?

  • You are very ill." "No, I thank you," she replied,

  • endeavouring to recover herself. "There is nothing the matter with me.

  • I am quite well; I am only distressed by some dreadful news which I have just

  • received from Longbourn."

  • She burst into tears as she alluded to it, and for a few minutes could not speak

  • another word.

  • Darcy, in wretched suspense, could only say something indistinctly of his concern, and

  • observe her in compassionate silence. At length she spoke again.

  • "I have just had a letter from Jane, with such dreadful news.

  • It cannot be concealed from anyone.

  • My younger sister has left all her friends- -has eloped; has thrown herself into the

  • power of--of Mr. Wickham. They are gone off together from Brighton.

  • You know him too well to doubt the rest.

  • She has no money, no connections, nothing that can tempt him to--she is lost for

  • ever." Darcy was fixed in astonishment.

  • "When I consider," she added in a yet more agitated voice, "that I might have

  • prevented it! I, who knew what he was.

  • Had I but explained some part of it only-- some part of what I learnt, to my own

  • family! Had his character been known, this could

  • not have happened.

  • But it is all--all too late now." "I am grieved indeed," cried Darcy;

  • "grieved--shocked. But is it certain--absolutely certain?"

  • "Oh, yes!

  • They left Brighton together on Sunday night, and were traced almost to London,

  • but not beyond; they are certainly not gone to Scotland."

  • "And what has been done, what has been attempted, to recover her?"

  • "My father is gone to London, and Jane has written to beg my uncle's immediate

  • assistance; and we shall be off, I hope, in half-an-hour.

  • But nothing can be done--I know very well that nothing can be done.

  • How is such a man to be worked on? How are they even to be discovered?

  • I have not the smallest hope.

  • It is every way horrible!" Darcy shook his head in silent

  • acquiescence.

  • "When my eyes were opened to his real character--Oh! had I known what I ought,

  • what I dared to do! But I knew not--I was afraid of doing too

  • much.

  • Wretched, wretched mistake!" Darcy made no answer.

  • He seemed scarcely to hear her, and was walking up and down the room in earnest

  • meditation, his brow contracted, his air gloomy.

  • Elizabeth soon observed, and instantly understood it.

  • Her power was sinking; everything must sink under such a proof of family weakness, such

  • an assurance of the deepest disgrace.

  • She could neither wonder nor condemn, but the belief of his self-conquest brought

  • nothing consolatory to her bosom, afforded no palliation of her distress.

  • It was, on the contrary, exactly calculated to make her understand her own wishes; and

  • never had she so honestly felt that she could have loved him, as now, when all love

  • must be vain.

  • But self, though it would intrude, could not engross her.

  • Lydia--the humiliation, the misery she was bringing on them all, soon swallowed up

  • every private care; and covering her face with her handkerchief, Elizabeth was soon

  • lost to everything else; and, after a pause

  • of several minutes, was only recalled to a sense of her situation by the voice of her

  • companion, who, in a manner which, though it spoke compassion, spoke likewise

  • restraint, said, "I am afraid you have been

  • long desiring my absence, nor have I anything to plead in excuse of my stay, but

  • real, though unavailing concern.

  • Would to Heaven that anything could be either said or done on my part that might

  • offer consolation to such distress!

  • But I will not torment you with vain wishes, which may seem purposely to ask for

  • your thanks.

  • This unfortunate affair will, I fear, prevent my sister's having the pleasure of

  • seeing you at Pemberley to-day." "Oh, yes.

  • Be so kind as to apologise for us to Miss Darcy.

  • Say that urgent business calls us home immediately.

  • Conceal the unhappy truth as long as it is possible, I know it cannot be long."

  • He readily assured her of his secrecy; again expressed his sorrow for her

  • distress, wished it a happier conclusion than there was at present reason to hope,

  • and leaving his compliments for her

  • relations, with only one serious, parting look, went away.

  • As he quitted the room, Elizabeth felt how improbable it was that they should ever see

  • each other again on such terms of cordiality as had marked their several

  • meetings in Derbyshire; and as she threw a

  • retrospective glance over the whole of their acquaintance, so full of

  • contradictions and varieties, sighed at the perverseness of those feelings which would

  • now have promoted its continuance, and

  • would formerly have rejoiced in its termination.

  • If gratitude and esteem are good foundations of affection, Elizabeth's

  • change of sentiment will be neither improbable nor faulty.

  • But if otherwise--if regard springing from such sources is unreasonable or unnatural,

  • in comparison of what is so often described as arising on a first interview with its

  • object, and even before two words have been

  • exchanged, nothing can be said in her defence, except that she had given somewhat

  • of a trial to the latter method in her partiality for Wickham, and that its ill

  • success might, perhaps, authorise her to

  • seek the other less interesting mode of attachment.

  • Be that as it may, she saw him go with regret; and in this early example of what

  • Lydia's infamy must produce, found additional anguish as she reflected on that

  • wretched business.

  • Never, since reading Jane's second letter, had she entertained a hope of Wickham's

  • meaning to marry her. No one but Jane, she thought, could flatter

  • herself with such an expectation.

  • Surprise was the least of her feelings on this development.

  • While the contents of the first letter remained in her mind, she was all surprise-

  • -all astonishment that Wickham should marry a girl whom it was impossible he could

  • marry for money; and how Lydia could ever

  • have attached him had appeared incomprehensible.

  • But now it was all too natural.

  • For such an attachment as this she might have sufficient charms; and though she did

  • not suppose Lydia to be deliberately engaging in an elopement without the

  • intention of marriage, she had no

  • difficulty in believing that neither her virtue nor her understanding would preserve

  • her from falling an easy prey.

  • She had never perceived, while the regiment was in Hertfordshire, that Lydia had any

  • partiality for him; but she was convinced that Lydia wanted only encouragement to

  • attach herself to anybody.

  • Sometimes one officer, sometimes another, had been her favourite, as their attentions

  • raised them in her opinion. Her affections had continually been

  • fluctuating but never without an object.

  • The mischief of neglect and mistaken indulgence towards such a girl--oh! how

  • acutely did she now feel it!

  • She was wild to be at home--to hear, to see, to be upon the spot to share with Jane

  • in the cares that must now fall wholly upon her, in a family so deranged, a father

  • absent, a mother incapable of exertion, and

  • requiring constant attendance; and though almost persuaded that nothing could be done

  • for Lydia, her uncle's interference seemed of the utmost importance, and till he

  • entered the room her impatience was severe.

  • Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner had hurried back in alarm, supposing by the servant's account

  • that their niece was taken suddenly ill; but satisfying them instantly on that head,

  • she eagerly communicated the cause of their

  • summons, reading the two letters aloud, and dwelling on the postscript of the last with

  • trembling energy, though Lydia had never been a favourite with them, Mr. and Mrs.

  • Gardiner could not but be deeply afflicted.

  • Not Lydia only, but all were concerned in it; and after the first exclamations of

  • surprise and horror, Mr. Gardiner promised every assistance in his power.

  • Elizabeth, though expecting no less, thanked him with tears of gratitude; and

  • all three being actuated by one spirit, everything relating to their journey was

  • speedily settled.

  • They were to be off as soon as possible. "But what is to be done about Pemberley?"

  • cried Mrs. Gardiner. "John told us Mr. Darcy was here when you

  • sent for us; was it so?"

  • "Yes; and I told him we should not be able to keep our engagement.

  • That is all settled." "What is all settled?" repeated the other,

  • as she ran into her room to prepare.

  • "And are they upon such terms as for her to disclose the real truth?

  • Oh, that I knew how it was!"

  • But wishes were vain, or at least could only serve to amuse her in the hurry and

  • confusion of the following hour.

  • Had Elizabeth been at leisure to be idle, she would have remained certain that all

  • employment was impossible to one so wretched as herself; but she had her share

  • of business as well as her aunt, and

  • amongst the rest there were notes to be written to all their friends at Lambton,

  • with false excuses for their sudden departure.

  • An hour, however, saw the whole completed; and Mr. Gardiner meanwhile having settled

  • his account at the inn, nothing remained to be done but to go; and Elizabeth, after all

  • the misery of the morning, found herself,

  • in a shorter space of time than she could have supposed, seated in the carriage, and

  • on the road to Longbourn.

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  • CHAPTER 47

  • "I have been thinking it over again, Elizabeth," said her uncle, as they drove

  • from the town; "and really, upon serious consideration, I am much more inclined than

  • I was to judge as your eldest sister does on the matter.

  • It appears to me so very unlikely that any young man should form such a design against

  • a girl who is by no means unprotected or friendless, and who was actually staying in

  • his colonel's family, that I am strongly inclined to hope the best.

  • Could he expect that her friends would not step forward?

  • Could he expect to be noticed again by the regiment, after such an affront to Colonel

  • Forster? His temptation is not adequate to the

  • risk!"

  • "Do you really think so?" cried Elizabeth, brightening up for a moment.

  • "Upon my word," said Mrs. Gardiner, "I begin to be of your uncle's opinion.

  • It is really too great a violation of decency, honour, and interest, for him to

  • be guilty of. I cannot think so very ill of Wickham.

  • Can you yourself, Lizzy, so wholly give him up, as to believe him capable of it?"

  • "Not, perhaps, of neglecting his own interest; but of every other neglect I can

  • believe him capable.

  • If, indeed, it should be so! But I dare not hope it.

  • Why should they not go on to Scotland if that had been the case?"

  • "In the first place," replied Mr. Gardiner, "there is no absolute proof that they are

  • not gone to Scotland." "Oh! but their removing from the chaise

  • into a hackney coach is such a presumption!

  • And, besides, no traces of them were to be found on the Barnet road."

  • "Well, then--supposing them to be in London.

  • They may be there, though for the purpose of concealment, for no more exceptional

  • purpose.

  • It is not likely that money should be very abundant on either side; and it might

  • strike them that they could be more economically, though less expeditiously,

  • married in London than in Scotland."

  • "But why all this secrecy? Why any fear of detection?

  • Why must their marriage be private? Oh, no, no--this is not likely.

  • His most particular friend, you see by Jane's account, was persuaded of his never

  • intending to marry her. Wickham will never marry a woman without

  • some money.

  • He cannot afford it.

  • And what claims has Lydia--what attraction has she beyond youth, health, and good

  • humour that could make him, for her sake, forego every chance of benefiting himself

  • by marrying well?

  • As to what restraint the apprehensions of disgrace in the corps might throw on a

  • dishonourable elopement with her, I am not able to judge; for I know nothing of the

  • effects that such a step might produce.

  • But as to your other objection, I am afraid it will hardly hold good.

  • Lydia has no brothers to step forward; and he might imagine, from my father's

  • behaviour, from his indolence and the little attention he has ever seemed to give

  • to what was going forward in his family,

  • that he would do as little, and think as little about it, as any father could do, in

  • such a matter."

  • "But can you think that Lydia is so lost to everything but love of him as to consent to

  • live with him on any terms other than marriage?"

  • "It does seem, and it is most shocking indeed," replied Elizabeth, with tears in

  • her eyes, "that a sister's sense of decency and virtue in such a point should admit of

  • doubt.

  • But, really, I know not what to say. Perhaps I am not doing her justice.

  • But she is very young; she has never been taught to think on serious subjects; and

  • for the last half-year, nay, for a twelvemonth--she has been given up to

  • nothing but amusement and vanity.

  • She has been allowed to dispose of her time in the most idle and frivolous manner, and

  • to adopt any opinions that came in her way.

  • Since the ----shire were first quartered in Meryton, nothing but love, flirtation, and

  • officers have been in her head.

  • She has been doing everything in her power by thinking and talking on the subject, to

  • give greater--what shall I call it? susceptibility to her feelings; which are

  • naturally lively enough.

  • And we all know that Wickham has every charm of person and address that can

  • captivate a woman."

  • "But you see that Jane," said her aunt, "does not think so very ill of Wickham as

  • to believe him capable of the attempt." "Of whom does Jane ever think ill?

  • And who is there, whatever might be their former conduct, that she would think

  • capable of such an attempt, till it were proved against them?

  • But Jane knows, as well as I do, what Wickham really is.

  • We both know that he has been profligate in every sense of the word; that he has

  • neither integrity nor honour; that he is as false and deceitful as he is insinuating."

  • "And do you really know all this?" cried Mrs. Gardiner, whose curiosity as to the

  • mode of her intelligence was all alive. "I do indeed," replied Elizabeth,

  • colouring.

  • "I told you, the other day, of his infamous behaviour to Mr. Darcy; and you yourself,

  • when last at Longbourn, heard in what manner he spoke of the man who had behaved

  • with such forbearance and liberality towards him.

  • And there are other circumstances which I am not at liberty--which it is not worth

  • while to relate; but his lies about the whole Pemberley family are endless.

  • From what he said of Miss Darcy I was thoroughly prepared to see a proud,

  • reserved, disagreeable girl. Yet he knew to the contrary himself.

  • He must know that she was as amiable and unpretending as we have found her."

  • "But does Lydia know nothing of this? can she be ignorant of what you and Jane seem

  • so well to understand?"

  • "Oh, yes!--that, that is the worst of all. Till I was in Kent, and saw so much both of

  • Mr. Darcy and his relation Colonel Fitzwilliam, I was ignorant of the truth

  • myself.

  • And when I returned home, the ----shire was to leave Meryton in a week or fortnight's

  • time.

  • As that was the case, neither Jane, to whom I related the whole, nor I, thought it

  • necessary to make our knowledge public; for of what use could it apparently be to any

  • one, that the good opinion which all the

  • neighbourhood had of him should then be overthrown?

  • And even when it was settled that Lydia should go with Mrs. Forster, the necessity

  • of opening her eyes to his character never occurred to me.

  • That she could be in any danger from the deception never entered my head.

  • That such a consequence as this could ensue, you may easily believe, was far

  • enough from my thoughts."

  • "When they all removed to Brighton, therefore, you had no reason, I suppose, to

  • believe them fond of each other?" "Not the slightest.

  • I can remember no symptom of affection on either side; and had anything of the kind

  • been perceptible, you must be aware that ours is not a family on which it could be

  • thrown away.

  • When first he entered the corps, she was ready enough to admire him; but so we all

  • were.

  • Every girl in or near Meryton was out of her senses about him for the first two

  • months; but he never distinguished her by any particular attention; and,

  • consequently, after a moderate period of

  • extravagant and wild admiration, her fancy for him gave way, and others of the

  • regiment, who treated her with more distinction, again became her favourites."

  • It may be easily believed, that however little of novelty could be added to their

  • fears, hopes, and conjectures, on this interesting subject, by its repeated

  • discussion, no other could detain them from it long, during the whole of the journey.

  • From Elizabeth's thoughts it was never absent.

  • Fixed there by the keenest of all anguish, self-reproach, she could find no interval

  • of ease or forgetfulness.

  • They travelled as expeditiously as possible, and, sleeping one night on the

  • road, reached Longbourn by dinner time the next day.

  • It was a comfort to Elizabeth to consider that Jane could not have been wearied by

  • long expectations.

  • The little Gardiners, attracted by the sight of a chaise, were standing on the

  • steps of the house as they entered the paddock; and, when the carriage drove up to

  • the door, the joyful surprise that lighted

  • up their faces, and displayed itself over their whole bodies, in a variety of capers

  • and frisks, was the first pleasing earnest of their welcome.

  • Elizabeth jumped out; and, after giving each of them a hasty kiss, hurried into the

  • vestibule, where Jane, who came running down from her mother's apartment,

  • immediately met her.

  • Elizabeth, as she affectionately embraced her, whilst tears filled the eyes of both,

  • lost not a moment in asking whether anything had been heard of the fugitives.

  • "Not yet," replied Jane.

  • "But now that my dear uncle is come, I hope everything will be well."

  • "Is my father in town?" "Yes, he went on Tuesday, as I wrote you

  • word."

  • "And have you heard from him often?" "We have heard only twice.

  • He wrote me a few lines on Wednesday to say that he had arrived in safety, and to give

  • me his directions, which I particularly begged him to do.

  • He merely added that he should not write again till he had something of importance

  • to mention." "And my mother--how is she?

  • How are you all?"

  • "My mother is tolerably well, I trust; though her spirits are greatly shaken.

  • She is upstairs and will have great satisfaction in seeing you all.

  • She does not yet leave her dressing-room.

  • Mary and Kitty, thank Heaven, are quite well."

  • "But you--how are you?" cried Elizabeth. "You look pale.

  • How much you must have gone through!"

  • Her sister, however, assured her of her being perfectly well; and their

  • conversation, which had been passing while Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were engaged with

  • their children, was now put an end to by the approach of the whole party.

  • Jane ran to her uncle and aunt, and welcomed and thanked them both, with

  • alternate smiles and tears.

  • When they were all in the drawing-room, the questions which Elizabeth had already asked

  • were of course repeated by the others, and they soon found that Jane had no

  • intelligence to give.

  • The sanguine hope of good, however, which the benevolence of her heart suggested had

  • not yet deserted her; she still expected that it would all end well, and that every

  • morning would bring some letter, either

  • from Lydia or her father, to explain their proceedings, and, perhaps, announce their

  • marriage.

  • Mrs. Bennet, to whose apartment they all repaired, after a few minutes' conversation

  • together, received them exactly as might be expected; with tears and lamentations of

  • regret, invectives against the villainous

  • conduct of Wickham, and complaints of her own sufferings and ill-usage; blaming

  • everybody but the person to whose ill- judging indulgence the errors of her

  • daughter must principally be owing.

  • "If I had been able," said she, "to carry my point in going to Brighton, with all my

  • family, this would not have happened; but poor dear Lydia had nobody to take care of

  • her.

  • Why did the Forsters ever let her go out of their sight?

  • I am sure there was some great neglect or other on their side, for she is not the

  • kind of girl to do such a thing if she had been well looked after.

  • I always thought they were very unfit to have the charge of her; but I was

  • overruled, as I always am. Poor dear child!

  • And now here's Mr. Bennet gone away, and I know he will fight Wickham, wherever he

  • meets him and then he will be killed, and what is to become of us all?

  • The Collinses will turn us out before he is cold in his grave, and if you are not kind

  • to us, brother, I do not know what we shall do."

  • They all exclaimed against such terrific ideas; and Mr. Gardiner, after general

  • assurances of his affection for her and all her family, told her that he meant to be in

  • London the very next day, and would assist

  • Mr. Bennet in every endeavour for recovering Lydia.

  • "Do not give way to useless alarm," added he; "though it is right to be prepared for

  • the worst, there is no occasion to look on it as certain.

  • It is not quite a week since they left Brighton.

  • In a few days more we may gain some news of them; and till we know that they are not

  • married, and have no design of marrying, do not let us give the matter over as lost.

  • As soon as I get to town I shall go to my brother, and make him come home with me to

  • Gracechurch Street; and then we may consult together as to what is to be done."

  • "Oh! my dear brother," replied Mrs. Bennet, "that is exactly what I could most wish

  • for.

  • And now do, when you get to town, find them out, wherever they may be; and if they are

  • not married already, make them marry.

  • And as for wedding clothes, do not let them wait for that, but tell Lydia she shall

  • have as much money as she chooses to buy them, after they are married.

  • And, above all, keep Mr. Bennet from fighting.

  • Tell him what a dreadful state I am in, that I am frighted out of my wits--and have

  • such tremblings, such flutterings, all over me--such spasms in my side and pains in my

  • head, and such beatings at heart, that I can get no rest by night nor by day.

  • And tell my dear Lydia not to give any directions about her clothes till she has

  • seen me, for she does not know which are the best warehouses.

  • Oh, brother, how kind you are!

  • I know you will contrive it all."

  • But Mr. Gardiner, though he assured her again of his earnest endeavours in the

  • cause, could not avoid recommending moderation to her, as well in her hopes as

  • her fear; and after talking with her in

  • this manner till dinner was on the table, they all left her to vent all her feelings

  • on the housekeeper, who attended in the absence of her daughters.

  • Though her brother and sister were persuaded that there was no real occasion

  • for such a seclusion from the family, they did not attempt to oppose it, for they knew

  • that she had not prudence enough to hold

  • her tongue before the servants, while they waited at table, and judged it better that

  • one only of the household, and the one whom they could most trust should comprehend all

  • her fears and solicitude on the subject.

  • In the dining-room they were soon joined by Mary and Kitty, who had been too busily

  • engaged in their separate apartments to make their appearance before.

  • One came from her books, and the other from her toilette.

  • The faces of both, however, were tolerably calm; and no change was visible in either,

  • except that the loss of her favourite sister, or the anger which she had herself

  • incurred in this business, had given more

  • of fretfulness than usual to the accents of Kitty.

  • As for Mary, she was mistress enough of herself to whisper to Elizabeth, with a

  • countenance of grave reflection, soon after they were seated at table:

  • "This is a most unfortunate affair, and will probably be much talked of.

  • But we must stem the tide of malice, and pour into the wounded bosoms of each other

  • the balm of sisterly consolation."

  • Then, perceiving in Elizabeth no inclination of replying, she added,

  • "Unhappy as the event must be for Lydia, we may draw from it this useful lesson: that

  • loss of virtue in a female is

  • irretrievable; that one false step involves her in endless ruin; that her reputation is

  • no less brittle than it is beautiful; and that she cannot be too much guarded in her

  • behaviour towards the undeserving of the other sex."

  • Elizabeth lifted up her eyes in amazement, but was too much oppressed to make any

  • reply.

  • Mary, however, continued to console herself with such kind of moral extractions from

  • the evil before them.

  • In the afternoon, the two elder Miss Bennets were able to be for half-an-hour by

  • themselves; and Elizabeth instantly availed herself of the opportunity of making any

  • inquiries, which Jane was equally eager to satisfy.

  • After joining in general lamentations over the dreadful sequel of this event, which

  • Elizabeth considered as all but certain, and Miss Bennet could not assert to be

  • wholly impossible, the former continued the

  • subject, by saying, "But tell me all and everything about it which I have not

  • already heard. Give me further particulars.

  • What did Colonel Forster say?

  • Had they no apprehension of anything before the elopement took place?

  • They must have seen them together for ever."

  • "Colonel Forster did own that he had often suspected some partiality, especially on

  • Lydia's side, but nothing to give him any alarm.

  • I am so grieved for him!

  • His behaviour was attentive and kind to the utmost.

  • He was coming to us, in order to assure us of his concern, before he had any idea of

  • their not being gone to Scotland: when that apprehension first got abroad, it hastened

  • his journey."

  • "And was Denny convinced that Wickham would not marry?

  • Did he know of their intending to go off? Had Colonel Forster seen Denny himself?"

  • "Yes; but, when questioned by him, Denny denied knowing anything of their plans, and

  • would not give his real opinion about it.

  • He did not repeat his persuasion of their not marrying--and from that, I am inclined

  • to hope, he might have been misunderstood before."

  • "And till Colonel Forster came himself, not one of you entertained a doubt, I suppose,

  • of their being really married?" "How was it possible that such an idea

  • should enter our brains?

  • I felt a little uneasy--a little fearful of my sister's happiness with him in marriage,

  • because I knew that his conduct had not been always quite right.

  • My father and mother knew nothing of that; they only felt how imprudent a match it

  • must be.

  • Kitty then owned, with a very natural triumph on knowing more than the rest of

  • us, that in Lydia's last letter she had prepared her for such a step.

  • She had known, it seems, of their being in love with each other, many weeks."

  • "But not before they went to Brighton?" "No, I believe not."

  • "And did Colonel Forster appear to think well of Wickham himself?

  • Does he know his real character?" "I must confess that he did not speak so

  • well of Wickham as he formerly did.

  • He believed him to be imprudent and extravagant.

  • And since this sad affair has taken place, it is said that he left Meryton greatly in

  • debt; but I hope this may be false."

  • "Oh, Jane, had we been less secret, had we told what we knew of him, this could not

  • have happened!" "Perhaps it would have been better,"

  • replied her sister.

  • "But to expose the former faults of any person without knowing what their present

  • feelings were, seemed unjustifiable. We acted with the best intentions."

  • "Could Colonel Forster repeat the particulars of Lydia's note to his wife?"

  • "He brought it with him for us to see." Jane then took it from her pocket-book, and

  • gave it to Elizabeth.

  • These were the contents: "MY DEAR HARRIET,

  • "You will laugh when you know where I am gone, and I cannot help laughing myself at

  • your surprise to-morrow morning, as soon as I am missed.

  • I am going to Gretna Green, and if you cannot guess with who, I shall think you a

  • simpleton, for there is but one man in the world I love, and he is an angel.

  • I should never be happy without him, so think it no harm to be off.

  • You need not send them word at Longbourn of my going, if you do not like it, for it

  • will make the surprise the greater, when I write to them and sign my name 'Lydia

  • Wickham.'

  • What a good joke it will be! I can hardly write for laughing.

  • Pray make my excuses to Pratt for not keeping my engagement, and dancing with him

  • to-night.

  • Tell him I hope he will excuse me when he knows all; and tell him I will dance with

  • him at the next ball we meet, with great pleasure.

  • I shall send for my clothes when I get to Longbourn; but I wish you would tell Sally

  • to mend a great slit in my worked muslin gown before they are packed up.

  • Good-bye.

  • Give my love to Colonel Forster. I hope you will drink to our good journey.

  • "Your affectionate friend, "LYDIA BENNET."

  • "Oh! thoughtless, thoughtless Lydia!" cried Elizabeth when she had finished it.

  • "What a letter is this, to be written at such a moment!

  • But at least it shows that she was serious on the subject of their journey.

  • Whatever he might afterwards persuade her to, it was not on her side a scheme of

  • infamy.

  • My poor father! how he must have felt it!" "I never saw anyone so shocked.

  • He could not speak a word for full ten minutes.

  • My mother was taken ill immediately, and the whole house in such confusion!"

  • "Oh! Jane," cried Elizabeth, "was there a servant belonging to it who did not know

  • the whole story before the end of the day?"

  • "I do not know. I hope there was.

  • But to be guarded at such a time is very difficult.

  • My mother was in hysterics, and though I endeavoured to give her every assistance in

  • my power, I am afraid I did not do so much as I might have done!

  • But the horror of what might possibly happen almost took from me my faculties."

  • "Your attendance upon her has been too much for you.

  • You do not look well.

  • Oh that I had been with you! you have had every care and anxiety upon yourself

  • alone."

  • "Mary and Kitty have been very kind, and would have shared in every fatigue, I am

  • sure; but I did not think it right for either of them.

  • Kitty is slight and delicate; and Mary studies so much, that her hours of repose

  • should not be broken in on.

  • My aunt Phillips came to Longbourn on Tuesday, after my father went away; and was

  • so good as to stay till Thursday with me. She was of great use and comfort to us all.

  • And Lady Lucas has been very kind; she walked here on Wednesday morning to condole

  • with us, and offered her services, or any of her daughters', if they should be of use

  • to us."

  • "She had better have stayed at home," cried Elizabeth; "perhaps she meant well, but,

  • under such a misfortune as this, one cannot see too little of one's neighbours.

  • Assistance is impossible; condolence insufferable.

  • Let them triumph over us at a distance, and be satisfied."

  • She then proceeded to inquire into the measures which her father had intended to

  • pursue, while in town, for the recovery of his daughter.

  • "He meant I believe," replied Jane, "to go to Epsom, the place where they last changed

  • horses, see the postilions and try if anything could be made out from them.

  • His principal object must be to discover the number of the hackney coach which took

  • them from Clapham.

  • It had come with a fare from London; and as he thought that the circumstance of a

  • gentleman and lady's removing from one carriage into another might be remarked he

  • meant to make inquiries at Clapham.

  • If he could anyhow discover at what house the coachman had before set down his fare,

  • he determined to make inquiries there, and hoped it might not be impossible to find

  • out the stand and number of the coach.

  • I do not know of any other designs that he had formed; but he was in such a hurry to

  • be gone, and his spirits so greatly discomposed, that I had difficulty in

  • finding out even so much as this."

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  • CHAPTER 48

  • The whole party were in hopes of a letter from Mr. Bennet the next morning, but the

  • post came in without bringing a single line from him.

  • His family knew him to be, on all common occasions, a most negligent and dilatory

  • correspondent; but at such a time they had hoped for exertion.

  • They were forced to conclude that he had no pleasing intelligence to send; but even of

  • that they would have been glad to be certain.

  • Mr. Gardiner had waited only for the letters before he set off.

  • When he was gone, they were certain at least of receiving constant information of

  • what was going on, and their uncle promised, at parting, to prevail on Mr.

  • Bennet to return to Longbourn, as soon as

  • he could, to the great consolation of his sister, who considered it as the only

  • security for her husband's not being killed in a duel.

  • Mrs. Gardiner and the children were to remain in Hertfordshire a few days longer,

  • as the former thought her presence might be serviceable to her nieces.

  • She shared in their attendance on Mrs. Bennet, and was a great comfort to them in

  • their hours of freedom.

  • Their other aunt also visited them frequently, and always, as she said, with

  • the design of cheering and heartening them up--though, as she never came without

  • reporting some fresh instance of Wickham's

  • extravagance or irregularity, she seldom went away without leaving them more

  • dispirited than she found them.

  • All Meryton seemed striving to blacken the man who, but three months before, had been

  • almost an angel of light.

  • He was declared to be in debt to every tradesman in the place, and his intrigues,

  • all honoured with the title of seduction, had been extended into every tradesman's

  • family.

  • Everybody declared that he was the wickedest young man in the world; and

  • everybody began to find out that they had always distrusted the appearance of his

  • goodness.

  • Elizabeth, though she did not credit above half of what was said, believed enough to

  • make her former assurance of her sister's ruin more certain; and even Jane, who

  • believed still less of it, became almost

  • hopeless, more especially as the time was now come when, if they had gone to

  • Scotland, which she had never before entirely despaired of, they must in all

  • probability have gained some news of them.

  • Mr. Gardiner left Longbourn on Sunday; on Tuesday his wife received a letter from

  • him; it told them that, on his arrival, he had immediately found out his brother, and

  • persuaded him to come to Gracechurch

  • Street; that Mr. Bennet had been to Epsom and Clapham, before his arrival, but

  • without gaining any satisfactory information; and that he was now determined

  • to inquire at all the principal hotels in

  • town, as Mr. Bennet thought it possible they might have gone to one of them, on

  • their first coming to London, before they procured lodgings.

  • Mr. Gardiner himself did not expect any success from this measure, but as his

  • brother was eager in it, he meant to assist him in pursuing it.

  • He added that Mr. Bennet seemed wholly disinclined at present to leave London and

  • promised to write again very soon. There was also a postscript to this effect:

  • "I have written to Colonel Forster to desire him to find out, if possible, from

  • some of the young man's intimates in the regiment, whether Wickham has any relations

  • or connections who would be likely to know

  • in what part of town he has now concealed himself.

  • If there were anyone that one could apply to with a probability of gaining such a

  • clue as that, it might be of essential consequence.

  • At present we have nothing to guide us.

  • Colonel Forster will, I dare say, do everything in his power to satisfy us on

  • this head.

  • But, on second thoughts, perhaps, Lizzy could tell us what relations he has now

  • living, better than any other person."

  • Elizabeth was at no loss to understand from whence this deference to her authority

  • proceeded; but it was not in her power to give any information of so satisfactory a

  • nature as the compliment deserved.

  • She had never heard of his having had any relations, except a father and mother, both

  • of whom had been dead many years.

  • It was possible, however, that some of his companions in the ----shire might be able

  • to give more information; and though she was not very sanguine in expecting it, the

  • application was a something to look forward to.

  • Every day at Longbourn was now a day of anxiety; but the most anxious part of each

  • was when the post was expected.

  • The arrival of letters was the grand object of every morning's impatience.

  • Through letters, whatever of good or bad was to be told would be communicated, and

  • every succeeding day was expected to bring some news of importance.

  • But before they heard again from Mr. Gardiner, a letter arrived for their

  • father, from a different quarter, from Mr. Collins; which, as Jane had received

  • directions to open all that came for him in

  • his absence, she accordingly read; and Elizabeth, who knew what curiosities his

  • letters always were, looked over her, and read it likewise.

  • It was as follows:

  • "MY DEAR SIR,

  • "I feel myself called upon, by our relationship, and my situation in life, to

  • condole with you on the grievous affliction you are now suffering under, of which we

  • were yesterday informed by a letter from Hertfordshire.

  • Be assured, my dear sir, that Mrs. Collins and myself sincerely sympathise with you

  • and all your respectable family, in your present distress, which must be of the

  • bitterest kind, because proceeding from a cause which no time can remove.

  • No arguments shall be wanting on my part that can alleviate so severe a misfortune--

  • or that may comfort you, under a circumstance that must be of all others the

  • most afflicting to a parent's mind.

  • The death of your daughter would have been a blessing in comparison of this.

  • And it is the more to be lamented, because there is reason to suppose as my dear

  • Charlotte informs me, that this licentiousness of behaviour in your

  • daughter has proceeded from a faulty degree

  • of indulgence; though, at the same time, for the consolation of yourself and Mrs.

  • Bennet, I am inclined to think that her own disposition must be naturally bad, or she

  • could not be guilty of such an enormity, at so early an age.

  • Howsoever that may be, you are grievously to be pitied; in which opinion I am not

  • only joined by Mrs. Collins, but likewise by Lady Catherine and her daughter, to whom

  • I have related the affair.

  • They agree with me in apprehending that this false step in one daughter will be

  • injurious to the fortunes of all the others; for who, as Lady Catherine herself

  • condescendingly says, will connect themselves with such a family?

  • And this consideration leads me moreover to reflect, with augmented satisfaction, on a

  • certain event of last November; for had it been otherwise, I must have been involved

  • in all your sorrow and disgrace.

  • Let me then advise you, dear sir, to console yourself as much as possible, to

  • throw off your unworthy child from your affection for ever, and leave her to reap

  • the fruits of her own heinous offense.

  • "I am, dear sir, etc., etc." Mr. Gardiner did not write again till he

  • had received an answer from Colonel Forster; and then he had nothing of a

  • pleasant nature to send.

  • It was not known that Wickham had a single relationship with whom he kept up any

  • connection, and it was certain that he had no near one living.

  • His former acquaintances had been numerous; but since he had been in the militia, it

  • did not appear that he was on terms of particular friendship with any of them.

  • There was no one, therefore, who could be pointed out as likely to give any news of

  • him.

  • And in the wretched state of his own finances, there was a very powerful motive

  • for secrecy, in addition to his fear of discovery by Lydia's relations, for it had

  • just transpired that he had left gaming

  • debts behind him to a very considerable amount.

  • Colonel Forster believed that more than a thousand pounds would be necessary to clear

  • his expenses at Brighton.

  • He owed a good deal in town, but his debts of honour were still more formidable.

  • Mr. Gardiner did not attempt to conceal these particulars from the Longbourn

  • family.

  • Jane heard them with horror. "A gamester!" she cried.

  • "This is wholly unexpected. I had not an idea of it."

  • Mr. Gardiner added in his letter, that they might expect to see their father at home on

  • the following day, which was Saturday.

  • Rendered spiritless by the ill-success of all their endeavours, he had yielded to his

  • brother-in-law's entreaty that he would return to his family, and leave it to him

  • to do whatever occasion might suggest to be advisable for continuing their pursuit.

  • When Mrs. Bennet was told of this, she did not express so much satisfaction as her

  • children expected, considering what her anxiety for his life had been before.

  • "What, is he coming home, and without poor Lydia?" she cried.

  • "Sure he will not leave London before he has found them.

  • Who is to fight Wickham, and make him marry her, if he comes away?"

  • As Mrs. Gardiner began to wish to be at home, it was settled that she and the

  • children should go to London, at the same time that Mr. Bennet came from it.

  • The coach, therefore, took them the first stage of their journey, and brought its

  • master back to Longbourn.

  • Mrs. Gardiner went away in all the perplexity about Elizabeth and her

  • Derbyshire friend that had attended her from that part of the world.

  • His name had never been voluntarily mentioned before them by her niece; and the

  • kind of half-expectation which Mrs. Gardiner had formed, of their being

  • followed by a letter from him, had ended in nothing.

  • Elizabeth had received none since her return that could come from Pemberley.

  • The present unhappy state of the family rendered any other excuse for the lowness

  • of her spirits unnecessary; nothing, therefore, could be fairly conjectured from

  • that, though Elizabeth, who was by this

  • time tolerably well acquainted with her own feelings, was perfectly aware that, had she

  • known nothing of Darcy, she could have borne the dread of Lydia's infamy somewhat

  • better.

  • It would have spared her, she thought, one sleepless night out of two.

  • When Mr. Bennet arrived, he had all the appearance of his usual philosophic

  • composure.

  • He said as little as he had ever been in the habit of saying; made no mention of the

  • business that had taken him away, and it was some time before his daughters had

  • courage to speak of it.

  • It was not till the afternoon, when he had joined them at tea, that Elizabeth ventured

  • to introduce the subject; and then, on her briefly expressing her sorrow for what he

  • must have endured, he replied, "Say nothing of that.

  • Who should suffer but myself? It has been my own doing, and I ought to

  • feel it."

  • "You must not be too severe upon yourself," replied Elizabeth.

  • "You may well warn me against such an evil. Human nature is so prone to fall into it!

  • No, Lizzy, let me once in my life feel how much I have been to blame.

  • I am not afraid of being overpowered by the impression.

  • It will pass away soon enough."

  • "Do you suppose them to be in London?" "Yes; where else can they be so well

  • concealed?" "And Lydia used to want to go to London,"

  • added Kitty.

  • "She is happy then," said her father drily; "and her residence there will probably be

  • of some duration." Then after a short silence he continued:

  • "Lizzy, I bear you no ill-will for being justified in your advice to me last May,

  • which, considering the event, shows some greatness of mind."

  • They were interrupted by Miss Bennet, who came to fetch her mother's tea.

  • "This is a parade," he cried, "which does one good; it gives such an elegance to

  • misfortune!

  • Another day I will do the same; I will sit in my library, in my nightcap and powdering

  • gown, and give as much trouble as I can; or, perhaps, I may defer it till Kitty runs

  • away."

  • "I am not going to run away, papa," said Kitty fretfully.

  • "If I should ever go to Brighton, I would behave better than Lydia."

  • "You go to Brighton.

  • I would not trust you so near it as Eastbourne for fifty pounds!

  • No, Kitty, I have at last learnt to be cautious, and you will feel the effects of

  • it.

  • No officer is ever to enter into my house again, nor even to pass through the

  • village. Balls will be absolutely prohibited, unless

  • you stand up with one of your sisters.

  • And you are never to stir out of doors till you can prove that you have spent ten

  • minutes of every day in a rational manner." Kitty, who took all these threats in a

  • serious light, began to cry.

  • "Well, well," said he, "do not make yourself unhappy.

  • If you are a good girl for the next ten years, I will take you to a review at the

  • end of them."

  • >

  • CHAPTER 49

  • Two days after Mr. Bennet's return, as Jane and Elizabeth were walking together in the

  • shrubbery behind the house, they saw the housekeeper coming towards them, and,

  • concluding that she came to call them to

  • their mother, went forward to meet her; but, instead of the expected summons, when

  • they approached her, she said to Miss Bennet, "I beg your pardon, madam, for

  • interrupting you, but I was in hopes you

  • might have got some good news from town, so I took the liberty of coming to ask."

  • "What do you mean, Hill? We have heard nothing from town."

  • "Dear madam," cried Mrs. Hill, in great astonishment, "don't you know there is an

  • express come for master from Mr. Gardiner? He has been here this half-hour, and master

  • has had a letter."

  • Away ran the girls, too eager to get in to have time for speech.

  • They ran through the vestibule into the breakfast-room; from thence to the library;

  • their father was in neither; and they were on the point of seeking him upstairs with

  • their mother, when they were met by the butler, who said:

  • "If you are looking for my master, ma'am, he is walking towards the little copse."

  • Upon this information, they instantly passed through the hall once more, and ran

  • across the lawn after their father, who was deliberately pursuing his way towards a

  • small wood on one side of the paddock.

  • Jane, who was not so light nor so much in the habit of running as Elizabeth, soon

  • lagged behind, while her sister, panting for breath, came up with him, and eagerly

  • cried out:

  • "Oh, papa, what news--what news? Have you heard from my uncle?"

  • "Yes I have had a letter from him by express."

  • "Well, and what news does it bring--good or bad?"

  • "What is there of good to be expected?" said he, taking the letter from his pocket.

  • "But perhaps you would like to read it."

  • Elizabeth impatiently caught it from his hand.

  • Jane now came up. "Read it aloud," said their father, "for I

  • hardly know myself what it is about."

  • "Gracechurch Street, Monday, August 2. "MY DEAR BROTHER,

  • "At last I am able to send you some tidings of my niece, and such as, upon the whole, I

  • hope it will give you satisfaction.

  • Soon after you left me on Saturday, I was fortunate enough to find out in what part

  • of London they were. The particulars I reserve till we meet; it

  • is enough to know they are discovered.

  • I have seen them both--" "Then it is as I always hoped," cried Jane;

  • "they are married!" Elizabeth read on:

  • "I have seen them both.

  • They are not married, nor can I find there was any intention of being so; but if you

  • are willing to perform the engagements which I have ventured to make on your side,

  • I hope it will not be long before they are.

  • All that is required of you is, to assure to your daughter, by settlement, her equal

  • share of the five thousand pounds secured among your children after the decease of

  • yourself and my sister; and, moreover, to

  • enter into an engagement of allowing her, during your life, one hundred pounds per

  • annum.

  • These are conditions which, considering everything, I had no hesitation in

  • complying with, as far as I thought myself privileged, for you.

  • I shall send this by express, that no time may be lost in bringing me your answer.

  • You will easily comprehend, from these particulars, that Mr. Wickham's

  • circumstances are not so hopeless as they are generally believed to be.

  • The world has been deceived in that respect; and I am happy to say there will

  • be some little money, even when all his debts are discharged, to settle on my

  • niece, in addition to her own fortune.

  • If, as I conclude will be the case, you send me full powers to act in your name

  • throughout the whole of this business, I will immediately give directions to

  • Haggerston for preparing a proper settlement.

  • There will not be the smallest occasion for your coming to town again; therefore stay

  • quiet at Longbourn, and depend on my diligence and care.

  • Send back your answer as fast as you can, and be careful to write explicitly.

  • We have judged it best that my niece should be married from this house, of which I hope

  • you will approve.

  • She comes to us to-day. I shall write again as soon as anything

  • more is determined on. Yours, etc.,

  • "EDW. GARDINER."

  • "Is it possible?" cried Elizabeth, when she had finished.

  • "Can it be possible that he will marry her?"

  • "Wickham is not so undeserving, then, as we thought him," said her sister.

  • "My dear father, I congratulate you." "And have you answered the letter?" cried

  • Elizabeth.

  • "No; but it must be done soon." Most earnestly did she then entreaty him to

  • lose no more time before he wrote. "Oh! my dear father," she cried, "come back

  • and write immediately.

  • Consider how important every moment is in such a case."

  • "Let me write for you," said Jane, "if you dislike the trouble yourself."

  • "I dislike it very much," he replied; "but it must be done."

  • And so saying, he turned back with them, and walked towards the house.

  • "And may I ask--" said Elizabeth; "but the terms, I suppose, must be complied with."

  • "Complied with! I am only ashamed of his asking so little."

  • "And they must marry!

  • Yet he is such a man!" "Yes, yes, they must marry.

  • There is nothing else to be done.

  • But there are two things that I want very much to know; one is, how much money your

  • uncle has laid down to bring it about; and the other, how am I ever to pay him."

  • "Money!

  • My uncle!" cried Jane, "what do you mean, sir?"

  • "I mean, that no man in his senses would marry Lydia on so slight a temptation as

  • one hundred a year during my life, and fifty after I am gone."

  • "That is very true," said Elizabeth; "though it had not occurred to me before.

  • His debts to be discharged, and something still to remain!

  • Oh! it must be my uncle's doings!

  • Generous, good man, I am afraid he has distressed himself.

  • A small sum could not do all this."

  • "No," said her father; "Wickham's a fool if he takes her with a farthing less than ten

  • thousand pounds. I should be sorry to think so ill of him,

  • in the very beginning of our relationship."

  • "Ten thousand pounds! Heaven forbid!

  • How is half such a sum to be repaid?"

  • Mr. Bennet made no answer, and each of them, deep in thought, continued silent

  • till they reached the house.

  • Their father then went on to the library to write, and the girls walked into the

  • breakfast-room.

  • "And they are really to be married!" cried Elizabeth, as soon as they were by

  • themselves. "How strange this is!

  • And for this we are to be thankful.

  • That they should marry, small as is their chance of happiness, and wretched as is his

  • character, we are forced to rejoice. Oh, Lydia!"

  • "I comfort myself with thinking," replied Jane, "that he certainly would not marry

  • Lydia if he had not a real regard for her.

  • Though our kind uncle has done something towards clearing him, I cannot believe that

  • ten thousand pounds, or anything like it, has been advanced.

  • He has children of his own, and may have more.

  • How could he spare half ten thousand pounds?"

  • "If he were ever able to learn what Wickham's debts have been," said Elizabeth,

  • "and how much is settled on his side on our sister, we shall exactly know what Mr.

  • Gardiner has done for them, because Wickham has not sixpence of his own.

  • The kindness of my uncle and aunt can never be requited.

  • Their taking her home, and affording her their personal protection and countenance,

  • is such a sacrifice to her advantage as years of gratitude cannot enough

  • acknowledge.

  • By this time she is actually with them! If such goodness does not make her

  • miserable now, she will never deserve to be happy!

  • What a meeting for her, when she first sees my aunt!"

  • "We must endeavour to forget all that has passed on either side," said Jane: "I hope

  • and trust they will yet be happy.

  • His consenting to marry her is a proof, I will believe, that he is come to a right

  • way of thinking.

  • Their mutual affection will steady them; and I flatter myself they will settle so

  • quietly, and live in so rational a manner, as may in time make their past imprudence

  • forgotten."

  • "Their conduct has been such," replied Elizabeth, "as neither you, nor I, nor

  • anybody can ever forget. It is useless to talk of it."

  • It now occurred to the girls that their mother was in all likelihood perfectly

  • ignorant of what had happened.

  • They went to the library, therefore, and asked their father whether he would not

  • wish them to make it known to her. He was writing and, without raising his

  • head, coolly replied:

  • "Just as you please." "May we take my uncle's letter to read to

  • her?" "Take whatever you like, and get away."

  • Elizabeth took the letter from his writing- table, and they went upstairs together.

  • Mary and Kitty were both with Mrs. Bennet: one communication would, therefore, do for

  • all.

  • After a slight preparation for good news, the letter was read aloud.

  • Mrs. Bennet could hardly contain herself.

  • As soon as Jane had read Mr. Gardiner's hope of Lydia's being soon married, her joy

  • burst forth, and every following sentence added to its exuberance.

  • She was now in an irritation as violent from delight, as she had ever been fidgety

  • from alarm and vexation. To know that her daughter would be married

  • was enough.

  • She was disturbed by no fear for her felicity, nor humbled by any remembrance of

  • her misconduct. "My dear, dear Lydia!" she cried.

  • "This is delightful indeed!

  • She will be married! I shall see her again!

  • She will be married at sixteen! My good, kind brother!

  • I knew how it would be.

  • I knew he would manage everything! How I long to see her! and to see dear

  • Wickham too! But the clothes, the wedding clothes!

  • I will write to my sister Gardiner about them directly.

  • Lizzy, my dear, run down to your father, and ask him how much he will give her.

  • Stay, stay, I will go myself.

  • Ring the bell, Kitty, for Hill. I will put on my things in a moment.

  • My dear, dear Lydia! How merry we shall be together when we

  • meet!"

  • Her eldest daughter endeavoured to give some relief to the violence of these

  • transports, by leading her thoughts to the obligations which Mr. Gardiner's behaviour

  • laid them all under.

  • "For we must attribute this happy conclusion," she added, "in a great measure

  • to his kindness. We are persuaded that he has pledged

  • himself to assist Mr. Wickham with money."

  • "Well," cried her mother, "it is all very right; who should do it but her own uncle?

  • If he had not had a family of his own, I and my children must have had all his

  • money, you know; and it is the first time we have ever had anything from him, except

  • a few presents.

  • Well! I am so happy!

  • In a short time I shall have a daughter married.

  • Mrs. Wickham!

  • How well it sounds! And she was only sixteen last June.

  • My dear Jane, I am in such a flutter, that I am sure I can't write; so I will dictate,

  • and you write for me.

  • We will settle with your father about the money afterwards; but the things should be

  • ordered immediately."

  • She was then proceeding to all the particulars of calico, muslin, and cambric,

  • and would shortly have dictated some very plentiful orders, had not Jane, though with

  • some difficulty, persuaded her to wait till her father was at leisure to be consulted.

  • One day's delay, she observed, would be of small importance; and her mother was too

  • happy to be quite so obstinate as usual.

  • Other schemes, too, came into her head. "I will go to Meryton," said she, "as soon

  • as I am dressed, and tell the good, good news to my sister Philips.

  • And as I come back, I can call on Lady Lucas and Mrs. Long.

  • Kitty, run down and order the carriage. An airing would do me a great deal of good,

  • I am sure.

  • Girls, can I do anything for you in Meryton?

  • Oh! Here comes Hill! My dear Hill, have you heard the good news?

  • Miss Lydia is going to be married; and you shall all have a bowl of punch to make

  • merry at her wedding." Mrs. Hill began instantly to express her

  • joy.

  • Elizabeth received her congratulations amongst the rest, and then, sick of this

  • folly, took refuge in her own room, that she might think with freedom.

  • Poor Lydia's situation must, at best, be bad enough; but that it was no worse, she

  • had need to be thankful.

  • She felt it so; and though, in looking forward, neither rational happiness nor

  • worldly prosperity could be justly expected for her sister, in looking back to what

  • they had feared, only two hours ago, she

  • felt all the advantages of what they had gained.

  • >

  • CHAPTER 50

  • Mr. Bennet had very often wished before this period of his life that, instead of

  • spending his whole income, he had laid by an annual sum for the better provision of

  • his children, and of his wife, if she survived him.

  • He now wished it more than ever.

  • Had he done his duty in that respect, Lydia need not have been indebted to her uncle

  • for whatever of honour or credit could now be purchased for her.

  • The satisfaction of prevailing on one of the most worthless young men in Great

  • Britain to be her husband might then have rested in its proper place.

  • He was seriously concerned that a cause of so little advantage to anyone should be

  • forwarded at the sole expense of his brother-in-law, and he was determined, if

  • possible, to find out the extent of his

  • assistance, and to discharge the obligation as soon as he could.

  • When first Mr. Bennet had married, economy was held to be perfectly useless, for, of

  • course, they were to have a son.

  • The son was to join in cutting off the entail, as soon as he should be of age, and

  • the widow and younger children would by that means be provided for.

  • Five daughters successively entered the world, but yet the son was to come; and

  • Mrs. Bennet, for many years after Lydia's birth, had been certain that he would.

  • This event had at last been despaired of, but it was then too late to be saving.

  • Mrs. Bennet had no turn for economy, and her husband's love of independence had

  • alone prevented their exceeding their income.

  • Five thousand pounds was settled by marriage articles on Mrs. Bennet and the

  • children.

  • But in what proportions it should be divided amongst the latter depended on the

  • will of the parents.

  • This was one point, with regard to Lydia, at least, which was now to be settled, and

  • Mr. Bennet could have no hesitation in acceding to the proposal before him.

  • In terms of grateful acknowledgment for the kindness of his brother, though expressed

  • most concisely, he then delivered on paper his perfect approbation of all that was

  • done, and his willingness to fulfil the engagements that had been made for him.

  • He had never before supposed that, could Wickham be prevailed on to marry his

  • daughter, it would be done with so little inconvenience to himself as by the present

  • arrangement.

  • He would scarcely be ten pounds a year the loser by the hundred that was to be paid

  • them; for, what with her board and pocket allowance, and the continual presents in

  • money which passed to her through her

  • mother's hands, Lydia's expenses had been very little within that sum.

  • That it would be done with such trifling exertion on his side, too, was another very

  • welcome surprise; for his wish at present was to have as little trouble in the

  • business as possible.

  • When the first transports of rage which had produced his activity in seeking her were

  • over, he naturally returned to all his former indolence.

  • His letter was soon dispatched; for, though dilatory in undertaking business, he was

  • quick in its execution.

  • He begged to know further particulars of what he was indebted to his brother, but

  • was too angry with Lydia to send any message to her.

  • The good news spread quickly through the house, and with proportionate speed through

  • the neighbourhood. It was borne in the latter with decent

  • philosophy.

  • To be sure, it would have been more for the advantage of conversation had Miss Lydia

  • Bennet come upon the town; or, as the happiest alternative, been secluded from

  • the world, in some distant farmhouse.

  • But there was much to be talked of in marrying her; and the good-natured wishes

  • for her well-doing which had proceeded before from all the spiteful old ladies in

  • Meryton lost but a little of their spirit

  • in this change of circumstances, because with such an husband her misery was

  • considered certain.

  • It was a fortnight since Mrs. Bennet had been downstairs; but on this happy day she

  • again took her seat at the head of her table, and in spirits oppressively high.

  • No sentiment of shame gave a damp to her triumph.

  • The marriage of a daughter, which had been the first object of her wishes since Jane

  • was sixteen, was now on the point of accomplishment, and her thoughts and her

  • words ran wholly on those attendants of

  • elegant nuptials, fine muslins, new carriages, and servants.

  • She was busily searching through the neighbourhood for a proper situation for

  • her daughter, and, without knowing or considering what their income might be,

  • rejected many as deficient in size and importance.

  • "Haye Park might do," said she, "if the Gouldings could quit it--or the great house

  • at Stoke, if the drawing-room were larger; but Ashworth is too far off!

  • I could not bear to have her ten miles from me; and as for Pulvis Lodge, the attics are

  • dreadful." Her husband allowed her to talk on without

  • interruption while the servants remained.

  • But when they had withdrawn, he said to her: "Mrs. Bennet, before you take any or

  • all of these houses for your son and daughter, let us come to a right

  • understanding.

  • Into one house in this neighbourhood they shall never have admittance.

  • I will not encourage the impudence of either, by receiving them at Longbourn."

  • A long dispute followed this declaration; but Mr. Bennet was firm.

  • It soon led to another; and Mrs. Bennet found, with amazement and horror, that her

  • husband would not advance a guinea to buy clothes for his daughter.

  • He protested that she should receive from him no mark of affection whatever on the

  • occasion. Mrs. Bennet could hardly comprehend it.

  • That his anger could be carried to such a point of inconceivable resentment as to

  • refuse his daughter a privilege without which her marriage would scarcely seem

  • valid, exceeded all she could believe possible.

  • She was more alive to the disgrace which her want of new clothes must reflect on her

  • daughter's nuptials, than to any sense of shame at her eloping and living with

  • Wickham a fortnight before they took place.

  • Elizabeth was now most heartily sorry that she had, from the distress of the moment,

  • been led to make Mr. Darcy acquainted with their fears for her sister; for since her

  • marriage would so shortly give the proper

  • termination to the elopement, they might hope to conceal its unfavourable beginning

  • from all those who were not immediately on the spot.

  • She had no fear of its spreading farther through his means.

  • There were few people on whose secrecy she would have more confidently depended; but,

  • at the same time, there was no one whose knowledge of a sister's frailty would have

  • mortified her so much--not, however, from

  • any fear of disadvantage from it individually to herself, for, at any rate,

  • there seemed a gulf impassable between them.

  • Had Lydia's marriage been concluded on the most honourable terms, it was not to be

  • supposed that Mr. Darcy would connect himself with a family where, to every other

  • objection, would now be added an alliance

  • and relationship of the nearest kind with a man whom he so justly scorned.

  • From such a connection she could not wonder that he would shrink.

  • The wish of procuring her regard, which she had assured herself of his feeling in

  • Derbyshire, could not in rational expectation survive such a blow as this.

  • She was humbled, she was grieved; she repented, though she hardly knew of what.

  • She became jealous of his esteem, when she could no longer hope to be benefited by it.

  • She wanted to hear of him, when there seemed the least chance of gaining

  • intelligence.

  • She was convinced that she could have been happy with him, when it was no longer

  • likely they should meet.

  • What a triumph for him, as she often thought, could he know that the proposals

  • which she had proudly spurned only four months ago, would now have been most gladly

  • and gratefully received!

  • He was as generous, she doubted not, as the most generous of his sex; but while he was

  • mortal, there must be a triumph.

  • She began now to comprehend that he was exactly the man who, in disposition and

  • talents, would most suit her.

  • His understanding and temper, though unlike her own, would have answered all her

  • wishes.

  • It was an union that must have been to the advantage of both; by her ease and

  • liveliness, his mind might have been softened, his manners improved; and from

  • his judgement, information, and knowledge

  • of the world, she must have received benefit of greater importance.

  • But no such happy marriage could now teach the admiring multitude what connubial

  • felicity really was.

  • An union of a different tendency, and precluding the possibility of the other,

  • was soon to be formed in their family.

  • How Wickham and Lydia were to be supported in tolerable independence, she could not

  • imagine.

  • But how little of permanent happiness could belong to a couple who were only brought

  • together because their passions were stronger than their virtue, she could

  • easily conjecture.

  • Mr. Gardiner soon wrote again to his brother.

  • To Mr. Bennet's acknowledgments he briefly replied, with assurance of his eagerness to

  • promote the welfare of any of his family; and concluded with entreaties that the

  • subject might never be mentioned to him again.

  • The principal purport of his letter was to inform them that Mr. Wickham had resolved

  • on quitting the militia.

  • "It was greatly my wish that he should do so," he added, "as soon as his marriage was

  • fixed on.

  • And I think you will agree with me, in considering the removal from that corps as

  • highly advisable, both on his account and my niece's.

  • It is Mr. Wickham's intention to go into the regulars; and among his former friends,

  • there are still some who are able and willing to assist him in the army.

  • He has the promise of an ensigncy in General ----'s regiment, now quartered in

  • the North. It is an advantage to have it so far from

  • this part of the kingdom.

  • He promises fairly; and I hope among different people, where they may each have

  • a character to preserve, they will both be more prudent.

  • I have written to Colonel Forster, to inform him of our present arrangements, and

  • to request that he will satisfy the various creditors of Mr. Wickham in and near

  • Brighton, with assurances of speedy payment, for which I have pledged myself.

  • And will you give yourself the trouble of carrying similar assurances to his

  • creditors in Meryton, of whom I shall subjoin a list according to his

  • information?

  • He has given in all his debts; I hope at least he has not deceived us.

  • Haggerston has our directions, and all will be completed in a week.

  • They will then join his regiment, unless they are first invited to Longbourn; and I

  • understand from Mrs. Gardiner, that my niece is very desirous of seeing you all

  • before she leaves the South.

  • She is well, and begs to be dutifully remembered to you and your mother.--Yours,

  • etc., "E. GARDINER."

  • Mr. Bennet and his daughters saw all the advantages of Wickham's removal from the --

  • --shire as clearly as Mr. Gardiner could do.

  • But Mrs. Bennet was not so well pleased with it.

  • Lydia's being settled in the North, just when she had expected most pleasure and

  • pride in her company, for she had by no means given up her plan of their residing

  • in Hertfordshire, was a severe

  • disappointment; and, besides, it was such a pity that Lydia should be taken from a

  • regiment where she was acquainted with everybody, and had so many favourites.

  • "She is so fond of Mrs. Forster," said she, "it will be quite shocking to send her

  • away! And there are several of the young men,

  • too, that she likes very much.

  • The officers may not be so pleasant in General ----'s regiment."

  • His daughter's request, for such it might be considered, of being admitted into her

  • family again before she set off for the North, received at first an absolute

  • negative.

  • But Jane and Elizabeth, who agreed in wishing, for the sake of their sister's

  • feelings and consequence, that she should be noticed on her marriage by her parents,

  • urged him so earnestly yet so rationally

  • and so mildly, to receive her and her husband at Longbourn, as soon as they were

  • married, that he was prevailed on to think as they thought, and act as they wished.

  • And their mother had the satisfaction of knowing that she would be able to show her

  • married daughter in the neighbourhood before she was banished to the North.

  • When Mr. Bennet wrote again to his brother, therefore, he sent his permission for them

  • to come; and it was settled, that as soon as the ceremony was over, they should

  • proceed to Longbourn.

  • Elizabeth was surprised, however, that Wickham should consent to such a scheme,

  • and had she consulted only her own inclination, any meeting with him would

  • have been the last object of her wishes.

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