Name: 最幸福的季節。約翰出櫃（片段）--Hulu原創 (Happiest Season: John on Coming Out (Clip) • A Hulu Original)
Uploaded: 2021-01-27T22:21:04.000Z
Duration: 3 min 12 s

We would do all the stuff we would decorate, do the tree and watch.

我們會做所有的東西，我們會裝飾，做樹和觀看。

After they died, I couldn't really bring myself to acknowledge Christmas, huh?

在他們死後，我真的無法讓自己承認聖誕節，嗯？

The holidays were just a huge reminder of I'm not being here.

假期只是一個巨大的提醒，我不在這裡。

So I really thought maybe this your Harper meeting her family.

所以我真的以為也許這是你的哈珀見她的家人。

I don't I don't think that she loves me as much as I thought she did.

我不... ...我不認為她像我想象的那樣愛我。

Not coming out to her parents has nothing to do with you.

她不向父母出櫃跟你沒有關係。

What did your parents say when you told them you were gay?

當你告訴你父母你是同志時，他們怎麼說？

My dad kicked me out of the house and didn't talk to me for 13 years after I told him Everybody's story is different.

我爸爸把我趕出家門，在我告訴他之後，13年都沒有和我說話。 每個人的故事都不一樣。

There's your version and my version and everything in between.

有你的版本和我的版本，還有中間的一切。

But the one thing that all of those stories have in common is that moment, right before you say those words, when you're heart is racing and you don't know what's coming next that moments really terrifying.

但所有這些故事都有一個共同點，就是在你說出這些話之前的那一刻，當你心跳加速，你不知道接下來會發生什麼，那一刻真的很可怕。

Okay, And then once you say those words, you can't unsafe them.

好吧，然後一旦你說這些話，你就不能不安全。

A chapter has ended on a new ones begun, and you have to be ready for that.

一章結束了新的開始了，你要做好準備。

Just because Harper isn't ready, it doesn't mean she never will be.

哈珀還沒準備好，不代表她永遠不會準備好。

And it doesn't mean she doesn't love you.